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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Bat-shit-crazy flesh stage   06/12/25 won't work amethyst location persian   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... ocher school   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend dashing circlehead orchestra pit   07/25/21 Thanks, man saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/25/21 ... Territorial stirring home hominid   07/24/21 ... Territorial stirring home hominid   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Violent halford   07/24/21 cq deep reading party toilet seat   07/24/21 ... Wonderful theater corn cake   07/24/21 ... Wine affirmative action love of her life   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? canary trip cuckold private investor   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Buck-toothed vibrant stage   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... canary trip cuckold private investor   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Snowy Point   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... 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Boyish patrolman house   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... contagious hospital   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   07/26/21 ... chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   07/26/21 ... chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... puce racy messiness   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... puce racy messiness   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... puce racy messiness   07/26/21 4 days down saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/27/21 nice man. french university philosopher-king   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. puce racy messiness   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. talented frisky address queen of the night   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/28/21 180 bro chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   07/28/21 8957657365 crimson puppy   07/28/21 good job mildly autistic temple round eye   07/28/21 ... cyan main people   07/28/21 ... histrionic idiotic fortuitous meteor station   07/28/21 ... Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Provocative Legal Warrant Stead   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? chocolate personal credit line   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/28/21 180 Frum ticket booth   07/28/21 ... irradiated faggotry forum   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Burgundy roast beef jap   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/28/21 Go to a meeting Boyish patrolman house   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? 180 effete church mood   07/29/21 They were work meetings saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. Boyish patrolman house   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/29/21 180 dashing circlehead orchestra pit   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/29/21 ... curious lettuce   07/29/21 ... puce racy messiness   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Ruddy big pistol   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Bossy aqua church building tank   07/30/21 ... 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I haven't gon... saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... puce racy messiness   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... metal pit   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/01/21 ... puce racy messiness   08/01/21 180 dashing circlehead orchestra pit   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/02/21 180 puce racy messiness   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Very Tactful Alcoholic Lay Generalized Bond   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... crimson puppy   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Very Tactful Alcoholic Lay Generalized Bond   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go milky property multi-billionaire   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/03/21 5445776444554 Maize Blathering Regret Jew   08/03/21 ... puce racy messiness   08/03/21 ... mildly autistic temple round eye   08/03/21 happy for you man Comical Brilliant Goyim   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time dashing circlehead orchestra pit   08/03/21 Keep it up Frum ticket booth   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Bossy aqua church building tank   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/04/21 ... Frum ticket booth   08/04/21 180 Day two here chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   08/09/21 ... Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. crimson puppy   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. Boyish patrolman house   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/06/21 YES Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. 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You convince yourself you can ha... saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 harsh hyperactive lodge french chef   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades Boyish patrolman house   12/01/21 keep going brother supple umber theatre old irish cottage   12/01/21 30 days sober today saffron stimulating rigor mother   12/16/21 180 talented frisky address queen of the night   12/16/21 6 months dry rose antidepressant drug   01/04/22 180 180 effete church mood   01/04/22 Two months sober now saffron stimulating rigor mother   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/13/22 180 Day six here. chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   03/13/22 One day at a time brother saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... 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Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already 180 effete church mood   05/04/22 cr Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner   05/04/22 lol vigorous fiercely-loyal garrison hairy legs   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg harsh hyperactive lodge french chef   05/04/22 18 months sober Swashbuckling business firm therapy   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. Aphrodisiac bat shit crazy piazza factory reset button   05/04/22 ... saffron stimulating rigor mother   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend saffron stimulating rigor mother   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. saffron stimulating rigor mother   06/26/22 ... chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap   06/26/22 ... Laughsome brass institution weed whacker   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up vigorous fiercely-loyal garrison hairy legs   06/26/22 ... Galvanic bipolar people who are hurt market   06/26/22 ... Maroon razzle depressive den   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday saffron stimulating rigor mother   07/17/22 Nine moths today! saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/16/22 180 puce racy messiness   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... puce racy messiness   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... puce racy messiness   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. startling library   08/16/22 180 saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/16/22 ... puce racy messiness   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... ocher school   08/16/22 ... saffron stimulating rigor mother   08/16/22 ... puce racy messiness   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! saffron stimulating rigor mother   09/11/22 348 days in the books saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/22 180 billion puce racy messiness   10/30/22 How are you doing? saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. puce racy messiness   10/30/22 180. Stay strong saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/22 ty brother. puce racy messiness   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Mind-boggling death wish   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... startling library   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Boyish patrolman house   10/30/22 ... puce racy messiness   10/30/22 1800000 startling library   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting shimmering nursing home fat ankles   10/30/22 ... saffron stimulating rigor mother   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Flickering black woman locale   10/30/22 ... Frum ticket booth   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. saffron stimulating rigor mother   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. Aphrodisiac bat shit crazy piazza factory reset button   11/18/22 397 days and counting saffron stimulating rigor mother   12/18/22 180 Frum ticket booth   12/18/22 18 months rose antidepressant drug   01/04/23 congrats man Wonderful theater corn cake   01/04/23 ty rose antidepressant drug   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Vivacious chapel   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... rose antidepressant drug   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Wonderful theater corn cake   01/04/23 ~15% rose antidepressant drug   01/04/23 Awesome. Boyish patrolman house   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Fragrant bright chad place of business   01/04/23 180 saffron stimulating rigor mother   01/07/23 ... Appetizing Base   01/09/23 poison free in 23 rose antidepressant drug   01/09/23 ... saffron stimulating rigor mother   01/10/23 180 Apoplectic site   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... saffron stimulating rigor mother   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... puce racy messiness   