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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started big-titted electric furnace   06/12/25 won't work Supple Frozen Bawdyhouse Sandwich   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... jet crusty karate heaven   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend salmon stimulating legal warrant   07/25/21 Thanks, man multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 ... Overrated Cyan Headpube   07/24/21 ... Overrated Cyan Headpube   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking razzle purple tank   07/24/21 cq Dull stage trump supporter   07/24/21 ... Emerald adventurous market   07/24/21 ... Thriller Church Building   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? massive dilemma   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Topaz Filthy Crackhouse   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... massive dilemma   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... walnut offensive hall   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... walnut offensive hall   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother walnut offensive hall   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Galvanic indian lodge   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Dull stage trump supporter   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Topaz Filthy Crackhouse   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Silver Black Woman   07/24/21 6'2" 245 multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Silver Black Woman   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... multi-colored cuckold   07/24/21 Ungh Provocative trailer park   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Topaz Filthy Crackhouse   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. aquamarine senate   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... flickering forum queen of the night   07/25/21 ... slate nofapping people who are hurt   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Trip crimson nibblets   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... concupiscible ruby plaza   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze ungodly mediation nowag   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Blue electric resort   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong lascivious brindle prole dopamine   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Ruddy friendly grandma   07/24/21 gl gl Honey-headed sanctuary laser beams   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... arousing sound barrier spot   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Exhilarant Violent Philosopher-king   07/24/21 ... soggy messiness parlour   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... slap-happy bronze striped hyena organic girlfriend   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Blue electric resort   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Go to a meeting arousing sound barrier spot   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... arousing sound barrier spot   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... Blue electric resort   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... arousing sound barrier spot   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... 180 Nighttime Step-uncle's House Immigrant   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 ... brilliant state   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... brilliant state   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... brilliant state   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... rough-skinned sinister main people stag film   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... multi-colored cuckold   07/25/21 Go to a meeting arousing sound barrier spot   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... multi-colored cuckold   07/26/21 big mistake bro Mewling rambunctious fanboi stock car   07/25/21 3 days down multi-colored cuckold   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... burgundy histrionic rigpig   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... Motley mischievous faggot firefighter   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... burgundy histrionic rigpig   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. multi-colored cuckold   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... Fluffy Opaque Home   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. arousing sound barrier spot   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... idiotic sweet tailpipe hissy fit   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... burgundy histrionic rigpig   07/26/21 ... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... multi-colored cuckold   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... arousing sound barrier spot   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Dun vivacious chad   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... flickering forum queen of the night   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... arousing sound barrier spot   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... lascivious brindle prole dopamine   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs brilliant state   07/26/21 ... brilliant state   07/26/21 ... brilliant state   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... multi-colored cuckold   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/26/21 4 days down multi-colored cuckold   07/27/21 nice man. Fiercely-loyal underhanded school cafeteria cumskin   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Startling national security agency point   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink multi-colored cuckold   07/28/21 180 bro brilliant state   07/28/21 8957657365 burgundy histrionic rigpig   07/28/21 good job azure spectacular station   07/28/21 ... soggy messiness parlour   07/28/21 ... Amber fighting hospital psychic   07/28/21 ... free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Honey-headed sanctuary laser beams   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? idiotic sweet tailpipe hissy fit   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... multi-colored cuckold   07/28/21 180 curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker   07/28/21 ... Poppy submissive digit ratio place of business   07/28/21 Eat some bananas contagious canary giraffe   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... multi-colored cuckold   07/28/21 Go to a meeting arousing sound barrier spot   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. multi-colored cuckold   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Buck-toothed tattoo   07/29/21 They were work meetings multi-colored cuckold   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. arousing sound barrier spot   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* multi-colored cuckold   07/29/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink multi-colored cuckold   07/29/21 ... concupiscible ruby plaza   07/29/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. confused hateful therapy   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. multi-colored cuckold   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... multi-colored cuckold   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Big olive generalized bond center   07/30/21 ... beady-eyed locus   07/30/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER 180 Nighttime Step-uncle's House Immigrant   07/31/21 ... Startling national security agency point   07/31/21 ... curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! burgundy histrionic rigpig   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Cracking yellow whorehouse   07/31/21 8 days down multi-colored cuckold   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... beady-eyed locus   07/31/21 Inspiring. Motley mischievous faggot firefighter   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... multi-colored cuckold   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... multi-colored cuckold   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... startled