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Misunderstood Autistic Partner Address   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already hateful trip tank   05/04/22 cr Misunderstood Autistic Partner Address   05/04/22 lol Sooty whorehouse   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Vigorous boistinker   05/04/22 18 months sober Burgundy Out-of-control Circlehead Spot   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. tripping hyperactive telephone indirect expression   05/04/22 ... Brass mexican   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. racy chapel   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend Brass mexican   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. Brass mexican   06/26/22 ... racy chapel   06/26/22 ... Shivering mood parlour   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up Sooty whorehouse   06/26/22 ... passionate property place of business   06/26/22 ... lake church chad   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday Brass mexican   07/17/22 Nine moths today! Brass mexican   08/16/22 180 shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? Brass mexican   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... Brass mexican   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. Transparent Theater   08/16/22 180 Brass mexican   08/16/22 ... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... soggy senate halford   08/16/22 ... Brass mexican   08/16/22 ... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! Brass mexican   09/11/22 348 days in the books Brass mexican   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Brass mexican   10/30/22 180 billion shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   10/30/22 How are you doing? Brass mexican   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   10/30/22 180. Stay strong Brass mexican   10/30/22 ty brother. shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... flushed rehab factory reset button   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Brass mexican   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... Transparent Theater   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field   10/30/22 ... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   10/30/22 1800000 Transparent Theater   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting beta school cafeteria   10/30/22 ... Brass mexican   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... vermilion frozen hell   10/30/22 ... Red Bearded Coffee Pot   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Brass mexican   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. tripping hyperactive telephone indirect expression   11/18/22 397 days and counting Brass mexican   12/18/22 180 Red Bearded Coffee Pot   12/18/22 18 months spectacular rigpig knife   01/04/23 congrats man Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse   01/04/23 ty spectacular rigpig knife   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Jet big native   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... spectacular rigpig knife   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse   01/04/23 ~15% spectacular rigpig knife   01/04/23 Awesome. Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Seedy razzle-dazzle newt   01/04/23 180 Brass mexican   01/07/23 ... Angry electric den azn   01/09/23 poison free in 23 spectacular rigpig knife   01/09/23 ... Brass mexican   01/10/23 180 startled effete house athletic conference   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... Brass mexican   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Brass mexican   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Brass mexican   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Brass mexican   03/06/23 180 fishy pit clown   03/06/23 180 nighttime university rigor   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Brass mexican   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Insecure cracking piazza   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Brass mexican   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Insecure cracking piazza   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... Brass mexican   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books Brass mexican   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... titillating glassy headpube   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. Brass mexican   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... titillating glassy headpube   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... Brass mexican   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. Brass mexican   04/07/23 ty shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. Brass mexican   05/16/23 180 Beady-eyed institution dragon   05/16/23 2 years dry spectacular rigpig knife   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. Brass mexican   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field   07/01/23 Wow turquoise station   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros Brass mexican   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books Brass mexican   10/17/23 congrats Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse   10/17/23 ... spectacular rigpig knife   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days Brass mexican   11/24/23 ... spectacular rigpig knife   11/24/23 ... shaky sweet tailpipe theatre   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? spectacular rigpig knife   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. soggy senate halford   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober clear appetizing boltzmann   11/25/23 ... spectacular rigpig knife   11/25/23 good job Cream nibblets   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... Cream nibblets   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. Brass mexican   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... spectacular rigpig knife   11/27/23 956 days Brass mexican   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... green lodge filthpig   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... Brass mexican   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own Beady-eyed institution dragon   06/29/24 ... turquoise station   06/29/24 ... Red Bearded Coffee Pot   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp Red Bearded Coffee Pot   06/29/24 ... flirting arrogant stain   06/30/24 ... Red Bearded Coffee Pot   10/09/24 180 thread lascivious underhanded selfie stage   06/29/24 3 years now spectacular rigpig knife   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga fishy pit clown   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... Transparent Theater   07/05/24 1058 days Brass mexican   10/09/24 180 man Red Bearded Coffee Pot   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? Lime Digit Ratio   10/09/24 None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does... Brass mexican   10/14/24 ... Copper sick center national security agency   10/09/24 ... Fluffy Juggernaut Sneaky Criminal   10/14/24 Nice Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field   10/19/24 ... spectacular rigpig knife   11/24/24 ... Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Saffron Corner Roast Beef   06/12/25 ... Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 WNBA dildo   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Brass mexican First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Ebony glittery forum police squad 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Sable thirsty candlestick maker won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: soggy senate halford begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Brass mexican Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: titillating glassy headpube He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Brass mexican Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: sexy salmon sanctuary quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: sexy salmon sanctuary quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: ocher godawful persian how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Avocado Pozpig cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: slippery base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Brass mexican Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Maize Adventurous Heaven 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: hairraiser brethren principal's office a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Brass mexican Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Maize Adventurous Heaven Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: olive parlor mad-dog skullcap Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Brass mexican This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: olive parlor mad-dog skullcap When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Brass mexican I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: olive parlor mad-dog skullcap we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Charismatic Patrolman You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Avocado Pozpig Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Brass mexican That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: hairraiser brethren principal's office set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Drunken canary location how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Brass mexican 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Drunken canary location no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Brass mexican I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: fragrant opaque gaping public bath Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: hairraiser brethren principal's office u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Walnut apoplectic national I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Rusted fiercely-loyal codepig You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Mind-boggling Stead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: buff boyish electric furnace Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Self-centered Duck-like Love Of Her Life stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Frum set Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: swashbuckling stage so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Mildly autistic unhinged cuck go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: magical degenerate the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: doobsian razzle legal warrant gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Kink-friendly Internal Respiration Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: turquoise station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Brass mexican Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Chartreuse arousing multi-billionaire Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Brass mexican 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: swashbuckling stage have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Brass mexican Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Brass mexican Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Brass mexican Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: swashbuckling stage what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Multi-colored Cerise Marketing Idea Incel I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Brass mexican I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: racy chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: racy chapel Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. 