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I honestly don't remember anything after 11:00 last night, a...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
severe mental illness happened.
Sickened Trust Fund Hospital
  11/25/05
It's something like that, yeah. Fuck.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
awesome
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
That could be a way to describe it. I honestly don't remembe...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Dude, that's kind of scary.
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
indeed. those posts he made were very odd.
Hyperventilating Step-uncle's House
  11/25/05
It's fucked up. I wonder if I need to end this schtick, beca...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Actually, I think that if you're forgetting things you've do...
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
Seriously, thats not something to mess with.
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
I sort of remembered stuff after I read it, in that I knew o...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
sounds like season depression. it's common
Hyperventilating Step-uncle's House
  11/25/05
It's not seasonal, though, because usually I do fine in wint...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Maybe your blood has gotten too blue.
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
haha, zing!
Pearl karate
  11/25/05
It's interesting that you say that, because the term "b...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
I actually think you are the person who started (mis)using i...
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
It was 174. "My blood is bluer than the bruises you get...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Probably a good idea if you're unhappy, but make sure to men...
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
Yeah, I;ve never heard of this kind of memory loss associate...
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
Yeah, I guess I have a relative who ignored weird symptoms f...
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
I actually knew a kid that had some of the same weird person...
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
What does that mean, non-cancer brain tumor?
harsh site
  11/25/05
it wasnt cancerous, it was just a growth of tissue. It happ...
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
So what does it mean to catch it in time?
harsh site
  11/25/05
Sometimes a tumor gets past the point where you can operate ...
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
It would still be growing, just not capable of spreading to ...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
it was small enough they could yank it out surgically withou...
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
oh ok I see. thanks guys Now I have another tumor to worr...
harsh site
  11/25/05
"Benign", as in incapable of metastasis, brain tum...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Yikes. My cousin was having weird hallucinations and fainti...
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
It can happen. Depression destroys all sorts of cognitive ab...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
It's okay time does not exist.
khaki church
  11/25/05
I've heard an argument for that.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
You really should take up my challenge not to use, nor think...
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
agreed.
Appetizing Box Office Goyim
  11/25/05
you might want to have that checked out
Cracking Cuck Heaven
  11/25/05
Have you found any dark hair clippings in your mittens? Or ...
Pearl karate
  11/25/05
Haha let me check. All clear.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
it's amazing that he said joe was "that type" last...
Appetizing Box Office Goyim
  11/25/05
Well, certainly I have the math grad student bit. Other than...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Recall that my argument was that you are closer to Lohman in...
Pearl karate
  11/25/05
Last night was fucking weird. I hope that doesn't happen aga...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Lohman probably says the same thing. Of course, he's gonna b...
lavender awkward theater
  11/26/05
yes! excellent.
beady-eyed bright school cafeteria puppy
  11/27/05
Yikes, that's scary. In all sincerity, I hope you get this c...
harsh site
  11/25/05
As I read over the shit, I can sort of remember typing it, a...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
As for stupid things the night before, it could've been a lo...
harsh site
  11/25/05
titcr. i've woken up unable to walk. twice.
maniacal black woman death wish
  11/25/05
I literally forgot how old I was last night. 18 or 19? I h...
thriller indecent mediation
  11/25/05
Whatever it is, I hope it leads to an early and painful deat...
Galvanic startling private investor resort
  11/25/05
I concur.
Mildly autistic green newt range
  11/25/05
It's probably nothing, other than mild-moderate depression, ...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
I hear it's most effectively treated by sucking on a loaded ...
Mildly autistic green newt range
  11/25/05
link to odd posts?
Idiotic temple
  11/25/05
They weren't that odd, actually. A lot of the usual stuff, ...
Adventurous haunting roommate
  11/25/05
Hm. What's also alarming to me is the timestamps, the fact t...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
I tried three times to take that last sentence of yours and ...
Idiotic temple
  11/25/05
Haha thanks.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
in some thread about rhodes scholars. it's just a lot of obs...
