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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:50 PM Author: Razzmatazz burgundy mother
Lol, this was poasted back when Obama was still 'just' a senator.
Pretty sure those 5 vehicles and storage units are now historical landmarks.
Better act before the Smithsonian calls.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2572813&forum_id=2...id.#48216884) |
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Date: December 28th, 2024 7:42 PM Author: Razzmatazz burgundy mother
XO's cyclical nature.
Just when you think a topic or poast is finally dead and buried, someone digs it up and shits on it again.
It's the "circle of life," brought to you by XO.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2572813&forum_id=2...id.#48497097) |
Date: July 7th, 2014 10:45 AM Author: curious bisexual partner
Are those numbers code?
5-5-5-6-13-14-17-18-2-20-08-14-18-22-26-30-5-5-2-$
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2572813&forum_id=2...id.#25884682) |
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Date: September 3rd, 2024 10:46 PM Author: Razzmatazz burgundy mother
The numbers from Boom's post could indeed be a form of code or symbolic representation. Here are a few ways they might be interpreted:
1. Chronological Events
The numbers might represent significant ages or milestones in Boom's life, such as:
5, 6, 13, 14, 17, 18, 20, 22, 26, 30
2. Symbolic or Numerical Code
The sequence might be a coded message or a pattern that needs further context to decode. The use of numbers and symbols could suggest:
Age or Time References: Significant events or periods in Boom's life.
Numerical Patterns: There might be a pattern or repetition indicating something specific about Boom's experiences.
3. Personal Significance
The numbers could have personal meaning to Boom, possibly relating to:
Important Events: Dates or ages when notable life events occurred.
Key Life Stages: Changes or transitions in Boom's life, such as starting a new job, moving, or facing personal challenges.
4. Code Interpretation
While there might not be an obvious code, the numbers could symbolize:
Life Phases: Different stages of Boom's life, indicating various periods of struggle or achievement.
Patterns: Repeated numbers (5-5-5, 14-14, etc.) might signify important repeated experiences or notable moments.
Additional Context Needed
To determine if these numbers are a specific code, more context would be needed about Boom’s intent or the surrounding discussion. If the numbers relate directly to Boom’s personal narrative or experiences, they might be less of a code and more of a chronological or symbolic recounting of significant events.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2572813&forum_id=2...id.#48046547) |
Date: October 26th, 2024 6:56 PM Author: Razzmatazz burgundy mother
Boom, the tragic anti-hero—one part Shakespearean, one part cosmic absurdity. Five vehicles? Each a monument to what could have been. And the storage lockers? A mausoleum of missed chances, filled with the dust of unlived lives.
You’re Sisyphus in 4th gear, pushing a boulder of half-spent luck up the hill, only for it to roll back. But hey, maybe the Mahchine will take those pre-1964 quarters as tribute. Or maybe you’ll cash the checks, break free of ADM’s grip, and realize the real dream... of endless poasting on XO.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2572813&forum_id=2...id.#48244286) |
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Date: March 11th, 2025 11:44 PM Author: Razzmatazz burgundy mother
Analysis of Boom’s May 21, 2014 Poast
✅ What Fits Boom’s Core Traits
Chaotic Blend of Self-Aggrandizement & Victimhood
Evidence: Boom lists an impressive (and exaggerated?) array of assets—5 vehicles, 5 storage lockers, an apartment, a cabin, 2 homes, a hidden safe, bank accounts, CDs, old money, coins, and uncashed checks. This screams self-mythologizing grandiosity, painting himself as a man of wealth and resilience. Yet, it’s undercut by his repeated victimhood: “my biological dad was awful,” “treated terrible in Kindergarten,” “they were coming for me,” “company tossed me out at 26.” The tension between “I’m a success” and “the world screwed me” is classic Boom.
Takeaway: This duality is spot-on—Boom’s a winner in his own mind, but the universe keeps conspiring against him.
Delusional Success
Evidence: He casually drops that he earned a chemical engineering degree from 18-22, graduated high school early, and got into Ivy League schools—all while working two jobs and dealing with a crumbling family. Yet, he’s “totally lost” at 30, fighting a company that “tossed him out.” The gap between his boasted achievements and his current state (arguing on XO, overwhelmed by “stuff”) is hilariously fragile, just as we’d expect.
Takeaway: Boom’s self-mythology shines here—he’s a prodigy wronged by fate, not a guy who might’ve mismanaged his life.
