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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started wine abode fortuitous meteor   06/12/25 won't work deranged swollen gay wizard   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... aggressive exhilarant mood   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend mentally impaired depressive   07/25/21 Thanks, man gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 ... Frozen Dead Mental Disorder Jew   07/24/21 ... Frozen Dead Mental Disorder Jew   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Electric national security agency psychic   07/24/21 cq elite parlor   07/24/21 ... obsidian sick business firm   07/24/21 ... fishy rehab   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? brindle death wish property   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Excitant puce ceo piazza   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... brindle death wish property   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... demanding thriller step-uncle's house   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... demanding thriller step-uncle's house   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother demanding thriller step-uncle's house   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... hairraiser dull library   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr elite parlor   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Excitant puce ceo piazza   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? green spectacular codepig center   07/24/21 6'2" 245 gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? green spectacular codepig center   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... gold sinister institution new version   07/24/21 Ungh domesticated fuchsia school cafeteria   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Excitant puce ceo piazza   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Big-titted Point Travel Guidebook   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Swashbuckling mexican crackhouse   07/25/21 ... trip aqua principal's office circlehead   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Fluffy burgundy set sneaky criminal   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... drunken confused sanctuary   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Soggy police squad   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? massive indigo windowlicker   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Stirring Flatulent Masturbator   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... flesh plaza   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Infuriating insecure house   07/24/21 gl gl Tripping alpha patrolman   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... bespoke nibblets   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison talented free-loading kitty cat   07/24/21 ... Motley mauve heaven   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Histrionic gunner   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... massive indigo windowlicker   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Go to a meeting bespoke nibblets   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... bespoke nibblets   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... massive indigo windowlicker   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... bespoke nibblets   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... razzle-dazzle bronze locale   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 ... galvanic double fault knife   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... galvanic double fault knife   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... galvanic double fault knife   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Lime Ape Trailer Park   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... gold sinister institution new version   07/25/21 Go to a meeting bespoke nibblets   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... gold sinister institution new version   07/26/21 big mistake bro alcoholic church building party of the first part   07/25/21 3 days down gold sinister institution new version   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Costumed racy space macaca   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... silver vibrant forum   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... Costumed racy space macaca   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. gold sinister institution new version   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... Provocative stage   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. bespoke nibblets   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... gay rigor   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Costumed racy space macaca   07/26/21 ... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... gold sinister institution new version   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... bespoke nibblets   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Lake odious electric furnace juggernaut   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Swashbuckling mexican crackhouse   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... bespoke nibblets   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Stirring Flatulent Masturbator   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs galvanic double fault knife   07/26/21 ... galvanic double fault knife   07/26/21 ... galvanic double fault knife   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... flesh plaza   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... flesh plaza   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... gold sinister institution new version   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... flesh plaza   07/26/21 4 days down gold sinister institution new version   07/27/21 nice man. Violent lay   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. flesh plaza   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. brilliant church hissy fit   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink gold sinister institution new version   07/28/21 180 bro galvanic double fault knife   07/28/21 8957657365 Costumed racy space macaca   07/28/21 good job titillating effete pit   07/28/21 ... Motley mauve heaven   07/28/21 ... Vigorous spot factory reset button   07/28/21 ... Aphrodisiac market crotch   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Tripping alpha patrolman   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? gay rigor   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... gold sinister institution new version   07/28/21 180 insane site   07/28/21 ... doobsian doctorate   07/28/21 Eat some bananas slimy irradiated indian lodge genital piercing   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... gold sinister institution new version   07/28/21 Go to a meeting bespoke nibblets   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. gold sinister institution new version   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Scarlet Cowardly Locus   07/29/21 They were work meetings gold sinister institution new version   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. bespoke nibblets   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* gold sinister institution new version   07/29/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink gold sinister institution new version   07/29/21 ... drunken confused sanctuary   07/29/21 ... flesh plaza   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Slippery Irate Goyim Resort   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. gold sinister institution new version   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... gold sinister institution new version   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo   07/30/21 ... Opaque Tantric Stock Car   07/30/21 ... flesh plaza   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER razzle-dazzle bronze locale   07/31/21 ... brilliant church hissy fit   07/31/21 ... insane site   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Costumed racy space macaca   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Mahogany base   07/31/21 8 days down gold sinister institution new version   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Opaque Tantric Stock Car   07/31/21 