Appetizing Box Office Goyim
  11/25/05
drugs
Flushed Candlestick Maker
  11/25/05
None.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
aids?
lascivious gay wizard
  11/25/05
i'd imagine that depression is a decent catalyst for art, bu...
Pale Glittery Gaming Laptop
  11/25/05
Re depression and art: That's a myth, though a widely-circul...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
"That's a myth, though a widely-circulated one." ...
Pale Glittery Gaming Laptop
  11/25/05
Since I've often used "pensive" as a euphemism for...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
you sound much smarter when you're not doing your "shti...
Provocative Stead Stain
  11/25/05
i second this
maniacal black woman death wish
  11/25/05
My schtick is similar to what Media Kid was before he got si...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
the only thing is, there are certain subjects (women/dating ...
Appetizing Box Office Goyim
  11/25/05
I agree. Some of the ridiculous self promotion (Ambition)...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
The Joe Caltech hate is a schtick. I honestly don't care abo...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
"The Joe Caltech hate is a schtick." The fuck i...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
titcr
Coiffed orchid state trump supporter
  11/25/05
Why would I have any reason to care about his board prestige...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
His "board prestige" is due to real life accomplis...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
Aside from the Rhodes, which has a prestigious history, you'...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
His done numerous things outside of Rhodes - he won some pre...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
UYA has a negative net effect on his prestige, and a huge on...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
And this is why people think you're jealous.
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
Of his degrees? Making a comparison between engineering and ...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Of his accomplishments, fucker.
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
Writing an SAT test-prep book is not an accomplishment. Nor ...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Yes, coming up with names like "PoopMe" in no way ...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
It actually indicates contempt.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
And envy.
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
Wrong. Go cut yourself.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Says the guy whining the entire thread about his depression....
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
I wasn't "whining", you filthy cunt. Go slit your ...
multi-colored hominid
  11/26/05
TITCR
lavender awkward theater
  11/26/05
Let's take a look at Joe's accomplishments: -- Caltech un...
Azure aromatic stag film bbw
  11/25/05
The book and PrepMe are TTT loser-fucker disasters, and I hi...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
oh.classic.
beady-eyed bright school cafeteria puppy
  11/27/05
just ignore it and hope it goes away
Aqua French Ratface
  11/25/05
Oh shut up, pensive. Talk about some hypochondria. It'...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
He's trying to move in on your most-fucked-up-poster territo...
Fiercely-loyal telephone locus
  11/25/05
Mine? You mean Madame Cunt's. I am painfully normal. ...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
...aside from the cutting. But you do have a point.
Fiercely-loyal telephone locus
  11/25/05
I think cutting is pretty normal - or at least self destruct...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
PWN3D. That was an edgy retort.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Seriously, get yourself locked up in a psychiatric ward for ...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
Sharp! You have very cutting wit. I knife... er, I mean like...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
It wasn't meant to be witty. you just sound absolutely ab...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
I wasn't whining. I started the thread because I woke up wit...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
You've been going on the entire thread about how you can no...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
Nah, I've had a problem before that, off and on for 6 years....
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
"Good at hiding it". Give me a break. Again,...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
If you don't shut up, I will take this schtick away from XO ...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
You know, I was just about to go to bed, but in light of thi...
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
My schtick is funnier, more prestigious, and all around bett...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
I am not schtick.
Chrome genital piercing theatre
  11/25/05
That's what they all say.
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
Didn't you "retire" last spring?
Azure aromatic stag film bbw
  11/25/05
Yeah, I left the college board because of all the unprestigi...
multi-colored hominid
  11/25/05
that's not very credible
Aqua French Ratface
  11/25/05
Well, at least you can be sure it's not syphilis.
Floppy carnelian business firm
  11/27/05
178
Narrow-minded international law enforcement agency dysfunction
  11/27/05
...
balding university crotch
  04/08/07
It's funny how pensive was able to feign a mass nervous brea...
scarlet personal credit line
  04/08/07


