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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Clear Lay Cumskin
  06/12/25
won't work
laughsome lettuce den
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Talented Piazza Rigor
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
...
Burgundy jap
  07/24/21
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Burgundy jap
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
trip dull lodge
  07/24/21
cq
pearly idea he suggested
  07/24/21
...
Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage
  07/24/21
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wonderful hunting ground
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Dun nowag
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Spectacular mood
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Dun nowag
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
Geriatric Newt
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
Geriatric Newt
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
Geriatric Newt
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
odious yapping national black woman
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
pearly idea he suggested
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Spectacular mood
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
ultramarine cuckold
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
ultramarine cuckold
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/24/21
Ungh
Galvanic cheese-eating philosopher-king
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Spectacular mood
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Cerise Kitchen Toaster
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
diverse temple
  07/25/21
...
Insanely creepy cobalt sound barrier dilemma
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
multi-colored church wagecucks
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Flesh cuck
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
abusive electric stag film
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Walnut generalized bond
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
mint indecent sneaky criminal home
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
Cerebral ivory state new version
  07/24/21
gl gl
aromatic alpha
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Azure house
  07/24/21
...
buck-toothed tattoo
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Emerald Mexican
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Walnut generalized bond
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Walnut generalized bond
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Puce 180 chapel elastic band
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
...
Maroon knife
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Maroon knife
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Maroon knife
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
translucent soul-stirring institution
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
excitant balding stead goal in life
  07/25/21
3 days down
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
rebellious avocado library
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
Rambunctious brethren regret
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
rebellious avocado library
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
cracking vengeful jewess range
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
big-titted messiness
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
rebellious avocado library
  07/26/21
...
magical azn
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
beady-eyed blue hell
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
diverse temple
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
mint indecent sneaky criminal home
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Maroon knife
  07/26/21
...
Maroon knife
  07/26/21
...
Maroon knife
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/26/21
4 days down
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/27/21
nice man.
Frozen Public Bath Place Of Business
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
apoplectic ceo
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/28/21
180 bro
Maroon knife
  07/28/21
8957657365
rebellious avocado library
  07/28/21
good job
gaped school
  07/28/21
...
buck-toothed tattoo
  07/28/21
...
Dashing pit
  07/28/21
...
Pungent racy turdskin
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
aromatic alpha
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
big-titted messiness
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/28/21
180
drunken territorial ticket booth
  07/28/21
...
Rose aphrodisiac field mediation
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Lilac Concupiscible Heaven Chad
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
hairraiser international law enforcement agency
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/29/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/29/21
...
Flesh cuck
  07/29/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
Nudist provocative menage
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
maize comical reading party
  07/30/21
...
Demanding resort
  07/30/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/30/21
9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER
Puce 180 chapel elastic band
  07/31/21
...
apoplectic ceo
  07/31/21
...
drunken territorial ticket booth
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
rebellious avocado library
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
adventurous halford
  07/31/21
8 days down
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
Demanding resort
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
Rambunctious brethren regret
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Tripping trailer park
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
Demanding resort
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/01/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/01/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/02/21
180
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
carmine stimulating office
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
rebellious avocado library
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
carmine stimulating office
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
underhanded chestnut station
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
Pungent racy turdskin
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/03/21
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Startling whorehouse sandwich
  08/03/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/03/21
...
gaped school
  08/03/21
happy for you man
Motley Business Firm Incel
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/03/21
Keep it up
drunken territorial ticket booth
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
maize comical reading party
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/04/21
...
drunken territorial ticket booth
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Maroon knife
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Maroon knife
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Maroon knife
  08/09/21
...
Demanding resort
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
rebellious avocado library
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/06/21
YES
Demanding resort
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/08/21
Gj!
Rose aphrodisiac field mediation
  08/08/21
17
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/09/21
180 brother
Maroon knife
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Startling whorehouse sandwich
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
Rambunctious brethren regret
  08/09/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Sick faggotry crackhouse
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Maroon knife
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Maroon knife
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Maroon knife
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Green candlestick maker rehab
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
Poppy personal credit line
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Impertinent french area doctorate
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/11/21
ty
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Titillating Tank Orchestra Pit
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
overrated glittery stock car gaming laptop
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
underhanded chestnut station
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/12/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
...
Submissive fiercely-loyal brunch therapy
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Maroon knife
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Startling whorehouse sandwich
  08/12/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
...
Pungent racy turdskin
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Orchid theater stage
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
Nice re today
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
bossy violet travel guidebook
  08/12/21
...
Titillating Tank Orchestra Pit
  08/12/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Dun nowag
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/12/21
180
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/12/21
good job man
Brindle shrine deer antler
  08/12/21
...
Titillating Tank Orchestra Pit
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/13/21
180
Submissive fiercely-loyal brunch therapy
  08/13/21
18000000
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/13/21
Ty
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/13/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/13/21
...
Impertinent french area doctorate
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
razzle-dazzle market telephone
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/13/21
...
Yellow senate boistinker
  08/14/21
...
trip dull lodge
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/14/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
magical azn
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
maize comical reading party
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/15/21
180
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
lavender abode boltzmann
