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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Shivering supple chapel   06/12/25 won't work mildly autistic alcoholic trust fund yarmulke   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Curious fluffy site   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend racy stain   07/25/21 Thanks, man sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 ... Charismatic Ticket Booth Hunting Ground   07/24/21 ... Charismatic Ticket Booth Hunting Ground   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking pink area tank   07/24/21 cq Gold Gas Station Fanboi   07/24/21 ... transparent genital piercing   07/24/21 ... ivory well-lubricated water buffalo   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Arousing lake corner   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... avocado disrespectful parlour fat ankles   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Arousing lake corner   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Nofapping Market   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Nofapping Market   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Nofapping Market   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Big splenetic mediation   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Gold Gas Station Fanboi   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... avocado disrespectful parlour fat ankles   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? vivacious piazza   07/24/21 6'2" 245 sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? vivacious piazza   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... sticky antidepressant drug   07/24/21 Ungh massive crusty library   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? avocado disrespectful parlour fat ankles   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. irradiated office   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Turquoise fantasy-prone stage scourge upon the earth   07/25/21 ... Dull address   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... lascivious party of the first part son of senegal   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... odious hominid   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Bateful domesticated stead   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? vibrant national mother   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Mind-boggling Sienna Voyeur Base   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... vigorous claret school   07/24/21 gl gl Self-absorbed Self-centered Goal In Life   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... Violet aggressive church   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison histrionic yellow whorehouse patrolman   07/24/21 ... stimulating buff milk theatre   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Dark cerebral pocket flask crackhouse   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... vibrant national mother   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Violet aggressive church   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... Violet aggressive church   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... vibrant national mother   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... Violet aggressive church   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Ruddy Mischievous Affirmative Action Hairy Legs   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 ... 180 translucent dragon   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... 180 translucent dragon   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... 180 translucent dragon   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... aromatic pisswyrm ladyboy   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... sticky antidepressant drug   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Violet aggressive church   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... sticky antidepressant drug   07/26/21 big mistake bro Appetizing tan school cafeteria boltzmann   07/25/21 3 days down sticky antidepressant drug   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... honey-headed sneaky criminal   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... copper shitlib love of her life   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... honey-headed sneaky criminal   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. sticky antidepressant drug   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... beady-eyed house-broken windowlicker place of business   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. Violet aggressive church   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Puce Codepig Heaven   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... honey-headed sneaky criminal   07/26/21 ... bistre boiling water   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... sticky antidepressant drug   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... Violet aggressive church   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... apoplectic institution   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Turquoise fantasy-prone stage scourge upon the earth   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... Violet aggressive church   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Mind-boggling Sienna Voyeur Base   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs 180 translucent dragon   07/26/21 ... 180 translucent dragon   07/26/21 ... 180 translucent dragon   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... sticky antidepressant drug   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/26/21 4 days down sticky antidepressant drug   07/27/21 nice man. Provocative home coffee pot   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. glittery filthy faggot firefighter main people   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink sticky antidepressant drug   07/28/21 180 bro 180 translucent dragon   07/28/21 8957657365 honey-headed sneaky criminal   07/28/21 good job Fishy gaping candlestick maker   07/28/21 ... stimulating buff milk theatre   07/28/21 ... Spectacular messiness   07/28/21 ... thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Self-absorbed Self-centered Goal In Life   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Puce Codepig Heaven   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... sticky antidepressant drug   07/28/21 180 startling dilemma alpha   07/28/21 ... orchid national security agency   07/28/21 Eat some bananas hairraiser roast beef   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... sticky antidepressant drug   07/28/21 Go to a meeting Violet aggressive church   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. sticky antidepressant drug   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? trip macaca   07/29/21 They were work meetings sticky antidepressant drug   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. Violet aggressive church   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* sticky antidepressant drug   07/29/21 180 racy stain   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink sticky antidepressant drug   07/29/21 ... odious hominid   07/29/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Talented Garrison Double Fault   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. sticky antidepressant drug   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... sticky antidepressant drug   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! fighting soul-stirring clown   07/30/21 ... cordovan motley laser beams   07/30/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Ruddy Mischievous Affirmative Action Hairy Legs   07/31/21 ... glittery filthy faggot firefighter main people   07/31/21 ... startling dilemma alpha   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! honey-headed sneaky criminal   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   07/31/21 8 days down sticky antidepressant drug   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... cordovan motley laser beams   07/31/21 Inspiring. copper shitlib love of her life   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... sticky antidepressant drug   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Lavender Twisted Shrine   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... sticky antidepressant drug   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Laughsome Lemon Resort Ape   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... sticky antidepressant drug   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. cordovan motley laser beams   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. sticky antidepressant drug   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark sticky antidepressant drug   08/01/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/01/21 180 racy stain   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... sticky antidepressant drug   08/02/21 180 Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. sticky antidepressant drug   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... seedy range partner   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... honey-headed sneaky criminal   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... seedy range partner   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go haunting cuck   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. sticky antidepressant drug   08/03/21 5445776444554 jet telephone   08/03/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/03/21 ... Fishy gaping candlestick maker   08/03/21 happy for you man Aphrodisiac People Who Are Hurt Famous Landscape Painting   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time racy stain   08/03/21 Keep it up startling dilemma alpha   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! fighting soul-stirring clown   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. sticky antidepressant drug   08/04/21 ... startling dilemma alpha   08/04/21 180 Day two here 180 translucent dragon   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. sticky antidepressant drug   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... 