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Books which inspired me on my journey (Consuela)
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Date: January 18th, 2026 9:42 AM Author: swollen crackhouse https://livingopposites.substack.com/p/signposts-along-a-winding-path-of (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598355) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 3:01 PM Author: jade swashbuckling hairy legs area To be fair,
"Exploring what it means to individuate and live under the horrifying limit condition God image of Abraxas. Hermes mediates between conflicting energies and outputs that mediation via writing."
LMAOOOOO
Could you possibly have come up with a more pretentious tagline for your new gay little obscure internet blog? What an insane self-impressed Jewish faggot you are. |
Date: January 18th, 2026 9:49 AM Author: hairless shrine It’s so on brand that this is someone else’s list (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598376) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 9:51 AM Author: swollen crackhouse NFR reached its goal & its over, this is the new one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598378) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 9:54 AM Author: Vibrant Volcanic Crater Stage (43 year old college freshman) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598387) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 9:57 AM Author: swollen crackhouse what books most influenced you, friend? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598391) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:20 AM Author: Vibrant Volcanic Crater Stage I don't think I've ever been seriously influenced by anything I've read in the sense you're talking about. I could not care less about philosophical babbling and think it's just how a certain class of person jacks themselves off
LOTR was certainly the most enjoyable book I've read given its quality and the time in my life when I read it but it's not like it totally changed my life or world view. It's just a really good book. |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:27 AM Author: swollen crackhouse everyone has beliefs, friend. it sounds like you're not interested in investigating or challenging your own, which is fine - its a blessing in a way not to have cognitive dissonance between one's lived experiences and ones beliefs
i may revisit LOTR at some point, i read it back in the day and thought it was fine but not super memorable. stephan hoeller thinks its a gnostic parable |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:32 AM Author: Vibrant Volcanic Crater Stage What does that actually mean in non-therapyspeak? What should I be "challenging" by reading a bunch of bloviating slop by horrible writers who use hundreds of pages to say what could be summarized in one? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598439) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:34 AM Author: swollen crackhouse to dumb it down even further (it was already dumbed down): everyone has beliefs. if one's experiences conflict with those beliefs, it causes angst. if your beliefs match your experiences then you don't have such angst. this is a blessing in some ways.
if your beliefs and your experiences clash, then one feels compelled to investigate those beliefs to resolve the angst. hence, reading. |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:36 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford your beliefs and actions only conflict if you have DID because your dad raped you (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598443) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:36 AM Author: swollen crackhouse "if you have DID"? when did you come here from mainland china? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598444) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:38 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford do you know what DID is (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598445) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:38 AM Author: swollen crackhouse no
there's some subculture acronym for everything these days |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:38 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford Dissociative Identity Disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598448) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:41 AM Author: swollen crackhouse i don't really find much usefulness in labels, which tends to increase feelings of victimization
my mom did put me in double binds growing up, but my unconscious reaction to it was to choose a primary stabilizer of coherence - as long as something makes sense to me, even if it is "bad", it is easier for me to accept it |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:42 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford all words are labels. anyway my point is no one cares about this gay liberal arts shit unless they were raped as a child. most normies either (1) weren't raped; (2) are too dumb to know they were raped. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598451) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:54 AM Author: swollen crackhouse okay if you include mental rape (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598474) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:56 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford yeah all you're doing is trying to replace the incestuous parental intromission with other people's ideas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598479) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:10 AM Author: swollen crackhouse if you say so, champ (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598506) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:29 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford incredible defensiveness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598532) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:44 AM Author: Vibrant Volcanic Crater Stage Yes and I don't have to read hundreds of pages of slop to understand an argument. Philosophers are horrible writers and reading hundreds of pages of word vomit is not worth my time when the salient points could've fit on a page
The world isn't complicated and I don't need to spend hundreds of hours reading air to understand what I think. You obviously conclude this means I am just acting on instinct and have never challenged my beliefs because you can't comprehend someone doing this on their own and not needing to be "influenced" to do so |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:54 AM Author: swollen crackhouse "Philosophers are horrible writers and reading hundreds of pages of word vomit is not worth my time when the salient points could've fit on a page The world isn't complicated and I don't need to spend hundreds of hours reading air to understand what I think."
so reading books is not worth your time, but posting goyslop on xo for 12 hours a day forever is? |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:02 AM Author: Vibrant Volcanic Crater Stage I read plenty of books, just not philosophy. Why would I want to read hundreds of pages of poorly written intellectual masturbation instead of the one page summary of the actual argument being put forth? Compare this to say reading fiction or about history etc. where the reading is the fun part. And yes I've wasted tens of thousands of hours in my life and if my option in another life were to waste them again or spend them reading Nietzsche and Kant and all the other shit ass writers original texts I would waste them again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598489) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:10 AM Author: swollen crackhouse you could make that argument for every non-philosophical book too (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598509) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 5:04 PM Author: opaque wonderful church building partner A lot of GOAT books are beautifully written. I may be too retarded to understand philosophy but I'm going to go out on a limb and say most philosophers are just pure shit at expressing themselves (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49599252) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:04 PM Author: swollen crackhouse i'm not really looking for "beautiful writing" as my top criteria for reading, but to each their own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601028) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:31 AM Author: Fantasy-prone halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598435) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:25 AM Author: Talented mustard nursing home twinkling uncleanness "A number of people have asked me what books have most shaped my worldview," (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598423) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 10:28 AM Author: swollen crackhouse con: phrased inelegantly pro: not llm use |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:02 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal Primrose Forum you really would enjoy Symbolism of the Cross if you like that Guenon book
it answered a lot of inquiries i had and helped me understand how the cross gets subverted like the swastika by different factions of control throughout time |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:10 AM Author: swollen crackhouse i appreciated guenon's book but struggled through it and hated his writing style. i'll consider adding it though, thankl. i currently see the cross symbol as representing the crucifixion of opposites which happens to everyone on this plane, with the center of the cross representing an attempt of synthesis toward wholeness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598505) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:18 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal Primrose Forum Here is the summary of the symbol of the cross and its hidden meaning according to René Guénon in The Symbolism of the Cross:
Guénon interprets the cross not merely as a religious icon, but as a multidimensional metaphysical diagram that maps the total realization of the "Universal Man" and the integration of all states of existence.