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
lavender abode boltzmann
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
...
Impertinent french area doctorate
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
boyish milky parlour
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Green candlestick maker rehab
  08/19/21
Day 24
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/21
...
Bat-shit-crazy Aqua Wrinkle Codepig
  08/16/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/16/21
180
rebellious avocado library
  08/16/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/21
...
magical azn
  08/16/21
Day 25
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/17/21
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/17/21
Day 26
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
magical azn
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
magical azn
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Dashing pit
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
rebellious avocado library
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
exhilarant ratface
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
Pungent racy turdskin
  08/18/21
...
rebellious avocado library
  08/19/21
180
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Rose aphrodisiac field mediation
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
rebellious avocado library
  08/20/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/27/21
180
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  08/28/21
...
Free-loading useless stage
  08/28/21
180 brother
maize comical reading party
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Puce 180 chapel elastic band
  08/28/21
That's amazing
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/03/21
...
adventurous halford
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/03/21
...
Maroon knife
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
adventurous halford
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Burgundy jap
  09/06/21
...
adventurous halford
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/06/21
...
adventurous halford
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
sexy tanning salon voyeur
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/10/21
...
adventurous halford
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
Demanding resort
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
rebellious avocado library
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
topaz athletic conference address
  09/24/21
...
odious yapping national black woman
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
rebellious avocado library
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
cracking vengeful jewess range
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
adventurous halford
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
Flushed forum weed whacker
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
Flushed forum weed whacker
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  12/01/21
this sounds right
underhanded chestnut station
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Passionate crusty blood rage site
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
outnumbered police squad party of the first part
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  12/01/21
keep going brother
Cowardly Big Locus
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  12/16/21
180
apoplectic ceo
  12/16/21
6 months dry
adventurous halford
  01/04/22
180
hairraiser international law enforcement agency
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Maroon knife
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Impertinent french area doctorate
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Mind-boggling water buffalo
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
hairraiser international law enforcement agency
  04/09/22
144 days
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  04/09/22
Good work
hairraiser international law enforcement agency
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Talented Piazza Rigor
  04/09/22
...
Slippery national security agency
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Charismatic tan partner dragon
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
Pungent racy turdskin
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
hairraiser international law enforcement agency
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
Pungent racy turdskin
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
hairraiser international law enforcement agency
  05/04/22
cr
Pungent racy turdskin
  05/04/22
lol
Appetizing jet property pisswyrm
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
outnumbered police squad party of the first part
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Vigorous Out-of-control Church Building
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
Contagious cream hospital
  05/04/22
...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Maroon knife
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  06/26/22
...
Maroon knife
  06/26/22
...
Floppy location
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Appetizing jet property pisswyrm
  06/26/22
...
internet-worthy set
  06/26/22
...
Free-loading useless stage
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/22
180
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
flirting deranged bbw filthpig
  08/16/22
180
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/22
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Talented Piazza Rigor
  08/16/22
...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/16/22
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
magical azn
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/22
180 billion
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
lime marketing idea
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
flirting deranged bbw filthpig
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  10/30/22
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  10/30/22
1800000
flirting deranged bbw filthpig
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
ocher supple plaza
  10/30/22
...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
Curious mischievous principal's office gunner
  10/30/22
...
drunken territorial ticket booth
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
Contagious cream hospital
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  12/18/22
180
drunken territorial ticket booth
  12/18/22
18 months
adventurous halford
  01/04/23
congrats man
Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage
  01/04/23
ty
adventurous halford
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
pea-brained milk gas station
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
adventurous halford
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage
  01/04/23
~15%
adventurous halford
  01/04/23
Awesome.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
soggy hall mad cow disease
  01/04/23
180
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  01/07/23
...
dead sanctuary
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
adventurous halford
  01/09/23
...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  01/10/23
180
Slap-happy fat ankles
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
magical azn
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/06/23
180
razzle maniacal theater haunted graveyard
  03/06/23
180
underhanded chestnut station
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
magical azn
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Irradiated Multi-billionaire School Cafeteria
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Irradiated Multi-billionaire School Cafeteria
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
Cruel-hearted angry psychic
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  04/07/23
ty
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  05/16/23
180
Sick faggotry crackhouse
  05/16/23
2 years dry
adventurous halford
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  07/01/23
Wow
buck-toothed tattoo
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/17/23
congrats
Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage
  10/17/23
...
adventurous halford
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  11/24/23
...
adventurous halford
  11/24/23
...
Histrionic queen of the night theatre
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
adventurous halford
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Talented Piazza Rigor
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
hateful faggot firefighter
  11/25/23
...
adventurous halford
  11/25/23
good job
Lascivious point
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Lascivious point
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
adventurous halford
  11/27/23
956 days
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
Razzmatazz bearded round eye base
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Sick faggotry crackhouse
  06/29/24
...
buck-toothed tattoo
  06/29/24
...
drunken territorial ticket booth
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
drunken territorial ticket booth
  06/29/24
...
anal crawly garrison puppy
  06/30/24
...
drunken territorial ticket booth
  10/09/24
180 thread
startled space roommate
  06/29/24
3 years now
adventurous halford
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
razzle maniacal theater haunted graveyard
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
flirting deranged bbw filthpig
  07/05/24
1058 days
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/09/24
180 man
drunken territorial ticket booth
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Vibrant bonkers spot gay wizard
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
Vivacious Nubile Native Stain
  10/14/24
...
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  10/09/24
...
Dashing pit
  10/14/24
Nice
very tactful indian lodge factory reset button
  10/19/24
...
adventurous halford
  11/24/24
...
magical azn
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
white affirmative action electric furnace
  06/12/25
...
Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
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  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
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  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
WNBA dildo
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Clear Lay Cumskin

