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Heady sound barrier cuckold   11/18/22 397 days and counting henna community account   12/18/22 180 stirring cobalt pit therapy   12/18/22 18 months Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate   01/04/23 congrats man Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea   01/04/23 ty Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Bonkers motley really tough guy ticket booth   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea   01/04/23 ~15% Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate   01/04/23 Awesome. Sickened passionate goal in life   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Fluffy boyish tank   01/04/23 180 henna community account   01/07/23 ... 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Insane business firm 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Beady-eyed locus won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Talented territorial parlor pistol begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: henna community account Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Thriller stage He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: henna community account Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: tan crawly point karate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: tan crawly point karate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Lascivious bisexual trust fund water buffalo how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: know-it-all gay wizard cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Concupiscible shivering french chef newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: henna community account Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: wonderful frozen set 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Gold heaven a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: henna community account Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: wonderful frozen set Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Pink appetizing wrinkle alpha Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: henna community account This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Pink appetizing wrinkle alpha When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: henna community account I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Pink appetizing wrinkle alpha we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: cream massive volcanic crater boltzmann You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: know-it-all gay wizard Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: henna community account That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Gold heaven set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Comical Maize Dragon how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: henna community account 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Comical Maize Dragon no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: henna community account I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Mind-boggling Crimson Jap Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Gold heaven u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Startling hall old irish cottage I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: magenta crusty piazza goyim You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Saffron dog poop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: pearly orchestra pit Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Flushed embarrassed to the bone background story stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Exciting disturbing trailer park filthpig Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: marvelous plum box office so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Charismatic maroon boistinker go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: vigorous foreskin the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: citrine locale gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: harsh curious cumskin Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: titillating demanding selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: henna community account Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: purple liquid oxygen Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: henna community account 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: marvelous plum box office have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: henna community account Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: henna community account Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: henna community account Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: marvelous plum box office what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: ivory base turdskin I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: henna community account I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: henna community account I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: henna community account 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: French buff principal's office wagecucks Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: henna community account From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: henna community account Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: odious lavender main people address big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: henna community account 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Gay Razzle-dazzle Rigpig Menage I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: henna community account That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: mint organic girlfriend Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Black Wild Brunch Faggotry can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: henna community account Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Carnelian bateful rehab stock car Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: magenta crusty piazza goyim Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Charismatic maroon boistinker no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: sable swashbuckling field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: henna community account Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: henna community account 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: razzle jet regret halford nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: electric gas station gaping Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: henna community account Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: abusive stain good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: titillating demanding selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Silver step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: mahogany contagious puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: citrine locale also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Black Wild Brunch Faggotry good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: henna community account I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: 180 property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Jet-lagged office Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: henna community account I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: henna community account Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Federal casino who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: henna community account They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: henna community account That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: henna community account Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Flushed embarrassed to the bone background story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: underhanded fortuitous meteor library Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: henna community account That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: henna community account One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Drab famous landscape painting Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Histrionic theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: ivory base turdskin 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: electric gas station gaping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: sepia geriatric messiness You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: henna community account 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Histrionic theater stage Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Gay Razzle-dazzle Rigpig Menage Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: henna community account Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: henna community account A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Aromatic pale church building I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: henna community account For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Histrionic theater stage This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: henna community account Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: henna community account Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: henna community account 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: henna community account 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: diverse brindle pozpig Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: diverse brindle pozpig It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Floppy Mustard Cuckoldry nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: mahogany contagious puppy exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: henna community account In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: flirting sienna juggernaut temple 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: abusive stain (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: azure pea-brained black woman happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Thriller stage 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Drab famous landscape painting Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: henna community account BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: henna community account Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: henna community account Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Histrionic theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: henna community account Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: henna community account Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Histrionic theater stage YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: henna community account 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: henna community account Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: 180 property Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: henna community account 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: flirting sienna juggernaut temple This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Gay Razzle-dazzle Rigpig Menage Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: henna community account Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: henna community account Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Garnet range Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: henna community account Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: henna community account They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Big philosopher-king persian The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: henna community account Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: henna community account Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: adulterous genital piercing garrison Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: henna community account Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Racy forum mental disorder 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: henna community account No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: soggy kitchen sex offender CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Emerald lettuce patrolman hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Floppy Mustard Cuckoldry After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Thriller stage I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: aphrodisiac lake jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: sable swashbuckling field I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: flirting sienna juggernaut temple Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: mahogany contagious puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: dull chest-beating half-breed You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: henna community account Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Sick immigrant Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: soggy kitchen sex offender (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: wonderful frozen set 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: henna community account Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: henna community account Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Offensive stimulating macaca striped hyena good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: soggy kitchen sex offender (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: henna community account Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: aphrodisiac lake jew 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: henna community account How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: henna community account Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Racy forum mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: bespoke multi-colored dilemma stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: henna community account You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: disgusting fragrant indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Lascivious bisexual trust fund water buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: henna community account Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: henna community account Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: henna community account Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Drab famous landscape painting Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: henna community account Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: henna community account Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: henna community account Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: slap-happy multi-billionaire sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: henna community account I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: slap-happy multi-billionaire are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: henna community account Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Racy forum mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: unholy voyeur resort I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: henna community account Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Big philosopher-king persian Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: henna community account Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: irradiated iridescent yarmulke abode (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: henna community account Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: henna community account Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: henna community account Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: henna community account I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Silver step-uncle's house Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: henna community account Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Scarlet misunderstood codepig cruise ship Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: henna community account Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: mahogany contagious puppy that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: henna community account Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: henna community account Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: henna community account Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: 180 property Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: henna community account I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: henna community account Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Thriller stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Yellow bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Drab famous landscape painting 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: ivory base turdskin Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: henna community account That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: henna community account Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: sable swashbuckling field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: tan crawly point karate Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: henna community account Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: dashing primrose azn Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: henna community account I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: henna community account Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: henna community account 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Histrionic theater stage Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: henna community account 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: slimy mad-dog skullcap don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: cream massive volcanic crater boltzmann (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: sepia geriatric messiness The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: henna community account I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: henna community account 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: mint organic girlfriend Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: henna community account Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: henna community account Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: house-broken aqua school Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: henna community account I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: house-broken aqua school I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Floppy Mustard Cuckoldry this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: mauve provocative love of her life 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: henna community account Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: rusted death wish hairy legs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Cracking Twinkling Uncleanness Lodge keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: henna community account 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: electric gas station gaping 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Federal casino 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: henna community account Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: henna community account 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: henna community account One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Racy forum mental disorder Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Obsidian medicated crackhouse By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Federal casino 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: henna community account 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Federal casino Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: henna community account Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Talented territorial parlor pistol 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Laughsome Deranged Mood (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: henna community account 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Useless Vivacious Nursing Home Dysfunction Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: henna community account Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: mahogany contagious puppy 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Federal casino Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: mahogany contagious puppy I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Federal casino then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: mahogany contagious puppy cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Galvanic hominid hissy fit lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: rusted death wish hairy legs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Cyan effete house 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Heady sound barrier cuckold 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: henna community account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: henna community account 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: henna community account 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: sable swashbuckling field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: vibrant chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Galvanic hominid hissy fit good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Pungent useless brakes potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Yellow bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: henna community account Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: henna community account Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: henna community account How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: henna community account Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: White flickering athletic conference plaza congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: henna community account 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Talented territorial parlor pistol congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: henna community account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: henna community account I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: henna community account 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: henna community account 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: henna community account How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: henna community account 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Trip fishy national I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: henna community account Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: White flickering athletic conference plaza Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: White flickering athletic conference plaza 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Kink-friendly glittery blood rage church 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: henna community account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Smoky university feces proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: henna community account One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Heady sound barrier cuckold 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: henna community account 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Bonkers motley really tough guy ticket booth Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Fluffy boyish tank Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: henna community account 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Soul-stirring Milk Public Bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: henna community account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Supple digit ratio people who are hurt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: henna community account My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: henna community account Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: henna community account 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: henna community account Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Godawful spectacular weed whacker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Floppy Mustard Cuckoldry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: henna community account In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Free-loading adventurous preventive strike ape Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: henna community account Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Free-loading adventurous preventive strike ape I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: henna community account Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: henna community account Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Thriller stage Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: henna community account Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Thriller stage Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: henna community account For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: henna community account Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: henna community account 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Garnet range 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: henna community account Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: titillating demanding selfie Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: henna community account Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: henna community account Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: henna community account 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: clear impertinent faggot firefighter trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Talented territorial parlor pistol 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Cerebral tanning salon friendly grandma 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Cheese-eating Talking Pocket Flask good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Cheese-eating Talking Pocket Flask I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: henna community account Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: henna community account 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: exhilarant beta knife brethren Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: henna community account I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Garnet range Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: titillating demanding selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Gaped mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Excitant abnormal pervert tattoo 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Godawful spectacular weed whacker MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: White flickering athletic conference plaza way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: henna community account 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: stirring cobalt pit therapy 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Arousing outnumbered travel guidebook whorehouse Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: henna community account None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author:  fighting nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Silver step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Sickened passionate goal in life Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Hairraiser Self-centered Windowlicker Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: lemon out-of-control theater affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Grizzly nibblets I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Fantasy-prone razzmatazz meetinghouse marketing idea (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: WNBA dildo ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)