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Lib: "You're 'FREE' to have any opinion you want!" *Points gun at your head*

'There just may be consequences....'
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"Now, what did you say about 'There being no such thing...
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"So regarding blacks...--" *gun cocks*
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"So what are your thoughts on gender neutral bathrooms?...
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Remember, this is only a slight exaggeration of reality. In...
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1.5 years later and now they at least try to kill you
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This is true, and that is why they have to be removed before...
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heh the first amendment only applies to the government... an...
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And further, the government can give your money to that priv...
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"Trayon had so much potential, don't ya think?" ...
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this was the best one
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No
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go ahead and pull that lever for trump..
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*holds big black dildo over your head*
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"So, tell me...what did you think of Ghostbusters?"...
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*tugs collar*
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  10/21/16
the, uh, the first one? *gulps*
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As The Clash said, "You have the right to free speech.....
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Isn't it such a disgrace that Google has so few black womyn ...
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bump for the Google bro
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'Your thoughts on statues?'
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But they want to repeal the second amendment so they'd prob ...
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remember, they still generally expect/want police officers a...
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No, they want authorities to have weapons. Think of how shi...
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'Don't you just LOVE Pride month?!'
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Board libs?
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Four CPS compliance officers silently loom over you. “...
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how fortunate I have guns of my own
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You're *FREE* to protest peacefully! *freezes bank account*
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You're free to have opinions of Jews, Ye! No one is prevent...
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how would a lib own a gun though
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ITT: reptiles who think they should be able to have freedom ...
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*shoots you in the head*
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  12/15/22
Yep violence is the same as holding people accountable for w...
Maniacal Twinkling Telephone
  12/15/22
", he said as the mob burns down his family business.
Carnelian Lascivious Sanctuary
  12/15/22
Nice strawman. No one should break the law.
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*******ROASTIE ALERT*******
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"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" ...
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Date: September 14th, 2015 11:40 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

'There just may be consequences....'

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28757535)



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Date: September 14th, 2015 11:42 PM
Author: lavender tanning salon

"Now, what did you say about 'There being no such thing as white privilege?'"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28757553)



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Date: September 14th, 2015 11:45 PM
Author: violent indian lodge

"So regarding blacks...--" *gun cocks*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28757570)



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Date: September 15th, 2015 1:02 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

*gulps*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28758035)



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:47 PM
Author: sienna violent location mood



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:50 PM
Author: beady-eyed green area dysfunction



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Date: March 4th, 2016 11:38 PM
Author: Curious range skinny woman



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Date: August 9th, 2017 12:30 AM
Author: Sinister Chocolate Half-breed



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Date: August 13th, 2017 9:13 PM
Author: pontificating nudist stag film friendly grandma



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Date: June 16th, 2018 3:05 PM
Author: Chrome roommate



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Date: September 20th, 2021 12:43 PM
Author: Bateful idiot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#43146444)



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Date: September 14th, 2015 11:47 PM
Author: lavender tanning salon

"So what are your thoughts on gender neutral bathrooms?"

*Unsheathes Bowie knife"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28757582)



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:46 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#29523098)



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Date: September 15th, 2015 12:00 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

Remember, this is only a slight exaggeration of reality. Instead of killing you, they simply ruin your career. Taking your life is sure to follow in coming years given how things are progressing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28757657)



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:26 PM
Author: Charismatic marketing idea people who are hurt



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:27 PM
Author: Pungent Dopamine Sweet Tailpipe



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Date: February 3rd, 2017 11:34 PM
Author: Charismatic marketing idea people who are hurt

1.5 years later and now they at least try to kill you

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#32541175)



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Date: February 3rd, 2017 11:35 PM
Author: Chrome roommate



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Date: January 4th, 2018 12:30 AM
Author: exhilarant brunch tattoo

This is true, and that is why they have to be removed before they organise for killing us all. Like they were catastrophically allowed to do in Russia and China in the 20th century.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#35077058)



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Date: September 15th, 2015 1:09 AM
Author: lavender tanning salon

"By the way, about those Jewish settlements..."

*slides on brass knuckles"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28758062)



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Date: September 15th, 2015 1:13 AM
Author: erotic hell water buffalo

heh the first amendment only applies to the government... an independent and private group of citizens has all the right in the world to make your life a living hell and destroy your ability to make a living for simply expressing your opinion by shaming you, your employer, your family and your friends... maybe you should reconsider your intolerance, bigot.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28758080)



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Date: August 19th, 2017 2:11 PM
Author: demanding piazza really tough guy



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Date: September 20th, 2021 12:37 PM
Author: Slimy jew

And further, the government can give your money to that private group of individuals and incentivize that private group to ruin the lives of anyone that opposes the government.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#43146417)



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Date: May 3rd, 2024 2:31 PM
Author: Jade Shivering Reading Party Double Fault



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Date: September 15th, 2015 1:15 AM
Author: lavender tanning salon

"Trayon had so much potential, don't ya think?"

*Swirls nunchucks*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28758091)



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Date: September 15th, 2015 1:26 AM
Author: amethyst passionate trump supporter hall

this was the best one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#28758139)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 10:18 PM
Author: Sinister Chocolate Half-breed



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Date: August 19th, 2017 3:31 PM
Author: ebony useless brakes faggotry

No

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#34026540)



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:49 PM
Author: Ungodly blood rage coffee pot



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:28 PM
Author: motley pit community account



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700455)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:31 PM
Author: laughsome den



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700475)



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Date: February 6th, 2017 3:34 PM
Author: Vibrant Maize Azn Parlour



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Date: January 4th, 2018 12:36 AM
Author: Vibrant Maize Azn Parlour



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Date: June 15th, 2019 12:16 AM
Author: Dashing faggot firefighter



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Date: May 7th, 2020 11:57 AM
Author: Vibrant Maize Azn Parlour



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Date: December 15th, 2022 11:50 AM
Author: Carnelian Lascivious Sanctuary



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Date: May 3rd, 2024 2:31 PM
Author: Jade Shivering Reading Party Double Fault



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#47631883)



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:25 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#29522880)



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Date: January 4th, 2016 11:26 PM
Author: Know-it-all tank hunting ground



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#29522889)



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Date: March 4th, 2016 11:18 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

go ahead and pull that lever for trump..

