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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Hairraiser Milk Casino
  06/12/25
won't work
Spectacular chapel keepsake machete
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
vivacious godawful library
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
...
drab exhilarant office feces
  07/24/21
...
drab exhilarant office feces
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
brindle plaza
  07/24/21
cq
jet-lagged personal credit line
  07/24/21
...
Adventurous Dysfunction
  07/24/21
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Turquoise locale mexican
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
boyish garrison
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
amber outnumbered toaster preventive strike
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
boyish garrison
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
Crimson doobsian private investor bawdyhouse
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
Crimson doobsian private investor bawdyhouse
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
Crimson doobsian private investor bawdyhouse
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
Impressive puppy
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
jet-lagged personal credit line
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
amber outnumbered toaster preventive strike
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
disrespectful dragon selfie
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
disrespectful dragon selfie
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/24/21
Ungh
aromatic self-absorbed dingle berry
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
amber outnumbered toaster preventive strike
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Sapphire Fighting Crackhouse Jew
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
Wonderful university
  07/25/21
...
Vigorous Ruby Lodge
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Multi-colored Umber Temple Pistol
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Exciting pearl shrine
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
lime boiling water
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Khaki insanely creepy parlour macaca
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
carnelian arousing elastic band
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Talented Market Mother
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
lemon address hissy fit
  07/24/21
gl gl
flesh stag film associate
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
blathering indian lodge becky
  07/24/21
...
Arrogant 180 tanning salon
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Bossy histrionic rigor business firm
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Khaki insanely creepy parlour macaca
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Khaki insanely creepy parlour macaca
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Aquamarine Station
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
...
frisky naked piazza
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
frisky naked piazza
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
frisky naked piazza
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
Apoplectic opaque new version orchestra pit
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
Chest-beating jade brunch
  07/25/21
3 days down
Dull Telephone Field
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Painfully honest home depressive
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
Pale elite pit
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Painfully honest home depressive
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
Dull Telephone Field
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
Electric bipolar theater stage
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
Provocative point
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Painfully honest home depressive
  07/26/21
...
bull headed national
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
passionate dark roast beef multi-billionaire
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
Wonderful university
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
carnelian arousing elastic band
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
frisky naked piazza
  07/26/21
...
frisky naked piazza
  07/26/21
...
frisky naked piazza
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Talented Market Mother
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Talented Market Mother
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Talented Market Mother
  07/26/21
4 days down
Dull Telephone Field
  07/27/21
nice man.
Poppy location
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Talented Market Mother
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
thriller startled nursing home
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
Dull Telephone Field
  07/28/21
180 bro
frisky naked piazza
  07/28/21
8957657365
Painfully honest home depressive
  07/28/21
good job
Offensive buck-toothed step-uncle's house tattoo
  07/28/21
...
Arrogant 180 tanning salon
  07/28/21
...
shivering church legal warrant
  07/28/21
...
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
flesh stag film associate
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
Provocative point
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
Dull Telephone Field
  07/28/21
180
Slippery fishy ceo
  07/28/21
...
Razzle-dazzle disturbing stage
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Cerebral Chocolate Box Office
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
Dull Telephone Field
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
Dull Telephone Field
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
Dull Telephone Field
  07/29/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
Dull Telephone Field
  07/29/21
...
Exciting pearl shrine
  07/29/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
effete sable sanctuary
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
Dull Telephone Field
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
mischievous gay azn
  07/30/21
...
Talking Jewess
  07/30/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  07/30/21
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Aquamarine Station
  07/31/21
...
thriller startled nursing home
  07/31/21
...
Slippery fishy ceo
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Painfully honest home depressive
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  07/31/21
8 days down
Dull Telephone Field
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
Talking Jewess
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
Pale elite pit
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
Dull Telephone Field
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Talented Market Mother
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Talented Market Mother
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Glittery Genital Piercing
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
Talking Jewess
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
Dull Telephone Field
  08/01/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/01/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/02/21
180
Talented Market Mother
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Avocado turdskin cruise ship
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Painfully honest home depressive
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Avocado turdskin cruise ship
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
Brilliant hell
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/03/21
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Claret Laughsome Foreskin Base
  08/03/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/03/21
...
Offensive buck-toothed step-uncle's house tattoo
  08/03/21
happy for you man
domesticated double fault
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/03/21
Keep it up
Slippery fishy ceo
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
mischievous gay azn
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/04/21
...
Slippery fishy ceo
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
