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I hit 4 years on June 12 WNBA dildo   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: painfully honest kink-friendly menage 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Marvelous Dark Hominid Elastic Band won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: rebellious hall begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Azure brunch He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Adulterous abode skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Adulterous abode skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: twisted beta stag film how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Insane twinkling uncleanness cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: infuriating thriller range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: rough-skinned galvanic crotch office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Crusty Mexican Business Firm 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Elite People Who Are Hurt a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Crusty Mexican Business Firm Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Maniacal Passionate Shrine Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Maniacal Passionate Shrine When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Maniacal Passionate Shrine we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Carmine bateful theater You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Insane twinkling uncleanness Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Elite People Who Are Hurt set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Primrose liquid oxygen how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Primrose liquid oxygen no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: motley private investor affirmative action Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Elite People Who Are Hurt u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Obsidian Arousing Giraffe Nibblets I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: rusted foreskin toaster You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: mauve orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: white nudist home Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Contagious Erotic Circlehead stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: dashing library Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: nubile yapping personal credit line stock car so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Hideous party of the first part useless brakes go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: comical potus university Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Disrespectful maroon meetinghouse the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: flesh racy faggotry gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Glassy Hospital Dog Poop Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: sick volcanic crater address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Sepia mischievous mad-dog skullcap Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: nubile yapping personal credit line stock car have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: nubile yapping personal credit line stock car what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: irate exciting partner juggernaut I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: seedy copper area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: seedy copper area Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: seedy copper area Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: cocky 180 water buffalo pervert big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Ungodly becky Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: wild navy feces I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Ungodly becky No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: twinkling point Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Tan balding casino knife can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Ungodly becky That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle brass sandwich Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: rusted foreskin toaster Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Hideous party of the first part useless brakes no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: seedy copper area https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: seedy copper area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: seedy copper area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: comical potus university I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. 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There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: comical potus university i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: comical potus university thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: cobalt ticket booth fortuitous meteor I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Self-centered hairless stage pistol This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Azure brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. 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If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: hateful fiercely-loyal dopamine It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Pale ceo nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Buck-toothed Chapel exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: opaque box office place of business 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: aphrodisiac therapy temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Learning Disabled Sadistic Deer Antler happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Azure brunch 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: ebony vivacious school cafeteria Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: electric flatulent boltzmann striped hyena Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: ebony vivacious school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: seedy copper area 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: seedy copper area I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: seedy copper area Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Self-centered hairless stage pistol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Ungodly becky Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Self-centered hairless stage pistol YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: big sweet tailpipe voyeur Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: seedy copper area 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: opaque box office place of business This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: wild navy feces Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Azure brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Hot faggot firefighter Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: seedy copper area Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: seedy copper area Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: seedy copper area Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Stimulating Zippy Laser Beams The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: self-absorbed gold friendly grandma Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: swashbuckling principal's office 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: comical potus university Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: comical potus university ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Sticky emerald goyim death wish CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Abusive greedy degenerate hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: comical potus university Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Pale ceo After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: comical potus university Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Azure brunch I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: scarlet fragrant ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: seedy copper area I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: opaque box office place of business Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Buck-toothed Chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: chestnut disturbing karate institution You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: comical potus university Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Vigorous puppy Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Sticky emerald goyim death wish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Crusty Mexican Business Firm 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: comical potus university Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: comical potus university 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: provocative vermilion den good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Sticky emerald goyim death wish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: scarlet fragrant ratface 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: comical potus university 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: comical potus university Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: comical potus university Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Azure brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: swashbuckling principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Cerebral sneaky criminal stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Drab pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: twisted beta stag film (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: electric flatulent boltzmann striped hyena Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: comical potus university 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: comical potus university An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Anal Dilemma sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Anal Dilemma are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: swashbuckling principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: metal burgundy bbw stead I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: comical potus university 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Stimulating Zippy Laser Beams Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: spectacular indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Azure brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Ungodly becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: violent heady main people half-breed Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Ungodly becky Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Milky internet-worthy organic girlfriend Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Buck-toothed Chapel that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Ungodly becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: comical potus university 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: comical potus university 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: big sweet tailpipe voyeur Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: comical potus university Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: comical potus university Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Ungodly becky Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Azure brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Azure brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Spruce School Fat Ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: electric flatulent boltzmann striped hyena 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: irate exciting partner juggernaut Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: seedy copper area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Adulterous abode skinny woman Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: bossy supple center rigpig Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Self-centered hairless stage pistol Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Ungodly becky That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: cowardly excitant locus don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Carmine bateful theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Ungodly becky The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: twinkling point Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: curious apoplectic new version Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: curious apoplectic new version I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: comical potus university Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Pale ceo this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: canary candlestick maker 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Bronze tattoo resort https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: bespoke forum sound barrier keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Ruby headpube 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: federal electric furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: seedy copper area 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: swashbuckling principal's office Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Magenta deep whorehouse jewess By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: federal electric furnace 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: federal electric furnace Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: rebellious hall 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Aqua mad cow disease athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Ruddy coffee pot Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Buck-toothed Chapel 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: federal electric furnace Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Buck-toothed Chapel I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: federal electric furnace then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Buck-toothed Chapel cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: diverse clear windowlicker market lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Bronze tattoo resort https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Odious field gunner 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Chest-beating house 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: seedy copper area 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: seedy copper area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Awkward soul-stirring multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: diverse clear windowlicker market good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Orchid state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Spruce School Fat Ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: comical potus university 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: comical potus university i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: comical potus university thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Indigo tank round eye congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: rebellious hall congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: comical potus university 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: comical potus university haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: comical potus university ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Flickering cheese-eating legend mediation I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Indigo tank round eye Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Indigo tank round eye 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: razzle demanding church 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: onyx location turdskin proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: ebony vivacious school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Chest-beating house 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: ebony vivacious school cafeteria 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: infuriating thriller range congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Vibrant really tough guy Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: infuriating thriller range 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Mint Locale International Law Enforcement Agency Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: concupiscible parlour patrolman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Flirting set 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: comical potus university Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: comical potus university 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: buff dingle berry step-uncle's house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Pale ceo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: adventurous spot nowag Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Mind-boggling fanboi sanctuary Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Mind-boggling fanboi sanctuary I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Azure brunch Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Azure brunch Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: comical potus university I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: comical potus university ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Hot faggot firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Sapphire trailer park depressive Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: sick volcanic crater address Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: infuriating thriller range congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: comical potus university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: rebellious hall 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Fluffy Halford Piazza 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: blathering incel good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: blathering incel I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Useless fuchsia property Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: tantric crystalline corner messiness I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Mewling talented theater stage Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: ebony vivacious school cafeteria 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Rose Tanning Salon Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Useless fuchsia property None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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