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Date: November 25th, 2005 3:07 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

I honestly don't remember anything after 11:00 last night, and I wasn't drinking, but there are some fucking insane posts dated 2, 3 am that no one but me could have written.

This is fucked up. I'm sorry.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379625)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:10 PM
Author: Sickened Trust Fund Hospital

severe mental illness happened.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379640)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:11 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It's something like that, yeah. Fuck.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379649)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:11 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

awesome

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379651)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:29 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

That could be a way to describe it. I honestly don't remember anything that happened between about 10-11 pm yesterday and 1 pm this afternoon, when I woke up still exhausted.

This is why I always BCC myself on emails. I hate these blank spots where I do crazy shit, and I just hope I haven't done anything too damaging.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379762)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:30 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

Dude, that's kind of scary.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379764)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:31 PM
Author: Hyperventilating Step-uncle's House

indeed. those posts he made were very odd.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379774)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:32 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It's fucked up. I wonder if I need to end this schtick, because it kinda sucked me in or something.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379781)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:33 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

Actually, I think that if you're forgetting things you've done and it's not a drunken blackout, you might want to talk to your family doctor. Could be a health issue.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379787)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:35 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

Seriously, thats not something to mess with.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379796)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:38 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

I sort of remembered stuff after I read it, in that I knew only I could have written it, but only in bits and pieces, as if it were a dream or something. I sorta wish it were.

I'm going in to see someone next Friday about the depressive issues; I've had them since 16, they disappeared from Feb. to early October, then got really bad recently. I've never been so depressed as to literally lose memory.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379818)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:39 PM
Author: Hyperventilating Step-uncle's House

sounds like season depression. it's common

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379824)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:45 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It's not seasonal, though, because usually I do fine in winter. (I've been in the North all my life.) In fact, I'm worse in summer than winter.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379855)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:40 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

Maybe your blood has gotten too blue.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379826)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:44 PM
Author: Pearl karate

haha, zing!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379853)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:52 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It's interesting that you say that, because the term "blue-blooded" has always connoted weakness. It's odd that on XO it's used as a positive, because almost nowhere else in the English-speaking world is it a compliment.

(Originally, sangre azul was a reference to the pale skin of the wealthy in southern Europe; pallor was a sign of status and with pale skin blue veins are visible. When it transported to English-speaking countries, it was associated with hemophilia and, in the US, the tendency of wealthy WASP types toward frigidity, haughtiness, extreme aloofness-- the opposite of red-bloodedness-- which does lead to an increased likelihood of mental illness... and here I am.)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379909)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:01 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

I actually think you are the person who started (mis)using it in this way. I never saw anyone on here use it before you. There was a lot of talk about old/new money, but no mention of blue blood.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379987)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:03 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It was 174. "My blood is bluer than the bruises you get after being smacked by my prestigious cock." (Paraphrased.) All great XO schtick came from him (and Media Kid).

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380000)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:40 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

Probably a good idea if you're unhappy, but make sure to mention this symptom. If it's something with a physical cause, you don't want to ignore it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379830)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:43 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

Yeah, I;ve never heard of this kind of memory loss associated with depression.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379849)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:46 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

Yeah, I guess I have a relative who ignored weird symptoms for a long time, and found out it was something serious.

I'm sure that pensive doesn't have anything wrong, but that's not the kind of thing you fuck around with.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379859)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:50 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

I actually knew a kid that had some of the same weird personality traits as pensive. He started having night terrors and sleep walking and stuff. Turned out he had a non-cancer brain tumor. They caught it in time but it was a close call.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379890)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:50 PM
Author: harsh site

What does that mean, non-cancer brain tumor?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379897)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:52 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

it wasnt cancerous, it was just a growth of tissue. It happens sometimes. Its less dangerous cause it doesnt metastisize (sp? -- spread) to other body parts.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379914)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:53 PM
Author: harsh site

So what does it mean to catch it in time?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379920)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:55 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