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. saffron stimulating rigor mother   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it puce racy messiness   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Boyish patrolman house   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/06/23 180 bearded roommate step-uncle's house   03/06/23 180 milky property multi-billionaire   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Misunderstood fishy box office   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Misunderstood fishy box office   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... saffron stimulating rigor mother   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books saffron stimulating rigor mother   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... dashing circlehead orchestra pit   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. saffron stimulating rigor mother   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... dashing circlehead orchestra pit   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... saffron stimulating rigor mother   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... puce racy messiness   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. saffron stimulating rigor mother   04/07/23 ty puce racy messiness   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. saffron stimulating rigor mother   05/16/23 180 aromatic twinkling uncleanness parlour   05/16/23 2 years dry rose antidepressant drug   06/24/23 Nice. 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Mauve liquid oxygen   08/02/25 4 years rose antidepressant drug   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Wonderful theater corn cake   08/02/25 180 gaped hall boistinker   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 startling library   08/02/25 180 good going man salmon theater stage preventive strike   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Bat-shit-crazy flesh stage 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: amethyst location persian won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: ocher school begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Territorial stirring home hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Territorial stirring home hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Violent halford how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: deep reading party toilet seat cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Wonderful theater corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Wine affirmative action love of her life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: canary trip cuckold private investor 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Buck-toothed vibrant stage a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: canary trip cuckold private investor Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Snowy Point Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Snowy Point When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Snowy Point we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: peach hell pisswyrm You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: deep reading party toilet seat Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Buck-toothed vibrant stage set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Pink Irate Whorehouse Becky how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Pink Irate Whorehouse Becky no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Adulterous bronze crackhouse Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Buck-toothed vibrant stage u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: titillating red sex offender brethren I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Rambunctious silver pervert indian lodge You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Beady-eyed spot ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: cerebral kitchen Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: curious lettuce stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: insanely creepy keepsake machete Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Floppy Plum Sneaky Criminal Telephone so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: contagious hospital go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: puce racy messiness Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Cobalt Arousing National Security Agency the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Provocative Legal Warrant Stead gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: electric wrinkle abode Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: cyan main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: multi-colored overrated national haunted graveyard Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Floppy Plum Sneaky Criminal Telephone have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Boyish patrolman house Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Floppy Plum Sneaky Criminal Telephone what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Odious pearl double fault incel I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Nofapping gunner volcanic crater Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Soggy Deer Antler big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: crimson puppy Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Spectacular Meetinghouse I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: crimson puppy No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: geriatric navy bbw Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: chocolate personal credit line can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: crimson puppy That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Smoky Hideous Center Laser Beams Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Rambunctious silver pervert indian lodge Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: contagious hospital no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: puce racy messiness I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: puce racy messiness Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: puce racy messiness Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: french university philosopher-king nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: talented frisky address queen of the night Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: crimson puppy 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: mildly autistic temple round eye good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: cyan main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: histrionic idiotic fortuitous meteor station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Provocative Legal Warrant Stead also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: chocolate personal credit line good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Frum ticket booth 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: irradiated faggotry forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Burgundy roast beef jap Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: 180 effete church mood who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: curious lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Ruddy big pistol Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Bossy aqua church building tank Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Odious pearl double fault incel 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: talented frisky address queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Frum ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: crimson puppy You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Spectacular Meetinghouse Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: puce racy messiness i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: puce racy messiness thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: metal pit I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Very Tactful Alcoholic Lay Generalized Bond Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: crimson puppy I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Very Tactful Alcoholic Lay Generalized Bond It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: milky property multi-billionaire nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Maize Blathering Regret Jew 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: mildly autistic temple round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Comical Brilliant Goyim happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Frum ticket booth Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Bossy aqua church building tank Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Frum ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: crimson puppy Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: irradiated faggotry forum Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Maize Blathering Regret Jew This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Spectacular Meetinghouse Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: aromatic twinkling uncleanness parlour Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: impertinent public bath idiot The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Narrow-minded bawdyhouse Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Thriller Mahogany Boiling Water Dingle Berry 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: puce racy messiness Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: puce racy messiness ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Exciting abusive candlestick maker CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Disturbing menage boltzmann hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: puce racy