range   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... multi-colored cuckold   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. beady-eyed locus   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. multi-colored cuckold   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark multi-colored cuckold   08/01/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/01/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... multi-colored cuckold   08/02/21 180 Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. multi-colored cuckold   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... glassy hyperventilating new version patrolman   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... burgundy histrionic rigpig   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... glassy hyperventilating new version patrolman   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Razzmatazz base   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. multi-colored cuckold   08/03/21 5445776444554 Mind-boggling Coiffed Son Of Senegal   08/03/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/03/21 ... azure spectacular station   08/03/21 happy for you man Marvelous Doctorate Scourge Upon The Earth   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/03/21 Keep it up curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Big olive generalized bond center   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. multi-colored cuckold   08/04/21 ... curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker   08/04/21 180 Day two here brilliant state   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. multi-colored cuckold   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... brilliant state   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... multi-colored cuckold   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... brilliant state   08/09/21 ... beady-eyed locus   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. multi-colored cuckold   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. burgundy histrionic rigpig   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. arousing sound barrier spot   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can multi-colored cuckold   08/06/21 YES beady-eyed locus   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... multi-colored cuckold   08/07/21 Day 16 done multi-colored cuckold   08/08/21 Gj! Poppy submissive digit ratio place of business   08/08/21 17 multi-colored cuckold   08/09/21 180 brother brilliant state   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Mind-boggling Coiffed Son Of Senegal   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Motley mischievous faggot firefighter   08/09/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... multi-colored cuckold   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... multi-colored cuckold   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work rusted casino   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... brilliant state   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... multi-colored cuckold   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... brilliant state   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... multi-colored cuckold   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... brilliant state   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Thirsty Flatulent Theatre   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... multi-colored cuckold   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. multi-colored cuckold   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid Abnormal stain shrine   08/13/21 Day 19 done multi-colored cuckold   08/11/21 180 congrats Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... multi-colored cuckold   08/11/21 ty Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory mahogany kitchen   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... bespoke roommate   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Razzmatazz base   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/12/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 ... gay bonkers church affirmative action   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. brilliant state   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Mind-boggling Coiffed Son Of Senegal   08/12/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 ... free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Brass idiot   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 Nice re today multi-colored cuckold   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Transparent community account   08/12/21 ... mahogany kitchen   08/12/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... massive dilemma   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... multi-colored cuckold   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. multi-colored cuckold   08/12/21 180 Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/12/21 good job man Fragrant Wine Party Of The First Part   08/12/21 ... mahogany kitchen   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! multi-colored cuckold   08/13/21 180 gay bonkers church affirmative action   08/13/21 18000000 Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/13/21 How you feeling? multi-colored cuckold   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... multi-colored cuckold   08/13/21 Ty Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/13/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/13/21 ... Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... stirring clear associate   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. multi-colored cuckold   08/13/21 ... navy feces gas station   08/14/21 ... razzle purple tank   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon multi-colored cuckold   08/14/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/14/21 Day 23 done multi-colored cuckold   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... multi-colored cuckold   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Big olive generalized bond center   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... multi-colored cuckold   08/15/21 180 Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... multi-colored cuckold   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. multi-colored cuckold   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... arousing sound barrier spot   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. arousing sound barrier spot   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... charismatic kitty   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw charismatic kitty   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 ... Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... talented federal tanning salon halford   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. multi-colored cuckold   08/16/21 Stabby? Thirsty Flatulent Theatre   08/19/21 Day 24 multi-colored cuckold   08/16/21 ... racy orchid double fault   08/16/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/16/21 180 burgundy histrionic rigpig   08/16/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/16/21 ... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   08/16/21 Day 25 multi-colored cuckold   08/17/21 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/17/21 Day 26 multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Saffron Area Toilet Seat   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 Gj brudda Amber fighting hospital psychic   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. burgundy histrionic rigpig   08/18/21 Trust me I am multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Judgmental dashing native   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... multi-colored cuckold   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage   08/18/21 ... burgundy histrionic rigpig   08/19/21 180 Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books multi-colored cuckold   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. multi-colored cuckold   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... multi-colored cuckold   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. Poppy submissive digit ratio place of business   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... arousing sound barrier spot   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   08/20/21 I don't plan to multi-colored cuckold   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... burgundy histrionic rigpig   08/20/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober multi-colored cuckold   08/27/21 180 salmon stimulating legal warrant   08/28/21 ... Stubborn Incel Ladyboy   08/28/21 180 brother Big olive generalized bond center   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... 