Inspiring. silver vibrant forum   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... gold sinister institution new version   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... flesh plaza   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... gold sinister institution new version   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... flesh plaza   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Concupiscible bat-shit-crazy mediation people who are hurt   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... gold sinister institution new version   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Opaque Tantric Stock Car   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. gold sinister institution new version   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark gold sinister institution new version   08/01/21 ... flesh plaza   08/01/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... gold sinister institution new version   08/02/21 180 flesh plaza   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. gold sinister institution new version   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Vermilion nursing home   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Costumed racy space macaca   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Vermilion nursing home   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Aphrodisiac market crotch   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. gold sinister institution new version   08/03/21 5445776444554 shimmering halford   08/03/21 ... flesh plaza   08/03/21 ... titillating effete pit   08/03/21 happy for you man aromatic transparent turdskin weed whacker   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time mentally impaired depressive   08/03/21 Keep it up insane site   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. gold sinister institution new version   08/04/21 ... insane site   08/04/21 180 Day two here galvanic double fault knife   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. gold sinister institution new version   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... galvanic double fault knife   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... gold sinister institution new version   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... galvanic double fault knife   08/09/21 ... Opaque Tantric Stock Car   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. gold sinister institution new version   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Costumed racy space macaca   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. bespoke nibblets   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can gold sinister institution new version   08/06/21 YES Opaque Tantric Stock Car   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... gold sinister institution new version   08/07/21 Day 16 done gold sinister institution new version   08/08/21 Gj! doobsian doctorate   08/08/21 17 gold sinister institution new version   08/09/21 180 brother galvanic double fault knife   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here shimmering halford   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! silver vibrant forum   08/09/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... gold sinister institution new version   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... gold sinister institution new version   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work beta cuck   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... galvanic double fault knife   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... gold sinister institution new version   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... galvanic double fault knife   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... gold sinister institution new version   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... galvanic double fault knife   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Hyperactive mad-dog skullcap   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... gold sinister institution new version   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. gold sinister institution new version   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid turquoise awkward lodge   08/13/21 Day 19 done gold sinister institution new version   08/11/21 180 congrats boyish onyx address   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... flesh plaza   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... gold sinister institution new version   08/11/21 ty flesh plaza   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Glittery pisswyrm associate   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... cracking brunch son of senegal   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... flesh plaza   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... flesh plaza   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... mentally impaired depressive   08/12/21 ... flesh plaza   08/12/21 ... hideous floppy theatre faggotry   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. galvanic double fault knife   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. shimmering halford   08/12/21 ... flesh plaza   08/12/21 ... Aphrodisiac market crotch   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... embarrassed to the bone stage   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... flesh plaza   08/12/21 Nice re today gold sinister institution new version   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Milky generalized bond sound barrier   08/12/21 ... Glittery pisswyrm associate   08/12/21 ... flesh plaza   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... brindle death wish property   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... gold sinister institution new version   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... flesh plaza   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. gold sinister institution new version   08/12/21 180 flesh plaza   08/12/21 good job man Lascivious Hyperventilating Corner   08/12/21 ... Glittery pisswyrm associate   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! gold sinister institution new version   08/13/21 180 hideous floppy theatre faggotry   08/13/21 18000000 flesh plaza   08/13/21 How you feeling? gold sinister institution new version   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... flesh plaza   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... gold sinister institution new version   08/13/21 Ty flesh plaza   08/13/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   08/13/21 ... boyish onyx address   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Sable Idiot   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. gold sinister institution new version   08/13/21 ... Curious Chocolate Temple   08/14/21 ... Electric national security agency psychic   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon gold sinister institution new version   08/14/21 ... flesh plaza   08/14/21 Day 23 done gold sinister institution new version   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... gold sinister institution new version   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... gold sinister institution new version   08/15/21 180 flesh plaza   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... gold sinister institution new version   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... flesh plaza   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. gold sinister institution new version   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... bespoke nibblets   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. bespoke nibblets   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... pale overrated home   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw pale overrated home   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 ... boyish onyx address   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... ivory location wagecucks   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? flesh plaza   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. gold sinister institution new version   08/16/21 Stabby? Hyperactive mad-dog skullcap   08/19/21 Day 24 gold sinister institution new version   08/16/21 ... judgmental office   08/16/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   08/16/21 180 Costumed racy space macaca   08/16/21 ... flesh plaza   08/16/21 ... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   08/16/21 Day 25 gold sinister institution new version   08/17/21 ... flesh plaza   08/17/21 Day 26 gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 Gj brudda Vigorous spot factory reset button   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Costumed racy space macaca   08/18/21 Trust me I am gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one pontificating lilac dilemma dragon   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... gold sinister institution new version   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Aphrodisiac market crotch   08/18/21 ... Costumed racy space macaca   08/19/21 180 flesh plaza   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books gold sinister institution new version   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. flesh plaza   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. gold sinister institution new version   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... gold sinister institution new version   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. doobsian doctorate   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... flesh plaza   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... bespoke nibblets   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... flesh plaza   08/20/21 I don't plan to gold sinister institution new version   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Costumed racy space macaca   08/20/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober gold sinister institution new version   08/27/21 180 mentally impaired depressive   08/28/21 ... Marvelous Buck-toothed Field Idea He Suggested   08/28/21 180 brother Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... razzle-dazzle bronze locale   08/28/21 That's amazing gold sinister institution new version   09/03/21 ... Mahogany base   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... gold sinister institution new version   09/03/21 ... galvanic double fault knife   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Mahogany base   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Frozen Dead Mental Disorder Jew   09/06/21 ... Mahogany base   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. gold sinister institution new version   09/06/21 ... Mahogany base   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling Erotic sandwich   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... gold sinister institution new version   09/06/21 Done with week 7. gold sinister institution new version   09/10/21 ... Mahogany base   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. gold sinister institution new version   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Opaque Tantric Stock Car   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Costumed racy space macaca   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... gold sinister institution new version   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Citrine theater   09/24/21 ... hairraiser dull library   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Costumed racy space macaca   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... gold sinister institution new version   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink gold sinister institution new version   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Provocative stage   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. gold sinister institution new version   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Mahogany base   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... gold sinister institution new version   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Stimulating ultramarine organic girlfriend   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... gold sinister institution new version   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Stimulating ultramarine organic girlfriend   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... flesh plaza   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... bespoke nibblets   12/01/21 this sounds right salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Disgusting supple trust fund   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... gold sinister institution new version   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Misanthropic Fat Ankles   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades bespoke nibblets   12/01/21 keep going brother Bright stead skinny woman   12/01/21 30 days sober today gold sinister institution new version   12/16/21 180 brilliant church hissy fit   12/16/21 6 months dry Mahogany base   01/04/22 180 Scarlet Cowardly Locus   01/04/22 Two months sober now gold sinister institution new version   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today gold sinister institution new version   03/13/22 180 Day six here. galvanic double fault knife   03/13/22 One day at a time brother gold sinister institution new version   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... boyish onyx address   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... sapphire haunting kitchen useless brakes   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Scarlet Cowardly Locus   04/09/22 144 days gold sinister institution new version   04/09/22 Good work Scarlet Cowardly Locus   04/09/22 Thanks brother gold sinister institution new version   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! aggressive exhilarant mood   04/09/22 ... 180 Personal Credit Line Sex Offender   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon gold sinister institution new version   05/03/22 Way to go, man. Shaky whorehouse twinkling uncleanness   05/04/22 Thanks dude gold sinister institution new version   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Aphrodisiac market crotch   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Scarlet Cowardly Locus   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... Aphrodisiac market crotch   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Scarlet Cowardly Locus   05/04/22 cr Aphrodisiac market crotch   05/04/22 lol Cyan contagious boiling water   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Misanthropic Fat Ankles   05/04/22 18 months sober appetizing antidepressant drug   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. very tactful soul-stirring station   05/04/22 ... gold sinister institution new version   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. galvanic double fault knife   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend gold sinister institution new version   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. gold sinister institution new version   06/26/22 ... galvanic double fault knife   06/26/22 ... Ungodly balding filthpig range   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up Cyan contagious boiling water   06/26/22 ... orange state reading party   06/26/22 ... Marvelous Buck-toothed Field Idea He Suggested   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday gold sinister institution new version   07/17/22 Nine moths today! gold sinister institution new version   08/16/22 180 flesh plaza   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? gold sinister institution new version   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... flesh plaza   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... gold sinister institution new version   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... flesh plaza   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. wonderful garrison jewess   08/16/22 180 gold sinister institution new version   08/16/22 ... flesh plaza   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... aggressive exhilarant mood   08/16/22 ... gold sinister institution new version   08/16/22 ... flesh plaza   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! gold sinister institution new version   09/11/22 348 days in the books gold sinister institution new version   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... gold sinister institution new version   10/30/22 180 billion flesh plaza   10/30/22 How are you doing? gold sinister institution new version   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. flesh plaza   10/30/22 180. Stay strong gold sinister institution new version   