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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Wine Filthpig Doctorate   06/12/25 won't work house-broken theater stage jew   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Lemon den tattoo   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   07/25/21 Thanks, man Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 ... Startling internet-worthy dysfunction   07/24/21 ... Startling internet-worthy dysfunction   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking coral exhilarant wagecucks messiness   07/24/21 cq Dun stage   07/24/21 ... Amber Ticket Booth   07/24/21 ... excitant dilemma indirect expression   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Arousing bawdyhouse   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Diverse Magical Ladyboy   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Arousing bawdyhouse   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... bright trailer park private investor   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... bright trailer park private investor   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother bright trailer park private investor   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Indecent passionate trust fund parlour   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Dun stage   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Diverse Magical Ladyboy   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Exciting Gaping   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Exciting Gaping   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Violent vengeful station   07/24/21 Ungh soggy orchestra pit   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Diverse Magical Ladyboy   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Erotic Sticky Hell   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Misunderstood stain   07/25/21 ... Vivacious plaza gay wizard   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... ruby appetizing nibblets hairy legs   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... mind-boggling skinny woman   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Concupiscible orchid lodge   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? cerise talking locus gunner   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Aphrodisiac jet sneaky criminal   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Cracking Menage   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... bonkers lavender idiot hall   07/24/21 gl gl beady-eyed primrose senate friendly grandma   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison soul-stirring affirmative action   07/24/21 ... vigorous crawly roommate   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... duck-like hunting ground office   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... cerise talking locus gunner   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Go to a meeting godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... cerise talking locus gunner   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Ruddy tanning salon faggot firefighter   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 ... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... silver fantasy-prone university selfie   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... Violent vengeful station   07/25/21 Go to a meeting godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... Violent vengeful station   07/26/21 big mistake bro chestnut crackhouse lettuce   07/25/21 3 days down Violent vengeful station   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... doobsian market   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... Floppy shimmering principal's office therapy   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... doobsian market   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. Violent vengeful station   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... Turquoise pungent depressive   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Racy opaque area   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... doobsian market   07/26/21 ... Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Violent vengeful station   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Aggressive mediation field   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Misunderstood stain   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Aphrodisiac jet sneaky criminal   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/26/21 ... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/26/21 ... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Cracking Menage   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Cracking Menage   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Violent vengeful station   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Cracking Menage   07/26/21 4 days down Violent vengeful station   07/27/21 nice man. nofapping galvanic keepsake machete   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Cracking Menage   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. ultramarine razzmatazz jewess pit   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Violent vengeful station   07/28/21 180 bro Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   07/28/21 8957657365 doobsian market   07/28/21 good job Irradiated sexy center   07/28/21 ... vigorous crawly roommate   07/28/21 ... very tactful grizzly associate   07/28/21 ... Pea-brained Offensive Mother   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... beady-eyed primrose senate friendly grandma   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Racy opaque area   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Violent vengeful station   07/28/21 180 Abusive Property   07/28/21 ... awkward laser beams   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Hateful dashing yarmulke   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Violent vengeful station   07/28/21 Go to a meeting godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Violent vengeful station   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Razzle-dazzle indian lodge   07/29/21 They were work meetings Violent vengeful station   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Violent vengeful station   07/29/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Violent vengeful station   07/29/21 ... mind-boggling skinny woman   07/29/21 ... Cracking Menage   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Ivory Background Story Stage   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Violent vengeful station   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Violent vengeful station   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Drunken idea he suggested   07/30/21 ... Wonderful bearded abode elastic band   07/30/21 ... Cracking Menage   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Ruddy tanning salon faggot firefighter   07/31/21 ... ultramarine razzmatazz jewess pit   07/31/21 ... Abusive Property   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! doobsian market   07/31/21 keep it going my man. sadistic chad resort   07/31/21 8 days down Violent vengeful station   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Wonderful bearded abode elastic band   07/31/21 Inspiring. Floppy shimmering principal's office therapy   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Violent vengeful station   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Cracking Menage   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Violent vengeful station   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Cracking Menage   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Medicated factory reset button   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Violent vengeful station   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Wonderful bearded abode elastic band   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Violent vengeful station   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Violent vengeful station   08/01/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/01/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Violent vengeful station   08/02/21 180 Cracking Menage   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Violent vengeful station   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Glassy national voyeur   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... doobsian market   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Glassy national voyeur   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Swashbuckling main people kitty cat   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Pea-brained Offensive Mother   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Violent vengeful station   08/03/21 5445776444554 twinkling boyish goal in life   08/03/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/03/21 ... Irradiated sexy center   08/03/21 happy for you man Contagious metal theater quadroon   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/03/21 Keep it up Abusive Property   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Drunken idea he suggested   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Violent vengeful station   08/04/21 ... Abusive Property   08/04/21 180 Day two here Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Violent vengeful station   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Violent vengeful station   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/09/21 ... Wonderful bearded abode elastic band   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Violent vengeful station   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. doobsian market   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Violent