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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Olive Beady-eyed Dopamine   06/12/25 won't work stimulating infuriating meetinghouse messiness   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Flirting Exciting Therapy   07/25/21 Thanks, man Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 ... Razzmatazz walnut shitlib ceo   07/24/21 ... Razzmatazz walnut shitlib ceo   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Vivacious tripping stage keepsake machete   07/24/21 cq dun adventurous center   07/24/21 ... aromatic effete sanctuary puppy   07/24/21 ... coral curious rigor   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? metal boyish native   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... flickering hairy legs liquid oxygen   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... metal boyish native   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Peach mentally impaired rehab   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Peach mentally impaired rehab   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Peach mentally impaired rehab   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... odious mother   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr dun adventurous center   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... flickering hairy legs liquid oxygen   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Plum stage deer antler   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Plum stage deer antler   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/24/21 Ungh slimy frisky temple   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? flickering hairy legs liquid oxygen   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Self-centered step-uncle's house   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Charcoal public bath   07/25/21 ... Blue learning disabled nibblets   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... histrionic mediation karate   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... indecent territorial library   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Brilliant arousing theater stage   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Onyx stead   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Iridescent wild trailer park crotch   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... pearly feces haunted graveyard   07/24/21 gl gl drab sex offender jew   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... pale adulterous becky   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Laughsome lime locus   07/24/21 ... passionate casino fat ankles   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Hairraiser Cream Abode Bbw   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Onyx stead   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Go to a meeting pale adulterous becky   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... pale adulterous becky   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... Onyx stead   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... pale adulterous becky   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Orchid Box Office   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 ... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Diverse beta nursing home idiot   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/25/21 Go to a meeting pale adulterous becky   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/26/21 big mistake bro outnumbered balding selfie   07/25/21 3 days down Stirring people who are hurt point   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Lascivious Confused Address   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... geriatric field wrinkle   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... Lascivious Confused Address   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. Stirring people who are hurt point   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... Insanely creepy community account elastic band   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. pale adulterous becky   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Aphrodisiac pink yarmulke   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Lascivious Confused Address   07/26/21 ... Low-t university   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... pale adulterous becky   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Cruel-hearted thriller pit   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Charcoal public bath   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... pale adulterous becky   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Iridescent wild trailer park crotch   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/26/21 ... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/26/21 ... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/26/21 4 days down Stirring people who are hurt point   07/27/21 nice man. irradiated gay wizard regret   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Cobalt property queen of the night   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. mahogany turdskin principal's office   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Stirring people who are hurt point   07/28/21 180 bro Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   07/28/21 8957657365 Lascivious Confused Address   07/28/21 good job Hyperactive shrine laser beams   07/28/21 ... passionate casino fat ankles   07/28/21 ... contagious menage weed whacker   07/28/21 ... Carnelian reading party lodge   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... drab sex offender jew   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Aphrodisiac pink yarmulke   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/28/21 180 Copper house-broken athletic conference hall   07/28/21 ... blathering indian lodge   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Crystalline Zombie-like Plaza Electric Furnace   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/28/21 Go to a meeting pale adulterous becky   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Stirring people who are hurt point   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Maize slippery piazza   07/29/21 They were work meetings Stirring people who are hurt point   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. pale adulterous becky   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Stirring people who are hurt point   07/29/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Stirring people who are hurt point   07/29/21 ... indecent territorial library   07/29/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Sadistic background story   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Stirring people who are hurt point   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Comical party of the first part   07/30/21 ... Jade frum voyeur mood   07/30/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Orchid Box Office   07/31/21 ... mahogany turdskin principal's office   07/31/21 ... Copper house-broken athletic conference hall   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Lascivious Confused Address   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Sepia national ratface   07/31/21 8 days down Stirring people who are hurt point   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Jade frum voyeur mood   07/31/21 Inspiring. geriatric field wrinkle   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Stirring people who are hurt point   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Cobalt property queen of the night   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... cerebral orchestra pit   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Jade frum voyeur mood   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Stirring people who are hurt point   08/01/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/01/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/02/21 180 Cobalt property queen of the night   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... talented cumskin set   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Lascivious Confused Address   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... talented cumskin set   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Glittery whorehouse   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Carnelian reading party lodge   