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#29983275)



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Date: October 22nd, 2016 12:00 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31701219)



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Date: March 4th, 2016 11:19 PM
Author: internet-worthy embarrassed to the bone point

*holds big black dildo over your head*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#29983282)



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Date: October 22nd, 2016 12:06 AM
Author: internet-worthy embarrassed to the bone point

MINDWARP

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31701270)



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Date: June 3rd, 2016 1:04 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#30613549)



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Date: June 3rd, 2016 1:11 AM
Author: Talented Fat Ankles Theatre

"So, tell me...what did you think of Ghostbusters?"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#30613578)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:30 PM
Author: marvelous flesh voyeur

*tugs collar*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700468)



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Date: June 16th, 2018 3:04 PM
Author: chartreuse disrespectful psychic crackhouse

the, uh, the first one? *gulps*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#36256647)



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Date: June 3rd, 2016 10:11 AM
Author: Salmon heady masturbator police squad

As The Clash said, "You have the right to free speech...as long as you're not dumb enough to actually TRY it."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#30614831)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:14 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700374)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:31 PM
Author: laughsome den

Isn't it such a disgrace that Google has so few black womyn coders?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700480)



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Date: August 19th, 2017 3:35 PM
Author: Bearded school cafeteria crotch

*places own gun against their temple*

You're not suggesting that gender is binary, are you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#34026575)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:32 PM
Author: up-to-no-good dragon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700488)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 9:37 PM
Author: concupiscible pervert

"Don't you admire the bravery of rape culture victims like Lena Dunham and Emma Sulkowicz?"

*puts knife to your throat*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700513)



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Date: October 21st, 2016 10:20 PM
Author: Charismatic marketing idea people who are hurt



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31700725)



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Date: November 19th, 2016 1:36 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#31946532)



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Date: February 3rd, 2017 11:31 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



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Date: February 3rd, 2017 11:37 PM
Author: adventurous impressive personal credit line market



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Date: June 8th, 2017 12:59 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#33502364)



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Date: August 9th, 2017 12:29 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

bump for the Google bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#33947045)



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Date: August 13th, 2017 9:11 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#33981635)



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Date: August 19th, 2017 2:04 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

'Your thoughts on statues?'

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#34026071)



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Date: August 19th, 2017 2:04 PM
Author: smoky newt university



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#34026073)



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Date: January 3rd, 2018 11:20 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#35076572)



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Date: January 4th, 2018 12:03 AM
Author: Dark incel



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Date: January 4th, 2018 12:38 AM
Author: Glittery cruise ship

https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/study-more-youth-support-gay-marriage-transgenderism-than-free-speech

your future trumpmos

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#35077101)



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Date: June 13th, 2018 9:43 AM
Author: Filthy Pisswyrm Ticket Booth



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Date: June 13th, 2018 9:45 AM
Author: elite glassy stage weed whacker

But they want to repeal the second amendment so they'd prob holding a knife.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#36236731)



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Date: June 16th, 2018 3:02 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

remember, they still generally expect/want police officers and military personnel to have guns, even though the leader of our country is literally hitler. their push to remove guns is not based on any principle, it's about minimizing any violent resistance against themselves.

when/if shitlibs fully assume power, you know they won't be shy about only 'nazis' not having guns. they're mentally ill, as you know!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#36256636)



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Date: February 18th, 2022 1:57 AM
Author: Idiotic Messiness House



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#43987041)



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Date: June 16th, 2018 3:06 PM
Author: Chrome roommate

No, they want authorities to have weapons. Think of how shit works in Communist countries.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2989898&forum_id=2...id#36256656)



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Date: February 18th, 2022 1:57 AM
Author: Idiotic Messiness House



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Date: June 16th, 2018 3:04 PM
Author: Irate mildly autistic doctorate party of the first part



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Date: August 7th, 2018 11:33 AM
Author: henna stirring place of business



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Date: August 8th, 2018 10:47 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



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Date: June 14th, 2019 9:33 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

'Don't you just LOVE Pride month?!'

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Date: February 18th, 2022 1:57 AM
Author: Idiotic Messiness House

priDE-MONth

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Date: June 14th, 2019 9:35 PM
Author: frozen contagious stage



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Date: August 6th, 2019 2:27 PM
Author: Indecent ladyboy



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Date: May 7th, 2020 11:54 AM
Author: Irradiated startled box office



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Date: May 7th, 2020 11:54 AM
Author: pea-brained temple bbw

Board libs?

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Date: September 15th, 2020 11:13 AM
Author: lilac painfully honest home milk



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Date: September 15th, 2020 12:24 PM
Author: bat shit crazy hideous trust fund legal warrant

Four CPS compliance officers silently loom over you. “Uh I just don’t know about Michael wearing a dress you know? OFC there’s n-nothing wrong with dresses....it’s just not his color, okay?”

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Date: October 19th, 2020 11:19 PM
Author: dull organic girlfriend

how fortunate I have guns of my own

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Date: May 6th, 2021 12:22 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

You're *FREE* to not take the vaccine!

*Points unemployment and excommunication from the economy at your head*

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Date: September 20th, 2021 12:33 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



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Date: September 20th, 2021 12:39 PM
Author: Burgundy Patrolman Theater



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Date: February 18th, 2022 1:58 AM
Author: Idiotic Messiness House



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Date: August 31st, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale



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Date: February 18th, 2022 12:16 AM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

You're *FREE* to protest peacefully!

*freezes bank account*

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Date: February 18th, 2022 1:56 AM
Author: Idiotic Messiness House



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Date: October 28th, 2022 2:53 PM
Author: sapphire fragrant locale

You're free to have opinions of Jews, Ye! No one is preventing you from speaking your mind!

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Date: December 15th, 2022 11:49 AM
Author: Ivory kitchen knife



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Date: December 15th, 2022 11:49 AM
Author: onyx bawdyhouse alpha

how would a lib own a gun though

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:03 PM
Author: Maniacal Twinkling Telephone

ITT: reptiles who think they should be able to have freedom of thought but other people should not be free to react to what they say and do

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:05 PM
Author: Carnelian Lascivious Sanctuary

*shoots you in the head*

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:06 PM
Author: Maniacal Twinkling Telephone

Yep violence is the same as holding people accountable for what they say on twitter.

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:11 PM
Author: Carnelian Lascivious Sanctuary

", he said as the mob burns down his family business.

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:12 PM
Author: Maniacal Twinkling Telephone

Nice strawman. No one should break the law.

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:27 PM
Author: Transparent Hominid

*******ROASTIE ALERT*******

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:32 PM
Author: Cream razzle garrison

"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" Who Removed His Penis and Balls

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10/16/14 11:10AM

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In 1994, a South Florida man who goes by the name Gelding was surgically castrated. In 2011, he had his penis removed as well. He's a "nullo": A cisgender man who removes his external genitalia completely as a form of body modification, and he recently agreed to answer our questions—from "why?" to "what do balls taste like?"