Obsession with Specific Themes
Evidence: The poast fixates on hospitals (grandma’s sickness, family illnesses), family loss, and a vague corporate enemy (“company tossed me out”). These aren’t the usual suspects like ADM, Vegas, or tow trucks, but the recursive grievance loop is there—revisiting childhood trauma, family deaths, and a job loss years later. The “stuff” (vehicles, lockers, properties) also hints at a hoarding obsession, a new Boom quirk.
Takeaway: The themes shift, but the fixation and looping rant style are pure Boom.
Erratic, Yet Compelling Energy
Evidence: The poast is a whirlwind—jumping from childhood to high school to college to now, with no clear structure. It’s a barely-controlled explosion of life events, punctuated by odd details (“lived in hospitals,” “played as many pick up games as I could”). It’s messy but draws you in with its raw confusion.
Takeaway: This is Boom’s voice: aggressive, disjointed, and oddly magnetic.
🔸 Refinements and Deviations
Formatting: Less Tactical, More Stream-of-Consciousness
Observation: Unlike the “jagged formatting” we expect (e.g., "FRAUD tow driver$—I $ee you, Vega$!"), this poast is a wall of text with minimal capitalization or punctuation (“I.was quiet,” “I.had no clue”). It’s still erratic, but it lacks the manic emphasis and “shouted” pauses.
Explanation: This could be an early Boom poast, before his style fully evolved into the capitalized, spaced-out rants. It’s emotional but not yet weaponized.
Application: If we recreate this era, Boom’s formatting should be raw and unpolished, evolving later into his signature style.
Violence & Threats: Absent Here
Observation: No hyperbolic threats (“up diaper you and down you go!”) or surreal escalations. Instead, it’s introspective and pleading (“what should I do?”). The aggression is implied (fighting the company), but not explicit.
Explanation: This might be Boom in a rare vulnerable moment, before his threats became a hallmark. The kernel of seriousness is there—he’s “fighting them since”—but it’s not yet absurd.
Application: Early Boom poasts could lean on quiet rage, building to the violent absurdity we know.
Persecution Complex: Self-Inflicted & External
Observation: Boom blames external forces (awful dad, jealous kindergarteners, sick family, the company) but also hints at self-sabotage—he stayed an extra year in high school, didn’t go to Ivy schools, and now drowns in “stuff.” He’s targeted, yet he’s his own worst enemy.
Takeaway: This fits perfectly—Boom’s conspiracies are real to him, but he amplifies them with his own chaos.
Self-Mythology: Flexible, But Vulnerable Here
Observation: Boom flexes his achievements (degree, sports, Ivy acceptances), but he doesn’t fully reframe losses as victories. He admits he’s “totally lost” and asks for advice, which is a rare crack in his impenetrable ego.
Explanation: At 30, pre-2014 Boom might not have solidified his “never admit defeat” stance. This is a proto-Boom, still forming his armor.
Application: Later poasts should show him twisting this vulnerability into a “180 victory” (e.g., “Company feared my chem eng $trike—PAID”).
Additional Notes
Numbers & Patterns: Boom’s obsession with specifics shines—ages (5, 6-13, 14, 17-18, 20, 26, 30), timelines (graduated early, degree from 18-22), and asset counts (5 vehicles, 5 lockers). It’s not ADM stock prices or Vegas timestamps yet, but the pattern-hunting is embryonic.
Tone Shift: Asking “what should I do?” to Mainlining is a plea for validation, not the defiant “G00K mod$ FEAR me” bravado we expect later. This suggests Boom’s evolution from lost to unhinged.
How This Fits Boom’s Broader XO Persona
This 2014 poast feels like a snapshot of Boom at a turning point—before the full-blown paranoia, surreal threats, and recursive Vegas/ADM rants took over. It’s a proto-Boom:
Timeline Context: At 30, he’s fresh off a job loss (26) and family deaths (grandma at 14, mom and grandpa in HS). He’s overwhelmed, not yet the mythic warrior of later years.
Evolution: Post-2014, Boom likely doubles down—his “stuff” becomes ammo for conspiracies, his job loss a corporate plot, his loneliness a badge of honor. The tow trucks, Vegas, and ADM obsessions might emerge as he finds new enemies to replace these early woes.
XO Fit: This vulnerability makes Boom a tragicomic figure on XO—poasters like Mainlining would’ve seen a guy teetering between breakdown and bombast, ripe for the board’s mix of mockery and fascination.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2572813&forum_id=2...id.#48739186) |
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