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/03/21 5445776444554 drunken hot hissy fit degenerate   08/03/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/03/21 ... Hyperactive shrine laser beams   08/03/21 happy for you man swashbuckling lilac skinny woman   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/03/21 Keep it up Copper house-broken athletic conference hall   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Comical party of the first part   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/04/21 ... Copper house-broken athletic conference hall   08/04/21 180 Day two here Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/09/21 ... Jade frum voyeur mood   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Lascivious Confused Address   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. pale adulterous becky   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Stirring people who are hurt point   08/06/21 YES Jade frum voyeur mood   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/07/21 Day 16 done Stirring people who are hurt point   08/08/21 Gj! blathering indian lodge   08/08/21 17 Stirring people who are hurt point   08/09/21 180 brother Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here drunken hot hissy fit degenerate   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! geriatric field wrinkle   08/09/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work misanthropic base mad cow disease   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... wonderful shivering house personal credit line   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid Fragrant Aqua Lettuce   08/13/21 Day 19 done Stirring people who are hurt point   08/11/21 180 congrats charismatic indirect expression   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/11/21 ty Cobalt property queen of the night   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Mewling Soul-stirring Office   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... Clear lay preventive strike   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Glittery whorehouse   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/12/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 ... Anal Supple Ticket Booth Prole   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. drunken hot hissy fit degenerate   08/12/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 ... Carnelian reading party lodge   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... mischievous poppy site   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 Nice re today Stirring people who are hurt point   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Chrome Titillating Ape   08/12/21 ... Mewling Soul-stirring Office   08/12/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... metal boyish native   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/12/21 180 Cobalt property queen of the night   08/12/21 good job man Nofapping Clown   08/12/21 ... Mewling Soul-stirring Office   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Stirring people who are hurt point   08/13/21 180 Anal Supple Ticket Booth Prole   08/13/21 18000000 Cobalt property queen of the night   08/13/21 How you feeling? Stirring people who are hurt point   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/13/21 Ty Cobalt property queen of the night   08/13/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/13/21 ... charismatic indirect expression   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Umber masturbator   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/13/21 ... Violent Digit Ratio   08/14/21 ... Vivacious tripping stage keepsake machete   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Stirring people who are hurt point   08/14/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/14/21 Day 23 done Stirring people who are hurt point   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Low-t university   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Comical party of the first part   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/15/21 180 Cobalt property queen of the night   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... pale adulterous becky   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. pale adulterous becky   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Abusive vibrant resort   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Abusive vibrant resort   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 ... charismatic indirect expression   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... heady bawdyhouse black woman   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/21 Stabby? wonderful shivering house personal credit line   08/19/21 Day 24 Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/21 ... Cracking patrolman range   08/16/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/16/21 180 Lascivious Confused Address   08/16/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/21 ... Low-t university   08/16/21 Day 25 Stirring people who are hurt point   08/17/21 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/17/21 Day 26 Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Low-t university   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Low-t university   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 Gj brudda contagious menage weed whacker   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Lascivious Confused Address   08/18/21 Trust me I am Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Sooty dashing heaven faggotry   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Carnelian reading party lodge   08/18/21 ... Lascivious Confused Address   08/19/21 180 Cobalt property queen of the night   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Stirring people who are hurt point   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Cobalt property queen of the night   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Stirring people who are hurt point   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. blathering indian lodge   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... pale adulterous becky   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/20/21 I don't plan to Stirring people who are hurt point   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Lascivious Confused Address   08/20/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Stirring people who are hurt point   08/27/21 180 Flirting Exciting Therapy   08/28/21 ... multi-colored azn   08/28/21 180 brother Comical party of the first part   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Orchid Box Office   08/28/21 That's amazing Stirring people who are hurt point   09/03/21 ... Sepia national ratface   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Stirring people who are hurt point   09/03/21 ... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Sepia national ratface   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Razzmatazz walnut shitlib ceo   09/06/21 ... Sepia national ratface   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Stirring people who are hurt point   09/06/21 ... Sepia national ratface   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling Marvelous sick gas station doctorate   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Stirring people who are hurt point   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Stirring people who are hurt point   09/10/21 ... Sepia national ratface   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Stirring people who are hurt point   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Jade frum voyeur mood   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Lascivious Confused Address   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Stirring people who are hurt point   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Naked dragon   09/24/21 ... odious mother   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Lascivious Confused Address   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Stirring people who are hurt point   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Stirring people who are hurt point   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Insanely creepy community account elastic band   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Stirring people who are hurt point   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Sepia national ratface   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... hyperventilating parlour coffee pot   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... hyperventilating parlour coffee pot   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Cobalt property queen of the night   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... pale adulterous becky   12/01/21 this sounds right Glittery whorehouse   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... stubborn exhilarant candlestick maker dilemma   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Internet-worthy Sapphire Tattoo Pistol   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades pale adulterous becky   12/01/21 keep going brother Topaz racy wagecucks   12/01/21 30 days sober today Stirring people who are hurt point   12/16/21 180 mahogany turdskin principal's office   12/16/21 6 months dry Sepia national ratface   01/04/22 180 Maize slippery piazza   01/04/22 Two months sober now Stirring people who are hurt point   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Stirring people who are hurt point   03/13/22 180 Day six here. Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Stirring people who are hurt point   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... charismatic indirect expression   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... nudist bateful cuckold   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Maize slippery piazza   04/09/22 144 days Stirring people who are hurt point   04/09/22 Good work Maize slippery piazza   04/09/22 Thanks brother Stirring people who are hurt point   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital   04/09/22 ... fear-inspiring garrison blood rage   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon Stirring people who are hurt point   05/03/22 Way to go, man. Opaque french market   05/04/22 Thanks dude Stirring people who are hurt point   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Carnelian reading party lodge   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Maize slippery piazza   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... Carnelian reading party lodge   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Maize slippery piazza   05/04/22 cr Carnelian reading party lodge   05/04/22 lol Puce deep circlehead   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Internet-worthy Sapphire Tattoo Pistol   05/04/22 18 months sober appetizing theater   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. chest-beating affirmative action kitchen   05/04/22 ... Stirring people who are hurt point   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend Stirring people who are hurt point   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. Stirring people who are hurt point   06/26/22 ... Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo   06/26/22 ... Fighting Crimson Spot   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up Puce deep circlehead   06/26/22 ... excitant bipolar mad-dog skullcap corner   06/26/22 ... multi-colored azn   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday Stirring people who are hurt point   07/17/22 Nine moths today! Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/22 180 Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. canary mildly autistic factory reset button chapel   08/16/22 180 Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/22 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital   08/16/22 ... Stirring people who are hurt point   08/16/22 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! Stirring people who are hurt point   09/11/22 348 days in the books Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Low-t university   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/22 180 billion Cobalt property queen of the night   10/30/22 How are you doing? Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. Cobalt property queen of the night   10/30/22 180. Stay strong Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/22 ty brother. Cobalt property queen of the night   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Doobsian 180 Sneaky Criminal Halford   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... canary mildly autistic factory reset button chapel   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. pale adulterous becky   10/30/22 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   10/30/22 1800000 canary mildly autistic factory reset button chapel   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting provocative home   10/30/22 ... Stirring people who are hurt point   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... wine boistinker hell   10/30/22 ... Copper house-broken athletic conference hall   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Stirring people who are hurt point   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. chest-beating affirmative action kitchen   11/18/22 397 days and counting Stirring people who are hurt point   12/18/22 180 Copper house-broken athletic conference hall   12/18/22 18 months Sepia national ratface   01/04/23 congrats man aromatic effete sanctuary puppy   01/04/23 ty Sepia national ratface   01/04/23 Biggest health change? henna den fanboi   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... Sepia national ratface   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? aromatic effete sanctuary puppy   01/04/23 ~15% Sepia national ratface   01/04/23 Awesome. pale adulterous becky   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... concupiscible sandwich   01/04/23 180 Stirring people who are hurt point   01/07/23 ... mauve alcoholic location rigpig   01/09/23 poison free in 23 Sepia national ratface   01/09/23 ... Stirring people who are hurt point   01/10/23 180 fuchsia alpha school   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... Stirring people who are hurt point   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... Cobalt property queen of the night   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Stirring people who are hurt point   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it Cobalt property queen of the night   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. pale adulterous becky   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Stirring people who are hurt point   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Low-t university   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Stirring people who are hurt point   03/06/23 180 sinister theatre idea he suggested   03/06/23 180 Glittery whorehouse   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Low-t university   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Stirring people who are hurt point   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Motley maniacal pozpig   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Stirring people who are hurt point   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Motley maniacal pozpig   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... Stirring people who are hurt point   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books Stirring people who are hurt point   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... Flirting Exciting Therapy   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. Stirring people who are hurt point   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... Flirting Exciting Therapy   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... Stirring people who are hurt point   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... Cobalt property queen of the night   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. Stirring people who are hurt point   04/07/23 ty Cobalt property queen of the night   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. Stirring people who are hurt point   05/16/23 180 misanthropic base mad cow disease   05/16/23 2 years dry Sepia national ratface   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. Stirring people who are hurt point   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? pale adulterous becky   07/01/23 Wow passionate casino fat ankles   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros Stirring people who are hurt point   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books Stirring people who are hurt point   10/17/23 congrats aromatic effete sanctuary puppy   10/17/23 ... Sepia national ratface   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days Stirring people who are hurt point   11/24/23 ... Sepia national ratface   11/24/23 ... Cobalt property queen of the night   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? Sepia national ratface   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober irate angry crackhouse knife   11/25/23 ... Sepia national ratface   11/25/23 good job spectacular coldplay fan cruise ship   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... spectacular coldplay fan cruise ship   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. Stirring people who are hurt point   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... Sepia national ratface   11/27/23 956 days Stirring people who are hurt point   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... Mind-boggling gaped volcanic crater   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... 