Gelding is a nudist and describes himself as a submissive bear. Apart from his desire to use a pseudonym, he let it all hang out (so to speak) when I reached out to him and graciously answered every question I had.

Is nullo your preferred term to describe yourself and others like you who are castrated and have removed their penis?

Yes, the reason that we use that it is not transgender. It's simply nullification of what you've got. A friend of mine Mack in San Francisco likes to use the term "mascunull", because I remain as masculine as they come with fur and so forth. But I no longer have the parts.

What are some misconceptions people have about nullos?

A few men don't know their own physiology to the point where they think if they lose their balls they can't come any more. And that's false. If you look at the physiology you see that the fluids are made by the seminal vesicles and the prostate. Very little of the fluid and the content is produced in the testes. I still unload.

But the active ingredient for impregnating someone isn't there.

Right.

Do you get a lot of people who think you're trying to become a woman?

Absolutely. And it's mostly the medical profession who sees the sexes as either male or female. And anyone who wants to alter any part of that is in some way suffering from gender dysphoria. They don't like themselves for some reason and they want to change gender. And that's absolutely false.

It's not a dysphoria. I see it in the positive way of working toward something, rather than away from something. Many of the guys instead of putting a negative feel on it see it as a positive. Being castrated is a positive to them. Rather than removing something that they dislike, they are moving in the direction that they want. I went through a long set of psychological evaluation sessions with a psychologist here in town, because that was necessary in order to have the penis removed.

You've previously discussed your 1994 castration. However, I didn't find anything on your penis removal in 2011. Can you talk about that?

I knew I was uncomfortable in having frankly large male parts. I would quite often sit on my own balls because they were loose unless I wore something tight and held them in I would sit on them and squash them. That got me into trouble playing soccer in college when they forced us to wear these hard plastic cups. What happened was I fell on a guy's upright knee with the weight of another player behind me, so two of us fell on the knee. The knee happened to hit the middle of the plastic cup and imploded and tore me up. I was severely injured.

The doctor saved everything but over a period of time the nerves gave me some problems and I had aches in my testicles all the time. When I was in the military service they tried doing a varicose vein removal but that didn't help, it just made matters worse. They thought I was suffering from varicose veins. So after leaving the service I had them removed. And that removed that little problem but I still had the nerve sensations in the penis which woke me up at night. So I could get erect, but it was painful.

So I talked with my urologist and he said the only treatment for that was to make it numb, which is very dangerous because if you make something like that numb then you don't know if it's infected for some reason. Or remove it, but to do that he needs to cover his ass and asked for a psychological evaluation. And my own doctor is a professor at Nova Southeastern University here in. She is the most brilliant doctor I've ever met. So, I asked her about this problem and she was very forthright and said "well, we'll have to treat you". She didn't consider it something that was wrong with me, she said "we have to investigate." I went to see a psychiatrist and he spent a good 90 minutes with me and said "yes, I have just the person that can work with you." So the psychologist did a battery of personality tests and said "you're perfectly fine, your only problem is that you've got these physical problems which work on your nerves." And I said "yeah." And he said "it also works with your personality" because I'm a gay submissive and I always have been and it wasn't working right. So in order to to fix it I worked toward a goal of having things removed. And that was it. I'm working in a positive way to solve my own personal problem.

But was castration something you were contemplating prior to the injury?

Yes. For whatever reason I was always embarrassed by the size of what I had. It didn't fit my personality.

Do you remember when you the fantasy to remove your testicles first occurred?

I had a baby face in high school, there was one of these bullies and he said "you have a man's equipment but you're still a boy" and he squeezed my balls in the shower. He was on the football team, I was on the soccer team showering together and he said "you shouldn't have such big equipment" so he squeezed my balls and at that point it was just a fantasy for me. So how about getting rid of them for some reason?

When did it go from fantasy to aspiration?

It became a fetish thing where I would do sort of more self destructive things with them like putting rubber bands around them and needles through the balls and whatnot. It's a progression which a lot of guys go through. It's something that works on them and they say "Well, how about if we just have them off? Then I won't be bothered by this constant urge to hurt them". And this is where a psychologist gets into the dysphoria. It's very difficult to distinguish whether it's a dislike for something or instead you're working towards something else. I always thought when I was on the beach—I was also on the swim team—and we had Speedos, it was difficult to pack everything in frankly. I would be embarrassed and everybody was looking and here I am and I've got the biggest package and I'm not the biggest guy and I got a whole lot of looks from everybody.

I had a big dick, it got damaged and I was a bottom. I didn't want to use it, I got pushed into using it, I had to take all sorts of medications and was tired of being somebody else's tool.

Broadly speaking, how can someone know that being a nullo is something they actually want to go through with as opposed to something they fantasize about?

That's something really for a psychologist to answer, but in talking to all the guys that I've been talking with, they try to come up with all sorts of different rationalizations to justify it. In my case, my medical situation really didn't justify it because I was just uncomfortable with what I had. It wasn't medically necessary. But I felt that I would be much more comfortable having the issues of having the sensation but not being able to use it well. It was something like a guy having a useless appendage and it's something he has to carry around, and it becomes baggage after a while.

If someone starts/botches the process on their own, what would you recommend they do? Should people use a cover story to avoid getting in trouble?

No. Go to the emergency room. Today, they have been exposed to a lot more of the literature out there than they were 20 years ago. They're not going to be institutionalized. I mean years ago they used to institutionalize guys that were gay.

How would you say the breakdown is between gay and straight men for nullos?

I would have to say it's mostly gays. I don't know of a straight guy who became a nullo.

You had said in a previous interview that for castrations it's about a two to one for gay to straight men that decide to do it.

I've heard of a couple of straight guys who decided that they were making too many babies so they had their balls off so they could take testosterone and continue. I know quite a few bodybuilders both gay and straight whose testes have shrunk because of the steroids they are taking which are bad for their health. So they got castrated and now they're on medically injected testosterone which is good for them. It's not as harmful as oral steroids are or some of the other shit that they're pumping into themselves.

How would you recommend people do their penectomy and castration?

In the last couple of years, my friend Mack from San Francisco ran into Dr. Crane from Brownstein & Crane and he met him, and I don't know how the two of them had the discussion, and then I had a phone interview with Dr. Crane and I explained my situation with him and now Dr. Crane is no longer doing just transgender type of procedures but [also] genital modifications.

So in a way, you educated him.

The protocol that the doctors use for transgender people is called the Harry Benjamin protocol. So for example Dr. Reed in Miami, before you go to his clinic you have to take female hormones for six months and show some development of breasts and whatnot, some feminine characteristics before he will deal with you. And why do that when you simply want to get the genitals removed?

