\
  The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world.
BackRefresh Options Favorite

I hate my life and I wake up each morning thinking about killself

Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am ...
Cheese-eating Violet Market
  04/21/26
Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you?
hairless becky
  04/21/26
Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, ...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
so how is your wife fat?
hairless becky
  04/21/26
You haven't seen her?
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/22/26
I don't think she's fat, is she? Or maybe she just looks ski...
hairless becky
  04/22/26
you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\
flickering menage boiling water
  04/21/26
moar liek Vagine de Vagine
Talented french candlestick maker home
  04/21/26
Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding bu...
comical crackhouse main people
  04/21/26
I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or tal...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and ...
comical crackhouse main people
  04/21/26
I think my posting predates any marital animosity
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the ...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
can't trust a man that doesnt think about killing himslef al...
ocher house gaming laptop
  04/21/26
Yeah, and as pointed out in the OP it isn’t literally ...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
i think about killing myself for probably a good 8-15% of my...
ocher house gaming laptop
  04/21/26
Interesting. Is there any external stimulus that tends to br...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
most of the day it just will start out of nowhere and then l...
ocher house gaming laptop
  04/21/26
i was drifting off to sleep on the couch this evening and ha...
hairless becky
  04/21/26
sounds rational, but that’s actually a high rate of fa...
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
honestly i think thats totally normal and jsut masculine aut...
ocher house gaming laptop
  04/21/26
this is normal
Talented french candlestick maker home
  04/22/26
ty
ocher house gaming laptop
  04/22/26
thee you on a dark nite tp
Aromatic theater stage famous landscape painting
  04/21/26
You'll be fine bud. Might want to work on the diet is all.
Alcoholic hot mental disorder
  04/21/26
You'd never maek it in L.A.
arousing school
  04/21/26
Why not, brother?
salmon affirmative action
  04/21/26
I'm going to level with you. You're in hell, and hell is an...
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/22/26
...
Excitant circlehead box office
  04/22/26
...
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/22/26
it's time for us to hike the tour de mont blanc. this will ...
heady saffron stage
  04/22/26
Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/22/26
Let's go, brother.
salmon affirmative action
  04/22/26
You will not be depressed with the tour de Mont Blanc on you...
heady saffron stage
  04/23/26
you're killing me, buster
galvanic striped hyena abode
  04/22/26
Maybe take up fishing. Its pretty underrated.
Razzmatazz volcanic crater
  04/22/26
Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?
hairless becky
  04/22/26
...
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/22/26
Happened again this morning, brothers.
salmon affirmative action
  04/23/26
Like every other element of your life, you'll do nothing abo...
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/23/26
suicide is pretty cowardly and will fuck up your kids a lot....
coral new version
  04/23/26
wow tp
Aromatic theater stage famous landscape painting
  04/23/26
Seriously go fishing. Its simple. But really fun. Ancient si...
Razzmatazz volcanic crater
  04/23/26
Sorry, uhh, "Luke." We let you down ITT. Can you ...
histrionic twinkling heaven black woman
  04/23/26
i think you're a real piece of shit for criticizing your wif...
Laughsome zippy national sound barrier
  04/23/26
Thank you for your honest assessment of my faults, brother. ...
salmon affirmative action
  04/23/26


Poast new message in this thread



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:13 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally the first thought I have each morning. No cap.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833018)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:17 PM
Author: Cheese-eating Violet Market

I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am but once I do it’s all I think about for the rest of the day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833031)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the morning, then things improve, and it returns when I'm trying to handle my kids in the evening time. I try not talking to my wife as we go to bed.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833035)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 9:45 PM
Author: hairless becky

Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833243)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:10 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, and I hate myself because I eat. It’s a vicious cycle.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833295)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:47 PM
Author: hairless becky

so how is your wife fat?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833397)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 9:37 AM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman

You haven't seen her?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833861)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 1:38 PM
Author: hairless becky

I don't think she's fat, is she? Or maybe she just looks skinny compared to disco

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834362)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:19 PM
Author: flickering menage boiling water

you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833034)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM
Author: Talented french candlestick maker home

moar liek Vagine de Vagine

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833047)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM
Author: comical crackhouse main people

Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding but no longer do? Or have you never had anything to look forward to?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833036)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or talking to my wife. I don't do either anymore. I just stay inside all day. I remember there was a time when I was interested in home improvement projects. Lol at that now. There was a time when I wanted to play catch with my sons, but they hate the game and so I came to hate it too. There were some other hobbies too that I absolutely cannot stand now. I would say on a scale of 1 to Anhedonia, I'm safely in the "A zone."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833048)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 9:05 PM
Author: comical crackhouse main people

I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and see if something brings you joy.