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I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: racy chapel Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: razzmatazz karate casino (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Brass mexican Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: gay mischievous crackhouse kitty cat Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field One day at a time. Go to a meeting. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Brass mexican Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Beady-eyed institution dragon Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: racy chapel Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Brass mexican Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: racy chapel Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Brass mexican They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: racy chapel Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Stirring volcanic crater locale The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Brass mexican Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Brass mexican Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. 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I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Geriatric Aqua Plaza Philosopher-king CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: up-to-no-good cheese-eating kitchen hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: nighttime university rigor After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: titillating glassy headpube I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Indigo bbw goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: racy chapel I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Elite coiffed double fault windowlicker Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Brass mexican Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Snowy Talking Laser Beams Business Firm Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Geriatric Aqua Plaza Philosopher-king (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Maize Adventurous Heaven 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Brass mexican Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Brass mexican Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Naked Nursing Home good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Geriatric Aqua Plaza Philosopher-king (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Brass mexican Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Indigo bbw goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Brass mexican How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Brass mexican Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: titillating glassy headpube 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Bright goyim lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Thriller dull twinkling uncleanness locus stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Brass mexican You seem mentally stable, friend. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Brass mexican Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: marvelous magenta temple Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Brass mexican Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Brass mexican Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Brass mexican Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: talented mauve therapy sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: hateful trip tank Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Misunderstood Autistic Partner Address I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: hateful trip tank then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Misunderstood Autistic Partner Address cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Sooty whorehouse lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Vigorous boistinker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Burgundy Out-of-control Circlehead Spot 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: tripping hyperactive telephone indirect expression 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Brass mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: racy chapel 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Brass mexican 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Brass mexican 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: racy chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Shivering mood parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Sooty whorehouse good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: passionate property place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: lake church chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Brass mexican Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Brass mexican Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Brass mexican How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Brass mexican Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Transparent Theater congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Brass mexican 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: soggy senate halford congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Brass mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Brass mexican I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Brass mexican 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Brass mexican 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Brass mexican How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Brass mexican 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: flushed rehab factory reset button I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Brass mexican Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Transparent Theater Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Transparent Theater 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: beta school cafeteria 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Brass mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: vermilion frozen hell proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Red Bearded Coffee Pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Brass mexican One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: tripping hyperactive telephone indirect expression 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Brass mexican 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Red Bearded Coffee Pot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Jet big native Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Seedy razzle-dazzle newt Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Brass mexican 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Angry electric den azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: spectacular rigpig knife poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Brass mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: startled effete house athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Brass mexican My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Brass mexican Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Brass mexican 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Brass mexican Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: fishy pit clown 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: nighttime university rigor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Brass mexican In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Insecure cracking piazza Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Brass mexican Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Insecure cracking piazza I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Brass mexican Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Brass mexican Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: titillating glassy headpube Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Brass mexican Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: titillating glassy headpube Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Brass mexican For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Brass mexican Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Brass mexican 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Beady-eyed institution dragon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: spectacular rigpig knife 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Brass mexican Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: turquoise station Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Brass mexican Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Brass mexican Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Brass mexican 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: spectacular rigpig knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: shaky sweet tailpipe theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: spectacular rigpig knife Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: soggy senate halford 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: clear appetizing boltzmann 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: spectacular rigpig knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Cream nibblets good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Cream nibblets I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Brass mexican Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Brass mexican 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: green lodge filthpig Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Brass mexican I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Beady-eyed institution dragon Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: turquoise station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Red Bearded Coffee Pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Red Bearded Coffee Pot 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: flirting arrogant stain (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Red Bearded Coffee Pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: lascivious underhanded selfie stage 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: spectacular rigpig knife 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: fishy pit clown MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Transparent Theater way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Brass mexican 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Red Bearded Coffee Pot 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Lime Digit Ratio Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Brass mexican None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Copper sick center national security agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Fluffy Juggernaut Sneaky Criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Nudist Dashing Blood Rage Field Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: spectacular rigpig knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Buck-toothed Resort Shitlib (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Saffron Corner Roast Beef I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Concupiscible Twinkling Meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: WNBA dildo ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150688)