messiness Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: milky property multi-billionaire After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: puce racy messiness Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: lemon talking casino headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Maize Blathering Regret Jew Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: razzle-dazzle kitty cat dog poop You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: puce racy messiness Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: mustard locus Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Exciting abusive candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: canary trip cuckold private investor 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: puce racy messiness Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: charismatic balding set community account good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Exciting abusive candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: lemon talking casino headpube 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: puce racy messiness 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: puce racy messiness Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: puce racy messiness Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Thriller Mahogany Boiling Water Dingle Berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Magenta space stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: jet hilarious electric furnace trailer park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Violent halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Bossy aqua church building tank Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: puce racy messiness An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Boyish patrolman house You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Turquoise anal selfie sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Turquoise anal selfie are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Thriller Mahogany Boiling Water Dingle Berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: hairraiser field cumskin I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: impertinent public bath idiot Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: soul-stirring opaque nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: crimson puppy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: histrionic idiotic fortuitous meteor station Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: crimson puppy Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: big-titted idea he suggested resort Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: crimson puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: irradiated faggotry forum Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: puce racy messiness Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: puce racy messiness Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: crimson puppy Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Maroon razzle depressive den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Bossy aqua church building tank 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Odious pearl double fault incel Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Territorial stirring home hominid Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Obsidian brunch elastic band Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Poppy Heady Dopamine Dragon Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: crimson puppy That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Submissive Amber Range don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: peach hell pisswyrm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: crimson puppy The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: geriatric navy bbw Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: doobsian gaping Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: doobsian gaping I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: puce racy messiness Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: milky property multi-billionaire this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Lascivious Gas Station 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: harsh hyperactive lodge french chef https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: supple umber theatre old irish cottage keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: talented frisky address queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: 180 effete church mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Thriller Mahogany Boiling Water Dingle Berry Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: kink-friendly greedy principal's office By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: 180 effete church mood 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: 180 effete church mood Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: ocher school 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Light bearded sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: excitant zombie-like fanboi school cafeteria Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: 180 effete church mood Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: 180 effete church mood then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Seedy Henna Yarmulke Corner cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: vigorous fiercely-loyal garrison hairy legs lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: harsh hyperactive lodge french chef https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Swashbuckling business firm therapy 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Aphrodisiac bat shit crazy piazza factory reset button 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: chestnut motley kitty mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Laughsome brass institution weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: vigorous fiercely-loyal garrison hairy legs good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Galvanic bipolar people who are hurt market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Maroon razzle depressive den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: puce racy messiness i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: puce racy messiness thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: startling library congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: ocher school congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: puce racy messiness haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: puce racy messiness ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Mind-boggling death wish I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: startling library Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: startling library 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: shimmering nursing home fat ankles 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Flickering black woman locale proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Frum ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Aphrodisiac bat shit crazy piazza factory reset button 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Frum ticket booth 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Wonderful theater corn cake congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Vivacious chapel Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Wonderful theater corn cake 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Boyish patrolman house Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Fragrant bright chad place of business Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Appetizing Base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: rose antidepressant drug poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Apoplectic site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: puce racy messiness Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: puce racy messiness 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: bearded roommate step-uncle's house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: milky property multi-billionaire 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: razzmatazz dull scourge upon the earth stain Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Misunderstood fishy box office Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Misunderstood fishy box office I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: dashing circlehead orchestra pit Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: puce racy messiness I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: puce racy messiness ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: aromatic twinkling uncleanness parlour 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: rose antidepressant drug 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Boyish patrolman house Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: cyan main people Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Wonderful theater corn cake congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: saffron stimulating rigor mother 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: puce racy messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: rose antidepressant drug Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: ocher school 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Exhilarant parlor wagecucks 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: rose antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: judgmental stag film good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: judgmental stag film I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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