Were you already poasting before you started hating your wife? It's possible XO misogyny is exacerbating your resentment or even caused it in the first place.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833166)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 9:43 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

I think my posting predates any marital animosity

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833237)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 9:02 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the morning and in the evening.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833157)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:18 PM
Author: ocher house gaming laptop

can't trust a man that doesnt think about killing himslef all the time tbh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833319)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:23 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Yeah, and as pointed out in the OP it isn’t literally all the time, it’s just first thing in the mornings and again in the evenings.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833338)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:26 PM
Author: ocher house gaming laptop

i think about killing myself for probably a good 8-15% of my waking day and I'm over 6ft and have a huge dick with a cr life

when im not thinkig of kms i think about harming others for at least another 15-20% of the day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833347)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:29 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Interesting. Is there any external stimulus that tends to bring up kms for you? Or does it just hit like a tornado in the springtime, up out of nowhere, but with an all encompassing structure leveling fury that cannot be ignored?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833353)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:49 PM
Author: ocher house gaming laptop

most of the day it just will start out of nowhere and then loop from there

if homidical theres usually a extrnal stimuli

like last night i had a dream about knocking these 2 people that did something to me clean the fuck out in a mall and slamming htem into a wall or something and then my dad came out of nowhere and was like chill out god is goign to fuck them for you or something

so actually its in my nonwaking life now too

just the senselessness and pontlessness of it all and al this toil for nothing that i see is a huge scam and that no one cares and wont lead to my joy or more young hole etc and how i try to do things righteoulsy but it just seems so dumb to not be a piece of shit and it will start it up again

i think most comes from unfulfilled desires, unmet needs and perceived inustices directed inwardly

seems almost rational tbh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833404)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:50 PM
Author: hairless becky

i was drifting off to sleep on the couch this evening and had a vivid thought of just grabbing the sharpest kitchen knife and jabbing it straight into my neck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833408)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

sounds rational, but that’s actually a high rate of failure method. Just go buy a gasoline generator and run it inside an enclosed place with you. Much more effective.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833417)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:55 PM
Author: ocher house gaming laptop

honestly i think thats totally normal and jsut masculine autistic behavior tbh

i do think others are having these thoughts but dont have control over them as well as i do so i'll ruminate on if theyre having the thoughts for them - when im in public ill see some huge nig at a coffee shop and think hes thining about killing everyone in there so ill look around for shit he might start killing people with and plan how im gonna have to kill this nigger here in the room all in a manner of seconds, i pretty much actively scan every public place for someone doing a m-sui combo and cooridnate how to assess who i would kill basically and how - which is hilarous bc its actually life affirming in some way

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833423)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 8:11 AM
Author: Talented french candlestick maker home

this is normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833775)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 4:30 PM
Author: ocher house gaming laptop

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834835)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:51 PM
Author: Aromatic theater stage famous landscape painting

thee you on a dark nite tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833412)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM
Author: Alcoholic hot mental disorder

You'll be fine bud. Might want to work on the diet is all.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833414)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM
Author: arousing school

You'd never maek it in L.A.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833415)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 21st, 2026 10:53 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Why not, brother?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833418)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 9:44 AM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman

I'm going to level with you. You're in hell, and hell is an intelligence test. The potential exit ramp is death. But because you're an unworthy, unwashed mess of a spiritual existence, the drive is to self aggrandize, self preserve, and replicate your evil across the world. Giving in to those pressures ensures further incarnations until you learn to give that shit up

The truth of this is all around you. The entire world is quite literally built on killing in order to preserve yourself until your body gives out from whatever cause du jour and you become the consumed

With death as a literal inevitability, and with the condition for sustaining life being that you must take other life, you're being faced, every day, with whether or not you are moral enough to check out and move on. And yet, in the midst of this existential horror, your concern is about your fat wife. You'll be repeating this experience many more times

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49833884)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:31 PM
Author: Excitant circlehead box office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834508)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:06 PM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834422)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:32 PM
Author: heady saffron stage

it's time for us to hike the tour de mont blanc. this will give you a refreshing new outlook on life. our wives can stay in chamonix while we complete the trek.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834516)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:44 PM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman

Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834553)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 3:12 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Let's go, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834651)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:07 PM
Author: heady saffron stage

You will not be depressed with the tour de Mont Blanc on your plate

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49838500)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:47 PM
Author: galvanic striped hyena abode

you're killing me, buster

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834569)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:53 PM
Author: Razzmatazz volcanic crater

Maybe take up fishing. Its pretty underrated.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834586)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:54 PM
Author: hairless becky

Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834590)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:55 PM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49834599)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 7:39 AM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Happened again this morning, brothers.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49836449)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 7:54 AM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman

Like every other element of your life, you'll do nothing about it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49836461)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:11 AM
Author: coral new version

suicide is pretty cowardly and will fuck up your kids a lot. at least give one of your sons agency and have him shoot you

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49836476)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:52 PM
Author: Aromatic theater stage famous landscape painting

wow tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49838612)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 9:20 PM
Author: Razzmatazz volcanic crater

Seriously go fishing. Its simple. But really fun. Ancient simple pleasure. Low barrier to entry. Out in nature which is proven to combat "depression" (some kike invented pathology)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49838718)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:19 PM
Author: histrionic twinkling heaven black woman

Sorry, uhh, "Luke." We let you down ITT. Can you tell us about some of the thoughts and methods that have come to mind?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49838539)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:21 PM
Author: Laughsome zippy national sound barrier

i think you're a real piece of shit for criticizing your wife's body after she bore you four children and you ate yourself into morbid obesity

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49838542)



Reply Favorite

Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:44 PM
Author: salmon affirmative action

Thank you for your honest assessment of my faults, brother. I will internalize them and chew on the bile as it comes up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2/#49838586)