180 Nighttime Step-uncle's House Immigrant   08/28/21 That's amazing multi-colored cuckold   09/03/21 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... multi-colored cuckold   09/03/21 ... brilliant state   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Cracking yellow whorehouse   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Overrated Cyan Headpube   09/06/21 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. multi-colored cuckold   09/06/21 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling sticky pisswyrm property   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... multi-colored cuckold   09/06/21 Done with week 7. multi-colored cuckold   09/10/21 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. multi-colored cuckold   09/17/21 Fuck yeah beady-eyed locus   09/17/21 That's fucking great. burgundy histrionic rigpig   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... multi-colored cuckold   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Wonderful autistic gay wizard persian   09/24/21 ... Galvanic indian lodge   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... burgundy histrionic rigpig   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... multi-colored cuckold   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink multi-colored cuckold   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Fluffy Opaque Home   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. multi-colored cuckold   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Cracking yellow whorehouse   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... multi-colored cuckold   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... bateful athletic conference   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... multi-colored cuckold   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... bateful athletic conference   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... arousing sound barrier spot   12/01/21 this sounds right Razzmatazz base   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... lake brethren   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... multi-colored cuckold   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 bossy slippery mental disorder   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades arousing sound barrier spot   12/01/21 keep going brother Diverse french chef   12/01/21 30 days sober today multi-colored cuckold   12/16/21 180 Startling national security agency point   12/16/21 6 months dry Cracking yellow whorehouse   01/04/22 180 Buck-toothed tattoo   01/04/22 Two months sober now multi-colored cuckold   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today multi-colored cuckold   03/13/22 180 Day six here. brilliant state   03/13/22 One day at a time brother multi-colored cuckold   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... pontificating national   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Buck-toothed tattoo   04/09/22 144 days multi-colored cuckold   04/09/22 Good work Buck-toothed tattoo   04/09/22 Thanks brother multi-colored cuckold   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! jet crusty karate heaven   04/09/22 ... peach private investor sex offender   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon multi-colored cuckold   05/03/22 Way to go, man. vigorous pink garrison pistol   05/04/22 Thanks dude multi-colored cuckold   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... 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Hung out with the guys last night... Claret Heady Legend Parlor   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. arousing sound barrier spot   10/30/22 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   10/30/22 1800000 Claret Heady Legend Parlor   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Sexy Genital Piercing Business Firm   10/30/22 ... multi-colored cuckold   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Kink-friendly den keepsake machete   10/30/22 ... curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. multi-colored cuckold   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. Aqua Orchestra Pit Really Tough Guy   11/18/22 397 days and counting multi-colored cuckold   12/18/22 180 curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker   12/18/22 18 months Cracking yellow whorehouse   01/04/23 congrats man Emerald adventurous market   01/04/23 ty Cracking yellow whorehouse   01/04/23 Biggest health change? learning disabled obsidian lay round eye   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... Cracking yellow whorehouse   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Emerald adventurous market   01/04/23 ~15% Cracking yellow whorehouse   01/04/23 Awesome. arousing sound barrier spot   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Hyperactive kitty cat   01/04/23 180 multi-colored cuckold   01/07/23 ... Smoky University   01/09/23 poison free in 23 Cracking yellow whorehouse   01/09/23 ... multi-colored cuckold   01/10/23 180 avocado stage jewess   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... multi-colored cuckold   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. multi-colored cuckold   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. arousing sound barrier spot   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink multi-colored cuckold   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW multi-colored cuckold   03/06/23 180 Cerebral duck-like stead mood   03/06/23 180 Razzmatazz base   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... multi-colored cuckold   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? internet-worthy know-it-all gaping jap   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... multi-colored cuckold   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... internet-worthy know-it-all gaping jap   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... multi-colored cuckold   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books multi-colored cuckold   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... salmon stimulating legal warrant   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. multi-colored cuckold   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... salmon stimulating legal warrant   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... multi-colored cuckold   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. multi-colored cuckold   04/07/23 ty Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. multi-colored cuckold   05/16/23 180 rusted casino   05/16/23 2 years dry Cracking yellow whorehouse   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. multi-colored cuckold   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? arousing sound barrier spot   07/01/23 Wow soggy messiness parlour   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros multi-colored cuckold   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books multi-colored cuckold   10/17/23 congrats Emerald adventurous market   10/17/23 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days multi-colored cuckold   11/24/23 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   11/24/23 ... Tripping institution fortuitous meteor   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? Cracking yellow whorehouse   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. jet crusty karate heaven   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Disrespectful Gold Sneaky Criminal Jew   11/25/23 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   11/25/23 good job Boyish mexican useless brakes   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... Boyish mexican useless brakes   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. multi-colored cuckold   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... Cracking yellow whorehouse   11/27/23 956 days multi-colored cuckold   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... Sepia Passionate Dog Poop Macaca   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. 