Sometimes a tumor gets past the point where you can operate on it without severely damaging the brain. Or that's how it was expained to me, the science people probably can say it better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379936)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:55 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It would still be growing, just not capable of spreading to other parts of the body. So if it grew large enough and impaired brain function, it could still kill him or render him incapacitated.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379938)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:55 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

it was small enough they could yank it out surgically without damaging the brain. when they get big enough you cant do anything

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379943)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:01 PM
Author: harsh site

oh ok I see. thanks guys

Now I have another tumor to worry about

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379986)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:54 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

"Benign", as in incapable of metastasis, brain tumors can still kill people. In fact, this is true of tumors of any vital organ.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379924)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:51 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

Yikes. My cousin was having weird hallucinations and fainting a bit, and thought she was just stressed. Same diagnosis, probably not caught in time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379901)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:48 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It can happen. Depression destroys all sorts of cognitive abilities. Over the long term, it can actually cause neural atrophy.

I would guess that I'm at an IQ level 20-25 points below baseline. In my first year of graduate school, this is really not a good thing, especially since I'm surrounded by people as smart as I am (and therefore much smarter when I'm like this). I can't focus, my intellectual thought is limited, and my sense of time is totally out of whack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379875)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:50 PM
Author: khaki church

It's okay time does not exist.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379898)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:01 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

I've heard an argument for that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379988)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:51 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

You really should take up my challenge not to use, nor think about, the term IQ for a month.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379905)





Date: November 25th, 2005 9:58 PM
Author: Appetizing Box Office Goyim

agreed.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382513)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:30 PM
Author: Cracking Cuck Heaven

you might want to have that checked out

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379766)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:38 PM
Author: Pearl karate

Have you found any dark hair clippings in your mittens? Or any syringes filled with your bodily fluids?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379813)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:39 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Haha let me check.

All clear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379822)





Date: November 25th, 2005 9:59 PM
Author: Appetizing Box Office Goyim

it's amazing that he said joe was "that type" last night, when really (and i'm sure he's not, just saying) pensive has way more of the characteristics you might associate with the mentally deranged, obsessive math grad student.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382526)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:05 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Well, certainly I have the math grad student bit. Other than that, your case falls flat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382587)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:42 PM
Author: Pearl karate

Recall that my argument was that you are closer to Lohman in behavior and temperament than Joe. I think most people would agree especially after your posts last night.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383463)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:42 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Last night was fucking weird. I hope that doesn't happen again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383468)





Date: November 26th, 2005 8:35 PM
Author: lavender awkward theater

Lohman probably says the same thing. Of course, he's gonna be in prison for awhile, most likely.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4389251)





Date: November 27th, 2005 6:41 PM
Author: beady-eyed bright school cafeteria puppy

yes! excellent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4396813)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:50 PM
Author: harsh site

Yikes, that's scary. In all sincerity, I hope you get this checked out. If it were me I'd be in a hypochondriac fit right now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379892)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:53 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

As I read over the shit, I can sort of remember typing it, and I'm clear on that I was up ridiculously late. I just would have no memory of what I wrote except by reading it the day after.

I also woke up distinctly remembering I had done something stupid the night before. XO was my first guess, and I was right.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379919)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:00 PM
Author: harsh site

As for stupid things the night before, it could've been a lot worse

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379983)





Date: November 25th, 2005 6:10 PM
Author: maniacal black woman death wish

titcr.

i've woken up unable to walk.

twice.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380691)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:56 PM
Author: thriller indecent mediation

I literally forgot how old I was last night. 18 or 19? I had to count up from my birthday to be sure. I'm 19.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379944)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:57 PM
Author: Galvanic startling private investor resort

Whatever it is, I hope it leads to an early and painful death.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379952)





Date: November 25th, 2005 3:59 PM
Author: Mildly autistic green newt range

I concur.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379967)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:00 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It's probably nothing, other than mild-moderate depression, which is treatable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379982)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:01 PM
Author: Mildly autistic green newt range

I hear it's most effectively treated by sucking on a loaded shotgun's barrel and pulling the trigger.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379990)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:02 PM
Author: Idiotic temple

link to odd posts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4379995)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:03 PM
Author: Adventurous haunting roommate

They weren't that odd, actually. A lot of the usual stuff, with some atypical comments about death.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380001)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:07 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Hm. What's also alarming to me is the timestamps, the fact that I was in these stupid arguments for so long.

