Date: October 24th, 2024 9:30 AM Author: Peach state organic girlfriend
no this was a different insufferable russian jew. the messianic (russian jewish christian) one was a sweet virgin who wanted to be a tradwife. that was more recent.
i told you the seeds of ruination were laid for me a long, long time ago!
Date: October 24th, 2024 9:37 AM Author: Fracture in the Maidenhead (gunneratttt)
the silver lining is that the pain from these intense romances are what's necessary for growth and wisdom. like touching a hot stove, the pain is burnt into your mind. it's not like you'd make the same romantic mistakes today that caused you so much pain in the past haha.
Date: October 24th, 2024 9:42 AM Author: Peach state organic girlfriend
what if i spent years collecting worse pains, like watching limbs drip with liquid flesh in industrial furnaces, and came to romanticize the slight burns from light brushes with my old tea kettle? what then, gunner?
Date: October 24th, 2024 9:47 AM Author: Fracture in the Maidenhead (gunneratttt)
i know several relationship like this that have "worked." maybe you've seen it, the slightly autistic, kind-hearted, patient caring man and the dramatic bpd shrew? the dude tolerating his wife's dalliances? her abuses? coming to love them? until the pain and pleasure of suffering her passions become indistinguishable? how he sticks by her, albeit distancing him self physically and through work to minimize her impact, regardless of how it affects others, including his children. sometimes they can stick together for life. idk, probably something you have to see first hand to understand, maybe you'll be able to observe a couple like that one day and decide if it's for you.