180 translucent dragon   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... sticky antidepressant drug   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... 180 translucent dragon   08/09/21 ... cordovan motley laser beams   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. sticky antidepressant drug   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. honey-headed sneaky criminal   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. Violet aggressive church   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can sticky antidepressant drug   08/06/21 YES cordovan motley laser beams   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... sticky antidepressant drug   08/07/21 Day 16 done sticky antidepressant drug   08/08/21 Gj! orchid national security agency   08/08/21 17 sticky antidepressant drug   08/09/21 180 brother 180 translucent dragon   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here jet telephone   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! copper shitlib love of her life   08/09/21 180 racy stain   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... sticky antidepressant drug   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... sticky antidepressant drug   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work sickened exciting pit legend   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... 180 translucent dragon   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... sticky antidepressant drug   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... 180 translucent dragon   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... sticky antidepressant drug   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... 180 translucent dragon   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Orange Bawdyhouse Half-breed   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... sticky antidepressant drug   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. sticky antidepressant drug   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid hot adulterous prole selfie   08/13/21 Day 19 done sticky antidepressant drug   08/11/21 180 congrats Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... sticky antidepressant drug   08/11/21 ty Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Electric fear-inspiring mexican   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... Naked hell   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! haunting cuck   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... racy stain   08/12/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 ... awkward lay digit ratio   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. 180 translucent dragon   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. jet telephone   08/12/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 ... thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Slate Cowardly Wagecucks Field   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 Nice re today sticky antidepressant drug   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... flatulent station french chef   08/12/21 ... Electric fear-inspiring mexican   08/12/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Arousing lake corner   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... sticky antidepressant drug   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. sticky antidepressant drug   08/12/21 180 Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/12/21 good job man swollen step-uncle's house   08/12/21 ... Electric fear-inspiring mexican   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! sticky antidepressant drug   08/13/21 180 awkward lay digit ratio   08/13/21 18000000 Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/13/21 How you feeling? sticky antidepressant drug   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... sticky antidepressant drug   08/13/21 Ty Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/13/21 180 racy stain   08/13/21 ... Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Diverse weed whacker parlor   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. sticky antidepressant drug   08/13/21 ... Galvanic Meetinghouse   08/14/21 ... pink area tank   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon sticky antidepressant drug   08/14/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/14/21 Day 23 done sticky antidepressant drug   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... bistre boiling water   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... sticky antidepressant drug   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us fighting soul-stirring clown   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... sticky antidepressant drug   08/15/21 180 Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... sticky antidepressant drug   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. sticky antidepressant drug   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... Violet aggressive church   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. Violet aggressive church   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Razzle casino   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Razzle casino   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 ... Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... iridescent stock car   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. sticky antidepressant drug   08/16/21 Stabby? Orange Bawdyhouse Half-breed   08/19/21 Day 24 sticky antidepressant drug   08/16/21 ... Effete church building sweet tailpipe   08/16/21 180 racy stain   08/16/21 180 honey-headed sneaky criminal   08/16/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/16/21 ... bistre boiling water   08/16/21 Day 25 sticky antidepressant drug   08/17/21 ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/17/21 Day 26 sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink bistre boiling water   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... bistre boiling water   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 Gj brudda Spectacular messiness   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. honey-headed sneaky criminal   08/18/21 Trust me I am sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one multi-colored community account lodge   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... sticky antidepressant drug   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   08/18/21 ... honey-headed sneaky criminal   08/19/21 180 Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books sticky antidepressant drug   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. sticky antidepressant drug   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... sticky antidepressant drug   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. orchid national security agency   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... Violet aggressive church   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/20/21 I don't plan to sticky antidepressant drug   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... honey-headed sneaky criminal   08/20/21 180 racy stain   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober sticky antidepressant drug   08/27/21 180 racy stain   08/28/21 ... Dashing brunch   08/28/21 180 brother fighting soul-stirring clown   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Ruddy Mischievous Affirmative Action Hairy Legs   08/28/21 That's amazing sticky antidepressant drug   09/03/21 ... Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... sticky antidepressant drug   09/03/21 ... 180 translucent dragon   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Charismatic Ticket Booth Hunting Ground   09/06/21 ... Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. sticky antidepressant drug   09/06/21 ... Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling shimmering submissive background story orchestra pit   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... sticky antidepressant drug   09/06/21 Done with week 7. sticky antidepressant drug   09/10/21 ... Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. sticky antidepressant drug   09/17/21 Fuck yeah cordovan motley laser beams   09/17/21 That's fucking great. honey-headed sneaky criminal   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... sticky antidepressant drug   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Contagious Menage Internal Respiration   09/24/21 ... Big splenetic mediation   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... honey-headed sneaky criminal   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... sticky antidepressant drug   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink sticky antidepressant drug   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... beady-eyed house-broken windowlicker place of business   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. sticky antidepressant drug   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... sticky antidepressant drug   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... angry cheese-eating senate crotch   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... sticky antidepressant drug   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... angry cheese-eating senate crotch   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Lavender Twisted Shrine   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... Violet aggressive church   12/01/21 this sounds right haunting cuck   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... carnelian heady point   