When I get into these XO flamewars, I'm usually in the worst mental state. When I'm in a decent mental state, I usually avoid XO because it's not good for me. I'm not saying that there's anything wrong with the board, but a very sick part of me is attracted to it because of all the bullshit status posturing, schticking, and incivility.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380018)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:11 PM
Author: Idiotic temple

I tried three times to take that last sentence of yours and make it my byline, but there's no way I can cut it to fit, make sense, and give credit to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380041)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:21 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Haha thanks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380097)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:01 PM
Author: Appetizing Box Office Goyim

in some thread about rhodes scholars. it's just a lot of obsessive hating on joe, as usual.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382547)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:13 PM
Author: Flushed Candlestick Maker

drugs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380046)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:16 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

None.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380064)





Date: November 25th, 2005 4:26 PM
Author: lascivious gay wizard

aids?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380125)





Date: November 25th, 2005 5:38 PM
Author: Pale Glittery Gaming Laptop

i'd imagine that depression is a decent catalyst for art, but i'm not sure how well it comports with mathematical analysis. i'd go see a doc about it-- the winter can be be pretty depressing in the midwest.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380530)





Date: November 25th, 2005 5:48 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Re depression and art: That's a myth, though a widely-circulated one. It's true that a lot of great art comes out of suffering-- mourning, tragedy-- but pain and grief are common for normal people. Depression-- the disease, not the passing mood everyone gets-- actually reduces creativity, which improves once the disease is treated (unless reduced creativity is one of the SSRI mindfucks, which is another thing to worry about). Much of why this misconception exists is that depression tends to be comorbid with high intelligence and creativity; though in truth depression diminishes those traits. On the other hand, manic-depression (bipolar disorder) can enhance creativity in some people. In my experience and observation, the gains are minor. I've never been manic, but I've had hypomania and while it produces a lot of energy (and sleep loss) very little actual work gets done and so the creative gains are useless.

I'm getting checked out this Friday; I called in on Nov. 15 when I realized the problem wouldn't "fix itself", and that was the earliest they could schedule me. I hope I can hold out until then. I'm not suicidal, but it's tough to get work done with this condition.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380566)





Date: November 25th, 2005 6:09 PM
Author: Pale Glittery Gaming Laptop

"That's a myth, though a widely-circulated one."

I was thinking of bipolar disorder when I wrote the post above. But if a more general depression hinders rather than spurs creativity, that does surprise me, at least in terms of my own creative output (I would argue that the even for normal people, pain and grief tends to accentuate and heighten their capacity for creative output as well). Perhaps I am bipolar.

Interesting that you brought up the SSRI thing-- I was going to partly base the rationale of my argument off of a lack of seratonin vs. a normal level of seratonin. Of course, normal serotonin =/= excess serotonin, and it's too simplistic to reduce the capacity for creative output off of one brain chemical. I'd be curious to see why depression reduces creativity, however.

Good luck with the appointment and I hope that everything works out well. I do admit to being curious what it would be like, however, if you came back as a completely different poster/schtick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380676)





Date: November 25th, 2005 6:19 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Since I've often used "pensive" as a euphemism for "depressed", I'd have to change the name. :)

I believe that pain and grief accentuate creativity, but those aren't the same thing as depression. Sad moods happen to everyone and are relatively healthy and normal.

Very few mental illnesses introduce new emotions; what most of them do is limit emotional range. The problem with depression seems to be as much about its prohibitive effect on the good emotions (energetic, happy, optimistic) as about the negative feelings it causes. I'm not sad, down, or upset right now-- pretty neutral, in fact-- but I haven't felt great (or even good) about life for a month, and that's a problem, because if I can't feel that unfettered goodness, my reward system gets all fucked up, my motivations flag and I start behaving in ways I shouldn't.

