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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started 180 corner dopamine   06/12/25 won't work Wine Senate Jew   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Trip self-absorbed mad cow disease brethren   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   07/25/21 Thanks, man Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 ... peach depressive ticket booth   07/24/21 ... peach depressive ticket booth   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking comical apoplectic idea he suggested hissy fit   07/24/21 cq Shaky Really Tough Guy Mad-dog Skullcap   07/24/21 ... gay charismatic telephone   07/24/21 ... Bearded aphrodisiac stag film laser beams   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Appetizing set persian   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Laughsome mental disorder tanning salon   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Appetizing set persian   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Puce Racy Associate Cuckoldry   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Puce Racy Associate Cuckoldry   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... 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Sinister parlour   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... domesticated roommate   07/25/21 ... Odious geriatric elastic band doctorate   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Bat-shit-crazy abode community account   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... chocolate razzle sandwich cuck   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze white principal's office preventive strike   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? glittery charcoal field   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Fiercely-loyal Location Toilet Seat   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... nofapping concupiscible home gay wizard   07/24/21 gl gl Dashing tantric bawdyhouse dragon   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Unhinged turquoise institution   07/24/21 ... umber chest-beating generalized bond site   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... obsidian very tactful pistol   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... glittery charcoal field   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 Go to a meeting slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... glittery charcoal field   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... brindle swashbuckling lay main people   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 ... Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... 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Impressive Azn Dog Poop   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Fragrant Idiotic Degenerate   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Smoky Foreskin   07/26/21 ... honey-headed mischievous masturbator   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Coral supple plaza   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... domesticated roommate   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Fiercely-loyal Location Toilet Seat   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/26/21 ... Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/26/21 ... Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   07/26/21 4 days down Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/27/21 nice man. Irradiated Effete Messiness   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. garnet offensive sound barrier pit   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Aquamarine french theater circlehead   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/28/21 180 bro Aromatic pungent market kitty   07/28/21 8957657365 Smoky Foreskin   07/28/21 good job disgusting brunch corn cake   07/28/21 ... umber chest-beating generalized bond site   07/28/21 ... Nudist address multi-billionaire   07/28/21 ... Cowardly titillating point   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Dashing tantric bawdyhouse dragon   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Fragrant Idiotic Degenerate   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/28/21 180 curious legend milk   07/28/21 ... Beady-eyed opaque hospital   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Provocative newt   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/28/21 Go to a meeting slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Copper big heaven ceo   07/29/21 They were work meetings Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/29/21 180 Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/29/21 ... chocolate razzle sandwich cuck   07/29/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Duck-like skinny woman   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter   07/30/21 ... 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Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... twisted free-loading stage knife   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Galvanic chad ladyboy   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/01/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/01/21 180 Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/02/21 180 garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... pearly fat ankles library   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Smoky Foreskin   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... pearly fat ankles library   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Histrionic cordovan queen of the night   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Cowardly titillating point   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/03/21 5445776444554 Hairraiser maize chapel   08/03/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/03/21 ... disgusting brunch corn cake   08/03/21 happy for you man talented faggot firefighter indian lodge   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/03/21 Keep it up curious legend milk   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/04/21 ... curious legend milk   08/04/21 180 Day two here Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/09/21 ... Galvanic chad ladyboy   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Smoky Foreskin   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/06/21 YES Galvanic chad ladyboy   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/07/21 Day 16 done Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/08/21 Gj! Beady-eyed opaque hospital   08/08/21 17 Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/09/21 180 brother Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Hairraiser maize chapel   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! learning disabled whorehouse mediation   08/09/21 180 Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work pink heady parlor pervert   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Carnelian Puppy   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid Arousing crackhouse haunted graveyard   08/13/21 Day 19 done Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/11/21 180 congrats vigorous quadroon   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/11/21 ty garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory misunderstood stage gaming laptop   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... Adulterous Olive Kitty Cat Hominid   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Histrionic cordovan queen of the night   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/12/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/12/21 ... Misanthropic brass native mexican   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. Aromatic pungent market kitty   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Hairraiser maize chapel   08/12/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/12/21 ... 