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I've never felt "excited" for anything. What's it like?
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:35 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141429) |
Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM Author: supple sneaky criminal like doing a bunch of coke
i have low affect too and this is the best analogy imo |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:41 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part I copped some coke for the first time in 2 years recently (ran out about a year ago) and will be doing some this weekend.
Not a lot. Just as needed to keep energy up.
Also going to do mushrooms, DMT and MDMA. |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:44 PM Author: supple sneaky criminal i'm pretty sure me on coke is about what normie extroverts feel like when typical everyday good stuff happens to them
the downside for them is they get really, really anxious, sad, afraid, etc. intense negative emotions too |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:46 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part BPD (Bordeline) people are basically just people who are both highly extroverted and highly neurotic (two indipendent personality dimmensions). They can simultanitously experience intense negative and positive emotions, and or quickly swing back and forth. Easy to see why they're crazy. Never trust a high extrovert. Never trust a highly neurotic. Certainly never trust someone who's both. ALso, I'm gay. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141475) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM Author: vibrant nowag gaming laptop its like getting a blank bump (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141447) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:48 PM Author: Cream range no its being sexualized by the bort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141482) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:47 PM Author: Glittery Parlor Ape u ever put ur dick in asian pussy? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141476) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:48 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part Exactly 28 asian pussies. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141483) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:53 PM Author: Glittery Parlor Ape thats as good as it gets in life man, readjust ur expectations (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141505) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:02 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part Expectations relate to disappointment, not excitement.
I never feel disappointed either.
I just sort of always just feel the same always no matter what. |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:57 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part Actually -- technically 29 because there's one that I don't count.
In college, there was an Asian virgin in my dorm who I used to hook up with. I never fucked her because I was dating a different girl, and because she was a virgin and I didnt want the drama. But I used to get BJs from her all the time. I also used to have her lie down on her stomach, and I would lube up her upper thighs, have her hold them together tight, and I would fuck that area all the way up to her clit she she would get off too. Felt suprisingly 180 and I am still impressed I never just slid it in intentionally.
...BUT, there was ONE time I did accidently sort of poke in there with my head for a split second. So I never really "fucked" this girl, but my penis did sort of go "in" her pussy -- although really it more just went inbetween the lips and poked |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:00 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part Let's dive into this more...
I'm pretty sure there's a connection between my inability to feel excitement and my ability to rub my cock against her pussy dozens of times without giving into the temptation to slide it in.
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Date: July 30th, 2025 1:17 AM Author: contagious brethren Were you hard? Of course you were. That’s literally excited. Congrats. You CAN get excited. You DO get excited.
There does seem to be something wrong with you though.
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Date: July 30th, 2025 2:36 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part Sexual arousal ≠ excitement
Given that I basically don't experience any negative emotion, I don't at all mind the fact that I never experience any positive emotion. Overall, it's pretty 180. I'm basically jus always moderately happy. That's perhaps "abnormal", but not "wrong" in the sense that it's neither distressing for me nor pathalogical. |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:07 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141672) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:08 PM Author: exhilarant juggernaut blood rage you can piggyback off of other people's excitement ime. try going to a bar during a big sports thing or something similar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141676) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:27 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part LJL, I do that all the time. Zero effect.
I have fun though. |
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Date: July 30th, 2025 12:50 AM Author: Stirring Becky "hello fellow big sports thing enthusiasts or whatever. it is i, lex... fellow big spirts thing guy or something similar." (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142036) |
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Date: July 30th, 2025 7:27 AM Author: Cream range it's like Rob Lowe wearing an NFL cap at the ball game (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142213) |
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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:10 PM Author: Hateful Property Hominid it feels gay, avoid. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141678) |
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Date: July 30th, 2025 9:09 AM Author: Transparent kink-friendly base you must change your life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142351) |
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Date: July 30th, 2025 2:37 PM Author: Citrine Laughsome Field Party Of The First Part Why? I'm perfectly happy. As I noted above, I don't experience negative emotion either. Leaves me in a constant chill fratty mildly happy state. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49143209) |