Depression kills creativity because it erodes confidence, and also leads to indecision, paralysis, and anxiety. Normal emotions of grief don't have these effects, but a long-term depressive disorder does.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380725)





Date: November 25th, 2005 6:22 PM
Author: Provocative Stead Stain

you sound much smarter when you're not doing your "shtick". i hope you realize this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380731)





Date: November 25th, 2005 6:28 PM
Author: maniacal black woman death wish

i second this

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380756)





Date: November 25th, 2005 7:01 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

My schtick is similar to what Media Kid was before he got sick of being thought stupid: whiny, well-off stupid kid saying shit to incite people. I agree that the schtick has long outlived its utility. Maybe schtick in general is just not good for me anymore. 174 and Media Kid seem robust enough that they can run offensive, belligerent (but highly amusing and beautifully executed) schticks on the board without compromise to their mental health, but I am not.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4380976)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:03 PM
Author: Appetizing Box Office Goyim

the only thing is, there are certain subjects (women/dating and joe caltech are the two that come to mind) where you're definitely NOT schticking and just as ridiculous. THOSE are where the problems lie and those are where you need to get some therapy to work out your issues.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382570)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:04 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

I agree. Some of the ridiculous self promotion (Ambition) strikes me as real too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382577)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:08 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

The Joe Caltech hate is a schtick. I honestly don't care about him. Women/dating... eh, I wish it were going better, I really do. If I can get the depression cured, it shouldn't be so bad. I seem to do fine when I'm in a normal mood.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382608)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:08 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

"The Joe Caltech hate is a schtick."

The fuck it is.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382616)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:10 PM
Author: Coiffed orchid state trump supporter

titcr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382635)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:10 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Why would I have any reason to care about his board prestige anywhere but on the board?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382642)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:12 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

His "board prestige" is due to real life accomplishments that you can't hold a candle to.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382660)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:51 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Aside from the Rhodes, which has a prestigious history, you're wrong. Anyway, once I get my head fixed I'll devour both you and him alive... that is, if I still care to be posting on XO.

Also, his board prestige is actually because of the number of people who suck his cock, and nothing else.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382995)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:58 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

His done numerous things outside of Rhodes - he won some presidential scholarship in HS, his company has won some award, he cowrote UYS, I read somewhere he was picked for some honor at Caltech - and that's just the shit I know about off the top of my head and I pay very little attention to Joe.

You made up a card game no one gives a shit about.

You lose and no amount of whining about depression will change this.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383044)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:14 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

UYA has a negative net effect on his prestige, and a huge one. The same holds for PrepMe. His degrees are quite impressive; that I'll concede. He has extremely prestigious degrees.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383162)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:22 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

And this is why people think you're jealous.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383248)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:24 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Of his degrees? Making a comparison between engineering and math programs is essentially apples-to-oranges.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383263)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:25 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

Of his accomplishments, fucker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383288)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:28 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Writing an SAT test-prep book is not an accomplishment. Nor is PoopMe.

His 3.8 at Caltech and high GPA at the Mich masters program, those are accomplishments.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383318)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:29 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

Yes, coming up with names like "PoopMe" in no way indicates petty jealousy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383337)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:32 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

It actually indicates contempt.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383363)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:33 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

And envy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383376)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:37 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Wrong. Go cut yourself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383419)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:44 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

Says the guy whining the entire thread about his depression. What a fucking chode.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383477)





Date: November 26th, 2005 12:37 AM
Author: multi-colored hominid

I wasn't "whining", you filthy cunt. Go slit your wrists.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383899)





Date: November 26th, 2005 8:38 PM
Author: lavender awkward theater

TITCR

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4389280)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:02 PM
Author: Azure aromatic stag film bbw

Let's take a look at Joe's accomplishments:

-- Caltech undergrad w/ 3.8+ GPA

-- Michigan master's degree

-- self-made millionaire, owning a business that's won multiple entrepreneurial competitions, been featured in Fortune, CNN, and other media outlets

-- published author of a book that had multiple printings

Oh yeah, and THE FUCKING RHODES SCHOLARSHIP.