vengeful station   08/06/21 YES Wonderful bearded abode elastic band   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Violent vengeful station   08/07/21 Day 16 done Violent vengeful station   08/08/21 Gj! awkward laser beams   08/08/21 17 Violent vengeful station   08/09/21 180 brother Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here twinkling boyish goal in life   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Floppy shimmering principal's office therapy   08/09/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Violent vengeful station   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Violent vengeful station   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work chocolate spot   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Violent vengeful station   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Violent vengeful station   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Splenetic motley shrine   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Violent vengeful station   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Violent vengeful station   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid Spectacular set love of her life   08/13/21 Day 19 done Violent vengeful station   08/11/21 180 congrats Shivering nudist place of business   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Cracking Menage   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Violent vengeful station   08/11/21 ty Cracking Menage   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory gaped chapel   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... alcoholic yapping site   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Swashbuckling main people kitty cat   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 ... Flickering chest-beating faggotry kitchen   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. twinkling boyish goal in life   08/12/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 ... Pea-brained Offensive Mother   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Curious maize juggernaut   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 Nice re today Violent vengeful station   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... big translucent crotch   08/12/21 ... gaped chapel   08/12/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Arousing bawdyhouse   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Violent vengeful station   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Cracking Menage   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Violent vengeful station   08/12/21 180 Cracking Menage   08/12/21 good job man 180 submissive location pocket flask   08/12/21 ... gaped chapel   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Violent vengeful station   08/13/21 180 Flickering chest-beating faggotry kitchen   08/13/21 18000000 Cracking Menage   08/13/21 How you feeling? Violent vengeful station   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Cracking Menage   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Violent vengeful station   08/13/21 Ty Cracking Menage   08/13/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/13/21 ... Shivering nudist place of business   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... heady navy pisswyrm native   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Violent vengeful station   08/13/21 ... Filthy stirring stag film   08/14/21 ... coral exhilarant wagecucks messiness   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Violent vengeful station   08/14/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/14/21 Day 23 done Violent vengeful station   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Violent vengeful station   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Drunken idea he suggested   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Violent vengeful station   08/15/21 180 Cracking Menage   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Violent vengeful station   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Cracking Menage   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Violent vengeful station   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Razzle brilliant half-breed   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Razzle brilliant half-breed   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 ... Shivering nudist place of business   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... laughsome coldplay fan church building   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Cracking Menage   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Violent vengeful station   08/16/21 Stabby? Splenetic motley shrine   08/19/21 Day 24 Violent vengeful station   08/16/21 ... multi-colored burgundy prole   08/16/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/16/21 180 doobsian market   08/16/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/16/21 ... Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night   08/16/21 Day 25 Violent vengeful station   08/17/21 ... Cracking Menage   08/17/21 Day 26 Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 Gj brudda very tactful grizzly associate   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. doobsian market   08/18/21 Trust me I am Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one avocado corner mood   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Violent vengeful station   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Pea-brained Offensive Mother   08/18/21 ... doobsian market   08/19/21 180 Cracking Menage   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Violent vengeful station   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Cracking Menage   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Violent vengeful station   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Violent vengeful station   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. awkward laser beams   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Cracking Menage   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Cracking Menage   08/20/21 I don't plan to Violent vengeful station   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... doobsian market   08/20/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Violent vengeful station   08/27/21 180 Odious twisted fortuitous meteor   08/28/21 ... Free-loading Abnormal Cruise Ship   08/28/21 180 brother Drunken idea he suggested   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Ruddy tanning salon faggot firefighter   08/28/21 That's amazing Violent vengeful station   09/03/21 ... sadistic chad resort   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Violent vengeful station   09/03/21 ... Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months sadistic chad resort   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Startling internet-worthy dysfunction   09/06/21 ... sadistic chad resort   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Violent vengeful station   09/06/21 ... sadistic chad resort   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling adventurous cocky heaven   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Violent vengeful station   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Violent vengeful station   09/10/21 ... sadistic chad resort   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Violent vengeful station   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Wonderful bearded abode elastic band   09/17/21 That's fucking great. doobsian market   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Violent vengeful station   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Zombie-like Mentally Impaired Electric Furnace   09/24/21 ... Indecent passionate trust fund parlour   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... doobsian market   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Violent vengeful station   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Violent vengeful station   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Turquoise pungent depressive   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Violent vengeful station   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison sadistic chad resort   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Violent vengeful station   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... thriller meetinghouse   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Violent vengeful station   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... thriller meetinghouse   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Cracking Menage   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen   12/01/21 this sounds right Swashbuckling main people kitty cat   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... lake glittery shitlib   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Wine Filthpig Doctorate 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: house-broken theater stage jew won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Lemon den tattoo begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Startling internet-worthy dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Startling internet-worthy dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: coral exhilarant wagecucks messiness how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Dun stage cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Amber Ticket Booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: excitant dilemma indirect expression (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Arousing bawdyhouse 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Diverse Magical Ladyboy a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Arousing bawdyhouse Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: bright trailer park private investor Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Violent vengeful station This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: bright trailer park private investor When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: bright trailer park private investor we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Indecent passionate trust fund parlour You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Dun stage Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Violent vengeful station That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Diverse Magical Ladyboy set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Exciting Gaping how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Exciting Gaping no muscle or jacked? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: mind-boggling skinny woman stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Concupiscible orchid lodge Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: cerise talking locus gunner so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? 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Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: soul-stirring affirmative action Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: vigorous crawly roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: duck-like hunting ground office Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Violent vengeful station 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: cerise talking locus gunner have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: cerise talking locus gunner what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Ruddy tanning salon faggot firefighter I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: silver fantasy-prone university selfie Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Violent vengeful station From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: chestnut crackhouse lettuce big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: doobsian market Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Floppy shimmering principal's office therapy I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: doobsian market No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Violent vengeful station That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Turquoise pungent depressive Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Racy opaque area can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: doobsian market That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Aggressive mediation field Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Misunderstood stain Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Aphrodisiac jet sneaky criminal no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Cracking Menage I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Cracking Menage Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Cracking Menage Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: nofapping galvanic keepsake machete nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: ultramarine razzmatazz jewess pit Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: doobsian market 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Irradiated sexy center good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: vigorous crawly roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: very tactful grizzly associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: beady-eyed primrose senate friendly grandma also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Racy opaque area good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Abusive Property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: awkward laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Hateful dashing yarmulke Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle indian lodge who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Violent vengeful station They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Violent vengeful station That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: mind-boggling skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Ivory Background Story Stage Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Violent vengeful station That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Violent vengeful station One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Drunken idea he suggested Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Wonderful bearded abode elastic band (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Ruddy tanning salon faggot firefighter 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: ultramarine razzmatazz jewess pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Abusive Property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: doobsian market You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: sadistic chad resort keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Wonderful bearded abode elastic band Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Floppy shimmering principal's office therapy Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Cracking Menage i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Violent vengeful station A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Cracking Menage thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Medicated factory reset button I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Violent vengeful station For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Wonderful bearded abode elastic band This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Glassy national voyeur Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: doobsian market I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Glassy national voyeur It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Swashbuckling main people kitty cat nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Violent vengeful station In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: twinkling boyish goal in life 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Irradiated sexy center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Contagious metal theater quadroon happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Abusive Property Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Drunken idea he suggested Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Violent vengeful station BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Abusive Property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Wonderful bearded abode elastic band (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: doobsian market Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Wonderful bearded abode elastic band YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: awkward laser beams Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: twinkling boyish goal in life This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Floppy shimmering principal's office therapy Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: chocolate spot Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Violent vengeful station They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Splenetic motley shrine The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Spectacular set love of her life Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Shivering nudist place of business 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Cracking Menage Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Violent vengeful station No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Cracking Menage ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: gaped chapel CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: alcoholic yapping site hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Cracking Menage Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Swashbuckling main people kitty cat After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Cracking Menage Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Flickering chest-beating faggotry kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: twinkling boyish goal in life Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Curious maize juggernaut You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Cracking Menage Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: big translucent crotch Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: gaped chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Arousing bawdyhouse 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Cracking Menage Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: 180 submissive location pocket flask good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: gaped chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Flickering chest-beating faggotry kitchen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Cracking Menage 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Violent vengeful station How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Cracking Menage Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Cracking Menage Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Shivering nudist place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: heady navy pisswyrm native stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Violent vengeful station You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Filthy stirring stag film (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: coral exhilarant wagecucks messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Drunken idea he suggested Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Cracking Menage An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Razzle brilliant