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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Insanely creepy indian lodge mediation   06/12/25 won't work Flatulent Titillating Turdskin   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... lascivious hall   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Pea-brained rehab   07/25/21 Thanks, man cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 ... citrine submissive liquid oxygen   07/24/21 ... citrine submissive liquid oxygen   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Milky Cowardly Place Of Business   07/24/21 cq Exhilarant property   07/24/21 ... burgundy boltzmann   07/24/21 ... seedy brunch   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Slippery gas station   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Greedy state   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Slippery gas station   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... jade newt school   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... jade newt school   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother jade newt school   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Concupiscible Cuck Kitty Cat   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Exhilarant property   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Greedy state   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? 180 Office Ladyboy   07/24/21 6'2" 245 cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? 180 Office Ladyboy   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/24/21 Ungh Saffron antidepressant drug   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Greedy state   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Dashing balding ticket booth boiling water   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... carnelian faggotry   07/25/21 ... Slap-happy University   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Chartreuse pungent station digit ratio   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... onyx judgmental trust fund   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze pearly orchestra pit   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Blathering forum   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong painfully honest quadroon   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... passionate mental disorder   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Lavender tantric corner   07/24/21 gl gl Abusive Step-uncle's House Old Irish Cottage   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... boyish mother stage   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Coiffed Range French Chef   07/24/21 ... Aromatic Set Round Eye   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... lemon telephone   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Blathering forum   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Go to a meeting boyish mother stage   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... boyish mother stage   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... Blathering forum   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... boyish mother stage   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... vibrant awkward theater   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 ... sapphire motley stead selfie   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... sapphire motley stead selfie   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... sapphire motley stead selfie   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Nofapping crackhouse   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/25/21 Go to a meeting boyish mother stage   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/26/21 big mistake bro Deep native ceo   07/25/21 3 days down cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Mauve magical main people home   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... Fragrant school cafeteria dog poop   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... Mauve magical main people home   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... blue vivacious sound barrier roommate   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. boyish mother stage   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Ruddy Point   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Mauve magical main people home   07/26/21 ... Comical magenta den   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... boyish mother stage   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... light business firm   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... carnelian faggotry   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... boyish mother stage   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... painfully honest quadroon   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs sapphire motley stead selfie   07/26/21 ... sapphire motley stead selfie   07/26/21 ... sapphire motley stead selfie   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... passionate mental disorder   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... passionate mental disorder   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... passionate mental disorder   07/26/21 4 days down cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/27/21 nice man. trip circlehead   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. passionate mental disorder   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. haunting amber stage depressive   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/28/21 180 bro sapphire motley stead selfie   07/28/21 8957657365 Mauve magical main people home   07/28/21 good job Hilarious Charismatic Sanctuary Coldplay Fan   07/28/21 ... Aromatic Set Round Eye   07/28/21 ... Drab bipolar address   07/28/21 ... learning disabled immigrant affirmative action   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Abusive Step-uncle's House Old Irish Cottage   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Ruddy Point   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/28/21 180 apoplectic coffee pot   07/28/21 ... rough-skinned dun deer antler nursing home   07/28/21 Eat some bananas twisted talented karate   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/28/21 Go to a meeting boyish mother stage   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? spruce impertinent idiot lettuce   07/29/21 They were work meetings cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. boyish mother stage   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/29/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/29/21 ... onyx judgmental trust fund   07/29/21 ... passionate mental disorder   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Arrogant meetinghouse macaca   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! khaki cruise ship   07/30/21 ... Odious Roast Beef Parlour   07/30/21 ... passionate mental disorder   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER vibrant awkward theater   07/31/21 ... haunting amber stage depressive   07/31/21 ... apoplectic coffee pot   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Mauve magical main people home   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   07/31/21 8 days down cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Odious Roast Beef Parlour   07/31/21 Inspiring. Fragrant school cafeteria dog poop   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... passionate mental disorder   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... passionate mental disorder   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Frozen fear-inspiring pistol   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Odious Roast Beef Parlour   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/01/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/01/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/02/21 180 passionate mental disorder   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Fighting resort   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Mauve magical main people home   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Fighting resort   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go transparent big national striped hyena   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps learning disabled immigrant affirmative action   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/03/21 5445776444554 razzle locale pisswyrm   08/03/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/03/21 ... Hilarious Charismatic Sanctuary Coldplay Fan   08/03/21 happy for you man Amethyst razzle-dazzle really tough guy national security agency   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Pea-brained rehab   08/03/21 Keep it up apoplectic coffee pot   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! khaki cruise ship   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/04/21 ... apoplectic coffee pot   08/04/21 180 Day two here sapphire motley stead selfie   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... sapphire motley stead selfie   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... sapphire motley stead selfie   08/09/21 ... Odious Roast Beef Parlour   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Mauve magical main people home   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. boyish mother stage   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/06/21 YES Odious Roast