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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Cheese-eating Voyeur 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Autistic hyperventilating depressive set won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Contagious impertinent turdskin forum begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Chrome Sweet Tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Chrome Sweet Tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: racy blue gaming laptop hairy legs how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: High-end Ocher National cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: opaque kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Unhinged alcoholic jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: self-centered dingle berry persian 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: fluffy gas station a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: self-centered dingle berry persian Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: insanely creepy bistre spot corn cake Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: insanely creepy bistre spot corn cake When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: insanely creepy bistre spot corn cake we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: sinister native boiling water You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: High-end Ocher National Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: fluffy gas station set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: cream passionate site how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: cream passionate site no muscle or jacked? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: misanthropic box office have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Just threw up in the shower. Good times. 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I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: misanthropic box office what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: glittery wagecucks It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: frum white field circlehead Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Electric buck-toothed useless brakes Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: frum white field circlehead Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: frum white field circlehead Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: frum white field circlehead Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: azure factory reset button The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: obsidian hairless reading party old irish cottage Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: unholy motley partner 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: indecent clear nursing home chad CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Swollen Cruise Ship hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: translucent curious lettuce Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Bonkers bearded stage nowag After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: translucent curious lettuce Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: lime boyish meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: frum white field circlehead I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: infuriating legal warrant jew Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: chartreuse startling property keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: big low-t center You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Plum water buffalo Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: indecent clear nursing home chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: self-centered dingle berry persian 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Marvelous Bat Shit Crazy Milk good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: indecent clear nursing home chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: lime boyish meetinghouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: unholy motley partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Jade Aromatic Sandwich Deer Antler stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: umber rebellious pervert (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: racy blue gaming laptop hairy legs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Effete regret Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: glittery wagecucks Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: glittery wagecucks You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: burgundy vivacious library becky sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: burgundy vivacious library becky are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: unholy motley partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: stimulating rehab I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: azure factory reset button Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: aphrodisiac shitlib (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: ruby fat ankles 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Beady-eyed principal's office Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: ruby fat ankles Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: laughsome bespoke market cuckold Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: chartreuse startling property keepsake machete that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: ruby fat ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Vibrant flesh halford trailer park Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: glittery wagecucks Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: ruby fat ankles Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Rusted Trip Degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Effete regret 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Vermilion Sick Quadroon Area Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Wild weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: frum white field circlehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Wild weed whacker this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Chrome Sweet Tailpipe Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Wild weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Wild weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: cracking chest-beating dragon Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Wild weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Supple double fault Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: ruby fat ankles That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Appetizing Party Of The First Part International Law Enforcement Agency don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: sinister native boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: ruby fat ankles The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: razzmatazz kitchen athletic conference Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Wild weed whacker well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Green heady stage antidepressant drug Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Green heady stage antidepressant drug I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: glittery wagecucks Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Bonkers bearded stage nowag this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: diverse honey-headed love of her life 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Stubborn avocado sanctuary https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: glittery wagecucks I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: poppy 180 twinkling uncleanness keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Elite gay wizard menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Wild weed whacker 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: emerald ceo step-uncle's house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: frum white field circlehead 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: unholy motley partner Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Embarrassed to the bone cuck public bath By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: emerald ceo step-uncle's house 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: emerald ceo step-uncle's house Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Contagious impertinent turdskin forum 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Mauve scourge upon the earth office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Cobalt temple Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: chartreuse startling property keepsake machete 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: emerald ceo step-uncle's house Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: chartreuse startling property keepsake machete I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: emerald ceo step-uncle's house then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: chartreuse startling property keepsake machete cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: outnumbered multi-billionaire institution lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Stubborn avocado sanctuary https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: haunting trump supporter theater 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: maniacal internet-worthy state 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: frum white field circlehead 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: frum white field circlehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: dashing base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: outnumbered multi-billionaire institution good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Mewling crackhouse sex offender (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Rusted Trip Degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Crimson Hell Friendly Grandma congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Contagious impertinent turdskin forum congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Yellow lay pozpig I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Crimson Hell Friendly Grandma Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: glittery wagecucks 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Crimson Hell Friendly Grandma 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: vengeful indian lodge 180 man. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Sickened casino 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Wild weed whacker 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: opaque kitty congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Wild weed whacker ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: maize doobsian church Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Wild weed whacker I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: opaque kitty 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Wild weed whacker ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: glittery wagecucks Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Sable Hyperactive Stock Car Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Copper shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Wild weed whacker poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Razzle shaky theatre personal credit line 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: translucent curious lettuce Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: glittery wagecucks There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Territorial Mind-boggling Crotch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Bonkers bearded stage nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: geriatric mildly autistic corner Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: irradiated tanning salon Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: irradiated tanning salon I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Orchid Disturbing Electric Furnace Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: translucent curious lettuce ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Electric buck-toothed useless brakes 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Wild weed whacker 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: disgusting bull headed resort mediation Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: glittery wagecucks Did you work the steps? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Contagious impertinent turdskin forum 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Arousing peach coffee pot 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Wild weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: olive exhilarant dysfunction good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2:#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: olive exhilarant dysfunction I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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