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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: hairraiser generalized bond He's right. 3 year sobermo here. 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I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Wonderful Onyx Karate Hall 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: black costumed milk a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Wonderful Onyx Karate Hall Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: At-the-ready turdskin tank Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: At-the-ready turdskin tank When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Wine galvanic incel parlor Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: vivacious school Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: flushed rigpig center big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Sepia Mother I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: useless mood Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: vivacious school Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Doobsian bisexual office can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: vivacious school In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Odious fanboi Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Vermilion Fragrant Private Investor Reading Party Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: vivacious school The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Arousing Nudist Gas Station Famous Landscape Painting no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Gold dashing public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: erotic giraffe I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: erotic giraffe Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: erotic giraffe Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: vivacious school Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: navy rough-skinned hominid trailer park who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: vivacious school Those won't keep you sober. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Floppy walnut genital piercing Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Fighting bawdyhouse clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: sinister geriatric church halford 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: offensive fantasy-prone nursing home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Milky big senate keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Fighting bawdyhouse clown Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Sepia Mother Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: erotic giraffe i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: erotic giraffe thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: henna charismatic prole I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Fighting bawdyhouse clown This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: hairraiser generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Racy institution love of her life Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Racy institution love of her life It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Fighting bawdyhouse clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: vivacious school One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Fighting bawdyhouse clown YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: excitant university Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: talented red mental disorder gaping This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Sepia Mother Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: hairraiser generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Cocky Adventurous Stage Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: peach temple The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: purple skinny woman Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Sienna Kitty Partner 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: erotic giraffe Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: erotic giraffe ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: boyish startling people who are hurt CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Laughsome site hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: erotic giraffe Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: pearl casino dragon After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: erotic giraffe Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: hairraiser generalized bond I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: magenta appetizing sanctuary personal credit line (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Gold dashing public bath I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: talented red mental disorder gaping Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: supple mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Vengeful gaped windowlicker death wish You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: erotic giraffe Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle toilet seat Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: boyish startling people who are hurt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Wonderful Onyx Karate Hall 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: erotic giraffe Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: emerald vibrant cruise ship juggernaut good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: boyish startling people who are hurt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: magenta appetizing sanctuary personal credit line 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: erotic giraffe 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: erotic giraffe Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: erotic giraffe Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: hairraiser generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Sienna Kitty Partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Cream frum stag film crotch stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Shivering histrionic indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Spruce locus queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Floppy walnut genital piercing Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: erotic giraffe An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: vivacious school Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: vivacious school You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Bossy Razzmatazz Lodge Candlestick Maker sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Bossy Razzmatazz Lodge Candlestick Maker are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Sienna Kitty Partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: judgmental scarlet hissy fit I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: peach temple Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: aquamarine heaven dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: hairraiser generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Snowy Brunch Pozpig Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: French brass theatre Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: supple mad-dog skullcap that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: excitant university Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: erotic giraffe Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: vivacious school Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: erotic giraffe Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: hairraiser generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: hairraiser generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: hyperactive alcoholic brethren field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Floppy walnut genital piercing 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: sinister geriatric church halford Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Gold dashing public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Milky big senate this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Vigorous embarrassed to the bone friendly grandma legal warrant Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: aromatic theater pocket flask Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Fighting bawdyhouse clown Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: aphrodisiac duck-like main people dopamine don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Diverse Resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Fuchsia Thriller Base Mexican The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: useless mood Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Milky big senate well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Saffron cracking location Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Saffron cracking location I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: erotic giraffe Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: vivacious school Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: pearl casino dragon this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: transparent becky national 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: kink-friendly impertinent hell boltzmann https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: vivacious school I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Anal maroon philosopher-king den keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: offensive fantasy-prone nursing home 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Milky big senate 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: navy rough-skinned hominid trailer park 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Sienna Kitty Partner Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: nofapping drab athletic conference By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: navy rough-skinned hominid trailer park 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: navy rough-skinned hominid trailer park Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: lemon unhinged alpha 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Yellow orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Big-titted rebellious home Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: supple mad-dog skullcap 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: navy rough-skinned hominid trailer park Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: supple mad-dog skullcap I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: navy rough-skinned hominid trailer park then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: supple mad-dog skullcap cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Provocative Hospital Nibblets lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: kink-friendly impertinent hell boltzmann https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: contagious cerise police squad 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: stirring scourge upon the earth internal respiration 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Gold dashing public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Razzle orchid house gay wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Provocative Hospital Nibblets good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: exciting grizzly space degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: hyperactive alcoholic brethren field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: erotic giraffe i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: erotic giraffe thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: swashbuckling chrome community account indirect expression congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: lemon unhinged alpha congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: erotic giraffe haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: erotic giraffe ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Titillating Claret Plaza I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: swashbuckling chrome community account indirect expression Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: vivacious school 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: swashbuckling chrome community account indirect expression 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: effete electric crackhouse round eye 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: canary soul-stirring spot mediation proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: stirring scourge upon the earth internal respiration 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Milky big senate 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Trip kitty cat stead congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Milky big senate ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: bateful garrison Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Milky big senate I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Trip kitty cat stead 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Milky big senate ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: vivacious school Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Heady insane locale Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Medicated old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Milky big senate poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: citrine violent ladyboy patrolman 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: erotic giraffe Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: erotic giraffe 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: vivacious school There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: passionate striped hyena range 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: pearl casino dragon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: dun foreskin headpube Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: cruel-hearted puppy Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: cruel-hearted puppy I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: hairraiser generalized bond Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: hairraiser generalized bond Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: erotic giraffe I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: erotic giraffe ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Cocky Adventurous Stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Milky big senate 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: vivacious school Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Salmon Flatulent Hairy Legs Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Trip kitty cat stead congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: erotic giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Milky big senate Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: lemon unhinged alpha 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Amber parlour faggot firefighter 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: concupiscible apoplectic macaca lay good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: concupiscible apoplectic macaca lay I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: elite bronze lettuce library Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Milky big senate I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: primrose yarmulke psychic Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Cocky Adventurous Stage Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Salmon Flatulent Hairy Legs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Obsidian piazza multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Shaky Mewling Cuckoldry Hunting Ground 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Milky big senate 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: passionate striped hyena range MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: swashbuckling chrome community account indirect expression way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Mind-boggling brindle native 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Curious twinkling uncleanness azn Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: elite bronze lettuce library None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: up-to-no-good irradiated step-uncle's house national security agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Snowy Brunch Pozpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: vivacious school Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Milky big senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: dun foreskin headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: stimulating bat shit crazy cuckold preventive strike I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Trip kitty cat stead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: Crawly Translucent Fat Ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: Milky big senate 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Trip kitty cat stead how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: cerebral flirting point goyim 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: swashbuckling chrome community account indirect expression Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: silver set doctorate 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150688)