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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Mauve charismatic stage newt
  06/12/25
won't work
Beady-eyed immigrant
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
know-it-all topaz affirmative action
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
elite zippy orchestra pit
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
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  07/24/21
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cerise theater stage potus
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
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  07/24/21
cq
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  07/24/21
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  07/24/21
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Fragrant abusive national
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
180 Erotic Set
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Drunken contagious state
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
180 Erotic Set
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
snowy center
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
snowy center
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
snowy center
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
Tan School Cafeteria
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Passionate black woman parlor
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Drunken contagious state
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
Startled Partner
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
Startled Partner
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/24/21
Ungh
Misunderstood Aromatic Dysfunction
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Drunken contagious state
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
lemon alpha
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
Submissive address
  07/25/21
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  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
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  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Light Step-uncle's House Idiot
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
titillating hyperventilating plaza azn
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Ruby cumskin
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
anal persian university
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
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  07/24/21
gl gl
Bright irate brethren gay wizard
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Vivacious Fishy Fortuitous Meteor
  07/24/21
...
violet old irish cottage stage
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Canary Electric Furnace
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Ruby cumskin
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Ruby cumskin
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Racy chartreuse antidepressant drug boiling water
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
...
Pearl magical gaping
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Pearl magical gaping
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Pearl magical gaping
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
Multi-colored Genital Piercing Friendly Grandma
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
lascivious disgusting legal warrant church building
  07/25/21
3 days down
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
emerald macaca crackhouse
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
spectacular mad cow disease business firm
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
Mind-boggling indigo blood rage
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  07/26/21
...
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
razzle house-broken locus
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
Submissive address
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
anal persian university
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Pearl magical gaping
  07/26/21
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Pearl magical gaping
  07/26/21
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Pearl magical gaping
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/26/21
4 days down
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/27/21
nice man.
Nudist Skinny Woman
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
vibrant poppy faggotry
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/28/21
180 bro
Pearl magical gaping
  07/28/21
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Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  07/28/21
good job
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  07/28/21
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  07/28/21
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  07/28/21
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white rehab
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Bright irate brethren gay wizard
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
Mind-boggling indigo blood rage
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/28/21
180
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  07/28/21
...
navy trailer park
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
bossy church
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Silver rambunctious forum
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/29/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/29/21
...
Light Step-uncle's House Idiot
  07/29/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
chestnut angry meetinghouse
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
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  07/30/21
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  07/30/21
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khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/30/21
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  07/31/21
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  07/31/21
...
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
Motley jet telephone
  07/31/21
8 days down
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
emerald macaca crackhouse
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
pungent theater
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/01/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/01/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/02/21
180
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Appetizing institution
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Appetizing institution
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
white rehab
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/03/21
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electric peach halford
  08/03/21
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khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/03/21
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concupiscible lay main people
  08/03/21
happy for you man
cerebral hairless field place of business
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/03/21
Keep it up
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
irradiated amber spot round eye
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/04/21
...
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Pearl magical gaping
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Pearl magical gaping
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Pearl magical gaping
  08/09/21
...
Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/06/21
YES
Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/08/21
Gj!
navy trailer park
  08/08/21
17
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/09/21
180 brother
Pearl magical gaping
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
electric peach halford
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
emerald macaca crackhouse
  08/09/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
provocative library
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Pearl magical gaping
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Pearl magical gaping
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Pearl magical gaping
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Fiercely-loyal corn cake
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
slippery very tactful native headpube
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/11/21
ty
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
bat-shit-crazy station scourge upon the earth
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
Hairraiser plum half-breed
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/12/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
...
zombie-like chad range
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Pearl magical gaping
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
electric peach halford
  08/12/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
...
white rehab
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Onyx faggot firefighter incel
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
Nice re today
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
Bespoke laughsome ticket booth
  08/12/21
...
bat-shit-crazy station scourge upon the earth
  08/12/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
180 Erotic Set
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/12/21
180
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/12/21
good job man
shaky vigorous principal's office
  08/12/21
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bat-shit-crazy station scourge upon the earth
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/13/21
180
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  08/13/21
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khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/13/21
Ty
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/13/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/13/21
...
Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
Startling Swollen Weed Whacker
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/13/21
...
Violent flesh lodge
  08/14/21
...
exciting french chef
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/14/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
irradiated amber spot round eye
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/15/21
180
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
godawful razzle-dazzle multi-billionaire
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
godawful razzle-dazzle multi-billionaire
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
...
Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
Talented Indecent Circlehead Doctorate
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Fiercely-loyal corn cake
  08/19/21
Day 24
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/21
...
