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I've never felt "excited" for anything. What's it like?

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Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
like doing a bunch of coke i have low affect too and this...
wild charismatic church giraffe
  07/29/25
I copped some coke for the first time in 2 years recently (r...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
i'm pretty sure me on coke is about what normie extroverts f...
wild charismatic church giraffe
  07/29/25
BPD (Bordeline) people are basically just people who are bot...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
its like getting a blank bump
Titillating Fiercely-loyal Base
  07/29/25
no its being sexualized by the bort
sooty nursing home scourge upon the earth
  07/29/25
u ever put ur dick in asian pussy?
burgundy library
  07/29/25
Exactly 28 asian pussies.
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
thats as good as it gets in life man, readjust ur expectatio...
burgundy library
  07/29/25
Expectations relate to disappointment, not excitement. I...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
Actually -- technically 29 because there's one that I don't ...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
Let's dive into this more... I'm pretty sure there's a co...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
Were you hard? Of course you were. That’s literally ex...
flushed principal's office codepig
  07/30/25
Sexual arousal ≠ excitement Given that I basically don...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/30/25
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Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
you can piggyback off of other people's excitement ime. try ...
Razzle-dazzle cruise ship affirmative action
  07/29/25
LJL, I do that all the time. Zero effect. I have fun tho...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/29/25
"hello fellow big sports thing enthusiasts or whatever....
fragrant high-end factory reset button mood
  07/30/25
it's like Rob Lowe wearing an NFL cap at the ball game
sooty nursing home scourge upon the earth
  07/30/25
it feels gay, avoid.
Razzmatazz tank ratface
  07/29/25
you must change your life
Orchid dilemma
  07/30/25
Why? I'm perfectly happy. As I noted above, I don't experien...
Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman
  07/30/25


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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:35 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM
Author: wild charismatic church giraffe

like doing a bunch of coke

i have low affect too and this is the best analogy imo

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141443)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:41 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

I copped some coke for the first time in 2 years recently (ran out about a year ago) and will be doing some this weekend.

Not a lot. Just as needed to keep energy up.

Also going to do mushrooms, DMT and MDMA.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141453)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:44 PM
Author: wild charismatic church giraffe

i'm pretty sure me on coke is about what normie extroverts feel like when typical everyday good stuff happens to them

the downside for them is they get really, really anxious, sad, afraid, etc. intense negative emotions too

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141463)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:46 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

BPD (Bordeline) people are basically just people who are both highly extroverted and highly neurotic (two indipendent personality dimmensions). They can simultanitously experience intense negative and positive emotions, and or quickly swing back and forth. Easy to see why they're crazy. Never trust a high extrovert. Never trust a highly neurotic. Certainly never trust someone who's both. ALso, I'm gay.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141475)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM
Author: Titillating Fiercely-loyal Base

its like getting a blank bump

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141447)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:48 PM
Author: sooty nursing home scourge upon the earth

no its being sexualized by the bort

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141482)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:47 PM
Author: burgundy library

u ever put ur dick in asian pussy?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141476)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:48 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

Exactly 28 asian pussies.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141483)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:53 PM
Author: burgundy library

thats as good as it gets in life man, readjust ur expectations

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141505)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:02 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

Expectations relate to disappointment, not excitement.

I never feel disappointed either.

I just sort of always just feel the same always no matter what.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141522)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:57 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

Actually -- technically 29 because there's one that I don't count.

In college, there was an Asian virgin in my dorm who I used to hook up with. I never fucked her because I was dating a different girl, and because she was a virgin and I didnt want the drama. But I used to get BJs from her all the time. I also used to have her lie down on her stomach, and I would lube up her upper thighs, have her hold them together tight, and I would fuck that area all the way up to her clit she she would get off too. Felt suprisingly 180 and I am still impressed I never just slid it in intentionally.

...BUT, there was ONE time I did accidently sort of poke in there with my head for a split second. So I never really "fucked" this girl, but my penis did sort of go "in" her pussy -- although really it more just went inbetween the lips and poked

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141511)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:00 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

Let's dive into this more...

I'm pretty sure there's a connection between my inability to feel excitement and my ability to rub my cock against her pussy dozens of times without giving into the temptation to slide it in.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141515)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 1:17 AM
Author: flushed principal's office codepig

Were you hard? Of course you were. That’s literally excited. Congrats. You CAN get excited. You DO get excited.

There does seem to be something wrong with you though.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49142057)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 2:36 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

Sexual arousal ≠ excitement

Given that I basically don't experience any negative emotion, I don't at all mind the fact that I never experience any positive emotion. Overall, it's pretty 180. I'm basically jus always moderately happy. That's perhaps "abnormal", but not "wrong" in the sense that it's neither distressing for me nor pathalogical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49143205)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:07 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141672)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:08 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle cruise ship affirmative action

you can piggyback off of other people's excitement ime. try going to a bar during a big sports thing or something similar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141676)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:27 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

LJL, I do that all the time. Zero effect.

I have fun though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141710)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 12:50 AM
Author: fragrant high-end factory reset button mood

"hello fellow big sports thing enthusiasts or whatever. it is i, lex... fellow big spirts thing guy or something similar."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49142036)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 7:27 AM
Author: sooty nursing home scourge upon the earth

it's like Rob Lowe wearing an NFL cap at the ball game

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49142213)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:10 PM
Author: Razzmatazz tank ratface

it feels gay, avoid.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49141678)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 9:09 AM
Author: Orchid dilemma

you must change your life

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49142351)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 2:37 PM
Author: Tan Narrow-minded Heaven Black Woman

Why? I'm perfectly happy. As I noted above, I don't experience negative emotion either. Leaves me in a constant chill fratty mildly happy state.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2:#49143209)