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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Wonderful school   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Titillating Spot   06/12/25 won't work avocado hospital sound barrier   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... vivacious impertinent milk   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Wonderful school   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend purple jet-lagged corner   07/25/21 Thanks, man Wonderful school   07/25/21 ... buff mischievous stock car really tough guy   07/24/21 ... buff mischievous stock car really tough guy   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking learning disabled keepsake machete   07/24/21 cq lake step-uncle's house   07/24/21 ... lascivious theater stage   07/24/21 ... laughsome indecent forum   07/24/21 Varies a lot. 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I hit 4 years on June 12 WNBA dildo   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Wonderful school First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Titillating Spot 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: avocado hospital sound barrier won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: vivacious impertinent milk begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Wonderful school Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: purple jet-lagged corner He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Wonderful school Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: buff mischievous stock car really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: buff mischievous stock car really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: learning disabled keepsake machete how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: lake step-uncle's house cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: lascivious theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: laughsome indecent forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Wonderful school Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: twinkling demanding alpha lettuce 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: fragrant chapel travel guidebook a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Wonderful school Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: twinkling demanding alpha lettuce Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Overrated filthy piazza dopamine Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Wonderful school This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Overrated filthy piazza dopamine When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Wonderful school I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Overrated filthy piazza dopamine we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: beady-eyed federal parlour You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: lake step-uncle's house Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Wonderful school That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: fragrant chapel travel guidebook set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: geriatric windowlicker abode how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Wonderful school 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: geriatric windowlicker abode no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Wonderful school I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Brilliant useless locale Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: fragrant chapel travel guidebook u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: dark cracking deer antler I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Spectacular Karate You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: turquoise bawdyhouse dog poop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Charismatic Volcanic Crater Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: contagious base stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Passionate Insecure Native Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Lemon glittery scourge upon the earth heaven so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Arrogant property go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: metal heady nowag the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Cream gas station gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Crawly Background Story Mad-dog Skullcap Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: aromatic black woman library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Wonderful school Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Obsidian Striped Hyena Shrine Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Wonderful school 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Lemon glittery scourge upon the earth heaven have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Wonderful school Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Wonderful school Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: cordovan ape idiot Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Wonderful school Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Lemon glittery scourge upon the earth heaven what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: umber kitty cat cruise ship I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Wonderful school I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Wonderful school I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Wonderful school 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: ruddy bearded psychic cuck Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Wonderful school From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Wonderful school Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: rambunctious idea he suggested depressive big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Wonderful school 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Curious ungodly plaza twinkling uncleanness I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Wonderful school That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: high-end glassy station Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: godawful rehab organic girlfriend can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Aggressive regret (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Wonderful school Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: exhilarant chestnut stag film wrinkle Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Spectacular Karate Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Arrogant property no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Copper tripping market jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Wonderful school Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Wonderful school 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: appetizing violent ticket booth new version nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: diverse public bath tank Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Sienna Stirring Sanctuary Candlestick Maker good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: aromatic black woman library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: bistre mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Duck-like Big Box Office Sweet Tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Cream gas station also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: godawful rehab organic girlfriend good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Wonderful school I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: maroon range blood rage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: fishy temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: nudist dilemma halford Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Wonderful school I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Wonderful school Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Sticky misanthropic casino who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Wonderful school They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Wonderful school That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: contagious base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Histrionic national party of the first part Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Wonderful school That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Wonderful school One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Razzle Lavender Location Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Garnet Den Macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: umber kitty cat cruise ship 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: diverse public bath tank (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: maroon range blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Trip hall keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Wonderful school 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Garnet Den Macaca Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Curious ungodly plaza twinkling uncleanness Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Wonderful school Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Wonderful school A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Chocolate Address I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Wonderful school For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Garnet Den Macaca This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Wonderful school Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Wonderful school Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Wonderful school 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Wonderful school 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: House-broken hell mental disorder Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: House-broken hell mental disorder It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: hairraiser bonkers kitchen fat ankles nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Duck-like Big Box Office Sweet Tailpipe exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Wonderful school In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: fighting haunted graveyard church 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Sienna Stirring Sanctuary Candlestick Maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Tantric Police Squad Community Account happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: maroon range blood rage Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Razzle Lavender Location Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Wonderful school BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: maroon range blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Wonderful school Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Wonderful school Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Garnet Den Macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Wonderful school Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Garnet Den Macaca YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Wonderful school 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: fishy temple Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Wonderful school 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: fighting haunted graveyard church This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Curious ungodly plaza twinkling uncleanness Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Wonderful school Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Lilac aphrodisiac pocket flask Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Wonderful school Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Wonderful school They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: dead 180 trailer park pozpig The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Wonderful school Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Wonderful school Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: crystalline buck-toothed lodge Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: supple personal credit line 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Wonderful school No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Shimmering point selfie CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Bipolar Arousing Ladyboy Kitty hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: hairraiser bonkers kitchen fat ankles After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: purple jet-lagged corner I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: crimson vibrant roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Copper tripping market jap I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: fighting haunted graveyard church Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Duck-like Big Box Office Sweet Tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Floppy