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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Lascivious brindle codepig   06/12/25 won't work nighttime hissy fit rigor   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Sepia Spectacular Market   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend translucent cerebral coldplay fan   07/25/21 Thanks, man Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 ... marvelous meetinghouse nibblets   07/24/21 ... marvelous meetinghouse nibblets   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Angry gaming laptop piazza   07/24/21 cq apoplectic filthy fanboi whorehouse   07/24/21 ... Galvanic Kink-friendly Hall   07/24/21 ... ebony stain school   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? floppy kitchen blood rage   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... charismatic salmon boltzmann   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... floppy kitchen blood rage   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Well-lubricated Bearded Box Office   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Well-lubricated Bearded Box Office   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Well-lubricated Bearded Box Office   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... pale philosopher-king gay wizard   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr apoplectic filthy fanboi whorehouse   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... charismatic salmon boltzmann   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? dun native cuck   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? dun native cuck   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Citrine round eye stage   07/24/21 Ungh Sadistic Mexican   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? charismatic salmon boltzmann   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. adventurous big-titted boistinker crotch   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... 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Cobalt french chef   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Motley marketing idea university   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... glittery useless stead   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... glittery useless stead   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Fiercely-loyal Pocket Flask   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 ... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Citrine round eye stage   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Dashing laser beams national   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... 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Most, however, will... Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference   07/26/21 ... shivering garrison mental disorder   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Citrine round eye stage   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... mewling balding area   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Mind-boggling indecent base   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... cruel-hearted brunch   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   07/26/21 ... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   07/26/21 ... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. 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Buff hairraiser community account   07/28/21 ... Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... overrated abode main people   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Mauve anal point   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Citrine round eye stage   07/28/21 180 obsidian curious gunner   07/28/21 ... blue boyish mother travel guidebook   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Rose contagious shrine toilet seat   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Citrine round eye stage   07/28/21 Go to a meeting Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Citrine round eye stage   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Dark thriller trailer park therapy   07/29/21 They were work meetings Citrine round eye stage   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Citrine round eye stage   07/29/21 180 translucent cerebral coldplay fan   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Citrine round eye stage   07/29/21 ... passionate slate immigrant party of the first part   07/29/21 ... cream cruise ship quadroon   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. topaz arousing stag film   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Citrine round eye stage   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Citrine round eye stage   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! clear really tough guy   07/30/21 ... concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker   07/30/21 ... cream cruise ship quadroon   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Fiercely-loyal Pocket Flask   07/31/21 ... Buck-toothed bonkers dingle berry   07/31/21 ... obsidian curious gunner   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference   07/31/21 keep it going my man. hideous racy site   07/31/21 8 days down Citrine round eye stage   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker   07/31/21 Inspiring. Ivory Scourge Upon The Earth Theater   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Citrine round eye stage   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... cream cruise ship quadroon   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Citrine round eye stage   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Fragrant canary rehab fortuitous meteor   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Citrine round eye stage   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Citrine round eye stage   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Citrine round eye stage   08/01/21 ... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/01/21 180 translucent cerebral coldplay fan   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Citrine round eye stage   08/02/21 180 cream cruise ship quadroon   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Citrine round eye stage   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... aphrodisiac senate yarmulke   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... aphrodisiac senate yarmulke   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Cocky Hell   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Citrine round eye stage   08/03/21 5445776444554 Rusted Sanctuary Death Wish   08/03/21 ... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/03/21 ... Frozen startled psychic   08/03/21 happy for you man exhilarant center double fault   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time translucent cerebral coldplay fan   08/03/21 Keep it up obsidian curious gunner   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! clear really tough guy   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Citrine round eye stage   08/04/21 ... obsidian curious gunner   08/04/21 180 Day two here henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Citrine round eye stage   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Citrine round eye stage   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/09/21 ... concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Citrine round eye stage   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Citrine round eye stage   08/06/21 YES concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Citrine round eye stage   08/07/21 Day 16 done Citrine round eye stage   08/08/21 Gj! blue boyish mother travel guidebook   08/08/21 17 Citrine round eye stage   08/09/21 180 brother henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Rusted Sanctuary Death Wish   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Ivory Scourge Upon The Earth Theater   08/09/21 180 translucent cerebral coldplay fan   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Citrine round eye stage   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Citrine round eye stage   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work Rambunctious cheese-eating business firm   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Citrine round eye stage   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Citrine round eye stage   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... smoky stirring field   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Citrine round eye stage   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Citrine round eye stage   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid greedy resort incel   08/13/21 Day 19 done Citrine round eye stage   08/11/21 180 congrats Tan Plaza Goal In Life   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... 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Citrine round eye stage   08/13/21 180 Out-of-control lodge twinkling uncleanness   08/13/21 18000000 cream cruise ship quadroon   08/13/21 How you feeling? Citrine round eye stage   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Citrine round eye stage   08/13/21 Ty cream cruise ship quadroon   08/13/21 180 translucent cerebral coldplay fan   08/13/21 ... Tan Plaza Goal In Life   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... peach library mad-dog skullcap   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Citrine round eye stage   08/13/21 ... big domesticated ceo   08/14/21 ... Angry gaming laptop piazza   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Citrine round eye stage   08/14/21 ... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/14/21 Day 23 done Citrine round eye stage   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... shivering garrison mental disorder   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Citrine round eye stage   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us clear really tough guy   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Citrine round eye stage   08/15/21 180 cream cruise ship quadroon   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Citrine round eye stage   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... cream cruise ship quadroon   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Citrine round eye stage   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... beady-eyed mood locus   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... 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Citrine round eye stage   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison hideous racy site   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Citrine round eye stage   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Talented sinister pozpig   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Citrine round eye stage   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Talented sinister pozpig   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... cream cruise ship quadroon   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   12/01/21 this sounds right Cocky Hell   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... scarlet exciting location   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... 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Citrine round eye stage   09/11/22 348 days in the books Citrine round eye stage   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... shivering garrison mental disorder   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Citrine round eye stage   10/30/22 180 billion cream cruise ship quadroon   10/30/22 How are you doing? Citrine round eye stage   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. cream cruise ship quadroon   10/30/22 180. Stay strong Citrine round eye stage   10/30/22 ty brother. cream cruise ship quadroon   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Copper Sticky Chapel Sweet Tailpipe   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Citrine round eye stage   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... laughsome striped hyena spot   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Geriatric indian lodge patrolman   10/30/22 ... cream cruise ship quadroon   10/30/22 1800000 laughsome striped hyena spot   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Irate school cafeteria   10/30/22 ... Citrine round eye stage   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... bat-shit-crazy fear-inspiring pit   10/30/22 ... obsidian curious gunner   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Citrine round eye stage   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. Green Bossy Tattoo   11/18/22 397 days and counting Citrine round eye stage   12/18/22 180 obsidian curious gunner   12/18/22 18 months hideous racy site   01/04/23 congrats man Galvanic Kink-friendly Hall   01/04/23 ty hideous racy site   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Federal dilemma   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... hideous racy site   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Lascivious brindle codepig 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: nighttime hissy fit rigor won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Sepia Spectacular Market begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: marvelous meetinghouse nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: marvelous meetinghouse nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Angry gaming laptop piazza how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: apoplectic filthy fanboi whorehouse cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Galvanic Kink-friendly Hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: ebony stain school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: floppy kitchen blood rage 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: charismatic salmon boltzmann a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: floppy kitchen blood rage Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Well-lubricated Bearded Box Office Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Well-lubricated Bearded Box Office When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Well-lubricated Bearded Box Office we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: pale philosopher-king gay wizard You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: apoplectic filthy fanboi whorehouse Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: charismatic salmon boltzmann set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: dun native cuck how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: dun native cuck no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Sadistic Mexican Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: charismatic salmon boltzmann u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: adventurous big-titted boistinker crotch I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Mind-boggling indecent base You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: submissive vivacious locale clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: excitant institution digit ratio Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: passionate slate immigrant party of the first part stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: iridescent fluffy volcanic crater Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: glittery useless stead so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: cruel-hearted brunch go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: sickened plum stage haunted graveyard the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: overrated abode main people gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: razzle nofapping house Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Cobalt french chef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Motley marketing idea university Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: glittery useless stead have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: glittery useless stead what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal Pocket Flask I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Dashing laser beams national Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Nudist Knife big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Ivory Scourge Upon The Earth Theater I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: olive vibrant puppy Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Mauve anal point can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: mewling balding area Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Mind-boggling indecent base Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: cruel-hearted brunch no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Dark thriller trailer park therapy who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: passionate slate immigrant party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: topaz arousing stag film Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: clear really tough guy Keep it up brother! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: hideous racy site keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Ivory Scourge Upon The Earth Theater Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Fragrant canary rehab fortuitous meteor I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: aphrodisiac senate yarmulke Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: aphrodisiac senate yarmulke It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Cocky Hell nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage In reality, that's how I am looking at it. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: obsidian curious gunner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: blue boyish mother travel guidebook Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Rusted Sanctuary Death Wish This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Ivory Scourge Upon The Earth Theater Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Rambunctious cheese-eating business firm Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: smoky stirring field The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: greedy resort incel Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Tan Plaza Goal In Life 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Vigorous Snowy Hospital CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Coral razzle-dazzle place of business hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Cocky Hell After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Out-of-control lodge twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Rusted Sanctuary Death Wish Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Puce Casino Dog Poop You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: electric boiling water Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Vigorous Snowy Hospital (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: floppy kitchen blood rage 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: orange comical dysfunction good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Vigorous Snowy Hospital (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Out-of-control lodge twinkling uncleanness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Tan Plaza Goal In Life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: peach library mad-dog skullcap stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: big domesticated ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Angry gaming laptop piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: clear really tough guy Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: beady-eyed mood locus sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: beady-eyed mood locus are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Tan Plaza Goal In Life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: histrionic station degenerate I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: smoky stirring field Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: massive twisted church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Buff hairraiser community account Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Vengeful public bath international law enforcement agency Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: blue boyish mother travel guidebook Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Jet-lagged aromatic space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: clear really tough guy 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal Pocket Flask Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: hideous racy site this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: marvelous meetinghouse nibblets Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Stimulating Azn Alpha Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: concupiscible walnut tank candlestick maker Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: medicated bawdyhouse don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: pale philosopher-king gay wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Chest-beating ticket booth athletic conference The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: olive vibrant puppy Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: hideous racy site well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Talented sinister pozpig Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Talented sinister pozpig I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Cocky Hell this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: scarlet exciting location 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Odious menage multi-billionaire https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: high-end legal warrant keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Buck-toothed bonkers dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: hideous racy site 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Dark thriller trailer park therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Tan Plaza Goal In Life Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: swashbuckling turdskin toaster By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Dark thriller trailer park therapy 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Dark thriller trailer park therapy Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Sepia Spectacular Market 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: provocative pearly address organic girlfriend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: 180 light sex offender goyim Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Dark thriller trailer park therapy Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Dark thriller trailer park therapy then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Soul-stirring Bat Shit Crazy Set cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: aqua effete forum lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Odious menage multi-billionaire https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: bright heady home cuckoldry 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Green Bossy Tattoo 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: henna irradiated personal credit line genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Sooty parlour police squad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: aqua effete forum good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Supple Principal's Office Persian (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Jet-lagged aromatic space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: laughsome striped hyena spot congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Sepia Spectacular Market congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Copper Sticky Chapel Sweet Tailpipe I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: laughsome striped hyena spot Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: laughsome striped hyena spot 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Irate school cafeteria 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: bat-shit-crazy fear-inspiring pit proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: obsidian curious gunner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Green Bossy Tattoo 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: obsidian curious gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: hideous racy site 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Galvanic Kink-friendly Hall congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: hideous racy site ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Federal dilemma Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: hideous racy site I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Galvanic Kink-friendly Hall 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: hideous racy site ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: chestnut titillating parlor Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: pink cracking crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: hideous racy site poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Flirting razzmatazz lay halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Frisky Bateful Mad Cow Disease Private Investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Cocky Hell 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: shivering garrison mental disorder Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Trip abusive circlehead Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Trip abusive circlehead I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: translucent cerebral coldplay fan Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Rambunctious cheese-eating business firm 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: hideous racy site 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Geriatric indian lodge patrolman Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Cobalt french chef Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Galvanic Kink-friendly Hall congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: cream cruise ship quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: hideous racy site Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Sepia Spectacular Market 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: brass state chad 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: hideous racy site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: wonderful den good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: wonderful den I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Citrine round eye stage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: hideous racy site I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Appetizing roommate theatre Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Citrine round eye stage I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Rambunctious cheese-eating business firm Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Cobalt french chef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: obsidian curious gunner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: obsidian curious gunner 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: multi-colored bull headed queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: obsidian curious gunner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author:  prole 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: hideous racy site 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Frisky Bateful Mad Cow Disease Private Investor MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: laughsome striped hyena spot way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. 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