Anyway, rate me as a Farm Animal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560912)

He never told me about going as far south as O block. He wasn't much of a South Sider afaik. He would cop on the West Side before returning to Glenview.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560922)

I remember talking to him for a while after he was outted, deleting my email, and never hearing from him again.

It is sad shit but he lied about so many details of his life that it seemed like bullshit to me.

I remember him always telling me about his ODs and near death experiences and being revived by naltrexone time and time again. And his GF Courtney too. You would have thought they were escaping some treacherous journey each time rather than their own self perpetuated hell.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560951)

Why did you delete your email?

What did he lie to you about? I don't think he lied to me about much. He told me a lot of embarrassing stuff anyway.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560955)

I think it was when I moved to Coffs to start rad onc training and I didn't want to be associated with xoxo.

He told me his name was Stephen. Then Brier. And that he was white with blue eyes. I wonder if the English degree at Occidental in Pasadena was legit too.

I believe him about the loss prevention shit though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560961)

Cr about Courtney. But he would break up with her and cheat on her with Irina all the time. He told both of them he was an Uber driver and that he told one he worked mornings and one he worked nights.

The LP shit was real. He did lie about the extent of his career as a private investigator. He did do it briefly but he would talk about it like he did it for years. He did not. I also doubt he had ever even been to California let alone attended college there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560963)

He would always tell me he didn't care if a woman was a crack whore with track marks all over her arms just so long as she was thin.

I still find it hard to believe he died of an accidental OD. But it's even harder for me to believe he committed suicide because operasoprano outted him.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560965)

He really seemed to not give a shit about women. He didn't have a gf for like the first 10 years I knew him. He met Courtney one night doing smack and they hit it off instantly and got together right away. He otherwise showed little interest in women at all. I remember one time he said his ideal woman would be hot and dumb lol. We used to argue about it. He said a woman ought to be hot as fuck and just mentally retarded lmao. He said he didn't care at all what her personality was. Just be hot.

Did he ever tell you about his brother's babymama? His bro had a kid with the daughter of some real estate mogul. Craziest story. She abandoned the kid and started over with some other guy. His brother was like a UPS driver who was also yuge into heroin.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560968)

Was xoxo THAT big of a release for him? I sort of had the impression he wasn't going far in life but he was only in his mid 20s.

Was his spiral into drug use gradual or did it just happen suddenly like with Peter North?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560975)

His mom worked at the mall and brought him free clothes all the time. His dad was retired and on unemployment and disability shit. His mom was in retail at like Macy's or something. He would constantly brag about popping tags from the designer clothes his mom brought home for free.

I think the poaster he most resembled was TSINAH. He was deeply attached to his secret life on zozo. He loved being the Watchmen character. He defended it with everything he had. It was extremely important to him.

No clue about drug spiral but put it to you this way. In the entire time I knew him, he was never once sober. He was a drug connoisseur. He was into weed, booze, lsd. I don't think he was always on heroin but he was always high. He would take LSD and drive around and crash his car in the snow. He was crazy. He loved drugs an abnormal amount. He loved being high. He was an escapist.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560983)

He never mentioned his family once to me.

I remember him recommending me this horrible novel and being upset when I said it was terrible lol.

Isn't TSINAH very open about his identity? He reminds me more of a gogoul ganguly tp type who refuses to share a detail of his life but always fishing for details of anyone else's.

Even talking to him off board he would keep up his pretenses.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560990)

Ya he was a huge druggie. Like no one could possibly keep up with his regimen.

One time I played classical music for him in the car and he was like wtf this is horrible.

He really loved boxing too. He was obsessed with boxing. He was like a Don Quijote figure. He was always tilting at windmills. Making himself out to be bigger than he was. He would get into fights with strangers. He had this totally unrealistic fantasy narrative about himself.

Sometimes he would launch into delusional braggadocio and I would get pissed off and poke holes in it. And he would get really mad. One time he actually asked me just to entertain his delusions. I was never good at that. Chief among his delusions was his refusal to get a normal job and work his way up. He had zero work ethic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560992)

I used to LOVE his posting about shadowboxing throughout Chicago. He was obsessed with Floyd. I remember rewatching both Castillo fights with him. Good ass times, bro.

Weren't his Iraqi parents strict and shit? Can't imagine they'd allow themselves to have two kids addicted to horse.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49561011)

Are you a MAF shitlib or a con? Why are you consumed by rage. I am innocuous.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49560957)

Liberals vote for total nigger immigration holocaust without guaranteeing the bag for anyone they know!

America First is saying there's something bigger at stake than money. It's self sacrifice for the greater good. Some people have a higher ideal than money.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49561224)

Nothing Will Happen for another decade or two until hopefully the GooglePalantirMicrosoft Sponsored Superintelligence (TM) takes over and hopefully doesn't turn us into paperclips or whatever

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5817118&forum_id=2...id#49561264)