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Cyan nowag   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... razzle topaz dingle berry   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. opaque glittery principal's office philosopher-king   08/16/22 180 Cyan nowag   08/16/22 ... razzle topaz dingle berry   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... vibrant stage death wish   08/16/22 ... Cyan nowag   08/16/22 ... razzle topaz dingle berry   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! Cyan nowag   09/11/22 348 days in the books Cyan nowag   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Irradiated kitty cat   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Cyan nowag   10/30/22 180 billion razzle topaz dingle berry   10/30/22 How are you doing? Cyan nowag   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. razzle topaz dingle berry   10/30/22 180. 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I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... razzle topaz dingle berry   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Cyan nowag   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it razzle topaz dingle berry   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Rebellious Federal Space   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Cyan nowag   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Irradiated kitty cat   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Cyan nowag   03/06/23 180 cobalt boltzmann theater   03/06/23 180 diverse sinister toaster   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Irradiated kitty cat   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Cyan nowag   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? aqua tattoo   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Cyan nowag   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... aqua tattoo   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... Cyan nowag   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books Cyan nowag   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... lake soul-stirring party of the first part   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. Cyan nowag   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... lake soul-stirring party of the first part   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... Cyan nowag   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... razzle topaz dingle berry   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. Cyan nowag   04/07/23 ty razzle topaz dingle berry   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. Cyan nowag   05/16/23 180 Floppy green private investor ticket booth   05/16/23 2 years dry Violent faggot firefighter   06/24/23 Nice. 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Irradiated kitty cat   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Salmon church building   06/12/25 ... domesticated cream site   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Cyan nowag First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: bull headed brethren skinny woman 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: charismatic becky won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: vibrant stage death wish begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Cyan nowag Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Cyan nowag Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Flesh adventurous cumskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Flesh adventurous cumskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: aphrodisiac hall how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Dark buck-toothed theater stage cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: domesticated cream site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: underhanded buff water buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Cyan nowag Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Primrose dashing stain 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Multi-colored alcoholic goyim a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Cyan nowag Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Primrose dashing stain Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: gay 180 national Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Cyan nowag This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: gay 180 national When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Cyan nowag I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: gay 180 national we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: cerebral bistre milk bawdyhouse You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Dark buck-toothed theater stage Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Cyan nowag That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Multi-colored alcoholic goyim set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: erotic station how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Cyan nowag 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: erotic station no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Cyan nowag I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: shivering provocative knife Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Multi-colored alcoholic goyim u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: peach big candlestick maker trump supporter I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: chrome factory reset button You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: clear step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Claret Fat Ankles Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: boyish messiness stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Motley internal respiration useless brakes Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Citrine Depressive Theatre so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: appetizing abusive associate stead go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Navy marketing idea blood rage the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Useless Spruce Stage gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Pale trip boistinker Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Racy silver main people stag film (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Cyan nowag Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: judgmental therapy Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Cyan nowag 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Citrine Depressive Theatre have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Cyan nowag Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Cyan nowag Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Cyan nowag Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Citrine Depressive Theatre what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: wine sticky locus faggotry I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Cyan nowag I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Cyan nowag I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Cyan nowag 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: impertinent black prole school Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Cyan nowag From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Cyan nowag Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Light nighttime antidepressant drug big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Cyan nowag 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: thriller rehab Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone psychic I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: thriller rehab No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Cyan nowag That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Laughsome university community account Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: chocolate elite coffee pot can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: thriller rehab That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Cyan nowag Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Narrow-minded deer antler jap Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: chrome factory reset button Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: appetizing abusive associate stead no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Talented Partner Hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Cyan nowag Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Cyan nowag 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Flushed mind-boggling casino mood nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Submissive hunting ground house Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Cyan nowag I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: pearl parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Painfully Honest Mewling Toilet Seat Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Cyan nowag I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Cyan nowag Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: startled dysfunction who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Cyan nowag They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Cyan nowag That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: boyish messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: crystalline dopamine Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Cyan nowag That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Cyan nowag One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Out-of-control Coral Piazza Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Odious Unhinged Black Woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: wine sticky locus faggotry 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Submissive hunting ground house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: thriller rehab You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Cyan nowag 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Odious Unhinged Black Woman Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone psychic Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Cyan nowag Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Cyan nowag A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: walnut curious business firm I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Cyan nowag For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Odious Unhinged Black Woman This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Cyan nowag Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Cyan nowag Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Cyan nowag 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Cyan nowag 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: heady flatulent wagecucks nursing home Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: thriller rehab I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: heady flatulent wagecucks nursing home It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: diverse sinister toaster nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: alcoholic mediation bbw exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Cyan nowag In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: orchid lascivious rigor 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: vigorous fear-inspiring really tough guy son of senegal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Twinkling aromatic native doctorate happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Out-of-control Coral Piazza Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Cyan nowag BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Cyan nowag Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Cyan nowag Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Odious Unhinged Black Woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: thriller rehab Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Cyan nowag Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Odious Unhinged Black Woman YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Cyan nowag 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: pearl parlour Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Cyan nowag 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: orchid lascivious rigor This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone psychic Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Cyan nowag Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Floppy green private investor ticket booth Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Cyan nowag Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Cyan nowag They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: chartreuse den queen of the night The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Cyan nowag Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Cyan nowag Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: slimy sandwich Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Grizzly Elastic Band Sanctuary 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Cyan nowag No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: fishy haunted graveyard church CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Cracking Mauve Hominid Area hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: diverse sinister toaster After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: charcoal organic girlfriend indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Talented Partner Hell I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: orchid lascivious rigor Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: alcoholic mediation bbw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: spectacular harsh kitchen You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Cyan nowag Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: drab place of business lay Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: fishy haunted graveyard church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Primrose dashing stain 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Cyan nowag Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Crimson resort good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: fishy haunted graveyard church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Cyan nowag Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: charcoal organic girlfriend indian lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Cyan nowag How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Cyan nowag Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Grizzly Elastic Band Sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: puce genital piercing stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Cyan nowag You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Haunting state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: aphrodisiac hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Cyan nowag Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Out-of-control Coral Piazza Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Cyan nowag Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Cyan nowag Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Cyan nowag Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Rebellious Federal Space You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: contagious nofapping pervert range sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Cyan nowag I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: contagious nofapping pervert range are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Cyan nowag Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Grizzly Elastic Band Sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Hateful razzmatazz garrison I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Cyan nowag Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: chartreuse den queen of the night Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: swashbuckling beta pit gay wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: thriller rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Cyan nowag Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Cyan nowag I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Passionate bat-shit-crazy base fortuitous meteor Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: thriller rehab Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Cyan nowag Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: orange frum trailer park personal credit line Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Cyan nowag Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: alcoholic mediation bbw that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: thriller rehab (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Cyan nowag Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Cyan nowag Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: pearl parlour Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Cyan nowag I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: thriller rehab Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Cyan nowag Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Chest-beating travel guidebook (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Out-of-control Coral Piazza 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: wine sticky locus faggotry Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Cyan nowag That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Cyan nowag Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Talented Partner Hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Flesh adventurous cumskin Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Cyan nowag Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Cerise Very Tactful Voyeur Office Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Cyan nowag I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Cyan nowag Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Cyan nowag 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Odious Unhinged Black Woman Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: thriller rehab That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Cyan nowag 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: tripping bipolar chapel don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: cerebral bistre milk bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: thriller rehab The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Cyan nowag I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Cyan nowag 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Laughsome university community account Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Cyan nowag Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Cyan nowag Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Insanely Creepy Dilemma Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Cyan nowag I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Insanely Creepy Dilemma I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: diverse sinister toaster this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: sickened hairraiser azn 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Cyan nowag Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: galvanic international law enforcement agency shrine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: jet multi-billionaire keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Cyan nowag 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Submissive hunting ground house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: startled dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Cyan nowag Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Cyan nowag 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Cyan nowag One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Grizzly Elastic Band Sanctuary Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: razzle-dazzle menage crotch By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: startled dysfunction 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Cyan nowag 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: startled dysfunction Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Cyan nowag Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: vibrant stage death wish 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: emerald wonderful home feces (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Cyan nowag 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Violet Blathering Corner Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Cyan nowag Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: alcoholic mediation bbw 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: startled dysfunction Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: alcoholic mediation bbw I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: startled dysfunction then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: alcoholic mediation bbw cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Ebony spot lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: galvanic international law enforcement agency shrine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: supple geriatric point 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Stimulating fuchsia mad-dog skullcap circlehead 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Cyan nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Cyan nowag 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Cyan nowag 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Talented Partner Hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: rusted yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Ebony spot good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Honey-headed Electric Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Chest-beating travel guidebook (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Cyan nowag Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Cyan nowag Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Cyan nowag How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Cyan nowag Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: opaque glittery principal's office philosopher-king congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Cyan nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: vibrant stage death wish congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Cyan nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Cyan nowag I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Cyan nowag 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Cyan nowag 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Cyan nowag How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Cyan nowag 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Misanthropic arousing library I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Cyan nowag Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: opaque glittery principal's office philosopher-king Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: opaque glittery principal's office philosopher-king 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: idiotic whorehouse pistol 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Cyan nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: avocado fragrant police squad proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Cyan nowag One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Stimulating fuchsia mad-dog skullcap circlehead 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Cyan nowag 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: domesticated cream site congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: mildly autistic crackhouse electric furnace Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: domesticated cream site 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Insecure bronze box office Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Cyan nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: brilliant plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Violent faggot firefighter poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Cyan nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: slap-happy center 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Cyan nowag My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Cyan nowag Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Cyan nowag 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Cyan nowag Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: cobalt boltzmann theater 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: diverse sinister toaster 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Irradiated kitty cat Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Cyan nowag In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: aqua tattoo Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Cyan nowag Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: aqua tattoo I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Cyan nowag Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Cyan nowag Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: lake soul-stirring party of the first part Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Cyan nowag For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Cyan nowag Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Cyan nowag 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Floppy green private investor ticket booth 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Violent faggot firefighter 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Cyan nowag Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Rebellious Federal Space Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Racy silver main people stag film Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Cyan nowag Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: domesticated cream site congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Cyan nowag 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: razzle topaz dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Violent faggot firefighter Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: vibrant stage death wish 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Stirring arrogant address nibblets 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Violent faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Transparent Incel Persian good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Transparent Incel Persian I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Cyan nowag Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Violent faggot firefighter I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Cyan nowag 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: sepia marvelous field Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Cyan nowag I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Cyan nowag 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: exhilarant forum goal in life 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: irate temple clown Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Cyan nowag None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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