10/30/22 ty brother. flesh plaza   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Fighting Dark Hell   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it gold sinister institution new version   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... wonderful garrison jewess   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. bespoke nibblets   10/30/22 ... flesh plaza   10/30/22 1800000 wonderful garrison jewess   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Olive vivacious theater stage dog poop   10/30/22 ... gold sinister institution new version   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Razzmatazz tanning salon   10/30/22 ... insane site   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. gold sinister institution new version   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. very tactful soul-stirring station   11/18/22 397 days and counting gold sinister institution new version   12/18/22 180 insane site   12/18/22 18 months Mahogany base   01/04/23 congrats man obsidian sick business firm   01/04/23 ty Mahogany base   01/04/23 Biggest health change? fear-inspiring cruise ship background story   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... Mahogany base   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? obsidian sick business firm   01/04/23 ~15% Mahogany base   01/04/23 Awesome. bespoke nibblets   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... diverse out-of-control hall   01/04/23 180 gold sinister institution new version   01/07/23 ... Spruce parlour azn   01/09/23 poison free in 23 Mahogany base   01/09/23 ... gold sinister institution new version   01/10/23 180 Geriatric chestnut box office   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... gold sinister institution new version   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... flesh plaza   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. gold sinister institution new version   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it flesh plaza   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. bespoke nibblets   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink gold sinister institution new version   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW gold sinister institution new version   03/06/23 180 Mustard Shrine   03/06/23 180 salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... gold sinister institution new version   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Self-absorbed arousing cuckold french chef   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... gold sinister institution new version   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Self-absorbed arousing cuckold french chef   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... gold sinister institution new version   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books gold sinister institution new version   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... mentally impaired depressive   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. gold sinister institution new version   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... mentally impaired depressive   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... gold sinister institution new version   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... flesh plaza   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. gold sinister institution new version   04/07/23 ty flesh plaza   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. gold sinister institution new version   05/16/23 180 beta cuck   05/16/23 2 years dry Mahogany base   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. gold sinister institution new version   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? bespoke nibblets   07/01/23 Wow Motley mauve heaven   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros gold sinister institution new version   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books gold sinister institution new version   10/17/23 congrats obsidian sick business firm   10/17/23 ... Mahogany base   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days gold sinister institution new version   11/24/23 ... Mahogany base   11/24/23 ... flesh plaza   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? Mahogany base   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. aggressive exhilarant mood   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Cocky razzle prole sweet tailpipe   11/25/23 ... Mahogany base   11/25/23 good job azure menage degenerate   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... azure menage degenerate   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. gold sinister institution new version   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... Mahogany base   11/27/23 956 days gold sinister institution new version   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... sexy passionate nowag   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... gold sinister institution new version   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own beta cuck   06/29/24 ... 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Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Orchid Zombie-like Stag Film Goal In Life   06/12/25 ... obsidian sick business firm   06/12/25 ... heady gas station partner   08/02/25 4 years Mahogany base   08/02/25 how has your life changed? obsidian sick business firm   08/02/25 180 Laughsome grizzly senate roommate   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 wonderful garrison jewess   08/02/25 180 good going man Carnelian orchestra pit   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: wine abode fortuitous meteor 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: deranged swollen gay wizard won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: aggressive exhilarant mood begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: mentally impaired depressive He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Frozen Dead Mental Disorder Jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Frozen Dead Mental Disorder Jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Electric national security agency psychic how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: elite parlor cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: obsidian sick business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: fishy rehab (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: brindle death wish property 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Excitant puce ceo piazza a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: brindle death wish property Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: demanding thriller step-uncle's house Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: demanding thriller step-uncle's house When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: demanding thriller step-uncle's house we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: hairraiser dull library You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: elite parlor Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Excitant puce ceo piazza set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: green spectacular codepig center how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: green spectacular codepig center no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: domesticated fuchsia school cafeteria Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Excitant puce ceo piazza u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Big-titted Point Travel Guidebook I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Swashbuckling mexican crackhouse You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: trip aqua principal's office circlehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Fluffy burgundy set sneaky criminal Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: drunken confused sanctuary stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Soggy police squad Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: massive indigo windowlicker so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Stirring Flatulent Masturbator go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: flesh plaza Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Infuriating insecure house the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Tripping