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Carnelian Puppy   08/19/21 Day 24 Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/16/21 ... claret submissive stead   08/16/21 180 Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/16/21 180 Smoky Foreskin   08/16/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/16/21 ... honey-headed mischievous masturbator   08/16/21 Day 25 Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/17/21 ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/17/21 Day 26 Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink honey-headed mischievous masturbator   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... honey-headed mischievous masturbator   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/18/21 Gj brudda Nudist address multi-billionaire   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Smoky Foreskin   08/18/21 Trust me I am Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Exhilarant Self-centered Menage International Law Enforcement Agency   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Cowardly titillating point   08/18/21 ... Smoky Foreskin   08/19/21 180 garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. Beady-eyed opaque hospital   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... garnet offensive sound barrier pit   08/20/21 I don't plan to Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Smoky Foreskin   08/20/21 180 Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Mildly autistic walnut garrison   08/27/21 180 Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets   08/28/21 ... Spectacular boistinker striped hyena   08/28/21 180 brother diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... brindle swashbuckling lay main people   08/28/21 That's amazing Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/03/21 ... Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/03/21 ... Aromatic pungent market kitty   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... peach depressive ticket booth   09/06/21 ... Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/06/21 ... Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling fluffy dead factory reset button   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/10/21 ... Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Galvanic chad ladyboy   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Smoky Foreskin   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... stirring buck-toothed lodge halford   09/24/21 ... Boyish business firm internal respiration   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Smoky Foreskin   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Mildly autistic walnut garrison   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Impressive Azn Dog Poop   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Mildly autistic walnut garrison   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Mildly autistic walnut garrison   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: 180 corner dopamine 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Wine Senate Jew won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Trip self-absorbed mad cow disease brethren begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: peach depressive ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: peach depressive ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: comical apoplectic idea he suggested hissy fit how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Shaky Really Tough Guy Mad-dog Skullcap cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: gay charismatic telephone (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Bearded aphrodisiac stag film laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Appetizing set persian 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Laughsome mental disorder tanning salon a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Appetizing set persian Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Puce Racy Associate Cuckoldry Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Puce Racy Associate Cuckoldry When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Puce Racy Associate Cuckoldry we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Boyish business firm internal respiration You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Shaky Really Tough Guy Mad-dog Skullcap Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Laughsome mental disorder tanning salon set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: cerise goal in life how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: cerise goal in life no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: wonderful outnumbered kitchen Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Laughsome mental disorder tanning salon u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Sinister parlour I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: domesticated roommate You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Odious geriatric elastic band doctorate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Bat-shit-crazy abode community account Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: chocolate razzle sandwich cuck stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: white principal's office preventive strike Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: glittery charcoal field so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal Location Toilet Seat go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: nofapping concupiscible home gay wizard the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Dashing tantric bawdyhouse dragon gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Unhinged turquoise institution Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: umber chest-beating generalized bond site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: obsidian very tactful pistol Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: glittery charcoal field have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: glittery charcoal field what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: brindle swashbuckling lay main people I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: deep avocado resort philosopher-king Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: cracking shitlib big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: learning disabled whorehouse mediation I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Impressive Azn Dog Poop Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Fragrant Idiotic Degenerate can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Coral supple plaza Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: domesticated roommate Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal Location Toilet Seat no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Irradiated Effete Messiness nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Aquamarine french theater circlehead Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: disgusting brunch corn cake good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: umber chest-beating generalized bond site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Nudist address multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Cowardly titillating point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Dashing tantric bawdyhouse dragon also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Fragrant Idiotic Degenerate good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: curious legend milk 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Beady-eyed opaque hospital (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Provocative newt Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Copper big heaven ceo who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: chocolate razzle sandwich cuck (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Duck-like skinny woman Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Galvanic chad ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: brindle swashbuckling lay main people 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Aquamarine french theater circlehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: curious legend milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Smoky Foreskin You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Galvanic chad ladyboy Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: learning disabled whorehouse mediation Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: twisted free-loading stage knife I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Galvanic chad ladyboy This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: pearly fat ankles library Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: pearly fat ankles library It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Histrionic cordovan queen of the night nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Cowardly titillating point exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Hairraiser maize chapel 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: disgusting brunch corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: talented faggot firefighter indian lodge happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: curious legend milk Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: curious legend milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Galvanic chad ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Galvanic chad ladyboy YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Beady-eyed opaque hospital Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Hairraiser maize chapel This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: learning disabled whorehouse mediation Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: pink heady parlor pervert Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Carnelian Puppy The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Arousing crackhouse haunted graveyard Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: vigorous quadroon 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: misunderstood stage gaming laptop CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Adulterous Olive Kitty Cat Hominid hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Histrionic cordovan queen of the night After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Misanthropic brass native mexican (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Hairraiser maize chapel Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Cowardly titillating point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Ungodly flushed water buffalo You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Motley Sapphire Faggotry Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: misunderstood stage gaming laptop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Appetizing set persian 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: stimulating house good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: misunderstood stage gaming laptop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Misanthropic brass native mexican 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: vigorous quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Low-t shivering half-breed stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: judgmental base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: comical apoplectic idea he suggested hissy fit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Jet candlestick maker sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Jet candlestick maker are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: vigorous quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Silver Doobsian Death Wish Hairy Legs I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Carnelian Puppy Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: claret submissive stead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Nudist address multi-billionaire Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Exhilarant Self-centered Menage International Law Enforcement Agency Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Cowardly titillating point that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Beady-eyed opaque hospital Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Spectacular boistinker striped hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: diverse lemon sanctuary trump supporter 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: brindle swashbuckling lay main people Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: peach depressive ticket booth Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: fluffy dead factory reset button Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Galvanic chad ladyboy Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: stirring buck-toothed lodge halford don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Boyish business firm internal respiration (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Smoky Foreskin The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Impressive Azn Dog Poop Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: indigo meetinghouse Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: indigo meetinghouse I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Histrionic cordovan queen of the night this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: excitant therapy volcanic crater 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: brilliant locale https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Nighttime piazza keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Aquamarine french theater circlehead 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Copper big heaven ceo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: vigorous quadroon Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Insanely creepy school cafeteria party of the first part By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Copper big heaven ceo 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Copper big heaven ceo Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Trip self-absorbed mad cow disease brethren 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: deranged black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: razzmatazz den Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Cowardly titillating point 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Copper big heaven ceo Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Cowardly titillating point I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Copper big heaven ceo then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Cowardly titillating point cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Grizzly multi-colored jewess space lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: brilliant locale https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: cerebral nubile property 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: iridescent flirting son of senegal temple 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Aromatic pungent market kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: mind-boggling tan pozpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Grizzly multi-colored jewess space good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Bateful confused range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Spectacular boistinker striped hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: gaped dark station congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Trip self-absorbed mad cow disease brethren congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: cruel-hearted razzle-dazzle giraffe I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: gaped dark station Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: gaped dark station 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Greedy floppy church building nowag 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: passionate insane police squad proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: curious legend milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: iridescent flirting son of senegal temple 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: curious legend milk 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: gay charismatic telephone congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Medicated blathering theater stage Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: gay charismatic telephone 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: tripping state voyeur Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Soul-stirring cruise ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: thriller wild spot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Dull clown becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Histrionic cordovan queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: honey-headed mischievous masturbator Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: godawful vivacious fortuitous meteor famous landscape painting Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: godawful vivacious fortuitous meteor famous landscape painting I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Mentally impaired vibrant center nibblets Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: pink heady parlor pervert 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: slimy slap-happy tank boltzmann Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: umber chest-beating generalized bond site Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: gay charismatic telephone congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: garnet offensive sound barrier pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Trip self-absorbed mad cow disease brethren 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: marvelous office dysfunction 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Bright digit ratio step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Green Exciting Affirmative Action good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Green Exciting Affirmative Action I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: curious legend milk 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Territorial mahogany sweet tailpipe ratface Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Mildly autistic walnut garrison None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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