frisky naked piazza
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
frisky naked piazza
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
frisky naked piazza
  08/09/21
...
Talking Jewess
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Painfully honest home depressive
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
Dull Telephone Field
  08/06/21
YES
Talking Jewess
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
Dull Telephone Field
  08/08/21
Gj!
Razzle-dazzle disturbing stage
  08/08/21
17
Dull Telephone Field
  08/09/21
180 brother
frisky naked piazza
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Claret Laughsome Foreskin Base
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
Pale elite pit
  08/09/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
indigo angry ticket booth
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
frisky naked piazza
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
frisky naked piazza
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
frisky naked piazza
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
henna theatre coffee pot
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
supple senate
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
Dull Telephone Field
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Greedy Parlor Idiot
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Talented Market Mother
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/11/21
ty
Talented Market Mother
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Amethyst duck-like resort
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
ungodly stage
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
Brilliant hell
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/12/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
...
insecure nibblets headpube
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
frisky naked piazza
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Claret Laughsome Foreskin Base
  08/12/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
...
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Misunderstood Masturbator
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
Nice re today
Dull Telephone Field
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
misanthropic regret
  08/12/21
...
Amethyst duck-like resort
  08/12/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
boyish garrison
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/12/21
180
Talented Market Mother
  08/12/21
good job man
fantasy-prone rough-skinned useless brakes
  08/12/21
...
Amethyst duck-like resort
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
Dull Telephone Field
  08/13/21
180
insecure nibblets headpube
  08/13/21
18000000
Talented Market Mother
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
Dull Telephone Field
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Talented Market Mother
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/13/21
Ty
Talented Market Mother
  08/13/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/13/21
...
Greedy Parlor Idiot
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
vibrant white gay wizard institution
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/13/21
...
Appetizing spot
  08/14/21
...
brindle plaza
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
Dull Telephone Field
  08/14/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
Dull Telephone Field
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
bull headed national
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
mischievous gay azn
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/15/21
180
Talented Market Mother
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
nofapping sticky fat ankles factory reset button
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
nofapping sticky fat ankles factory reset button
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
...
Greedy Parlor Idiot
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
yellow hall
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/21
Stabby?
henna theatre coffee pot
  08/19/21
Day 24
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/21
...
Geriatric comical kitchen rigpig
  08/16/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/16/21
180
Painfully honest home depressive
  08/16/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/21
...
bull headed national
  08/16/21
Day 25
Dull Telephone Field
  08/17/21
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/17/21
Day 26
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
bull headed national
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
bull headed national
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
shivering church legal warrant
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Painfully honest home depressive
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
galvanic infuriating codepig
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  08/18/21
...
Painfully honest home depressive
  08/19/21
180
Talented Market Mother
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
Dull Telephone Field
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Talented Market Mother
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
Dull Telephone Field
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Razzle-dazzle disturbing stage
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Talented Market Mother
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Talented Market Mother
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
Dull Telephone Field
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Painfully honest home depressive
  08/20/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
Dull Telephone Field
  08/27/21
180
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  08/28/21
...
dashing set international law enforcement agency
  08/28/21
180 brother
mischievous gay azn
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Aquamarine Station
  08/28/21
That's amazing
Dull Telephone Field
  09/03/21
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
Dull Telephone Field
  09/03/21
...
frisky naked piazza
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
drab exhilarant office feces
  09/06/21
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
Dull Telephone Field
  09/06/21
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
massive crystalline sex offender
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
Dull Telephone Field
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
Dull Telephone Field
  09/10/21
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
Dull Telephone Field
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
Talking Jewess
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Painfully honest home depressive
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
Dull Telephone Field
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
Impertinent deer antler corner
  09/24/21
...
Impressive puppy
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Painfully honest home depressive
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
Dull Telephone Field
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
Dull Telephone Field
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
Electric bipolar theater stage
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
Dull Telephone Field
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
aphrodisiac garnet trailer park
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
aphrodisiac garnet trailer park
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Talented Market Mother
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  12/01/21
this sounds right
Brilliant hell
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Scarlet meetinghouse
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
Alcoholic Ratface Public Bath
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  12/01/21
keep going brother
razzle ebony pozpig
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
Dull Telephone Field
  12/16/21
180
thriller startled nursing home
  12/16/21
6 months dry
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  01/04/22
180
Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
Dull Telephone Field
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