Bull headed copper foreskin
  08/16/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/16/21
180
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  08/16/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/21
...
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  08/16/21
Day 25
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/17/21
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/17/21
Day 26
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
clear balding giraffe trump supporter
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
Beta market
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
white rehab
  08/18/21
...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  08/19/21
180
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
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  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  08/20/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/27/21
180
elite zippy orchestra pit
  08/28/21
...
Razzmatazz bat shit crazy wagecucks pit
  08/28/21
180 brother
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  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
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  08/28/21
That's amazing
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/03/21
...
Motley jet telephone
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/03/21
...
Pearl magical gaping
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
Motley jet telephone
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
cerise theater stage potus
  09/06/21
...
Motley jet telephone
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/06/21
...
Motley jet telephone
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
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  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/10/21
...
Motley jet telephone
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
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  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
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  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
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  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
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  09/24/21
...
Tan School Cafeteria
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Ebony Dilemma Pistol
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
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  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
Motley jet telephone
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
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  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
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  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  12/01/21
this sounds right
Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
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  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
Internet-worthy medicated death wish
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  12/01/21
keep going brother
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  12/01/21
30 days sober today
aphrodisiac area psychic
  12/16/21
180
vibrant poppy faggotry
  12/16/21
6 months dry
Motley jet telephone
  01/04/22
180
Silver rambunctious forum
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
aphrodisiac area psychic
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Pearl magical gaping
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
judgmental glittery stock car
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Silver rambunctious forum
  04/09/22
144 days
aphrodisiac area psychic
  04/09/22
Good work
Silver rambunctious forum
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
aphrodisiac area psychic
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
know-it-all topaz affirmative action
  04/09/22
...
Magenta nursing home nibblets
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
aphrodisiac area psychic
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Orange Lettuce Indirect Expression
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
aphrodisiac area psychic
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
white rehab
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Silver rambunctious forum
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
white rehab
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Silver rambunctious forum
  05/04/22
cr
white rehab
  05/04/22
lol
Disturbing scarlet really tough guy gas station
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
Internet-worthy medicated death wish
  05/04/22
18 months sober
pearly trip menage
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
floppy fat ankles stead
  05/04/22
...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Pearl magical gaping
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
aphrodisiac area psychic
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  06/26/22
...
Pearl magical gaping
  06/26/22
...
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  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Disturbing scarlet really tough guy gas station
  06/26/22
...
Galvanic black rigpig filthpig
  06/26/22
...
Razzmatazz bat shit crazy wagecucks pit
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
aphrodisiac area psychic
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/22
180
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
rusted indian lodge
  08/16/22
180
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/22
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
know-it-all topaz affirmative action
  08/16/22
...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/16/22
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
aphrodisiac area psychic
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/22
180 billion
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/22
ty brother.
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Cruel-hearted Kitty Cat Philosopher-king
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
rusted indian lodge
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  10/30/22
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  10/30/22
1800000
rusted indian lodge
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
wild cracking puppy
  10/30/22
...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
rose supple depressive
  10/30/22
...
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
floppy fat ankles stead
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
aphrodisiac area psychic
  12/18/22
180
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  12/18/22
18 months
Motley jet telephone
  01/04/23
congrats man
hyperactive base toaster
  01/04/23
ty
Motley jet telephone
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
glassy coffee pot
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
Motley jet telephone
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
hyperactive base toaster
  01/04/23
~15%
Motley jet telephone
  01/04/23
Awesome.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
stirring senate
  01/04/23
180
aphrodisiac area psychic
  01/07/23
...
apoplectic bateful laser beams home
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
Motley jet telephone
  01/09/23
...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  01/10/23
180
heady point
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/06/23
180
Swashbuckling duck-like location
  03/06/23
180
Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
High-end shitlib
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
High-end shitlib
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
aphrodisiac area psychic
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
elite zippy orchestra pit
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
elite zippy orchestra pit
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  04/07/23
ty
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  05/16/23
180
provocative library
  05/16/23
2 years dry
Motley jet telephone
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
hilarious lavender shrine therapy
  07/01/23
Wow
violet old irish cottage stage
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
aphrodisiac area psychic
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/17/23
congrats
hyperactive base toaster
  10/17/23
...
Motley jet telephone
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
aphrodisiac area psychic
  11/24/23
...
Motley jet telephone
  11/24/23
...
khaki insecure turdskin messiness
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
Motley jet telephone
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
know-it-all topaz affirmative action
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
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  11/25/23
...
Motley jet telephone
  11/25/23
good job
wonderful red school
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
wonderful red school
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
aphrodisiac area psychic
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
Motley jet telephone
  11/27/23
956 days
aphrodisiac area psychic
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
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  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
aphrodisiac area psychic
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
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...
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180 thread
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  06/29/24
3 years now
Motley jet telephone
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Swashbuckling duck-like location
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
rusted indian lodge
  07/05/24
1058 days
aphrodisiac area psychic
  10/09/24
180 man
ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
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  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
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  10/14/24
...
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  10/14/24
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  10/19/24
...
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  11/24/24
...
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  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
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  06/12/25
...
hyperactive base toaster
  06/12/25
...
Wine kitchen
  08/02/25
4 years
Motley jet telephone
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
hyperactive base toaster
  08/02/25
180
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  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
rusted indian lodge
  08/02/25
180 good going man
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  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Mauve charismatic stage newt