alpha patrolman gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: talented free-loading kitty cat Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Motley mauve heaven (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Histrionic gunner Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: massive indigo windowlicker have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: bespoke nibblets Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: massive indigo windowlicker what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: bespoke nibblets It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: razzle-dazzle bronze locale I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Lime Ape Trailer Park Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: alcoholic church building party of the first part big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: silver vibrant forum I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Provocative stage Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: gay rigor can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: bespoke nibblets In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Lake odious electric furnace juggernaut Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Swashbuckling mexican crackhouse Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: bespoke nibblets The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Stirring Flatulent Masturbator no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: galvanic double fault knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: flesh plaza I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: flesh plaza Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: flesh plaza Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Violent lay nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: flesh plaza 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: brilliant church hissy fit Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: titillating effete pit good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Motley mauve heaven (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Vigorous spot factory reset button (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Tripping alpha patrolman also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: gay rigor good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: insane site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: doobsian doctorate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: slimy irradiated indian lodge genital piercing Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Scarlet Cowardly Locus who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: drunken confused sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Slippery Irate Goyim Resort Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Opaque Tantric Stock Car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: razzle-dazzle bronze locale 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: brilliant church hissy fit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: insane site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Costumed racy space macaca You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Mahogany base keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Opaque Tantric Stock Car Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: silver vibrant forum Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: flesh plaza i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: flesh plaza thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Concupiscible bat-shit-crazy mediation people who are hurt I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Opaque Tantric Stock Car This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: flesh plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Vermilion nursing home Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Vermilion nursing home It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: shimmering halford 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: titillating effete pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: aromatic transparent turdskin weed whacker happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: insane site Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: insane site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Opaque Tantric Stock Car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: bespoke nibblets One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Opaque Tantric Stock Car YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: doobsian doctorate Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: shimmering halford This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: silver vibrant forum Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: beta cuck Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Hyperactive mad-dog skullcap The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: turquoise awkward lodge Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: boyish onyx address 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: flesh plaza Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: flesh plaza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Glittery pisswyrm associate CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: cracking brunch son of senegal hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: flesh plaza Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: flesh plaza Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: mentally impaired depressive I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: hideous floppy theatre faggotry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: galvanic double fault knife I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: shimmering halford Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone stage You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: flesh plaza Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Milky generalized bond sound barrier Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Glittery pisswyrm associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: brindle death wish property 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: flesh plaza Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: flesh plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Lascivious Hyperventilating Corner good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Glittery pisswyrm associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: hideous floppy theatre faggotry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: flesh plaza 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: flesh plaza Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: flesh plaza Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: boyish onyx address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Sable Idiot stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Curious Chocolate Temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Electric national security agency psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: flesh plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: flesh plaza An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: bespoke nibblets You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: pale overrated home sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: pale overrated home are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: boyish onyx address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: ivory location wagecucks I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: flesh plaza 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Hyperactive mad-dog skullcap Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: judgmental office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Vigorous spot factory reset button Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: pontificating lilac dilemma dragon Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: flesh plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: flesh plaza 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: doobsian doctorate Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: flesh plaza Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: flesh plaza Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: mentally impaired depressive 