I don't see how you can say with a straight face that this guy isn't successful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383072)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:15 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

The book and PrepMe are TTT loser-fucker disasters, and I highly doubt that he's a millionare from that shit.

Yeah, I've already conceded that his degrees are quite impressive.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383170)





Date: November 27th, 2005 6:47 PM
Author: beady-eyed bright school cafeteria puppy

oh.classic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4396858)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:49 PM
Author: Aqua French Ratface

just ignore it and hope it goes away

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382977)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:01 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

Oh shut up, pensive. Talk about some hypochondria. It's called forgetting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382553)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:04 PM
Author: Fiercely-loyal telephone locus

He's trying to move in on your most-fucked-up-poster territory.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382578)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:05 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

Mine? You mean Madame Cunt's. I am painfully normal.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382582)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:07 PM
Author: Fiercely-loyal telephone locus

...aside from the cutting.

But you do have a point.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382599)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:08 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

I think cutting is pretty normal - or at least self destruction as a form of release is.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382607)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:50 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

PWN3D. That was an edgy retort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4382987)





Date: November 25th, 2005 10:58 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

Seriously, get yourself locked up in a psychiatric ward for a couple of days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383046)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:21 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Sharp! You have very cutting wit. I knife... er, I mean like this exchange.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383231)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:21 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

It wasn't meant to be witty. you just sound absolutely absurd whining about your mental health. See what real crazy people are like would do you some good.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383237)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:23 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

I wasn't whining. I started the thread because I woke up with practically no recollection of the previous 14 hours, and it scared the crap out of me to find that I had been flaming on XO, and had no idea what I had said.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383252)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:25 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

You've been going on the entire thread about how you can no longer hide you have severe depression issues and whine whine whine and blah blah blah and so forth. It seems to me you just stayed up too late goofing off. But I'd probably tell you otherwise if it meant you paying to see me once a week as well as some kickbacks from a few drug companies.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383281)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:27 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Nah, I've had a problem before that, off and on for 6 years. I was just good at hiding it.

I probably have to end the schtick now that the cat's out, which is annoying because schtick is fun.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383309)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:30 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

"Good at hiding it". Give me a break. Again, check yourself into a psychiatric ward, see what a crazy person acts like, and quit your fucking whining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383343)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:32 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

If you don't shut up, I will take this schtick away from XO forever, and you will miss the fucker so much you will beg me to bring it back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383359)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:33 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

You know, I was just about to go to bed, but in light of this post, I think I will spend all night on xoxo yapping it up if it means you will fucking leave forever, you ugly, jealous little bitch.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383370)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:38 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

My schtick is funnier, more prestigious, and all around better than yours. Yours is only half-decent by the standards of a furniture store.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383427)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:39 PM
Author: Chrome genital piercing theatre

I am not schtick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383437)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:39 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

That's what they all say.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383442)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:35 PM
Author: Azure aromatic stag film bbw

Didn't you "retire" last spring?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383394)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:37 PM
Author: multi-colored hominid

Yeah, I left the college board because of all the unprestigious loser-fuckers, such as Joe Caltech. I thought the law board was better, so I came back, but I'm really itching to leave this fucker in the dust too, because it has the same caliber of loser-idiots.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383414)





Date: November 25th, 2005 11:32 PM
Author: Aqua French Ratface

that's not very credible

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4383367)





Date: November 27th, 2005 7:03 PM
Author: Floppy carnelian business firm

Well, at least you can be sure it's not syphilis.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4396998)





Date: November 27th, 2005 7:08 PM
Author: Narrow-minded international law enforcement agency dysfunction

178

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#4397023)





Date: April 8th, 2007 7:08 PM
Author: balding university crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#7896418)





Date: April 8th, 2007 9:51 PM
Author: scarlet personal credit line

It's funny how pensive was able to feign a mass nervous breakdown of five XO posters at one time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=305712&forum_id=2#7897339)