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: laughsome lettuce den

won't work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834922)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Talented Piazza Rigor

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Burgundy jap



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Burgundy jap



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: trip dull lodge

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: pearly idea he suggested

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: wonderful hunting ground



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Dun nowag

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Spectacular mood

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Dun nowag

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Geriatric Newt

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: Geriatric Newt

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: Geriatric Newt

we have a sickness of the soul brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838767)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: odious yapping national black woman

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: pearly idea he suggested

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Spectacular mood

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: ultramarine cuckold

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: ultramarine cuckold

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Galvanic cheese-eating philosopher-king

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Spectacular mood

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Cerise Kitchen Toaster

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: diverse temple

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: Insanely creepy cobalt sound barrier dilemma



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: multi-colored church wagecucks

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Flesh cuck

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: abusive electric stag film

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Walnut generalized bond

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: mint indecent sneaky criminal home

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: Cerebral ivory state new version

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: aromatic alpha

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Azure house

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: buck-toothed tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Emerald Mexican

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Walnut generalized bond

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Walnut generalized bond

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Puce 180 chapel elastic band

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Maroon knife



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Maroon knife

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Maroon knife

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: translucent soul-stirring institution

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: excitant balding stead goal in life

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Rambunctious brethren regret

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: cracking vengeful jewess range

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: big-titted messiness

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: magical azn



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: beady-eyed blue hell

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: diverse temple

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: mint indecent sneaky criminal home

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Maroon knife

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Maroon knife



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Maroon knife



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Frozen Public Bath Place Of Business

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: apoplectic ceo

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Maroon knife

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: gaped school

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: buck-toothed tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Dashing pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: aromatic alpha

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: big-titted messiness

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Rose aphrodisiac field mediation



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Lilac Concupiscible Heaven Chad

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: hairraiser international law enforcement agency

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Flesh cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: Nudist provocative menage

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: maize comical reading party

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: Demanding resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Puce 180 chapel elastic band

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: apoplectic ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: rebellious avocado library

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: adventurous halford

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: Demanding resort

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Rambunctious brethren regret

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Tripping trailer park

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: Demanding resort

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: carmine stimulating office

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: carmine stimulating office

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: underhanded chestnut station

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Startling whorehouse sandwich

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: gaped school



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: Motley Business Firm Incel

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: maize comical reading party