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Stirring people who are hurt point   10/14/24 ... Trip lavender tanning salon kitty   10/09/24 ... contagious menage weed whacker   10/14/24 Nice pale adulterous becky   10/19/24 ... Sepia national ratface   11/24/24 ... Low-t university   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit vigorous stag film half-breed   06/12/25 ... aromatic effete sanctuary puppy   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Olive Beady-eyed Dopamine 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: stimulating infuriating meetinghouse messiness won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Razzmatazz walnut shitlib ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Razzmatazz walnut shitlib ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Vivacious tripping stage keepsake machete how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: dun adventurous center cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: aromatic effete sanctuary puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: coral curious rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: metal boyish native 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: flickering hairy legs liquid oxygen a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: metal boyish native Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Peach mentally impaired rehab Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Peach mentally impaired rehab When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Peach mentally impaired rehab we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: odious mother You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: dun adventurous center Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: flickering hairy legs liquid oxygen set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Plum stage deer antler how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Plum stage deer antler no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: slimy frisky temple Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: flickering hairy legs liquid oxygen u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Self-centered step-uncle's house I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Charcoal public bath You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Blue learning disabled nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: histrionic mediation karate Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: indecent territorial library stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Brilliant arousing theater stage Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Onyx stead so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Iridescent wild trailer park crotch go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: pearly feces haunted graveyard the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: drab sex offender jew gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Laughsome lime locus Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: passionate casino fat ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Hairraiser Cream Abode Bbw Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Onyx stead have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: pale adulterous becky Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Onyx stead what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: pale adulterous becky It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Orchid Box Office I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Diverse beta nursing home idiot Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: outnumbered balding selfie big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: geriatric field wrinkle I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Insanely creepy community account elastic band Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Aphrodisiac pink yarmulke can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Cruel-hearted thriller pit Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Charcoal public bath Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: pale adulterous becky The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. 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There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. 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If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: talented cumskin set It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Glittery whorehouse nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Carnelian reading party lodge exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: drunken hot hissy fit degenerate 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Hyperactive shrine laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: swashbuckling lilac skinny woman happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Copper house-broken athletic conference hall Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Comical party of the first part Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Copper house-broken athletic conference hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Jade frum voyeur mood (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: pale adulterous becky One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Jade frum voyeur mood YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: blathering indian lodge Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: drunken hot hissy fit degenerate This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: geriatric field wrinkle Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: misanthropic base mad cow disease Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: wonderful shivering house personal credit line The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Fragrant Aqua Lettuce Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: charismatic indirect expression 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Mewling Soul-stirring Office CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Clear lay preventive strike hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Glittery whorehouse After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Anal Supple Ticket Booth Prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: drunken hot hissy fit degenerate Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Carnelian reading party lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: mischievous poppy site You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Chrome Titillating Ape Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Mewling Soul-stirring Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: metal boyish native 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Nofapping Clown good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Mewling Soul-stirring Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Anal Supple Ticket Booth Prole 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: charismatic indirect expression (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Umber masturbator stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Violent Digit Ratio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Vivacious tripping stage keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Low-t university Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Comical party of the first part Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: pale adulterous becky