Sometimes life is good and sometimes it's not.

Help us to know that you are with us in all of it.

Where we have done wrong today, forgive us;

When we have felt sad, comfort us;

Where we have been afraid, strengthen us;

when we feel we've had enough

Give us strength to try again.

For we are on an amazing journey of faith,

and we know that you never leave us.

Bless this home tonight

And let your peace be known.

Sim Shalom.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181848)

clique nigger

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181328)

one time i was sitting in class waiting for it to start and reading a book and a girl that sits next to me said "you are reading one thousand years of solitude, do you feel like thats your life?"

i had a really hot gf that i was dating since freshman year of hs and people would be SHOCKED when they saw me w her in public

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181334)

friends with all of the cool prep jocks and scumbags, went to all of the drinking parties etc (but Sports kept me from getting as crazy as some of the other guys), but also friends with a lot of the Nerds (was in Talented and Gifted Program) and some Losers

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181365)

All of the Jocks at my school knew that I was better at my sport than them at "football" which had like three wins during my four year high schooll tenure, a total Joke

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181827)

Yes.

No.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49182232)

In middle school into high school I also tried to brand myself as PREP by wearing certain clothes and trying to focus on my studies in what I thought was a PREP way, but I realize now that I had no social connections, I was mostly invisible, and I was coming off as incredibly faux, so that didn't work out.

The only clique that sort of fit (other than being a LOSER) was NERD, but again, this wasn't really me. I worked way too hard in school and really strived. I spent all of my summers reading literature and textbooks. I remember the summer between 5th and 6th grade I literally got a grammar textbook and taught myself the whole thing over the summer. Part of this was because this stuff isn't difficult, but the way they taught it in public school was either incomplete or too boring or it just didn't sink in. It was way easier to get it out of a book. So I did lean into that a good bit. I really doubled down on trying to be a Nerd and did an academic extracurricular with low barriers to entry. Then for the next 7 years I tried to forcememe myself to success, which never happened.

As I became an adult, I became more comfortable with just being a loser, and settled into a life where I just work really hard and grind away at my life. But I've never really felt content. Never felt like I've maed it. Don't really know what comes next.

Final thoughts, there is nothing JOCK about RSF. He is a LOSER as well who wants to be JOCK and wants to be PREP. This explains why at 43 he is divorced, childless, unemployed, and has no plans for a future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181395)

high school is just warehousing for retards, maybe dumb kids who grind AP classes get value out of it but it's largely an enervating waste of time. I found college much easier. I wish I had impregnated my HS gf and married her. Looking back now I think My 8th grade female woman PE teacher groomed me and a few of my friends.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5761971&forum_id=2...id.#49181845)