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I will never "have an inner monologue." I will never "need words to think."

https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862594&forum_i...
oomox
  05/02/26
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Nazca Redlines
  05/02/26
Not having one at all or having one 24/7 are both crazy. ...
cowgod
  05/02/26
Is there a pattern to when you do or don't? I have a few ...
oomox
  05/02/26
So many things that happen irl are the Same Things that alre...
cowgod
  05/02/26
Interesting, so yours is for Reflection and Processing. Yeah...
oomox
  05/02/26
state your Console history
which is what makes time travel possible
  05/02/26
- Some handheld I don't remember which - PS2 - PS5 Kind...
oomox
  05/02/26
what did you play on these? DDR? Spyro?
cowgod
  05/02/26
Actually spot on lol. DDR was my most-played game on PS2 by ...
oomox
  05/02/26
Did your male relatives do System Link
cowgod
  05/02/26
No, but we played with this neighbor kid who sucked at Tekke...
oomox
  05/02/26
no not really. probably Western Indie Titles. they offer a R...
cowgod
  05/02/26
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Medieval Pilgrimage Architecture #BrianJacques, tp
  05/02/26
Yeah a lot of indie decision-based stuff but my main game is...
oomox
  05/02/26
indies offer a Reprieve
cowgod
  05/02/26
I also think it's helpful for things that take you out of yo...
cowgod
  05/02/26
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Massive Penile Appendage
  05/02/26
as long as we can all agree that aphantasia is retard-tier I...
yidden figures
  05/02/26
Someone posted that infographic with the aphantasia test whe...
The Penis
  05/02/26
https://old.reddit.com/r/Aphantasia/comments/swbov5/dmt_a_cu...
yidden figures
  05/02/26
I don't think anybody above a certain iq has an always-on in...
conscious computer
  05/02/26
I've met plenty of smart people who at least purport to have...
oomox
  05/02/26
It turns itself off once you have to start actually thinking...
conscious computer
  05/02/26
That's always been my guess too. Like how could there NOT be...
oomox
  05/02/26
nobody actually lacks an inner monologue except illiterates....
$30 Kirkland brand winter coat
  05/02/26
Wdym oral culture? And what's hyper-literate?
oomox
  05/02/26
notice how when you post you're not actually writing anythin...
$30 Kirkland brand winter coat
  05/02/26
I don't think of it as transcribing; I think of it as transl...
oomox
  05/02/26
I feel like I was able to read faster as a kid and I had les...
Nyolent Vigor
  05/02/26
Another thing about reading, and maybe this was the case for...
oomox
  05/02/26
On occasion I've thought about using those apps that will he...
Nyolent Vigor
  05/02/26
Yeah when reading for pleasure I'd never want to rush throug...
oomox
  05/02/26
Monologue? Pffft! Anyway,
Massive Penile Appendage
  05/02/26
180
oomox
  05/02/26
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Medieval Pilgrimage Architecture #BrianJacques, tp
  05/02/26
I'm still not sure 100% what I have. I use a lot of intuitio...
The Penis
  05/02/26
Honestly I think you'd know if you had one. Do you hear an a...
oomox
  05/02/26


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Date: May 2nd, 2026 2:42 PM
Author: oomox

https://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862594&forum_id=2#49859632

This one always riles people up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859743)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 2:50 PM
Author: Nazca Redlines



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859756)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 2:54 PM
Author: cowgod

Not having one at all or having one 24/7 are both crazy.

Definitely had more of one as a kid.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859769)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:05 PM
Author: oomox

Is there a pattern to when you do or don't?

I have a few exceptions besides the one I mentioned about reading/writing in a different language. It can happen when I'm reading really dense prose in English. I also say numbers in my head if I have to remember them right away, like MFA codes. Also, if I'm writing something that I plan to say aloud (or am otherwise taking the writing seriously) sometimes I read it that in my head.

Yeah a voice 24/7 would be annoying and likely anxiety-inducing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859802)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:12 PM
Author: cowgod

So many things that happen irl are the Same Things that already happened and I don’t need to say the Same Thing to myself

The first time something Bad happens to you or any singular sort of thing it’s good to post-mortem it. Like how would I understand that my parents got divorced because I didn’t make all stars in little league without an inner monologue? It’s not for things like “time to brush my teeth.” Women aren’t deep thinkers so they don’t need one.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859815)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:18 PM
Author: oomox

Interesting, so yours is for Reflection and Processing. Yeah, the stuff like "time to brush my teeth" is what baffles me. The way I've always put it is, I don't look outside and think, "It's raining. I should grab a jacket." I just perceive that it's raining and put on a jacket.

Lmao sure bro. Pretty sure you don't outclass me intellectually.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859828)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:39 PM
Author: which is what makes time travel possible

state your Console history

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859861)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:46 PM
Author: oomox

- Some handheld I don't remember which

- PS2

- PS5

Kinda TTT. Played a lot on my cousins' PS1 too.

The cool part is that I got my PS5 within like 4 days of deciding I wanted one, which was the week it came out. I religiously monitored nowinstock and got a heads-up about a drop. Was 180. I remember my heart was beating so fast between when I added it to my cart and checked out.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859870)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:51 PM
Author: cowgod

what did you play on these? DDR? Spyro?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859878)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:57 PM
Author: oomox

Actually spot on lol. DDR was my most-played game on PS2 by far. On my cousins' PS1 we mainly played Spyro, Cool Boarders, and Tekken.

