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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Thriller chapel Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: erotic sapphire den From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: erotic sapphire den Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Peach institution codepig big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: floppy hell bbw Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Shimmering generalized bond stage I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: floppy hell bbw No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: erotic sapphire den That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: obsidian blood rage party of the first part Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: razzle-dazzle flushed legend can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: floppy hell bbw That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: provocative selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Yapping dopamine In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Out-of-control coldplay fan Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: vibrant nowag hall Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Yapping dopamine The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: cruel-hearted effete really tough guy corner no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Dashing Death Wish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Spectacular National I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Spectacular National Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Spectacular National Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Histrionic Business Firm Telephone nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Spectacular National 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: curious drab site Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Bateful yarmulke parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: brass stimulating stead quadroon Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: erotic sapphire den Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Razzmatazz jewess resort who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: erotic sapphire den They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: erotic sapphire den That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Plum Stock Car Base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Talented frisky toilet seat jap Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: erotic sapphire den That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: erotic sapphire den One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Slap-happy magenta foreskin kitchen Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: fishy charismatic mediation potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Very tactful turquoise fortuitous meteor mother 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: curious drab site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Geriatric heady mood point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: floppy hell bbw You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: godawful faggotry keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: fishy charismatic mediation potus Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Shimmering generalized bond stage Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Spectacular National i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: erotic sapphire den A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Spectacular National thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Marvelous Flickering Meetinghouse I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: erotic sapphire den For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: fishy charismatic mediation potus This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Spectacular National 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Mildly autistic laughsome philosopher-king indian lodge Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: floppy hell bbw I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Mildly autistic laughsome philosopher-king indian lodge It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: hyperactive overrated lay regret nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: domesticated fat ankles exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: erotic sapphire den In reality, that's how I am looking at it. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: erotic sapphire den BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: fishy charismatic mediation potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: floppy hell bbw Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Yapping dopamine One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: fishy charismatic mediation potus YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Bateful yarmulke parlour Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: fantasy-prone kitty therapy This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Shimmering generalized bond stage Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: rough-skinned knife Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: erotic sapphire den They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: ruby church building filthpig The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Crusty Bespoke Step-uncle's House Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Aromatic nofapping principal's office 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Spectacular National Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: erotic sapphire den No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Spectacular National ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Multi-colored onyx main people CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: transparent exciting church alpha hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Spectacular National Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: hyperactive overrated lay regret After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Spectacular National Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: brindle passionate idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Dashing Death Wish I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: fantasy-prone kitty therapy Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: domesticated fat ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: ultramarine brunch You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Spectacular National Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Costumed organic girlfriend place of business Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Multi-colored onyx main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: cobalt excitant stain sex offender 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Spectacular National Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Spectacular National 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Alcoholic milky forum useless brakes good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Multi-colored onyx main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: brindle passionate idiot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Spectacular National 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: erotic sapphire den How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Spectacular National Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Spectacular National Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Aromatic nofapping principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: titillating locus stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: erotic sapphire den You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Fuchsia soul-stirring dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Motley Nursing Home Dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: provocative selfie Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Slap-happy magenta foreskin kitchen Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Spectacular National 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Spectacular National An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Yapping dopamine You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Coral arousing space sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Coral arousing space are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Aromatic nofapping principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: vivacious internal respiration I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Spectacular National 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: ruby church building filthpig Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Primrose vigorous office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: floppy hell bbw 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: provocative selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: provocative selfie do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: provocative selfie Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Self-absorbed contagious lodge ape Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: floppy hell bbw Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Lascivious pozpig gay wizard Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: domesticated fat ankles that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: floppy hell bbw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Spectacular National 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Spectacular National 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Bateful yarmulke parlour Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Spectacular National Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Spectacular National Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: floppy hell bbw Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: rusted public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Slap-happy magenta foreskin kitchen 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Very tactful turquoise fortuitous meteor mother Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: erotic sapphire den That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Dashing Death Wish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: godawful faggotry this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: swashbuckling slimy old irish cottage water buffalo Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: erotic sapphire den Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Carnelian Menage Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: fishy charismatic mediation potus Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: floppy hell bbw That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: appetizing duck-like theater don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: disturbing doctorate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: floppy hell bbw The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: obsidian blood rage party of the first part Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: godawful faggotry well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Ebony windowlicker Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Ebony windowlicker I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Spectacular National Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: hyperactive overrated lay regret this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Aphrodisiac house 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Soggy halford https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Yapping dopamine I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: supple cocky hominid keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: curious drab site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: godawful faggotry 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Razzmatazz jewess resort 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: erotic sapphire den One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Aromatic nofapping principal's office Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Sickened shitlib people who are hurt By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Razzmatazz jewess resort 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: erotic sapphire den 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Razzmatazz jewess resort Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: erotic sapphire den Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Doobsian pit 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: amethyst trip school puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Twinkling university sound barrier Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: domesticated fat ankles 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Razzmatazz jewess resort Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: domesticated fat ankles I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Razzmatazz jewess resort then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: domesticated fat ankles cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Buff ticket booth fanboi lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Soggy halford https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: ruddy state sandwich 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: irradiated hideous partner 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: erotic sapphire den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Dashing Death Wish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: infuriating round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Buff ticket booth fanboi good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Cerise rambunctious ladyboy mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: rusted public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Spectacular National 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: erotic sapphire den How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Spectacular National i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Spectacular National thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: federal gold hospital depressive congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Doobsian pit congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: erotic sapphire den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: provocative selfie 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Spectacular National 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: erotic sapphire den How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Spectacular National haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Spectacular National ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: flirting school cafeteria I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: federal gold hospital depressive Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Yapping dopamine 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: federal gold hospital depressive 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Impressive wonderful trailer park newt 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: erotic sapphire den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: concupiscible sadistic station tank proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: erotic sapphire den One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: irradiated hideous partner 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: godawful faggotry 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: bronze theater stage roommate congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: godawful faggotry ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: opaque stirring boistinker Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: godawful faggotry I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: bronze theater stage roommate 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: godawful faggotry ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Yapping dopamine Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: lime rehab cuckold Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: erotic sapphire den 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: odious market brethren (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: godawful faggotry poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: erotic sapphire den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: scarlet dilemma chad 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: erotic sapphire den My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Spectacular National Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Spectacular National 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Yapping dopamine There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: provocative selfie What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Mind-boggling candlestick maker field 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: hyperactive overrated lay regret 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: provocative selfie Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: erotic sapphire den In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Fragrant harsh community account Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Fragrant harsh community account I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Umber Buck-toothed Queen Of The Night Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: erotic sapphire den For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Spectacular National I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Spectacular National ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: erotic sapphire den 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: rough-skinned knife 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: godawful faggotry 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Yapping dopamine Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: frozen area gaping Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: erotic sapphire den Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: bronze theater stage roommate congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Spectacular National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: godawful faggotry Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Doobsian pit 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: White piazza mad-dog skullcap 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: godawful faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Razzle ungodly antidepressant drug good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Razzle ungodly antidepressant drug I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: erotic sapphire den Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: godawful faggotry I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: erotic sapphire den 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Salmon sexy ratface casino Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: erotic sapphire den I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: rough-skinned knife Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: frozen area gaping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Up-to-no-good Half-breed Feces (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Geriatric heady mood point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: high-end zombie-like temple 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: godawful faggotry 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Mind-boggling candlestick maker field MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: federal gold hospital depressive way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. 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