If anything, wouldn't additional testosterone be what you'd need after castration?

Men who get castrated, they do get depressed if they don't start fairly right away on testosterone. Because the falling hormone causes hot flashes first of all, and then the loss of libido. You lose all interest in sex and everything else.

Are there any changes that occur to the body as a result?

Body changes are minimal really. If you lose your balls, you won't lose all your hair.

What about voice? Is that a myth?

Voice doesn't change, no. The larynx is a hard tissue, and the voice box and everything else is a hard tissue. But the timbre of your voice is a factor of the larynx. I sang in the college choir, I know about these things.

One thing I noticed while reading testimonials is that many people seem to try their hand at castration and penectomy but then go to the doctor only if it goes wrong. How much of this would you say is due to the medical profession's reluctance to remove healthy body parts and how much is due to people's general fear of discussing this type of thing with their doctor or therapist?

You know about the Hippocratic oath right? "First do no harm". They have to be convinced that what they are doing is in fact an improvement on your health. Which is why the surgeon is requesting a psychological evaluation. And the psychologist comes back and says "yeah, he's going to be uncomfortable where he is, he's going to be more improved, better mood, better this, better that" and so forth. So from a totality point of view, it's going to get better after he gets modified.

And let me tell you my mood has improved dramatically since going nullo. I don't miss the baggage. I don't miss the fact that I get into sex with a guy, he expects me to perform in some ways, now he doesn't have that expectation. In fact, quite a few guys find it very arousing that they don't have to have that distraction.

Are there other benefits?

Another thing is, guys who are aroused by my situation are very aroused. I've got some guys who are pursuing me a lot. And they just like this idea, because there's nothing there to be in the way. Face to face fucking is very pleasurable. And when they're doing that I actually wet their stomachs with my fluids. And this one guy, he likes to go down on me. He's a bi guy and he said he does this with his girlfriend so he goes down there and starts licking me. And he just loves that idea. He loves the idea that I have a hairy chest and what is to him a very tiny vagina that he can't fuck but he can lick and he can enjoy being the male role. I've even got a straight guy here in town who likes to fuck me because I don't have any male genitals and he doesn't feel threatened by that.

Are there any downsides?

One of the most obvious cons is I have to sit to pee, or I have to use one of these female urination devices. It's an odd funnel shaped device that you can use if there's only a men's urinal. Also, some times I get urinary tract infections. There's a shorter path to the bladder through what I've got now. So I've got to be very careful and keep it clean. I can't get guy fingering me down there because it's the inside of the urethra so it's sensitive.

Do you ever get "phantom dick" syndrome when you are reaching for it out of habit?

A lot of the nerves are bundled on the base of the penis where most of the sensation comes from. It's not along the length of penis but on the base of the penis is where most of the sensations are. And I wake up in the morning with a feeling that I have a big dick that's erect.

In your experience, what percentage of castrations are done by non-medical professionals? How about penectomies? What are the safety risks for each? Would you say one is more difficult than the other for a layman?

I would above three quarters [by non-medical professionals]. And that number is lower than say twenty years ago. There are not as many today.

Which are not as many?

The amateur cutters. There are a lot of wannabes that are successful that manage to stay below the radar of the authorities because they run into trouble because of their lack of skill. Because if you mess up there are problems there. But if you're very careful in choosing the men you work with so that you have very low risk involved, which is age (you don't do old men), you don't do very overweight men, you don't do men who smoke, who don't take drugs and anything else. If you take these fairly low-risk guys and you do it well, then there won't be any problems. Once these guys get castrated, most of them simply become very private and they don't brag about things. They sort of withdraw from pursuing anything else because they've reached their goal.

So is the the percentage of amateur cutters lower today due to more people with medical training performing castrations?

Yes. They are finding that there is a living in this if they do it among other things.

How about with penectomies? I would imagine (and hope!) there's fewer amateurs performing these.

Almost all of them are done by medical professionals. That's tricky, yeah. More tricky. It's sort of major surgery and it's been done by some amateurs. They're fairly good with their surgical techniques. I was actually at one and the guy did a fairly good job but it took a long time and it was a very involved, very slow process. I've heard of only three or four done by cutters in the past and they have left active participation in this.

When you do a penectomy you have to re-route the urethra, yes?

Yes, what I did with this is I knew where I was going with this in 1999 and I contacted my urologist in Hollywood [Florida], an old guy who was just about to retire and I talked to him very carefully and said "in the future I'm going to want the penis removed". And he said "OK, we can do a urethral relocation in the base of the penis".

So how do things like ejaculation and urination work when you've rerouted the urethra and no longer use the penis for them?

With ejaculation, just before you reach the peak, all the fluid is there at the base of the penis, and right before orgasm happens it's the urethra that acts like a rail gun and expels the semen. So when you don't use the penis, there's no force behind it. It just flows out.

What happens to the body parts after removal?

Quite a few [cutters] collect them. They preserve them, they put them in jars. One guy embedded his in plastic and now it's an ornament somewhere. This typically happens when you're in a master/slave dominant/submissive relationship and the submissive gives up his balls to his partner for keepsake. And then you get into this S&M thing where the dominant partner controls and regulates the libido of the submissive. Especially if the submissive is on say androgel where the turnaround time from full sexiness to limp dick is about on the order of a week. The reaction time for the transdermal is very fast. Whereas the injections wear off after two to three weeks. The half life of the testosterone I'm taking is eight days.

You mentioned consumption of body parts in another interview. Is that for real?

It is for real, yes. Some guys do that. Think about the Testy Festy, where they go there and every year there they have concentration of people who are into eating sheep and bull nuts and rocky mountain oysters. I know a few cutters that don't charge anything for their work, the only charge they have is that they get the nuts afterwards.

Is this something that you've tasted?

Yes, as a matter of fact they do taste a little like chicken. Actually I would have to say they taste as much like chicken as they do roast pork. But it all depends on how you cook them. If you cook them in salted butter then they might be saltier than they might otherwise be.

How do you like them cooked?

I went to a cutter's place and he was having an event where he cut a number of guys and I was assisting him there. And what I did is I cooked them up in some butter with some mushrooms. Quite good with a nice red merlot wine.

Cheers to that, Gelding.

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:32 PM
Author: Cream razzle garrison

"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" Who Removed His Penis and Balls

559.91K

Simon Davis

10/16/14 11:10AM

Filed to: INTERVIEWS

In 1994, a South Florida man who goes by the name Gelding was surgically castrated. In 2011, he had his penis removed as well. He's a "nullo": A cisgender man who removes his external genitalia completely as a form of body modification, and he recently agreed to answer our questions—from "why?" to "what do balls taste like?"