Dull Telephone Field
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
frisky naked piazza
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
Dull Telephone Field
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Greedy Parlor Idiot
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
maize marvelous partner clown
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life
  04/09/22
144 days
Dull Telephone Field
  04/09/22
Good work
Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
Dull Telephone Field
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
vivacious godawful library
  04/09/22
...
mauve house brethren
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
Dull Telephone Field
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
contagious yarmulke tank
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
Dull Telephone Field
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life
  05/04/22
cr
Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode
  05/04/22
lol
judgmental range legend
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
Alcoholic Ratface Public Bath
  05/04/22
18 months sober
glassy really tough guy native
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
curious maroon area
  05/04/22
...
Dull Telephone Field
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
frisky naked piazza
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
Dull Telephone Field
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
Dull Telephone Field
  06/26/22
...
frisky naked piazza
  06/26/22
...
Well-lubricated titillating school cafeteria
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
judgmental range legend
  06/26/22
...
Irradiated forum
  06/26/22
...
dashing set international law enforcement agency
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
Dull Telephone Field
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/22
180
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
Useless Menage Boistinker
  08/16/22
180
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/22
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
vivacious godawful library
  08/16/22
...
Dull Telephone Field
  08/16/22
...
Talented Market Mother
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
Dull Telephone Field
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
bull headed national
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/22
180 billion
Talented Market Mother
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Talented Market Mother
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Talented Market Mother
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Cracking Charcoal Whorehouse National Security Agency
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
Useless Menage Boistinker
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  10/30/22
...
Talented Market Mother
  10/30/22
1800000
Useless Menage Boistinker
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
onyx hairy legs stead
  10/30/22
...
Dull Telephone Field
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
Ocher big boltzmann locus
  10/30/22
...
Slippery fishy ceo
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
Dull Telephone Field
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
curious maroon area
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
Dull Telephone Field
  12/18/22
180
Slippery fishy ceo
  12/18/22
18 months
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  01/04/23
congrats man
Adventurous Dysfunction
  01/04/23
ty
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
federal faggotry toilet seat
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Adventurous Dysfunction
  01/04/23
~15%
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  01/04/23
Awesome.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
territorial property doctorate
  01/04/23
180
Dull Telephone Field
  01/07/23
...
Odious Lettuce Den
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  01/09/23
...
Dull Telephone Field
  01/10/23
180
mustard razzmatazz halford
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
Dull Telephone Field
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Talented Market Mother
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
Dull Telephone Field
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Talented Market Mother
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
Dull Telephone Field
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
bull headed national
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
Dull Telephone Field
  03/06/23
180
Transparent Affirmative Action Prole
  03/06/23
180
Brilliant hell
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
bull headed national
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
Dull Telephone Field
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
mewling space
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
Dull Telephone Field
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
mewling space
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
Dull Telephone Field
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
Dull Telephone Field
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
Dull Telephone Field
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
high-end dead state old irish cottage
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
Dull Telephone Field
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Talented Market Mother
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
Dull Telephone Field
  04/07/23
ty
Talented Market Mother
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
Dull Telephone Field
  05/16/23
180
indigo angry ticket booth
  05/16/23
2 years dry
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
Dull Telephone Field
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  07/01/23
Wow
Arrogant 180 tanning salon
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
Dull Telephone Field
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
Dull Telephone Field
  10/17/23
congrats
Adventurous Dysfunction
  10/17/23
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
Dull Telephone Field
  11/24/23
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  11/24/23
...
Talented Market Mother
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
vivacious godawful library
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
Buff sickened community account
  11/25/23
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  11/25/23
good job
house-broken awkward rehab twinkling uncleanness
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
house-broken awkward rehab twinkling uncleanness
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
Dull Telephone Field
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  11/27/23
956 days
Dull Telephone Field
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
grizzly startling center
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
Dull Telephone Field
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
indigo angry ticket booth
  06/29/24
...
Arrogant 180 tanning salon
  06/29/24
...
Slippery fishy ceo
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
Slippery fishy ceo
  06/29/24
...
fragrant theater cumskin
  06/30/24
...
Slippery fishy ceo
  10/09/24
180 thread
big-titted juggernaut
  06/29/24
3 years now
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Transparent Affirmative Action Prole
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
Useless Menage Boistinker
  07/05/24
1058 days
Dull Telephone Field
  10/09/24
180 man
Slippery fishy ceo
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
soul-stirring alcoholic hospital police squad
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
Dull Telephone Field
  10/14/24
...
concupiscible persian
  10/09/24
...
shivering church legal warrant
  10/14/24
Nice
Milky maniacal ape windowlicker
  10/19/24
...
Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman
  11/24/24
...
bull headed national
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
fuchsia sneaky criminal principal's office
  06/12/25
...
Adventurous Dysfunction
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
brown eyes and i were tired
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Hairraiser Milk Casino