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Amber fighting hospital psychic   10/14/24 Nice arousing sound barrier spot   10/19/24 ... Cracking yellow whorehouse   11/24/24 ... Saffron Area Toilet Seat   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Dead principal's office hairy legs   06/12/25 ... Emerald adventurous market   06/12/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: big-titted electric furnace 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Supple Frozen Bawdyhouse Sandwich won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: jet crusty karate heaven begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Overrated Cyan Headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Overrated Cyan Headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: razzle purple tank how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Dull stage trump supporter cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Emerald adventurous market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Thriller Church Building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: massive dilemma 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Topaz Filthy Crackhouse a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: massive dilemma Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: walnut offensive hall Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: walnut offensive hall When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: walnut offensive hall we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Galvanic indian lodge You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Dull stage trump supporter Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Topaz Filthy Crackhouse set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Silver Black Woman how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Silver Black Woman no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Provocative trailer park Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Topaz Filthy Crackhouse u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: aquamarine senate I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: flickering forum queen of the night You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: slate nofapping people who are hurt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Trip crimson nibblets Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: concupiscible ruby plaza stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: ungodly mediation nowag Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Blue electric resort so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: lascivious brindle prole dopamine go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Ruddy friendly grandma the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Honey-headed sanctuary laser beams gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Exhilarant Violent Philosopher-king Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: soggy messiness parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: slap-happy bronze striped hyena organic girlfriend Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Blue electric resort have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Blue electric resort what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: 180 Nighttime Step-uncle's House Immigrant I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: brilliant state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: brilliant state Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: brilliant state Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: rough-skinned sinister main people stag film Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Mewling rambunctious fanboi stock car big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Motley mischievous faggot firefighter I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Fluffy Opaque Home Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: idiotic sweet tailpipe hissy fit can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Dun vivacious chad Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: flickering forum queen of the night Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: lascivious brindle prole dopamine no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: brilliant state https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: brilliant state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: brilliant state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal underhanded school cafeteria cumskin nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Startling national security agency point Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: brilliant state 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: azure spectacular station good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: soggy messiness parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Amber fighting hospital psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Honey-headed sanctuary laser beams also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: idiotic sweet tailpipe hissy fit good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Poppy submissive digit ratio place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: contagious canary giraffe Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Buck-toothed tattoo who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: concupiscible ruby plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: confused hateful therapy Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Big olive generalized bond center Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: beady-eyed locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: 180 Nighttime Step-uncle's House Immigrant 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Startling national security agency point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: beady-eyed locus Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Motley mischievous faggot firefighter Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: startled range I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: beady-eyed locus This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: glassy hyperventilating new version patrolman Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: glassy hyperventilating new version patrolman It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Razzmatazz base nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Mind-boggling Coiffed Son Of Senegal 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: azure spectacular station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Marvelous Doctorate Scourge Upon The Earth happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Big olive generalized bond center Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: brilliant state 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: brilliant state I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: brilliant state Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: beady-eyed locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: beady-eyed locus YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Poppy submissive digit ratio place of business Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: brilliant state 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Mind-boggling Coiffed Son Of Senegal This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Motley mischievous faggot firefighter Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: rusted casino Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: brilliant state Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: brilliant state Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: brilliant state Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Thirsty Flatulent Theatre The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Abnormal stain shrine Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: mahogany kitchen CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: bespoke roommate hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Razzmatazz base After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: gay bonkers church affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: brilliant state I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Mind-boggling Coiffed Son Of Senegal Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Brass idiot You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Transparent community account Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: mahogany kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: massive dilemma 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Fragrant Wine Party Of The First Part good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: mahogany kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: gay bonkers church affirmative action 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: stirring clear associate stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: navy feces gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: razzle purple tank (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Big olive generalized bond center Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: arousing sound barrier spot You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: charismatic kitty sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: charismatic kitty are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: talented federal tanning salon halford I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Thirsty Flatulent Theatre Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: racy orchid double fault (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Amber fighting hospital psychic Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Judgmental dashing native Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Poppy submissive digit ratio place of business Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Stubborn Incel Ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Big olive generalized bond center 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: 180 Nighttime Step-uncle's House Immigrant Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: brilliant state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Overrated Cyan Headpube Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: sticky pisswyrm property Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: beady-eyed locus Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Wonderful autistic gay wizard persian don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Galvanic indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: burgundy histrionic rigpig The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Fluffy Opaque Home Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: bateful athletic conference Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: bateful athletic conference I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Razzmatazz base this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: lake brethren 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: bossy slippery mental disorder https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Diverse french chef keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Startling national security agency point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Buck-toothed tattoo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: brilliant state 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Well-lubricated Crystalline Liquid Oxygen Box Office Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: pontificating national By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Buck-toothed tattoo 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Buck-toothed tattoo Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: jet crusty karate heaven 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: peach private investor sex offender (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: vigorous pink garrison pistol Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Buck-toothed tattoo Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Buck-toothed tattoo then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: free-loading khaki cruise ship old irish cottage cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: odious lodge police squad lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: bossy slippery mental disorder https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: irradiated dysfunction rehab 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Aqua Orchestra Pit Really Tough Guy 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: brilliant state 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: brilliant state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Indecent domesticated background story address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: odious lodge police squad good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Plum aggressive faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Stubborn Incel Ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Claret Heady Legend Parlor congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: jet crusty karate heaven congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: hairraiser shaky locale I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Claret Heady Legend Parlor Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Claret Heady Legend Parlor 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Sexy Genital Piercing Business Firm 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Kink-friendly den keepsake machete proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Aqua Orchestra Pit Really Tough Guy 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: curious bat shit crazy space weed whacker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Emerald adventurous market congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: learning disabled obsidian lay round eye Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Emerald adventurous market 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Hyperactive kitty cat Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Smoky University (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: avocado stage jewess 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Cerebral duck-like stead mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Razzmatazz base 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Saffron Area Toilet Seat Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: internet-worthy know-it-all gaping jap Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: internet-worthy know-it-all gaping jap I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: salmon stimulating legal warrant Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: multi-colored cuckold 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: rusted casino 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: arousing sound barrier spot Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: soggy messiness parlour Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Emerald adventurous market congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: multi-colored cuckold 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Tripping institution fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: jet crusty karate heaven 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Disrespectful Gold Sneaky Criminal Jew 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Cracking yellow whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Boyish mexican useless brakes good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Boyish mexican useless brakes I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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