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... sticky antidepressant drug   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Slap-happy autistic liquid oxygen public bath   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades Violet aggressive church   12/01/21 keep going brother umber circlehead rehab   12/01/21 30 days sober today sticky antidepressant drug   12/16/21 180 glittery filthy faggot firefighter main people   12/16/21 6 months dry Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo   01/04/22 180 trip macaca   01/04/22 Two months sober now sticky antidepressant drug   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today sticky antidepressant drug   03/13/22 180 Day six here. 180 translucent dragon   03/13/22 One day at a time brother sticky antidepressant drug   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... Silver dysfunction   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing trip macaca   04/09/22 144 days sticky antidepressant drug   04/09/22 Good work trip macaca   04/09/22 Thanks brother sticky antidepressant drug   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! Curious fluffy site   04/09/22 ... cerise fragrant theater   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon sticky antidepressant drug   05/03/22 Way to go, man. hairless cracking cruise ship round eye   05/04/22 Thanks dude sticky antidepressant drug   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... trip macaca   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already trip macaca   05/04/22 cr thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness   05/04/22 lol plum depressive   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Slap-happy autistic liquid oxygen public bath   05/04/22 18 months sober Excitant Spot Sound Barrier   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. Red floppy sanctuary   05/04/22 ... sticky antidepressant drug   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. 180 translucent dragon   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend sticky antidepressant drug   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. sticky antidepressant drug   06/26/22 ... 180 translucent dragon   06/26/22 ... Marvelous Flushed Mood Athletic Conference   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up plum depressive   06/26/22 ... wonderful fuchsia forum gaming laptop   06/26/22 ... Dashing brunch   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday sticky antidepressant drug   07/17/22 Nine moths today! sticky antidepressant drug   08/16/22 180 Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? sticky antidepressant drug   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Lavender Twisted Shrine   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Shivering supple chapel 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: mildly autistic alcoholic trust fund yarmulke won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Curious fluffy site begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: racy stain He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Charismatic Ticket Booth Hunting Ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Charismatic Ticket Booth Hunting Ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: pink area tank how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Gold Gas Station Fanboi cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: transparent genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: ivory well-lubricated water buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Arousing lake corner 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: avocado disrespectful parlour fat ankles a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Arousing lake corner Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Nofapping Market Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Nofapping Market When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Nofapping Market we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Big splenetic mediation You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Gold Gas Station Fanboi Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: avocado disrespectful parlour fat ankles set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: vivacious piazza how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: vivacious piazza no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: massive crusty library Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: avocado disrespectful parlour fat ankles u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: irradiated office I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Turquoise fantasy-prone stage scourge upon the earth You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Dull address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: lascivious party of the first part son of senegal Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: odious hominid stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Bateful domesticated stead Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: vibrant national mother so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Mind-boggling Sienna Voyeur Base go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: vigorous claret school the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Self-absorbed Self-centered Goal In Life gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: histrionic yellow whorehouse patrolman Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: stimulating buff milk theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Dark cerebral pocket flask crackhouse Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: vibrant national mother have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Violet aggressive church Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: vibrant national mother what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Violet aggressive church It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Ruddy Mischievous Affirmative Action Hairy Legs I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: aromatic pisswyrm ladyboy Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Appetizing tan school cafeteria boltzmann big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: copper shitlib love of her life I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: beady-eyed house-broken windowlicker place of business Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Puce Codepig Heaven can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: bistre boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Violet aggressive church In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: apoplectic institution Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Turquoise fantasy-prone stage scourge upon the earth Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Violet aggressive church The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Mind-boggling Sienna Voyeur Base no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: 180 translucent dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Provocative home coffee pot nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: glittery filthy faggot firefighter main people Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Fishy gaping candlestick maker good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: stimulating buff milk theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Spectacular messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Self-absorbed Self-centered Goal In Life also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Puce Codepig Heaven good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: orchid national security agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: hairraiser roast beef Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: trip macaca who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: odious hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Talented Garrison Double Fault Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: fighting soul-stirring clown Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: cordovan motley laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Ruddy Mischievous Affirmative Action Hairy Legs 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: glittery filthy faggot firefighter main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: startling dilemma alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: cordovan motley laser beams Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: copper shitlib love of her life Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Laughsome Lemon Resort Ape I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: cordovan motley laser beams This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: seedy range partner Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: seedy range partner It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: haunting cuck nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: jet telephone 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Fishy gaping candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Aphrodisiac People Who Are Hurt Famous Landscape Painting happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: racy stain 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: fighting soul-stirring clown Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: cordovan motley laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Violet aggressive church One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: cordovan motley laser beams YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: orchid national security agency Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: jet telephone This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: copper shitlib love of her life Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: sickened exciting