You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Abusive vibrant resort sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Abusive vibrant resort are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: charismatic indirect expression (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: heady bawdyhouse black woman I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: wonderful shivering house personal credit line Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Cracking patrolman range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Low-t university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Low-t university do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Low-t university Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: contagious menage weed whacker Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Sooty dashing heaven faggotry Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Carnelian reading party lodge that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: blathering indian lodge Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: multi-colored azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Comical party of the first part 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Orchid Box Office Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Sepia national ratface this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Razzmatazz walnut shitlib ceo Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Marvelous sick gas station doctorate Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Jade frum voyeur mood Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Naked dragon don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: odious mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Lascivious Confused Address The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Insanely creepy community account elastic band Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Sepia national ratface well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: hyperventilating parlour coffee pot Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: hyperventilating parlour coffee pot I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Glittery whorehouse this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: stubborn exhilarant candlestick maker dilemma 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Internet-worthy Sapphire Tattoo Pistol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: pale adulterous becky I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Topaz racy wagecucks keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: mahogany turdskin principal's office 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Sepia national ratface 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Maize slippery piazza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: charismatic indirect expression Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: nudist bateful cuckold By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Maize slippery piazza 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Maize slippery piazza Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: fear-inspiring garrison blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Opaque french market Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Carnelian reading party lodge 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Maize slippery piazza Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Carnelian reading party lodge I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Maize slippery piazza then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Carnelian reading party lodge cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Puce deep circlehead lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Internet-worthy Sapphire Tattoo Pistol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: appetizing theater 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: chest-beating affirmative action kitchen 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Galvanic Cuck Water Buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Fighting Crimson Spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Puce deep circlehead good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: excitant bipolar mad-dog skullcap corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: multi-colored azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: canary mildly autistic factory reset button chapel congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Low-t university 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Doobsian 180 Sneaky Criminal Halford I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: canary mildly autistic factory reset button chapel Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: pale adulterous becky 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: canary mildly autistic factory reset button chapel 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: provocative home 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: wine boistinker hell proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Copper house-broken athletic conference hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: chest-beating affirmative action kitchen 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Copper house-broken athletic conference hall 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Sepia national ratface 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: aromatic effete sanctuary puppy congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Sepia national ratface ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: henna den fanboi Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Sepia national ratface I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: aromatic effete sanctuary puppy 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Sepia national ratface ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: pale adulterous becky Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: concupiscible sandwich Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: mauve alcoholic location rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Sepia national ratface poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: fuchsia alpha school 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: pale adulterous becky There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Low-t university What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: sinister theatre idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Glittery whorehouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Low-t university Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Motley maniacal pozpig Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Motley maniacal pozpig I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Flirting Exciting Therapy Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: misanthropic base mad cow disease 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Sepia national ratface 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: pale adulterous becky Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: passionate casino fat ankles Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: aromatic effete sanctuary puppy congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Cobalt property queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Sepia national ratface Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Shaky Sickened Dysfunction Hospital 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: irate angry crackhouse knife 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Sepia national ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: spectacular coldplay fan cruise ship good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: spectacular coldplay fan cruise ship I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Sepia national ratface I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Mind-boggling gaped volcanic crater Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Copper house-broken athletic conference hall 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: purple out-of-control state codepig Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2E#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Stirring people who are hurt point None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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