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: Beady-eyed immigrant

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: know-it-all topaz affirmative action

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: cerise theater stage potus



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: cerise theater stage potus



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: exciting french chef

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Passionate black woman parlor

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: hyperactive base toaster



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Fragrant abusive national



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: 180 Erotic Set

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Drunken contagious state

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: 180 Erotic Set

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: snowy center

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: snowy center

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: snowy center

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Tan School Cafeteria

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Passionate black woman parlor

Crrrrrrr

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Drunken contagious state

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Startled Partner

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: Startled Partner

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Misunderstood Aromatic Dysfunction

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Drunken contagious state

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: lemon alpha

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: Submissive address

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: Histrionic Mildly Autistic Kitty



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: curious space legend

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Light Step-uncle's House Idiot

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: titillating hyperventilating plaza azn

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Ruby cumskin

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: anal persian university

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: Impertinent den gaming laptop

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Bright irate brethren gay wizard

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Vivacious Fishy Fortuitous Meteor

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: violet old irish cottage stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Canary Electric Furnace

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Ruby cumskin

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Ruby cumskin

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Racy chartreuse antidepressant drug boiling water

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Multi-colored Genital Piercing Friendly Grandma

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: lascivious disgusting legal warrant church building

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: emerald macaca crackhouse

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: spectacular mad cow disease business firm

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: Mind-boggling indigo blood rage

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: razzle house-broken locus

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: Submissive address

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: anal persian university

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Pearl magical gaping



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Nudist Skinny Woman

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: vibrant poppy faggotry

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: concupiscible lay main people

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: violet old irish cottage stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: clear balding giraffe trump supporter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: white rehab



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Bright irate brethren gay wizard

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Mind-boggling indigo blood rage

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: navy trailer park



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: bossy church

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Silver rambunctious forum

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Light Step-uncle's House Idiot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: chestnut angry meetinghouse

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: irradiated amber spot round eye

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Racy chartreuse antidepressant drug boiling water

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: vibrant poppy faggotry



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: emerald macaca crackhouse

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: pungent theater

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Appetizing institution

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Appetizing institution

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: white rehab

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: electric peach halford

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: concupiscible lay main people



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: cerebral hairless field place of business