My favorite PC game as a kid was Croc. Played the remake last year and it was 180000. I also checked out the Spyro remake a few yrs ago but didn't play it all the way through.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859887)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:03 PM
Author: cowgod

Did your male relatives do System Link

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859896)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:07 PM
Author: oomox

No, but we played with this neighbor kid who sucked at Tekken

Do you want to know what I play on my PS5 and PC now? It's a short list.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859905)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:11 PM
Author: cowgod

no not really. probably Western Indie Titles. they offer a Reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859926)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:11 PM
Author: Medieval Pilgrimage Architecture #BrianJacques, tp



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859928)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:15 PM
Author: oomox

Yeah a lot of indie decision-based stuff but my main game is ROCKET LEAGUE.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859947)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 7:48 PM
Author: cowgod

indies offer a Reprieve

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860369)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:45 PM
Author: cowgod

I also think it's helpful for things that take you out of your routine like dieting or something.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859869)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 10:41 PM
Author: Massive Penile Appendage (No Future)



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860737)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:51 PM
Author: yidden figures

as long as we can all agree that aphantasia is retard-tier I think we don't need to argue about this

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859879)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 8:18 PM
Author: The Penis

Someone posted that infographic with the aphantasia test where you visualize an apple and some people just get a blank. That one is definitely retard tier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860432)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 10:10 PM
Author: yidden figures

https://old.reddit.com/r/Aphantasia/comments/swbov5/dmt_a_cure_for_aphantasia/

look how much happier he is now that he can actually imagine things like a human. this therapy should be mandatory.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860683)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 3:54 PM
Author: conscious computer

I don't think anybody above a certain iq has an always-on internal verbal monologue

It slows down your mental processing so much that almost by definition, a reasonably bright person's brain is not ever going to be doing it while they are actually thinking about something

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859884)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:00 PM
Author: oomox

I've met plenty of smart people who at least purport to have a voice all the time. Maybe they're just schizo.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859891)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:04 PM
Author: conscious computer

It turns itself off once you have to start actually thinking hard about something

They're probably just low self awareness so they don't realize it's happening. And only thinking of the majority of their awake time when they aren't thinking hard about something, and their idle-minded inner voice is spouting off

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859897)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:08 PM
Author: oomox

That's always been my guess too. Like how could there NOT be things that just... come to them??? It is probably just poor introspection.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859913)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:15 PM
Author: $30 Kirkland brand winter coat

nobody actually lacks an inner monologue except illiterates. then you have people like OP who are literate but belong more to oral culture. then you have people who are hyper-literate.

spoken english and written english are different languages, 24/7 inner monologue means you’re always translating between the two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859945)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:17 PM
Author: oomox

Wdym oral culture? And what's hyper-literate?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859955)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:19 PM
Author: $30 Kirkland brand winter coat

notice how when you post you're not actually writing anything? you're transcribing spoken english. some people's native language is written english.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859963)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 4:23 PM
Author: oomox

I don't think of it as transcribing; I think of it as translating my thoughts into words real-time. I don't have the sentences in mind before I put them down; I just poop them out. That's part of why I type insanely fast I think.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49859972)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 7:45 PM
Author: Nyolent Vigor

I feel like I was able to read faster as a kid and I had less of an internal monologue. Said another way, I sometimes feel like my current internal monologue slows me down as a reader.

That's probably bullshit though. It's more likely that I plowed through stuff quickly when I was young because I was reading a lot of fiction for young readers.

I don't read fiction anymore. When it takes me a while to get through something now it's because there is a lot of complexity.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860361)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 7:54 PM
Author: oomox

Another thing about reading, and maybe this was the case for you as a kid, is that I read chunks of text at a time. Like my eyes kinda scan over the text and I'll process phrases or short sentences at once, depending on how complex the wording is. Not sure if that's possible with subvocalization.

Admittedly I read things wrong all the time when arguing on the internet bc I read too fast

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860388)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 10:10 PM
Author: Nyolent Vigor

On occasion I've thought about using those apps that will help you speed read by flashing one word on the screen at a time. In theory it seems like a way to blast through an internal monologue and read shit way faster than you otherwise would.

In practice though, it's got to heavily mess with comprehension. And even to the extent that you do retain 'enough' comprehension, you're robbed of all those moments that you stop and ponder a particularly poignant sentence or idea.

I can't think of any text I'd actually want to use it on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860679)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 10:13 PM
Author: oomox

Yeah when reading for pleasure I'd never want to rush through it. I don't think it messes with comprehension if you're fully concentrating though

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860691)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 7:47 PM
Author: Massive Penile Appendage (No Future)

Monologue? Pffft! Anyway,

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860367)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 7:47 PM
Author: oomox

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860368)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 8:18 PM
Author: Medieval Pilgrimage Architecture #BrianJacques, tp



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860433)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 8:16 PM
Author: The Penis

I'm still not sure 100% what I have. I use a lot of intuition and mainly look at relations, tensions, constraints, flows etc. But I wouldn't say that I don't verbalize silently at all. When I reason about something I never have a heard silent sentence like “first I need to check X, then Y implies Z.” But I have felt relations and senses of constraints. If I write something out that has stepwise reasoning in it its after the fact to explain something I already intuited. Not sure if this is similar to what you have or what other people have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860428)



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Date: May 2nd, 2026 10:38 PM
Author: oomox

Honestly I think you'd know if you had one. Do you hear an actual voice? Apparently it's like how in movies you hear someone saying their thoughts aloud as a voiceover. I thought that was just a narrative device until the first "internal monologue" discussion I saw online.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5862925&forum_id=2E#49860730)