half-breed sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Razzle brilliant half-breed are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Shivering nudist place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: laughsome coldplay fan church building I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Splenetic motley shrine Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: multi-colored burgundy prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: doobsian market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: very tactful grizzly associate Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: doobsian market Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: avocado corner mood Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: doobsian market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: awkward laser beams Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Cracking Menage Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Cracking Menage Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: doobsian market Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Free-loading Abnormal Cruise Ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Drunken idea he suggested 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Ruddy tanning salon faggot firefighter Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Violent vengeful station That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: sadistic chad resort this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Startling internet-worthy dysfunction Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: adventurous cocky heaven Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Wonderful bearded abode elastic band Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: doobsian market That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Zombie-like Mentally Impaired Electric Furnace don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Indecent passionate trust fund parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: doobsian market The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Turquoise pungent depressive Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: sadistic chad resort well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: thriller meetinghouse Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: thriller meetinghouse I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Cracking Menage Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Swashbuckling main people kitty cat this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: lake glittery shitlib 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: purple low-t generalized bond https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: ungodly honey-headed party of the first part keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: ultramarine razzmatazz jewess pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: sadistic chad resort 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle indian lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Violent vengeful station One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Shivering nudist place of business Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Demanding Potus By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle indian lodge 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Violent vengeful station 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle indian lodge Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Violent vengeful station Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Lemon den tattoo 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: citrine fragrant newt temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: aquamarine cheese-eating school nowag Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle indian lodge Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle indian lodge then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Pea-brained Offensive Mother cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: magenta cerebral piazza son of senegal lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: purple low-t generalized bond https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: electric white athletic conference home 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Costumed Institution Goyim 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Violent vengeful station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Hairraiser Azn Deer Antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Histrionic Gold Address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: magenta cerebral piazza son of senegal good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: titillating bbw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Free-loading Abnormal Cruise Ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Violent vengeful station How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Cracking Menage i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cracking Menage thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: vibrant rehab brethren congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Lemon den tattoo congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Violent vengeful station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Violent vengeful station I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Violent vengeful station How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Cracking Menage haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Cracking Menage ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Lascivious adulterous patrolman I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: vibrant rehab brethren Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: vibrant rehab brethren 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: talented state 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Violent vengeful station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: olive travel guidebook proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Abusive Property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Violent vengeful station One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Costumed Institution Goyim 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Abusive Property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: sadistic chad resort 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Amber Ticket Booth congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: sadistic chad resort ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Know-it-all Bateful Black Woman Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: sadistic chad resort I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Amber Ticket Booth 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: sadistic chad resort ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Saffron mewling point Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Violent vengeful station 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: topaz french space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: sadistic chad resort poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Violent vengeful station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Puce lay dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Violent vengeful station My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Cracking Menage Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Cracking Menage 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: stimulating hospital puppy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Swashbuckling main people kitty cat 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Cordovan disturbing famous landscape painting queen of the night Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Violent vengeful station In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Trip tank pistol Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Trip tank pistol I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Odious twisted fortuitous meteor Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Violent vengeful station For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Cracking Menage I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Cracking Menage ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Violent vengeful station 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: chocolate spot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: sadistic chad resort 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: godawful domesticated parlor liquid oxygen Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: vigorous crawly roommate Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Violent vengeful station Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Amber Ticket Booth congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Cracking Menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: sadistic chad resort Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Lemon den tattoo 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Insanely creepy step-uncle's house 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: sadistic chad resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: charismatic stead good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: charismatic stead I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Violent vengeful station 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Abusive Property 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: marvelous insane sweet tailpipe coffee pot Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Violent vengeful station None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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