Because u are told by society its not normal, that u shld be a Chad with tons of friends and stuff. This is just drivel created by Women abt how Men shld be, its not really the reality of how Men wld prefer life
i also dont really like being arnd ppl but i feel like loser and retarded being so isolated. end of last year this gook "friend" came back to asia and i did social shit for a few months and it was just tiring and unpleasant. esp i realize how ugly most ppl are, like modern world is just ugly and ppl look like shit and they are just slaves basically