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: irradiated amber spot round eye

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: navy trailer park

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: electric peach halford

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: emerald macaca crackhouse

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: provocative library

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Fiercely-loyal corn cake

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: slippery very tactful native headpube

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: bat-shit-crazy station scourge upon the earth

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Hairraiser plum half-breed

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: zombie-like chad range



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: electric peach halford

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: white rehab



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Onyx faggot firefighter incel

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: Bespoke laughsome ticket booth

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: bat-shit-crazy station scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: 180 Erotic Set

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: shaky vigorous principal's office

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: bat-shit-crazy station scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: zombie-like chad range

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: Startling Swollen Weed Whacker

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Violent flesh lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: exciting french chef



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: irradiated amber spot round eye

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: godawful razzle-dazzle multi-billionaire

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: godawful razzle-dazzle multi-billionaire

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: Talented Indecent Circlehead Doctorate

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Fiercely-loyal corn cake

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Bull headed copper foreskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: clear balding giraffe trump supporter

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Beta market

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: white rehab

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: navy trailer park

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Razzmatazz bat shit crazy wagecucks pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: irradiated amber spot round eye

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Racy chartreuse antidepressant drug boiling water

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Pearl magical gaping



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: cerise theater stage potus

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: Maize abnormal parlour

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Fantasy-prone reading party dog poop

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: Bistre odious site preventive strike

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Tan School Cafeteria



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Ebony Dilemma Pistol

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: spectacular mad cow disease business firm

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: french personal credit line

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: french personal credit line

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Marvelous puce hominid pozpig

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: Internet-worthy medicated death wish

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Charcoal sweet tailpipe stag film

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: vibrant poppy faggotry

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Silver rambunctious forum

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Maroon bawdyhouse candlestick maker

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: judgmental glittery stock car

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Silver rambunctious forum

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Silver rambunctious forum

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: know-it-all topaz affirmative action

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Magenta nursing home nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Orange Lettuce Indirect Expression

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: white rehab

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Silver rambunctious forum

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: white rehab

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Silver rambunctious forum

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: white rehab

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Disturbing scarlet really tough guy gas station

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Internet-worthy medicated death wish

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: pearly trip menage

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: floppy fat ankles stead

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Pearl magical gaping



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: citrine resort marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Disturbing scarlet really tough guy gas station

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Galvanic black rigpig filthpig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Razzmatazz bat shit crazy wagecucks pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: rusted indian lodge

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: know-it-all topaz affirmative action

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted Kitty Cat Philosopher-king

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: rusted indian lodge

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: rusted indian lodge

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: wild cracking puppy

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: rose supple depressive

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: floppy fat ankles stead

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: hyperactive base toaster

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: glassy coffee pot

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: hyperactive base toaster

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: stirring senate

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: apoplectic bateful laser beams home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: Motley jet telephone

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: heady point

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Swashbuckling duck-like location

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: Exhilarant clown liquid oxygen

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: High-end shitlib

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: High-end shitlib

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: elite zippy orchestra pit

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: provocative library

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: Motley jet telephone

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: violet old irish cottage stage

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: hyperactive base toaster

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: khaki insecure turdskin messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: Motley jet telephone

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: know-it-all topaz affirmative action

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: Brilliant deranged elastic band

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: wonderful red school

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: wonderful red school

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: Learning disabled yapping garrison

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: provocative library

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: violet old irish cottage stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Violent Diverse Casino Becky



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: Thriller Hospital

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: Motley jet telephone

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Swashbuckling duck-like location

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: rusted indian lodge

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: ungodly police squad international law enforcement agency

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: primrose sanctuary pervert

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac area psychic

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: Big haunting theatre



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: clear balding giraffe trump supporter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: hilarious lavender shrine therapy

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: comical slimy haunted graveyard chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: Soul-stirring new version dingle berry

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: hyperactive base toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: Wine kitchen



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: Motley jet telephone

4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: hyperactive base toaster

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: grizzly frozen yarmulke corner

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: rusted indian lodge

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: sooty striped hyena prole

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49150688)