Spent 2 weeks in childhood hometown. Overwhelming pain and sorrow
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Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:09 PM Author: 718-662-5970
Not because its all full of Mexicans or fentanyl or anything, like you sometimes read about.
Its still beautiful. Minor league baseball. Barns and farms. Rolls of hay. Bubbled from all the radicalizing stuff. People can be lib with no consequence, live and die happily.
But while visiting, you - or at least I - constantly know none of it is real. It all ended in the 1990s for me. I left. I can never really come back. Visiting is as unreal as a dream.
The landmarks are all places where BIG THINGS happened: i kissed some girl, or wrecked a car, etc etc
You cannot live in a dream.
"Home is made for coming from and dreams of going to / which with any luck will never come true."
Im not even Jewish and Im a wandering exile. Fuck my ass.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5753407&forum_id=2/en-en/#49122254) |
Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:15 PM Author: ..,.,,,.,.,.,.,.,.
they all think you're gay
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Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:18 PM Author: male emotional laborer
I know that feeling
Nostalgia can be dangerous. It's seductive and sucks you in but you can never catch that dragon again no matter how hard you try or how much you want to
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Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:25 PM Author: '"'"'"''"
Imagine if you had stayed there, maybe learned a trade like HVAC. Started your own HVAC company after a few years. Got married, had a few kids. Running a small business, maybe 2 or 3 HVAC crews. Making $200k per year but living like a king with a big house on a couple acres, taking your kids to little league and fishing at the lake on the weekend.
But you chose to chase the email life, brother. We all did. And we all chose wrong.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5753407&forum_id=2/en-en/#49122317)
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