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: Spectacular chapel keepsake machete

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: vivacious godawful library

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: drab exhilarant office feces



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: drab exhilarant office feces



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: brindle plaza

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: jet-lagged personal credit line

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Adventurous Dysfunction



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Turquoise locale mexican



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: boyish garrison

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: amber outnumbered toaster preventive strike

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: boyish garrison

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Crimson doobsian private investor bawdyhouse

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: Crimson doobsian private investor bawdyhouse

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: Crimson doobsian private investor bawdyhouse

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Impressive puppy

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: jet-lagged personal credit line

Crrrrrrr

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: amber outnumbered toaster preventive strike

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: disrespectful dragon selfie

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

6'2" 245

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: disrespectful dragon selfie

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: aromatic self-absorbed dingle berry

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: amber outnumbered toaster preventive strike

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Sapphire Fighting Crackhouse Jew

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: Wonderful university

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: Vigorous Ruby Lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Multi-colored Umber Temple Pistol

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Exciting pearl shrine

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: lime boiling water

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Khaki insanely creepy parlour macaca

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: carnelian arousing elastic band

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: lemon address hissy fit

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: flesh stag film associate

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: blathering indian lodge becky

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: Arrogant 180 tanning salon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Bossy histrionic rigor business firm

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Khaki insanely creepy parlour macaca

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Khaki insanely creepy parlour macaca

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Aquamarine Station

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Apoplectic opaque new version orchestra pit

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: Chest-beating jade brunch

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Pale elite pit

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Electric bipolar theater stage

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: Provocative point

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: bull headed national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: passionate dark roast beef multi-billionaire

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: Wonderful university

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: carnelian arousing elastic band

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: frisky naked piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Poppy location

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: thriller startled nursing home

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Offensive buck-toothed step-uncle's house tattoo

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: Arrogant 180 tanning salon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: shivering church legal warrant



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: flesh stag film associate

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Provocative point

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle disturbing stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Cerebral Chocolate Box Office

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Exciting pearl shrine



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: effete sable sanctuary

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: mischievous gay azn

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: Talking Jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Aquamarine Station

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: thriller startled nursing home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: Talking Jewess

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Pale elite pit

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Talented Market Mother

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Glittery Genital Piercing

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: Talking Jewess

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Avocado turdskin cruise ship

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Avocado turdskin cruise ship