The horizontal plane represents the indefinite expansion of possibilities within a single grade of existence (such as the human individual state), while the vertical axis signifies the hierarchy of multiple states ascending toward the transcendent Principle.
Ultimately, the intersection of these lines marks the "Invariable Middle," the center of perfect equilibrium where the being transcends time and space to achieve true unity with the Absolute.
tl;dr - It's imo also a simplified form of the archetypal forces of Jacob/Israel who was the middle column between mercy - abraham and judgmenet/severity - yithzaak and resembles a cross in the adom kadmon form of Zeir Anpin, the emotional sephirot centered on Tiferet (Beauty) aka Jacob/Israel, the transcendent revelation of God to Creation and a perceptible manifestation of the essential Divine infinity - extending finitely in the form of man but infinitely in its transcendent state |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 3:04 PM Author: jade swashbuckling hairy legs area To be fair,
Weird that a Jewish man like you would end up "interpreting" the cross as representing some sort of highly abstract and extremely faggy conceptual gay pseudo-philosophical bullshit, instead of, you know... idk just seeing it as an obvious symbolic reminder of the crucifixion of the Son of God aka Jesus Christ here on Earth (which was followed by his resurrection from the dead to redeem us all).
Odd case, very interesting! |
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Date: February 1st, 2026 1:47 PM Author: Jeffrey Edward Epstein (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49638655) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 3:04 PM Author: ocher cerebral pocket flask is this the fourth time you have written the same blog post (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598965) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 3:10 PM Author: swollen crackhouse I’ve discussed evolving influences in the past but this is meant as a permanent header post for when people have this question (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49598973) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 5:05 PM Author: kink-friendly passionate reading party Your kids will appreciate this when they are sifting through your papers to publish your complete works (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49599255) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 5:15 PM Author: swollen crackhouse And you? Do xo profile-building snarky homosexual redditors even have children? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49599287) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 5:26 PM Author: amethyst set messiness This is a boring arc. You need to get into gaming. That's where things are going. Wordcels are done here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49599325) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:03 PM Author: swollen crackhouse i am addicted to a stupid pay-to-win iphone game (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601025) |
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Date: January 18th, 2026 5:30 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford carl jung was a satanist and his interpretation of Job is false on its face (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49599330) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:03 PM Author: swollen crackhouse define "satanist" and explain what you mean by "false on its face"
this is poor flame |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:06 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford - fetish for darkness - no reference to job chapter 30+ |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:11 PM Author: swollen crackhouse acknowledging and integrating ones darkness instead of suppressing it is hardly a "fetish" (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601043) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:11 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford yes it is. show me the references to Job chapter 30+ (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601045) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:13 PM Author: swollen crackhouse i'm not pulling out my copy of answer to job at this second, you can explain what you mean by this if you like (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601048) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:15 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford if you dont understand what i mean by "Jung doesn't cite Job chapters 30+" you don't understand Jung and you don't understand Job. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601053) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:15 PM Author: swollen crackhouse bad flame (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601056) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:15 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford I'm way smarter than you (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601057) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:16 PM Author: swollen crackhouse you're going to be rotting in the ground with worms coming out of your eyeballs soon just like everyone else, champ (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601058) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:16 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford you dont understand Jung or Job. Might want to try reading them before talking about them. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601059) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:17 PM Author: swollen crackhouse thanks for the feedback, champ. enjoy the eyeball worms (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601060) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:17 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford You're dumb and can't read. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601061) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:07 PM Author: Chest-beating startling roommate how may rent seeking pages do u fucking have man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601036) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:10 PM Author: swollen crackhouse paid subs are turned off, champ (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601042) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:12 PM Author: Flesh Sick Fat Ankles “Catcher in the rye” mostly. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601046) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:28 PM Author: swollen crackhouse Never liked that book, personally (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601091) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:20 PM Author: godawful awkward really tough guy lol ur "journey" (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601067) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:20 PM Author: Fantasy-prone halford He's never read these books. It doesn't matter. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601068) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:28 PM Author: swollen crackhouse Life is a journey of the psyche - you are either growing or stagnating and dying (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601089) |
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Date: January 19th, 2026 12:43 PM Author: twinkling irradiated international law enforcement agency boiling water wow this made me diarrhea my diaper (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49601137) |
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Date: January 21st, 2026 12:47 PM Author: kink-friendly passionate reading party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49606257) |
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Date: January 21st, 2026 12:48 PM Author: Vibrant Volcanic Crater Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49606262) |
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Date: January 21st, 2026 1:59 PM Author: swollen crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2...#49606492) |