Gelding is a nudist and describes himself as a submissive bear. Apart from his desire to use a pseudonym, he let it all hang out (so to speak) when I reached out to him and graciously answered every question I had.

Is nullo your preferred term to describe yourself and others like you who are castrated and have removed their penis?

Yes, the reason that we use that it is not transgender. It's simply nullification of what you've got. A friend of mine Mack in San Francisco likes to use the term "mascunull", because I remain as masculine as they come with fur and so forth. But I no longer have the parts.

What are some misconceptions people have about nullos?

A few men don't know their own physiology to the point where they think if they lose their balls they can't come any more. And that's false. If you look at the physiology you see that the fluids are made by the seminal vesicles and the prostate. Very little of the fluid and the content is produced in the testes. I still unload.

But the active ingredient for impregnating someone isn't there.

Right.

Do you get a lot of people who think you're trying to become a woman?

Absolutely. And it's mostly the medical profession who sees the sexes as either male or female. And anyone who wants to alter any part of that is in some way suffering from gender dysphoria. They don't like themselves for some reason and they want to change gender. And that's absolutely false.

It's not a dysphoria. I see it in the positive way of working toward something, rather than away from something. Many of the guys instead of putting a negative feel on it see it as a positive. Being castrated is a positive to them. Rather than removing something that they dislike, they are moving in the direction that they want. I went through a long set of psychological evaluation sessions with a psychologist here in town, because that was necessary in order to have the penis removed.

You've previously discussed your 1994 castration. However, I didn't find anything on your penis removal in 2011. Can you talk about that?

I knew I was uncomfortable in having frankly large male parts. I would quite often sit on my own balls because they were loose unless I wore something tight and held them in I would sit on them and squash them. That got me into trouble playing soccer in college when they forced us to wear these hard plastic cups. What happened was I fell on a guy's upright knee with the weight of another player behind me, so two of us fell on the knee. The knee happened to hit the middle of the plastic cup and imploded and tore me up. I was severely injured.

The doctor saved everything but over a period of time the nerves gave me some problems and I had aches in my testicles all the time. When I was in the military service they tried doing a varicose vein removal but that didn't help, it just made matters worse. They thought I was suffering from varicose veins. So after leaving the service I had them removed. And that removed that little problem but I still had the nerve sensations in the penis which woke me up at night. So I could get erect, but it was painful.

So I talked with my urologist and he said the only treatment for that was to make it numb, which is very dangerous because if you make something like that numb then you don't know if it's infected for some reason. Or remove it, but to do that he needs to cover his ass and asked for a psychological evaluation. And my own doctor is a professor at Nova Southeastern University here in. She is the most brilliant doctor I've ever met. So, I asked her about this problem and she was very forthright and said "well, we'll have to treat you". She didn't consider it something that was wrong with me, she said "we have to investigate." I went to see a psychiatrist and he spent a good 90 minutes with me and said "yes, I have just the person that can work with you." So the psychologist did a battery of personality tests and said "you're perfectly fine, your only problem is that you've got these physical problems which work on your nerves." And I said "yeah." And he said "it also works with your personality" because I'm a gay submissive and I always have been and it wasn't working right. So in order to to fix it I worked toward a goal of having things removed. And that was it. I'm working in a positive way to solve my own personal problem.

But was castration something you were contemplating prior to the injury?

Yes. For whatever reason I was always embarrassed by the size of what I had. It didn't fit my personality.

Do you remember when you the fantasy to remove your testicles first occurred?

I had a baby face in high school, there was one of these bullies and he said "you have a man's equipment but you're still a boy" and he squeezed my balls in the shower. He was on the football team, I was on the soccer team showering together and he said "you shouldn't have such big equipment" so he squeezed my balls and at that point it was just a fantasy for me. So how about getting rid of them for some reason?

When did it go from fantasy to aspiration?

It became a fetish thing where I would do sort of more self destructive things with them like putting rubber bands around them and needles through the balls and whatnot. It's a progression which a lot of guys go through. It's something that works on them and they say "Well, how about if we just have them off? Then I won't be bothered by this constant urge to hurt them". And this is where a psychologist gets into the dysphoria. It's very difficult to distinguish whether it's a dislike for something or instead you're working towards something else. I always thought when I was on the beach—I was also on the swim team—and we had Speedos, it was difficult to pack everything in frankly. I would be embarrassed and everybody was looking and here I am and I've got the biggest package and I'm not the biggest guy and I got a whole lot of looks from everybody.

I had a big dick, it got damaged and I was a bottom. I didn't want to use it, I got pushed into using it, I had to take all sorts of medications and was tired of being somebody else's tool.

Broadly speaking, how can someone know that being a nullo is something they actually want to go through with as opposed to something they fantasize about?

That's something really for a psychologist to answer, but in talking to all the guys that I've been talking with, they try to come up with all sorts of different rationalizations to justify it. In my case, my medical situation really didn't justify it because I was just uncomfortable with what I had. It wasn't medically necessary. But I felt that I would be much more comfortable having the issues of having the sensation but not being able to use it well. It was something like a guy having a useless appendage and it's something he has to carry around, and it becomes baggage after a while.

If someone starts/botches the process on their own, what would you recommend they do? Should people use a cover story to avoid getting in trouble?

No. Go to the emergency room. Today, they have been exposed to a lot more of the literature out there than they were 20 years ago. They're not going to be institutionalized. I mean years ago they used to institutionalize guys that were gay.

How would you say the breakdown is between gay and straight men for nullos?

I would have to say it's mostly gays. I don't know of a straight guy who became a nullo.

You had said in a previous interview that for castrations it's about a two to one for gay to straight men that decide to do it.

I've heard of a couple of straight guys who decided that they were making too many babies so they had their balls off so they could take testosterone and continue. I know quite a few bodybuilders both gay and straight whose testes have shrunk because of the steroids they are taking which are bad for their health. So they got castrated and now they're on medically injected testosterone which is good for them. It's not as harmful as oral steroids are or some of the other shit that they're pumping into themselves.

How would you recommend people do their penectomy and castration?

In the last couple of years, my friend Mack from San Francisco ran into Dr. Crane from Brownstein & Crane and he met him, and I don't know how the two of them had the discussion, and then I had a phone interview with Dr. Crane and I explained my situation with him and now Dr. Crane is no longer doing just transgender type of procedures but [also] genital modifications.

So in a way, you educated him.

The protocol that the doctors use for transgender people is called the Harry Benjamin protocol. So for example Dr. Reed in Miami, before you go to his clinic you have to take female hormones for six months and show some development of breasts and whatnot, some feminine characteristics before he will deal with you. And why do that when you simply want to get the genitals removed?