pit legend Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Orange Bawdyhouse Half-breed The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: hot adulterous prole selfie Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Electric fear-inspiring mexican CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Naked hell hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: haunting cuck After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: racy stain I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: awkward lay digit ratio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: 180 translucent dragon I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: jet telephone Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Slate Cowardly Wagecucks Field You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: flatulent station french chef Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Electric fear-inspiring mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Arousing lake corner 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: swollen step-uncle's house good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Electric fear-inspiring mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: awkward lay digit ratio 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Diverse weed whacker parlor stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Galvanic Meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: pink area tank (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: bistre boiling water Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: fighting soul-stirring clown Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Violet aggressive church You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Razzle casino sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Razzle casino are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: iridescent stock car I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Orange Bawdyhouse Half-breed Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Effete church building sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: bistre boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: bistre boiling water do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: bistre boiling water Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Spectacular messiness Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: multi-colored community account lodge Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: orchid national security agency Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: racy stain 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Dashing brunch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: fighting soul-stirring clown 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Ruddy Mischievous Affirmative Action Hairy Legs Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: 180 translucent dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Charismatic Ticket Booth Hunting Ground Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: shimmering submissive background story orchestra pit Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: cordovan motley laser beams Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Contagious Menage Internal Respiration don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Big splenetic mediation (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: honey-headed sneaky criminal The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: beady-eyed house-broken windowlicker place of business Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: angry cheese-eating senate crotch Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: angry cheese-eating senate crotch I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: haunting cuck this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: carnelian heady point 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Slap-happy autistic liquid oxygen public bath https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Violet aggressive church I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: umber circlehead rehab keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: glittery filthy faggot firefighter main people 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: trip macaca 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle Police Squad Rigor Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Silver dysfunction By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: trip macaca 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: trip macaca Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Curious fluffy site 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: cerise fragrant theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: hairless cracking cruise ship round eye Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: trip macaca Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: trip macaca then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: thriller stag film twinkling uncleanness cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: plum depressive lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Slap-happy autistic liquid oxygen public bath https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Excitant Spot Sound Barrier 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Red floppy sanctuary 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: 180 translucent dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Marvelous Flushed Mood Athletic Conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: plum depressive good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: wonderful fuchsia forum gaming laptop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Dashing brunch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: sepia pozpig associate congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Curious fluffy site congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: bistre boiling water 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: magenta titillating deer antler I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: sepia pozpig associate Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Violet aggressive church 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: sepia pozpig associate 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: mentally impaired nighttime indian lodge 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: sexy university proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Red floppy sanctuary 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: transparent genital piercing congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Mauve beta set new version Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: transparent genital piercing 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Violet aggressive church Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: vengeful flesh lettuce Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: concupiscible mustard abode (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: swashbuckling idea he suggested coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Violet aggressive church There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: bistre boiling water What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Cruel-hearted plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: haunting cuck 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: bistre boiling water Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Learning Disabled Brilliant Locale Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Learning Disabled Brilliant Locale I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: racy stain Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: racy stain Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: sickened exciting pit legend 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Violet aggressive church Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: stimulating buff milk theatre Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: transparent genital piercing congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Lavender Twisted Shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Curious fluffy site 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: metal house brethren 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Razzmatazz Pearl Chad good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Razzmatazz Pearl Chad I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: sticky antidepressant drug Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Insecure quadroon den Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: sickened exciting pit legend Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: stimulating buff milk theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: black toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: exhilarant gaped principal's office 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Cruel-hearted plaza MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: sepia pozpig associate way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: startling dilemma alpha 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Adventurous nubile faggotry Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: sticky antidepressant drug None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Boyish soggy space newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Spectacular messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Violet aggressive church Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Mint Stirring Really Tough Guy Tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: bistre boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Shaky psychic I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: transparent genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)