Topaz Office You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Wonderful school Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: irradiated mauve garrison Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Shimmering point selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: twinkling demanding alpha lettuce 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Wonderful school Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Excitant Irate Toaster Codepig good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Shimmering point selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Wonderful school Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: crimson vibrant roommate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Wonderful school How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Wonderful school Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: supple personal credit line (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: onyx narrow-minded death wish house stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Wonderful school You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Motley Puce Theatre Gunner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: learning disabled keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Aggressive regret Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Wonderful school Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Razzle Lavender Location Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Wonderful school Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Wonderful school Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Wonderful school Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: cordovan ape idiot You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Violent Juggernaut sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Wonderful school I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Violent Juggernaut are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Wonderful school Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: supple personal credit line (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: pontificating resort antidepressant drug I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Wonderful school Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: dead 180 trailer park pozpig Stabby? 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There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Aggressive regret Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Wonderful school I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: bistre mediation Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Wonderful school Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: nofapping menage Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Wonderful school Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. 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I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Wonderful school Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Wonderful school Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: fishy temple Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Wonderful school I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Wonderful school Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: purple jet-lagged corner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: comical area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Razzle Lavender Location 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: umber kitty cat cruise ship Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Copper tripping market jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Trip hall this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: buff mischievous stock car really tough guy Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Trip hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Wonderful school Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Trip hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Ruby razzmatazz clown Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Wonderful school I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Wonderful school Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Trip hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Wonderful school 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Garnet Den Macaca Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Wonderful school 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: electric site don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: beady-eyed federal parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: bearded magenta wagecucks stage The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Wonderful school I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Wonderful school 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: high-end glassy station Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Wonderful school Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Trip hall well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Wonderful school Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Vigorous claret goyim Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Wonderful school I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Vigorous claret goyim I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: hairraiser bonkers kitchen fat ankles this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: citrine sickened digit ratio 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Wonderful school Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Wonderful school One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: supple personal credit line Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Rebellious fortuitous meteor By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Wonderful school Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Duck-like Big Box Office Sweet Tailpipe 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Sticky misanthropic casino Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Duck-like Big Box Office Sweet Tailpipe I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Sticky misanthropic casino then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Duck-like Big Box Office Sweet Tailpipe cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Exciting national security agency stage lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Cheese-eating Soul-stirring Stead Cuckoldry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Shaky cocky university newt 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Bespoke Amethyst Boiling Water Meetinghouse 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Wonderful school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Wonderful school 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Wonderful school 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Copper tripping market jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: charcoal nursing home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Exciting national security agency stage good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: thriller boltzmann potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: comical area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Wonderful school Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Wonderful school Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Wonderful school How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Wonderful school Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Thirsty Odious Whorehouse Roast Beef congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Wonderful school 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: vivacious impertinent milk congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Wonderful school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Wonderful school I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Wonderful school 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Aggressive regret 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Wonderful school 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Wonderful school How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Wonderful school 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: fuchsia razzle-dazzle affirmative action business firm I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Wonderful school Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Thirsty Odious Whorehouse Roast Beef Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Thirsty Odious Whorehouse Roast Beef 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: bateful mood tattoo 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Wonderful school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Racy hominid proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: maroon range blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Wonderful school One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Bespoke Amethyst Boiling Water Meetinghouse 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Wonderful school 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: maroon range blood rage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Trip hall 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: lascivious theater stage congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Trip hall ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Blathering iridescent love of her life Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Trip hall I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: lascivious theater stage 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Trip hall ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: cordovan ape idiot Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Opaque harsh senate factory reset button Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Wonderful school 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: infuriating erotic international law enforcement agency internal respiration (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Trip hall poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Wonderful school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Free-loading brunch immigrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Wonderful school My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Wonderful school Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Wonderful school 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Aggressive regret What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Wonderful school Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: honey-headed dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: hairraiser bonkers kitchen fat ankles 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Aggressive regret Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Wonderful school In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Adventurous Gaming Laptop Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Wonderful school Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Adventurous Gaming Laptop I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Wonderful school Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Wonderful school Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: purple jet-lagged corner Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Wonderful school For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Wonderful school Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Wonderful school 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Lilac aphrodisiac pocket flask 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Trip hall 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Wonderful school Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: cordovan ape idiot Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: aromatic black woman library Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Wonderful school Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: lascivious theater stage congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Trip hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Wonderful school 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Trip hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: multi-colored salmon filthpig crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Trip hall Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: vivacious impertinent milk 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: bull headed jade pit 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Trip hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: White cerebral field good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: White cerebral field I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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