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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: histrionic vermilion senate 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Twisted vigorous resort won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Laughsome sanctuary begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Beady-eyed pontificating shrine He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: thirsty bonkers garrison preventive strike (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: thirsty bonkers garrison preventive strike (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: free-loading buff trump supporter point how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: costumed vengeful rehab mental disorder cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Magical Space Gaming Laptop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: silver volcanic crater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Hyperventilating Multi-billionaire 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: primrose narrow-minded community account a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Hyperventilating Multi-billionaire Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Gold range persian Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Gold range persian When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Gold range persian we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Boyish flatulent travel guidebook blood rage You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: costumed vengeful rehab mental disorder Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: primrose narrow-minded community account set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Aggressive Immigrant how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Aggressive Immigrant no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Bat-shit-crazy arousing pocket flask Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: primrose narrow-minded community account u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: vivacious therapy I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Splenetic Razzle-dazzle Hospital You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Umber theatre fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: curious rambunctious base psychic Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: ocher brunch half-breed stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: lemon lay prole Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: bateful stage so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: ungodly private investor go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: exhilarant box office Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: mind-boggling death wish plaza the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: sickened bawdyhouse boltzmann gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: supple selfie Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: pearly passionate set coffee pot Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: amethyst dragon market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Underhanded Roast Beef Philosopher-king Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: bateful stage have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: supple selfie Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: supple selfie Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: bateful stage what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: supple selfie It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Vibrant Useless Lodge don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Boyish flatulent travel guidebook blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: purple stag film stain The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: violent federal national Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: alcoholic grizzly tanning salon quadroon Day 20 for me. 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But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: supple selfie Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. 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Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Appetizing Smoky Center then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: claret sweet tailpipe cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: topaz old irish cottage lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Sexy Clown https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: disturbing address faggotry 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: crystalline home son of senegal 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Ebony crackhouse dysfunction 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Ebony crackhouse dysfunction (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Cordovan ape (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: topaz old irish cottage good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Fragrant Jap Cruise Ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: stubborn copper locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: exhilarant box office 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: exhilarant box office i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: exhilarant box office thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Titillating water buffalo congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: exhilarant box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Laughsome sanctuary congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: exhilarant box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: house-broken hominid 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: exhilarant box office 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: exhilarant box office haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: exhilarant box office ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Magenta Hairy Legs I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Titillating water buffalo Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: supple selfie 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: exhilarant box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Titillating water buffalo 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: arrogant cheese-eating theater 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Frum Parlour proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Lilac Dashing Boiling Water Crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: crystalline home son of senegal 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Lilac Dashing Boiling Water Crotch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Magical Space Gaming Laptop congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: erotic school cafeteria Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Magical Space Gaming Laptop 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: supple selfie Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Godawful Walnut Temple Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: rusted provocative striped hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: motley olive library friendly grandma 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: exhilarant box office Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: exhilarant box office 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: supple selfie There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: house-broken hominid What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: fishy dingle berry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: mahogany zombie-like nursing home 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: house-broken hominid Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: medicated party of the first part double fault Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: medicated party of the first part double fault I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Beady-eyed pontificating shrine Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Beady-eyed pontificating shrine Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: exhilarant box office I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: exhilarant box office ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: aromatic red filthpig spot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: supple selfie Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: amethyst dragon market Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Magical Space Gaming Laptop congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Deranged cracking really tough guy native 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: exhilarant box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Laughsome sanctuary 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: gay hairraiser laser beams 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: odious crimson pit antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: sick blue shitlib house good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: sick blue shitlib house I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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