If anything, wouldn't additional testosterone be what you'd need after castration?

Men who get castrated, they do get depressed if they don't start fairly right away on testosterone. Because the falling hormone causes hot flashes first of all, and then the loss of libido. You lose all interest in sex and everything else.

Are there any changes that occur to the body as a result?

Body changes are minimal really. If you lose your balls, you won't lose all your hair.

What about voice? Is that a myth?

Voice doesn't change, no. The larynx is a hard tissue, and the voice box and everything else is a hard tissue. But the timbre of your voice is a factor of the larynx. I sang in the college choir, I know about these things.

One thing I noticed while reading testimonials is that many people seem to try their hand at castration and penectomy but then go to the doctor only if it goes wrong. How much of this would you say is due to the medical profession's reluctance to remove healthy body parts and how much is due to people's general fear of discussing this type of thing with their doctor or therapist?

You know about the Hippocratic oath right? "First do no harm". They have to be convinced that what they are doing is in fact an improvement on your health. Which is why the surgeon is requesting a psychological evaluation. And the psychologist comes back and says "yeah, he's going to be uncomfortable where he is, he's going to be more improved, better mood, better this, better that" and so forth. So from a totality point of view, it's going to get better after he gets modified.

And let me tell you my mood has improved dramatically since going nullo. I don't miss the baggage. I don't miss the fact that I get into sex with a guy, he expects me to perform in some ways, now he doesn't have that expectation. In fact, quite a few guys find it very arousing that they don't have to have that distraction.

Are there other benefits?

Another thing is, guys who are aroused by my situation are very aroused. I've got some guys who are pursuing me a lot. And they just like this idea, because there's nothing there to be in the way. Face to face fucking is very pleasurable. And when they're doing that I actually wet their stomachs with my fluids. And this one guy, he likes to go down on me. He's a bi guy and he said he does this with his girlfriend so he goes down there and starts licking me. And he just loves that idea. He loves the idea that I have a hairy chest and what is to him a very tiny vagina that he can't fuck but he can lick and he can enjoy being the male role. I've even got a straight guy here in town who likes to fuck me because I don't have any male genitals and he doesn't feel threatened by that.

Are there any downsides?

One of the most obvious cons is I have to sit to pee, or I have to use one of these female urination devices. It's an odd funnel shaped device that you can use if there's only a men's urinal. Also, some times I get urinary tract infections. There's a shorter path to the bladder through what I've got now. So I've got to be very careful and keep it clean. I can't get guy fingering me down there because it's the inside of the urethra so it's sensitive.

Do you ever get "phantom dick" syndrome when you are reaching for it out of habit?

A lot of the nerves are bundled on the base of the penis where most of the sensation comes from. It's not along the length of penis but on the base of the penis is where most of the sensations are. And I wake up in the morning with a feeling that I have a big dick that's erect.

In your experience, what percentage of castrations are done by non-medical professionals? How about penectomies? What are the safety risks for each? Would you say one is more difficult than the other for a layman?

I would above three quarters [by non-medical professionals]. And that number is lower than say twenty years ago. There are not as many today.

Which are not as many?

The amateur cutters. There are a lot of wannabes that are successful that manage to stay below the radar of the authorities because they run into trouble because of their lack of skill. Because if you mess up there are problems there. But if you're very careful in choosing the men you work with so that you have very low risk involved, which is age (you don't do old men), you don't do very overweight men, you don't do men who smoke, who don't take drugs and anything else. If you take these fairly low-risk guys and you do it well, then there won't be any problems. Once these guys get castrated, most of them simply become very private and they don't brag about things. They sort of withdraw from pursuing anything else because they've reached their goal.

So is the the percentage of amateur cutters lower today due to more people with medical training performing castrations?

Yes. They are finding that there is a living in this if they do it among other things.

How about with penectomies? I would imagine (and hope!) there's fewer amateurs performing these.

Almost all of them are done by medical professionals. That's tricky, yeah. More tricky. It's sort of major surgery and it's been done by some amateurs. They're fairly good with their surgical techniques. I was actually at one and the guy did a fairly good job but it took a long time and it was a very involved, very slow process. I've heard of only three or four done by cutters in the past and they have left active participation in this.

When you do a penectomy you have to re-route the urethra, yes?

Yes, what I did with this is I knew where I was going with this in 1999 and I contacted my urologist in Hollywood [Florida], an old guy who was just about to retire and I talked to him very carefully and said "in the future I'm going to want the penis removed". And he said "OK, we can do a urethral relocation in the base of the penis".

So how do things like ejaculation and urination work when you've rerouted the urethra and no longer use the penis for them?

With ejaculation, just before you reach the peak, all the fluid is there at the base of the penis, and right before orgasm happens it's the urethra that acts like a rail gun and expels the semen. So when you don't use the penis, there's no force behind it. It just flows out.

What happens to the body parts after removal?

Quite a few [cutters] collect them. They preserve them, they put them in jars. One guy embedded his in plastic and now it's an ornament somewhere. This typically happens when you're in a master/slave dominant/submissive relationship and the submissive gives up his balls to his partner for keepsake. And then you get into this S&M thing where the dominant partner controls and regulates the libido of the submissive. Especially if the submissive is on say androgel where the turnaround time from full sexiness to limp dick is about on the order of a week. The reaction time for the transdermal is very fast. Whereas the injections wear off after two to three weeks. The half life of the testosterone I'm taking is eight days.

You mentioned consumption of body parts in another interview. Is that for real?

It is for real, yes. Some guys do that. Think about the Testy Festy, where they go there and every year there they have concentration of people who are into eating sheep and bull nuts and rocky mountain oysters. I know a few cutters that don't charge anything for their work, the only charge they have is that they get the nuts afterwards.

Is this something that you've tasted?

Yes, as a matter of fact they do taste a little like chicken. Actually I would have to say they taste as much like chicken as they do roast pork. But it all depends on how you cook them. If you cook them in salted butter then they might be saltier than they might otherwise be.

How do you like them cooked?

I went to a cutter's place and he was having an event where he cut a number of guys and I was assisting him there. And what I did is I cooked them up in some butter with some mushrooms. Quite good with a nice red merlot wine.

Cheers to that, Gelding.

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:32 PM
Author: Cream razzle garrison

"I Still Unload": This Man Is a "Nullo" Who Removed His Penis and Balls

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Simon Davis

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In 1994, a South Florida man who goes by the name Gelding was surgically castrated. In 2011, he had his penis removed as well. He's a "nullo": A cisgender man who removes his external genitalia completely as a form of body modification, and he recently agreed to answer our questions—from "why?" to "what do balls taste like?"