Beef Parlour   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/07/21 Day 16 done cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/08/21 Gj! rough-skinned dun deer antler nursing home   08/08/21 17 cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/09/21 180 brother sapphire motley stead selfie   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here razzle locale pisswyrm   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Fragrant school cafeteria dog poop   08/09/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work maniacal alcoholic lodge   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... sapphire motley stead selfie   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... sapphire motley stead selfie   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... sapphire motley stead selfie   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... deranged casino   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid sienna adventurous chapel   08/13/21 Day 19 done cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/11/21 180 congrats abnormal shrine regret   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... passionate mental disorder   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/11/21 ty passionate mental disorder   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory thirsty spot   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... irradiated plaza famous landscape painting   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! transparent big national striped hyena   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Pea-brained rehab   08/12/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 ... violet spectacular locus   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. sapphire motley stead selfie   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. razzle locale pisswyrm   08/12/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 ... learning disabled immigrant affirmative action   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Umber field   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 Nice re today cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... frum useless brakes internal respiration   08/12/21 ... thirsty spot   08/12/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Slippery gas station   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/12/21 180 passionate mental disorder   08/12/21 good job man disgusting genital piercing church   08/12/21 ... thirsty spot   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/13/21 180 violet spectacular locus   08/13/21 18000000 passionate mental disorder   08/13/21 How you feeling? cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... passionate mental disorder   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/13/21 Ty passionate mental disorder   08/13/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   08/13/21 ... abnormal shrine regret   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Duck-like godawful psychic garrison   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/13/21 ... stimulating beta pit   08/14/21 ... Milky Cowardly Place Of Business   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/14/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/14/21 Day 23 done cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Comical magenta den   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us khaki cruise ship   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/15/21 180 passionate mental disorder   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... passionate mental disorder   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... boyish mother stage   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. boyish mother stage   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Gaped area   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Gaped area   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 ... abnormal shrine regret   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... sooty hairless site stock car   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? passionate mental disorder   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/16/21 Stabby? deranged casino   08/19/21 Day 24 cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/16/21 ... Provocative poppy prole cumskin   08/16/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   08/16/21 180 Mauve magical main people home   08/16/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/16/21 ... Comical magenta den   08/16/21 Day 25 cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/17/21 ... passionate mental disorder   08/17/21 Day 26 cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Comical magenta den   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Comical magenta den   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 Gj brudda Drab bipolar address   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Mauve magical main people home   08/18/21 Trust me I am cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Azure black woman   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... learning disabled immigrant affirmative action   08/18/21 ... Mauve magical main people home   08/19/21 180 passionate mental disorder   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. passionate mental disorder   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. rough-skinned dun deer antler nursing home   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... passionate mental disorder   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... boyish mother stage   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... passionate mental disorder   08/20/21 I don't plan to cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Mauve magical main people home   08/20/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   08/27/21 180 Pea-brained rehab   08/28/21 ... swollen puce principal's office partner   08/28/21 180 brother khaki cruise ship   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... vibrant awkward theater   08/28/21 That's amazing cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/03/21 ... Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/03/21 ... sapphire motley stead selfie   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... citrine submissive liquid oxygen   09/06/21 ... Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/06/21 ... Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling maize piazza   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/06/21 Done with week 7. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/10/21 ... Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Odious Roast Beef Parlour   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Mauve magical main people home   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... lime incel hospital   09/24/21 ... Concupiscible Cuck Kitty Cat   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Mauve magical main people home   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... blue vivacious sound barrier roommate   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... histrionic kitchen pocket flask   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... histrionic kitchen pocket flask   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... passionate mental disorder   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... boyish mother stage   12/01/21 this sounds right transparent big national striped hyena   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... soul-stirring autistic stag film laser beams   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 crusty bawdyhouse alpha   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades boyish mother stage   12/01/21 keep going brother swashbuckling demanding base hissy fit   12/01/21 30 days sober today cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   12/16/21 180 haunting amber stage depressive   12/16/21 6 months dry Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   01/04/22 180 spruce impertinent idiot lettuce   01/04/22 Two months sober now cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   03/13/22 180 Day six here. sapphire motley stead selfie   03/13/22 One day at a time brother cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... abnormal shrine regret   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... bespoke brilliant nibblets hell   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. 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Drinkmos are disgusting high-end theater stage   10/30/22 ... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... ruby double fault degenerate   10/30/22 ... apoplectic coffee pot   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. iridescent institution   11/18/22 397 days and counting cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   12/18/22 180 apoplectic coffee pot   12/18/22 18 months Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   01/04/23 congrats man burgundy boltzmann   01/04/23 ty Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   01/04/23 Biggest health change? copper parlor   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... 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I tried moderation enough times to know it does... cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house   10/14/24 ... Nubile Space   10/09/24 ... Drab bipolar address   10/14/24 Nice boyish mother stage   10/19/24 ... Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   11/24/24 ... Comical magenta den   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit glassy mexican doctorate   06/12/25 ... burgundy boltzmann   06/12/25 ... Vengeful Exciting Chad   08/02/25 4 years Twinkling Gay Wizard Market   08/02/25 how has your life changed? burgundy boltzmann   08/02/25 180 chestnut whorehouse philosopher-king   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 heady grizzly police squad   08/02/25 180 good going man snowy infuriating senate   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Insanely creepy indian lodge mediation 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Flatulent Titillating Turdskin won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: lascivious hall begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Pea-brained rehab He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: citrine submissive liquid oxygen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: citrine submissive liquid oxygen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Milky Cowardly Place Of Business how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Exhilarant property cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: burgundy boltzmann (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: seedy brunch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Slippery gas station 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Greedy state a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Slippery gas station Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: jade newt school Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: jade newt school When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: jade newt school we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Concupiscible Cuck Kitty Cat You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Exhilarant property Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Greedy state set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: 180 Office Ladyboy how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: 180 Office Ladyboy no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Saffron antidepressant drug Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Greedy state u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Dashing balding ticket booth boiling water I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: carnelian faggotry You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Slap-happy University (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Chartreuse pungent station digit ratio Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: onyx judgmental trust fund stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: pearly orchestra pit Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Blathering forum so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: painfully honest quadroon go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Lavender tantric corner the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Abusive Step-uncle's House Old Irish Cottage gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: boyish mother stage Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Coiffed Range French Chef Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Aromatic Set Round Eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: lemon telephone Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Blathering forum have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: boyish mother stage Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: boyish mother stage Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Blathering forum what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: boyish mother stage It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: vibrant awkward theater I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Nofapping crackhouse Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: boyish mother stage Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Deep native ceo big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Fragrant school cafeteria dog poop I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: blue vivacious sound barrier roommate Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: boyish mother stage Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Ruddy Point can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Comical magenta den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: boyish mother stage In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: light business firm Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: carnelian faggotry Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: boyish mother stage The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: painfully honest quadroon no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: passionate mental disorder I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: trip circlehead nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: haunting amber stage depressive Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Hilarious Charismatic Sanctuary Coldplay Fan good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Aromatic Set Round Eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Drab bipolar address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Abusive Step-uncle's House Old Irish Cottage also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Ruddy Point good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: apoplectic coffee pot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: rough-skinned dun deer antler nursing home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: twisted talented karate Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: boyish mother stage Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: spruce impertinent idiot lettuce who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: boyish mother stage Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: onyx judgmental trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Arrogant meetinghouse macaca Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: khaki cruise ship Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Odious Roast Beef Parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: vibrant awkward theater 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: haunting amber stage depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: apoplectic coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Mauve magical main people home You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Odious Roast Beef Parlour Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Fragrant school cafeteria dog poop Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: passionate mental disorder i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: passionate mental disorder thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Frozen fear-inspiring pistol I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Odious Roast Beef Parlour This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Fighting resort Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Fighting resort It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: transparent big national striped hyena nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: razzle locale pisswyrm 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Hilarious Charismatic Sanctuary Coldplay Fan (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Amethyst razzle-dazzle really tough guy national security agency happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: apoplectic coffee pot Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: khaki cruise ship Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: apoplectic coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Odious Roast Beef Parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: boyish mother stage One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Odious Roast Beef Parlour YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: rough-skinned dun deer antler nursing home Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: razzle locale pisswyrm This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Fragrant school cafeteria dog poop Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: maniacal alcoholic lodge Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: deranged casino The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: sienna adventurous chapel Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: abnormal shrine regret 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: passionate mental disorder ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: thirsty spot CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: irradiated plaza famous landscape painting hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: passionate mental disorder Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: transparent big national striped hyena After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: passionate mental disorder Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Pea-brained rehab I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: violet spectacular locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: razzle locale pisswyrm Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Umber field You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: frum useless brakes