just another example of what "emilio" is using his blackmailed peons to try to sacrally transfer onto me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5860470&forum_id=2)#49855772)

Have I ever mentioned that

1. I've never been in a physical altercation (high CHA stat; +7 Pacifying Halo of Holiness). That said, those stupid novelty bar punching bag games say that I hit pretty hard!

2. I've never fired a weapon in carelessness or anger

3. I am not involved in any "gangs" or "gang-like activities", nor have I ever been. I have posted Ice Cube lyrics, though!

4. I have REGULARLY and VERIFIABLY gone out of my way multiple times to make peace between parties involved in altercations

5. I don't have "anger problems" although I do live in an era where the manifold issues of the world present themselves to you in ways that are designed to gaslight you when you experience righteous anger at profound wickedness slithering through "social norms" and what passes as "routine behavior" to aggress against you in the least honest way imaginable. Like, uh, the thing you're doing now, Mr. Shitsack.

How many of you can say the same?

I can go on. Really. You have painted a portrait of a man and a criminal that does not exist outside of a circle of dishonor fueled by rape, obscure but measurable abuse and derangement techniques, and other typically slimy tactics.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5860470&forum_id=2)#49876058)

Your old man came across your sister (and her "friends"---some company you guys keep!) abusing the living daylights out of me largely for her own benefit while some of the more charitable Jews here were trying to lift me up out of this dump and into a position of moral authority because you could hear me talk for 10 minutes and realize 1. that I had a pretty good idea of what was wrong and 2. that I had a decent set of ideas on how to fix it. At the risk of tooting my own horn, I'd say that I'm also just pretty enjoyable to listen to, and quite erudite and knowledgable in my speech and thought.

Rather than acknowledge this and supplicate me with so much as an apology, which again, I would have gracefully accepted as I am regarded as a fairly reasonable and merciful sort of guy, now clearly to too high of a degree and largely to my own loss at this point, he instead decided to use the testimony of some very low credibility people from two decades ago (yes, that's correct, Only sane guy in the room as a fifth grader or something similar) to paint me as more or less what he is, some kind of "Demon King", while also transferring all of her manifold sins onto me before either having me 1. enslaved 2. killed 3. raped into mental incontinence so that he could wash her filth in my blood while also probably piggybacking on that to scam more people.

On her end to get back in my good graces all she really needed to do was just show up and apologize and make a single show of care, maybe clean up a single piece of rubble in the mess she's caused cratering my life to impress a bunch of psychopaths and lowlives, really, that was it. A single token show of "I've wronged you, and I apologize.". Of course, even this was apparently too much. It could've been nipped in the bud then and there, I am most gracious and while it doesn't come naturally to me I do my best to empathize and pay mercy, but I guess my coffers and my modest coterie of friends and followers was too great of an allure for this old crook.

So here we are now where your paltry and largely pilfered moral authority is dwindling and you are getting increasingly desperate and lashing out while the obvious issues with washing this profoundly wicked and increasingly obviously abused woman in other people's blood without actually addressing the root causes of her malfeasance is just creating rot down to the soil, I'm bleeding out and finally putting my foot down as you know what? CHRIST died for these people's sins, not me, and I still, inshallah, have a few things to do on this earth before I give up the ghost, so we're not doing this stupid bullshit that your ring of assholes brought blood-soaked hat in hand to my doorstep.

Really the whole thing is wild, just a bunch of shitty, scammy people hurting each other relentlessly and here I am caught in the middle of it because while these other people were out spending every penny on tinder dot com and tbh I don't even know, I lived fairly modestly and by and large kept to myself to avoid the moral stain of the era, building up a modest but still substantial "treasure in heaven" in the process. I scarcely even drank during those years---and you could very easily hear testimony regarding that, if everyone who could give it wasn't either terrorized or raped---and only started "going to bars" after most of my actual friends moved away and, reasonably, feeling lonely without that level of community available.

Do you have any more hateful, pointed nonsense I can dispel while I'm feeling lucid enough for it at the moment, you putrescent crook?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5860470&forum_id=2)#49876082)

And yet I can't just NOT say what I've said, because it's become clear that regardless of right action, disengagement, etc on my end that this garbage is just going to continue and I'm going to continue to be defamed and treated like shit REGARDLESS of the sum of everything that is supposed to matter and, in light of not really being able to call this intolerable situation "life", it has come to this. Your rapaciousness, fellas, in robbing, scandalizing, and grieviously injuring me for profit, is matched only by your selfish short-sightedness and evil-doing under the cursed auspices of your clannish instincts.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5860470&forum_id=2)#49876126)