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Maroon knife

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Maroon knife

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Maroon knife

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: Demanding resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: Demanding resort

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Rose aphrodisiac field mediation

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Maroon knife

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Startling whorehouse sandwich

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: Rambunctious brethren regret

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Sick faggotry crackhouse

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Maroon knife

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Maroon knife

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Maroon knife

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Green candlestick maker rehab

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: Poppy personal credit line

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Impertinent french area doctorate

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Titillating Tank Orchestra Pit

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: overrated glittery stock car gaming laptop

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: underhanded chestnut station

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Submissive fiercely-loyal brunch therapy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Maroon knife

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Startling whorehouse sandwich

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Orchid theater stage

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: bossy violet travel guidebook

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Titillating Tank Orchestra Pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Dun nowag

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Brindle shrine deer antler

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Titillating Tank Orchestra Pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Submissive fiercely-loyal brunch therapy

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Impertinent french area doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle market telephone

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Yellow senate boistinker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: trip dull lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: magical azn

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: maize comical reading party

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: lavender abode boltzmann

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: lavender abode boltzmann

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Impertinent french area doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: boyish milky parlour

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Green candlestick maker rehab

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy Aqua Wrinkle Codepig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: magical azn



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: magical azn

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: magical azn

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Dashing pit

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: exhilarant ratface

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Rose aphrodisiac field mediation

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Free-loading useless stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: maize comical reading party

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Puce 180 chapel elastic band

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Maroon knife



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: adventurous halford

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Burgundy jap

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: sexy tanning salon voyeur

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Demanding resort

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: topaz athletic conference address

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: odious yapping national black woman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: rebellious avocado library

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: cracking vengeful jewess range

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: adventurous halford

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Flushed forum weed whacker

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: Flushed forum weed whacker

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: underhanded chestnut station

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Passionate crusty blood rage site

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: outnumbered police squad party of the first part

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Cowardly Big Locus

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: apoplectic ceo

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: adventurous halford

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: hairraiser international law enforcement agency

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Maroon knife

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Impertinent french area doctorate

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Mind-boggling water buffalo

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: hairraiser international law enforcement agency

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: hairraiser international law enforcement agency

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Talented Piazza Rigor

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Slippery national security agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Charismatic tan partner dragon

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: hairraiser international law enforcement agency

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: hairraiser international law enforcement agency

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: Pungent racy turdskin

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Appetizing jet property pisswyrm

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: outnumbered police squad party of the first part

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Vigorous Out-of-control Church Building

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: Contagious cream hospital

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Maroon knife

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Maroon knife



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Floppy location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Appetizing jet property pisswyrm

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: internet-worthy set



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Free-loading useless stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: flirting deranged bbw filthpig

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Talented Piazza Rigor

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: magical azn

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: lime marketing idea

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: flirting deranged bbw filthpig

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: flirting deranged bbw filthpig

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: ocher supple plaza

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: Curious mischievous principal's office gunner

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: Contagious cream hospital

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: adventurous halford

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: adventurous halford

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: pea-brained milk gas station

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: adventurous halford

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: adventurous halford

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: soggy hall mad cow disease

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: dead sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: adventurous halford

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: Slap-happy fat ankles

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: magical azn

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: razzle maniacal theater haunted graveyard

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: underhanded chestnut station

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: magical azn

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Irradiated Multi-billionaire School Cafeteria

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Irradiated Multi-billionaire School Cafeteria

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted angry psychic

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Sick faggotry crackhouse

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: adventurous halford

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: buck-toothed tattoo

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Histrionic queen of the night theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: adventurous halford

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Talented Piazza Rigor

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: hateful faggot firefighter

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Lascivious point

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Lascivious point

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: adventurous halford

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: Razzmatazz bearded round eye base

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Sick faggotry crackhouse

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: buck-toothed tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: anal crawly garrison puppy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: startled space roommate

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: adventurous halford

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: razzle maniacal theater haunted graveyard

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: flirting deranged bbw filthpig

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: drunken territorial ticket booth

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Vibrant bonkers spot gay wizard

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: Vivacious Nubile Native Stain

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: arousing arrogant stage volcanic crater



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Dashing pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: very tactful indian lodge factory reset button

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: adventurous halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: magical azn



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: white affirmative action electric furnace

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Shimmering Misunderstood Cruise Ship Old Irish Cottage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: .,...,.,.;,.,,,:,.,.,::,..,..,:,..;,..,


180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: WNBA dildo ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150688)