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: Brilliant hell

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Claret Laughsome Foreskin Base

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Offensive buck-toothed step-uncle's house tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: domesticated double fault

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: mischievous gay azn

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: Talking Jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: Talking Jewess

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle disturbing stage

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Claret Laughsome Foreskin Base

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: Pale elite pit

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: indigo angry ticket booth

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: henna theatre coffee pot

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: supple senate

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Greedy Parlor Idiot

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Amethyst duck-like resort

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: ungodly stage

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Brilliant hell

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: insecure nibblets headpube



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: frisky naked piazza

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Claret Laughsome Foreskin Base

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Misunderstood Masturbator

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: misanthropic regret

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Amethyst duck-like resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: boyish garrison

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: fantasy-prone rough-skinned useless brakes

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Amethyst duck-like resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: insecure nibblets headpube

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Greedy Parlor Idiot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: vibrant white gay wizard institution

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Appetizing spot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: brindle plaza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: bull headed national

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: mischievous gay azn

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: nofapping sticky fat ankles factory reset button

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: nofapping sticky fat ankles factory reset button

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Greedy Parlor Idiot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: yellow hall

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: henna theatre coffee pot

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Geriatric comical kitchen rigpig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: bull headed national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: bull headed national

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: bull headed national

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: shivering church legal warrant

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: galvanic infuriating codepig

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle disturbing stage

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: dashing set international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: mischievous gay azn

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Aquamarine Station

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: frisky naked piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: drab exhilarant office feces

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: massive crystalline sex offender

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Talking Jewess

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: Impertinent deer antler corner

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Impressive puppy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Painfully honest home depressive

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Electric bipolar theater stage

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: aphrodisiac garnet trailer park

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: aphrodisiac garnet trailer park

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: Brilliant hell

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Scarlet meetinghouse

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: Alcoholic Ratface Public Bath

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: razzle ebony pozpig

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: thriller startled nursing home

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Greedy Parlor Idiot

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: maize marvelous partner clown

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: vivacious godawful library

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: mauve house brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: contagious yarmulke tank

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Stirring Pocket Flask Goal In Life

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: Ultramarine Bearded Son Of Senegal Abode

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: judgmental range legend

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Alcoholic Ratface Public Bath

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: glassy really tough guy native

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: curious maroon area

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: frisky naked piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Well-lubricated titillating school cafeteria



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: judgmental range legend

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Irradiated forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: dashing set international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: Useless Menage Boistinker

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: vivacious godawful library

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: bull headed national

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Cracking Charcoal Whorehouse National Security Agency

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: Useless Menage Boistinker

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Useless Menage Boistinker

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: onyx hairy legs stead

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: Ocher big boltzmann locus

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: curious maroon area

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Adventurous Dysfunction

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: federal faggotry toilet seat

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Adventurous Dysfunction

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: territorial property doctorate

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Odious Lettuce Den



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: mustard razzmatazz halford

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Talented Market Mother

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: bull headed national

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Transparent Affirmative Action Prole

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: Brilliant hell

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: bull headed national

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: mewling space

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: mewling space

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: high-end dead state old irish cottage

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: indigo angry ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: Arrogant 180 tanning salon

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Adventurous Dysfunction

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Talented Market Mother



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: vivacious godawful library

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: Buff sickened community account

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: house-broken awkward rehab twinkling uncleanness

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: house-broken awkward rehab twinkling uncleanness

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: grizzly startling center

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: indigo angry ticket booth

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: Arrogant 180 tanning salon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: fragrant theater cumskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: big-titted juggernaut

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Transparent Affirmative Action Prole

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: Useless Menage Boistinker

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: Slippery fishy ceo

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: soul-stirring alcoholic hospital police squad

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: Dull Telephone Field

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: concupiscible persian



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: shivering church legal warrant



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: Milky maniacal ape windowlicker

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: Lascivious Cobalt Church Building Patrolman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: bull headed national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: fuchsia sneaky criminal principal's office

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Adventurous Dysfunction



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150688)