Gelding is a nudist and describes himself as a submissive bear. Apart from his desire to use a pseudonym, he let it all hang out (so to speak) when I reached out to him and graciously answered every question I had.

Is nullo your preferred term to describe yourself and others like you who are castrated and have removed their penis?

Yes, the reason that we use that it is not transgender. It's simply nullification of what you've got. A friend of mine Mack in San Francisco likes to use the term "mascunull", because I remain as masculine as they come with fur and so forth. But I no longer have the parts.

What are some misconceptions people have about nullos?

A few men don't know their own physiology to the point where they think if they lose their balls they can't come any more. And that's false. If you look at the physiology you see that the fluids are made by the seminal vesicles and the prostate. Very little of the fluid and the content is produced in the testes. I still unload.

But the active ingredient for impregnating someone isn't there.

Right.

Do you get a lot of people who think you're trying to become a woman?

Absolutely. And it's mostly the medical profession who sees the sexes as either male or female. And anyone who wants to alter any part of that is in some way suffering from gender dysphoria. They don't like themselves for some reason and they want to change gender. And that's absolutely false.

It's not a dysphoria. I see it in the positive way of working toward something, rather than away from something. Many of the guys instead of putting a negative feel on it see it as a positive. Being castrated is a positive to them. Rather than removing something that they dislike, they are moving in the direction that they want. I went through a long set of psychological evaluation sessions with a psychologist here in town, because that was necessary in order to have the penis removed.

You've previously discussed your 1994 castration. However, I didn't find anything on your penis removal in 2011. Can you talk about that?

I knew I was uncomfortable in having frankly large male parts. I would quite often sit on my own balls because they were loose unless I wore something tight and held them in I would sit on them and squash them. That got me into trouble playing soccer in college when they forced us to wear these hard plastic cups. What happened was I fell on a guy's upright knee with the weight of another player behind me, so two of us fell on the knee. The knee happened to hit the middle of the plastic cup and imploded and tore me up. I was severely injured.

The doctor saved everything but over a period of time the nerves gave me some problems and I had aches in my testicles all the time. When I was in the military service they tried doing a varicose vein removal but that didn't help, it just made matters worse. They thought I was suffering from varicose veins. So after leaving the service I had them removed. And that removed that little problem but I still had the nerve sensations in the penis which woke me up at night. So I could get erect, but it was painful.

So I talked with my urologist and he said the only treatment for that was to make it numb, which is very dangerous because if you make something like that numb then you don't know if it's infected for some reason. Or remove it, but to do that he needs to cover his ass and asked for a psychological evaluation. And my own doctor is a professor at Nova Southeastern University here in. She is the most brilliant doctor I've ever met. So, I asked her about this problem and she was very forthright and said "well, we'll have to treat you". She didn't consider it something that was wrong with me, she said "we have to investigate." I went to see a psychiatrist and he spent a good 90 minutes with me and said "yes, I have just the person that can work with you." So the psychologist did a battery of personality tests and said "you're perfectly fine, your only problem is that you've got these physical problems which work on your nerves." And I said "yeah." And he said "it also works with your personality" because I'm a gay submissive and I always have been and it wasn't working right. So in order to to fix it I worked toward a goal of having things removed. And that was it. I'm working in a positive way to solve my own personal problem.

But was castration something you were contemplating prior to the injury?

Yes. For whatever reason I was always embarrassed by the size of what I had. It didn't fit my personality.

Do you remember when you the fantasy to remove your testicles first occurred?

I had a baby face in high school, there was one of these bullies and he said "you have a man's equipment but you're still a boy" and he squeezed my balls in the shower. He was on the football team, I was on the soccer team showering together and he said "you shouldn't have such big equipment" so he squeezed my balls and at that point it was just a fantasy for me. So how about getting rid of them for some reason?

When did it go from fantasy to aspiration?

It became a fetish thing where I would do sort of more self destructive things with them like putting rubber bands around them and needles through the balls and whatnot. It's a progression which a lot of guys go through. It's something that works on them and they say "Well, how about if we just have them off? Then I won't be bothered by this constant urge to hurt them". And this is where a psychologist gets into the dysphoria. It's very difficult to distinguish whether it's a dislike for something or instead you're working towards something else. I always thought when I was on the beach—I was also on the swim team—and we had Speedos, it was difficult to pack everything in frankly. I would be embarrassed and everybody was looking and here I am and I've got the biggest package and I'm not the biggest guy and I got a whole lot of looks from everybody.

I had a big dick, it got damaged and I was a bottom. I didn't want to use it, I got pushed into using it, I had to take all sorts of medications and was tired of being somebody else's tool.

Broadly speaking, how can someone know that being a nullo is something they actually want to go through with as opposed to something they fantasize about?

That's something really for a psychologist to answer, but in talking to all the guys that I've been talking with, they try to come up with all sorts of different rationalizations to justify it. In my case, my medical situation really didn't justify it because I was just uncomfortable with what I had. It wasn't medically necessary. But I felt that I would be much more comfortable having the issues of having the sensation but not being able to use it well. It was something like a guy having a useless appendage and it's something he has to carry around, and it becomes baggage after a while.

If someone starts/botches the process on their own, what would you recommend they do? Should people use a cover story to avoid getting in trouble?

No. Go to the emergency room. Today, they have been exposed to a lot more of the literature out there than they were 20 years ago. They're not going to be institutionalized. I mean years ago they used to institutionalize guys that were gay.

How would you say the breakdown is between gay and straight men for nullos?

I would have to say it's mostly gays. I don't know of a straight guy who became a nullo.

You had said in a previous interview that for castrations it's about a two to one for gay to straight men that decide to do it.

I've heard of a couple of straight guys who decided that they were making too many babies so they had their balls off so they could take testosterone and continue. I know quite a few bodybuilders both gay and straight whose testes have shrunk because of the steroids they are taking which are bad for their health. So they got castrated and now they're on medically injected testosterone which is good for them. It's not as harmful as oral steroids are or some of the other shit that they're pumping into themselves.

How would you recommend people do their penectomy and castration?

In the last couple of years, my friend Mack from San Francisco ran into Dr. Crane from Brownstein & Crane and he met him, and I don't know how the two of them had the discussion, and then I had a phone interview with Dr. Crane and I explained my situation with him and now Dr. Crane is no longer doing just transgender type of procedures but [also] genital modifications.

So in a way, you educated him.