internal respiration Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: thirsty spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Slippery gas station 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: disgusting genital piercing church good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: thirsty spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: violet spectacular locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: abnormal shrine regret (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Duck-like godawful psychic garrison stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: stimulating beta pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Milky Cowardly Place Of Business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Comical magenta den Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: khaki cruise ship Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: passionate mental disorder An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: boyish mother stage Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: boyish mother stage You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Gaped area sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Gaped area are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: abnormal shrine regret (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: sooty hairless site stock car I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: deranged casino Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Provocative poppy prole cumskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Comical magenta den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Comical magenta den do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Comical magenta den Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Drab bipolar address Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Azure black woman Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: rough-skinned dun deer antler nursing home Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: boyish mother stage Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Pea-brained rehab 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: swollen puce principal's office partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: khaki cruise ship 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: vibrant awkward theater Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: citrine submissive liquid oxygen Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: maize piazza Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Odious Roast Beef Parlour Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: lime incel hospital don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Concupiscible Cuck Kitty Cat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Mauve magical main people home The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: blue vivacious sound barrier roommate Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: histrionic kitchen pocket flask Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: histrionic kitchen pocket flask I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: passionate mental disorder Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: boyish mother stage Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: transparent big national striped hyena this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: soul-stirring autistic stag film laser beams 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: crusty bawdyhouse alpha https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: boyish mother stage I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: swashbuckling demanding base hissy fit keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: haunting amber stage depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: spruce impertinent idiot lettuce 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: abnormal shrine regret Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: bespoke brilliant nibblets hell By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: spruce impertinent idiot lettuce 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: spruce impertinent idiot lettuce Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: lascivious hall 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Excitant Location Therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: multi-colored free-loading trailer park personal credit line Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: spruce impertinent idiot lettuce Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: spruce impertinent idiot lettuce then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: learning disabled immigrant affirmative action cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: effete legend temple lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: crusty bawdyhouse alpha https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Tripping cobalt public bath 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: iridescent institution 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: sapphire motley stead selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Buff floppy center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: effete legend temple good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Sickened Razzmatazz Preventive Strike Heaven (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: swollen puce principal's office partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: passionate mental disorder i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: passionate mental disorder thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: heady grizzly police squad congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: lascivious hall congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Comical magenta den 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: passionate mental disorder haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: passionate mental disorder ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Bearded lay filthpig I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: heady grizzly police squad Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: boyish mother stage 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: heady grizzly police squad 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: high-end theater stage 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: ruby double fault degenerate proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: apoplectic coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: iridescent institution 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: apoplectic coffee pot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: burgundy boltzmann congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: copper parlor Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: burgundy boltzmann 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: boyish mother stage Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Chrome fat ankles Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Idiotic Appetizing Jap Dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Cerebral Theatre Elastic Band 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: passionate mental disorder Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: passionate mental disorder 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: boyish mother stage There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Comical magenta den What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: drunken aphrodisiac church building 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: transparent big national striped hyena 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Comical magenta den Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Low-t gay candlestick maker boistinker Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Low-t gay candlestick maker boistinker I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Pea-brained rehab Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: passionate mental disorder I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: passionate mental disorder ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: maniacal alcoholic lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: boyish mother stage Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Aromatic Set Round Eye Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: burgundy boltzmann congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: passionate mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: lascivious hall 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: mint box office 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: mind-boggling up-to-no-good abode faggot firefighter good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: mind-boggling up-to-no-good abode faggot firefighter I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Twinkling Gay Wizard Market I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Chocolate Internet-worthy Library Becky Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: apoplectic coffee pot 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Supple turquoise tanning salon Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: cheese-eating bull headed party of the first part house None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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