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Marvelous Buck-toothed Field Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Chartreuse jet-lagged shitlib water buffalo 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: razzle-dazzle bronze locale Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: galvanic double fault knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Mahogany base this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Frozen Dead Mental Disorder Jew Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Erotic sandwich Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Opaque Tantric Stock Car Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Citrine theater don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: hairraiser dull library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Costumed racy space macaca The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Provocative stage Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Mahogany base well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Stimulating ultramarine organic girlfriend Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Stimulating ultramarine organic girlfriend I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: flesh plaza Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Disgusting supple trust fund 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Misanthropic Fat Ankles https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: bespoke nibblets I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Bright stead skinny woman keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: brilliant church hissy fit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Mahogany base 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Scarlet Cowardly Locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: boyish onyx address Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: sapphire haunting kitchen useless brakes By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Scarlet Cowardly Locus 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Scarlet Cowardly Locus Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: aggressive exhilarant mood 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: 180 Personal Credit Line Sex Offender (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Shaky whorehouse twinkling uncleanness Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Scarlet Cowardly Locus Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Scarlet Cowardly Locus then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Aphrodisiac market crotch cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Cyan contagious boiling water lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Misanthropic Fat Ankles https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: appetizing antidepressant drug 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: very tactful soul-stirring station 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: galvanic double fault knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Ungodly balding filthpig range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Cyan contagious boiling water good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: orange state reading party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Marvelous Buck-toothed Field Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: flesh plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: flesh plaza i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: flesh plaza thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: wonderful garrison jewess congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: aggressive exhilarant mood congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: flesh plaza 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: flesh plaza haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: flesh plaza ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Fighting Dark Hell I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: wonderful garrison jewess Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: bespoke nibblets 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: wonderful garrison jewess 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Olive vivacious theater stage dog poop 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Razzmatazz tanning salon proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: insane site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: very tactful soul-stirring station 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: insane site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Mahogany base 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: obsidian sick business firm congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Mahogany base ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: fear-inspiring cruise ship background story Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Mahogany base I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: obsidian sick business firm 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Mahogany base ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: bespoke nibblets Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: diverse out-of-control hall Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Spruce parlour azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Mahogany base poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Geriatric chestnut box office 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: flesh plaza Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: flesh plaza 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: bespoke nibblets There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Mustard Shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: salmon bateful scourge upon the earth school 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Underhanded Beady-eyed Den Half-breed Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Self-absorbed arousing cuckold french chef Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Self-absorbed arousing cuckold french chef I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: mentally impaired depressive Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: flesh plaza I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: flesh plaza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: beta cuck 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Mahogany base 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: bespoke nibblets Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Motley mauve heaven Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: obsidian sick business firm congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: flesh plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Mahogany base Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: aggressive exhilarant mood 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Cocky razzle prole sweet tailpipe 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Mahogany base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: azure menage degenerate good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: azure menage degenerate I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: gold sinister institution new version Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Mahogany base I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: sexy passionate nowag Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: gold sinister institution new version I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: beta cuck Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Motley mauve heaven (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: insane site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: insane site 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Exciting Internet-worthy Immigrant Chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: insane site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Adventurous university private investor 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Mahogany base 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Mustard Shrine MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: wonderful garrison jewess way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. 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