The protocol that the doctors use for transgender people is called the Harry Benjamin protocol. So for example Dr. Reed in Miami, before you go to his clinic you have to take female hormones for six months and show some development of breasts and whatnot, some feminine characteristics before he will deal with you. And why do that when you simply want to get the genitals removed?

If anything, wouldn't additional testosterone be what you'd need after castration?

Men who get castrated, they do get depressed if they don't start fairly right away on testosterone. Because the falling hormone causes hot flashes first of all, and then the loss of libido. You lose all interest in sex and everything else.

Are there any changes that occur to the body as a result?

Body changes are minimal really. If you lose your balls, you won't lose all your hair.

What about voice? Is that a myth?

Voice doesn't change, no. The larynx is a hard tissue, and the voice box and everything else is a hard tissue. But the timbre of your voice is a factor of the larynx. I sang in the college choir, I know about these things.

One thing I noticed while reading testimonials is that many people seem to try their hand at castration and penectomy but then go to the doctor only if it goes wrong. How much of this would you say is due to the medical profession's reluctance to remove healthy body parts and how much is due to people's general fear of discussing this type of thing with their doctor or therapist?

You know about the Hippocratic oath right? "First do no harm". They have to be convinced that what they are doing is in fact an improvement on your health. Which is why the surgeon is requesting a psychological evaluation. And the psychologist comes back and says "yeah, he's going to be uncomfortable where he is, he's going to be more improved, better mood, better this, better that" and so forth. So from a totality point of view, it's going to get better after he gets modified.

And let me tell you my mood has improved dramatically since going nullo. I don't miss the baggage. I don't miss the fact that I get into sex with a guy, he expects me to perform in some ways, now he doesn't have that expectation. In fact, quite a few guys find it very arousing that they don't have to have that distraction.

Are there other benefits?

Another thing is, guys who are aroused by my situation are very aroused. I've got some guys who are pursuing me a lot. And they just like this idea, because there's nothing there to be in the way. Face to face fucking is very pleasurable. And when they're doing that I actually wet their stomachs with my fluids. And this one guy, he likes to go down on me. He's a bi guy and he said he does this with his girlfriend so he goes down there and starts licking me. And he just loves that idea. He loves the idea that I have a hairy chest and what is to him a very tiny vagina that he can't fuck but he can lick and he can enjoy being the male role. I've even got a straight guy here in town who likes to fuck me because I don't have any male genitals and he doesn't feel threatened by that.

Are there any downsides?

One of the most obvious cons is I have to sit to pee, or I have to use one of these female urination devices. It's an odd funnel shaped device that you can use if there's only a men's urinal. Also, some times I get urinary tract infections. There's a shorter path to the bladder through what I've got now. So I've got to be very careful and keep it clean. I can't get guy fingering me down there because it's the inside of the urethra so it's sensitive.

Do you ever get "phantom dick" syndrome when you are reaching for it out of habit?

A lot of the nerves are bundled on the base of the penis where most of the sensation comes from. It's not along the length of penis but on the base of the penis is where most of the sensations are. And I wake up in the morning with a feeling that I have a big dick that's erect.

In your experience, what percentage of castrations are done by non-medical professionals? How about penectomies? What are the safety risks for each? Would you say one is more difficult than the other for a layman?

I would above three quarters [by non-medical professionals]. And that number is lower than say twenty years ago. There are not as many today.

Which are not as many?

The amateur cutters. There are a lot of wannabes that are successful that manage to stay below the radar of the authorities because they run into trouble because of their lack of skill. Because if you mess up there are problems there. But if you're very careful in choosing the men you work with so that you have very low risk involved, which is age (you don't do old men), you don't do very overweight men, you don't do men who smoke, who don't take drugs and anything else. If you take these fairly low-risk guys and you do it well, then there won't be any problems. Once these guys get castrated, most of them simply become very private and they don't brag about things. They sort of withdraw from pursuing anything else because they've reached their goal.

So is the the percentage of amateur cutters lower today due to more people with medical training performing castrations?

Yes. They are finding that there is a living in this if they do it among other things.

How about with penectomies? I would imagine (and hope!) there's fewer amateurs performing these.

Almost all of them are done by medical professionals. That's tricky, yeah. More tricky. It's sort of major surgery and it's been done by some amateurs. They're fairly good with their surgical techniques. I was actually at one and the guy did a fairly good job but it took a long time and it was a very involved, very slow process. I've heard of only three or four done by cutters in the past and they have left active participation in this.

When you do a penectomy you have to re-route the urethra, yes?

Yes, what I did with this is I knew where I was going with this in 1999 and I contacted my urologist in Hollywood [Florida], an old guy who was just about to retire and I talked to him very carefully and said "in the future I'm going to want the penis removed". And he said "OK, we can do a urethral relocation in the base of the penis".

So how do things like ejaculation and urination work when you've rerouted the urethra and no longer use the penis for them?

With ejaculation, just before you reach the peak, all the fluid is there at the base of the penis, and right before orgasm happens it's the urethra that acts like a rail gun and expels the semen. So when you don't use the penis, there's no force behind it. It just flows out.

What happens to the body parts after removal?

Quite a few [cutters] collect them. They preserve them, they put them in jars. One guy embedded his in plastic and now it's an ornament somewhere. This typically happens when you're in a master/slave dominant/submissive relationship and the submissive gives up his balls to his partner for keepsake. And then you get into this S&M thing where the dominant partner controls and regulates the libido of the submissive. Especially if the submissive is on say androgel where the turnaround time from full sexiness to limp dick is about on the order of a week. The reaction time for the transdermal is very fast. Whereas the injections wear off after two to three weeks. The half life of the testosterone I'm taking is eight days.

You mentioned consumption of body parts in another interview. Is that for real?

It is for real, yes. Some guys do that. Think about the Testy Festy, where they go there and every year there they have concentration of people who are into eating sheep and bull nuts and rocky mountain oysters. I know a few cutters that don't charge anything for their work, the only charge they have is that they get the nuts afterwards.

Is this something that you've tasted?

Yes, as a matter of fact they do taste a little like chicken. Actually I would have to say they taste as much like chicken as they do roast pork. But it all depends on how you cook them. If you cook them in salted butter then they might be saltier than they might otherwise be.

How do you like them cooked?

I went to a cutter's place and he was having an event where he cut a number of guys and I was assisting him there. And what I did is I cooked them up in some butter with some mushrooms. Quite good with a nice red merlot wine.

Cheers to that, Gelding.

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:29 PM
Author: ruby chapel

*Have the government tell a private company to put a gun to your head

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Date: December 15th, 2022 12:32 PM
Author: Cowardly blathering school

dat CCP chill

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Date: May 2nd, 2024 10:07 AM
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