The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world.
|
 |
 
|
Off to the loonie bin
Poast new message in this thread
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:43 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen Flying out tomorrow to a psychiatric care facility. If I can figure out my shit there that'd be great. If not, I'll move to Israel. Might not be able to post or even lurk for a bit.
Peace out |
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:45 PM Author: cowardly orchid sweet tailpipe aren't you worried they'll forcibly lobotomize you (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679762) |
 |
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:45 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen They wouldn't have to force me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683178) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:45 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef I'd advise against having yourself committed as a way to "figure things out." Might not be as seamless getting out as you think. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679770) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:54 PM Author: mind-boggling narrow-minded toaster death wish Yes I had a distant relative who went into one of these voluntarily, then they had some kangaroo court system where they didn’t let him out for weeks. He finally got out after a few weeks of forced medication, of course he threw the meds out as soon as he left (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679815) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:56 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Once you are in the system one way or another, mouthbreather doctors who don't give a shit can do whatever they want with you with virtually no due process. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679821) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 8:00 PM Author: mind-boggling narrow-minded toaster death wish They also have huge liability issues. They need to set it up so if you go on a shooting spree the victims can’t sue them for letting you out. Easiest way to do that is pump you full of meds - either you become docile or you stop taking meds. If you stop taking meds, well, that’s on you and you can’t sue the doctors.
Like with most things in our fraud medical system, the actual health of the patient is a distant third concern after (1) liability and (2) maximizing the charges to the insurance company |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 8:01 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef True. It's similar for universities. This is all because of the Warren Court. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679855) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:13 PM Author: walnut learning disabled indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683742) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 8:01 PM Author: Onyx Chad Thats all due to piece of shit lawyers such as yourself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679857) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 8:07 PM Author: mind-boggling narrow-minded toaster death wish Fuck I post one funny maybe anti jewish video and now everyone hates me!
I love the jews! |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 9:19 PM Author: Wonderful Bright Digit Ratio jfc (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35680358) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:55 PM Author: sadistic stirring meetinghouse Gl brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679820) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:56 PM Author: Wonderful Bright Digit Ratio what's wrong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679827) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 7:59 PM Author: Onyx Chad Have you met Subtle Hipster Troll yet? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679842) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:44 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen It's possible. Both of us grad school educated junkies and all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683176) |
|
Date: March 24th, 2018 8:16 PM Author: Kink-friendly bespoke school Saw Unsane today. Would recommend reconsidering if movies are any guide. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35679940) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:16 PM Author: bistre hell i want to see that (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683350) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:26 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen I'm at the airport now. This is one of those super expensive programs. I'm fortunate that I reconnected with a rich distant family member recently. She had done the program and recommends it. I'm not being committed this is a voluntary thing and I'm free to go at any point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683092) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:27 AM Author: sadistic stirring meetinghouse You'll come out the other end (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683096) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:36 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen Let's hope so. The past 11 years of my life have been a living hell. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683138) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:45 AM Author: Big dog poop roast beef What's the issue? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683177) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:53 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen Long story. I had an amazing life when I was 18 and 19. I had worked very hard To get to that point as an athlete and a student. Got injured at 20. Everyone abandoned me. My education which was supposed to be worth millions became worthless. I had switched my major to Liberal Arts to get my GPA above 3.0 to go to law school and then found out "just kidding the law schools were lying" and you should have majored in something useful. The pain in my leg was so bad I was begging for my leg to be amputated. All of a sudden my weed habit became a huge problem when I could no longer physically function and nothing else but smoking made me happy. Got a shitload of trouble for Weed and Alcohol because I was no longer being protected from the consequences of my actions by the football team the coaches the administration Etc.
After finding out that the law schools tricked me into majoring in the liberal arts I decided I couldn't go to law school and my family abandoned me. Forced to hack it on my own with a useless college degree and incredible pain in my leg, I had to become ruthless to make enough money to keep a roof over my head and food in front of me. That ruthlessness eventually allowed me to make pretty decent money. Until Dodd Frank. I then sold out. I sold the f*** out. I agreed to go to law school so that I could get my parents money otherwise I was going to have to hack it on my own in a post Dodd-Frank sociology degree having world. Went to law school try to drop out after first semester the school refuses to let me drop out, claws 10500 from my account for 2nd sem, won't give it back. However I had a girlfriend and I thought I was going to marry her. I was Furious because she had tons of student debt and I have bent over backwards my entire life selling my soul to avoid that. She then left after my second year, the school told me that I was going to have trouble getting an unpaid position. So I decided to Scorch the Earth and start shooting drugs. I haven't used hard drugs in over 2 years now. But it's not like I started using them because my life was livable, I started using them because my life was destroyed. So just because I'm sober it doesn't mean that my life isn't terrible, it is absolutely horrific
Edit. Not only was I not able to command a decent wage for my efforts, I had all these idiot classmates boring tons of money and then taking unpaid jobs living off of the loans. I had assumed that me not doing this meant that I was going to be substantially wealthier than my classmates. Oh contraire. PAYE comes out, my entire competitive advantage in the field dies. And every single one of my ex-girlfriends who borrowed a bunch of f****** money for school like a bunch of f****** idiots got bailed out by P aye
My high-school girlfriend borrowed like five hundred grand for college and grad school. Big reason we broke up. Now she's a successful dentist. Fuckmylife |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:57 AM Author: Big dog poop roast beef So if you've been sober for two years what is this program going to do? If the problem is anhedonia etc. there are bizarre things you can try.
Got a job? Kids?
Sorry to hear about your rough turn. Try not to beat yourself up - doesn't help. |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:59 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen This program is because I have $3 in my bank account. I have to beg my aunt to put money in the account. I have been making and saving money since I was no lie nine years old. At the end of law school when my leg finally got better yet when I looked around at my life and couldn't stand what I saw, I drugged myself into Oblivion.
Honest to God I think it would have been better if I died when I was 20, but for some f****** reason I'm still here. |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:02 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen I was enrolled in school for information technology. Law commercials on the radio drove me insane. I went to law school to become a personal injury and DUI lawyer, and I was told that because I didn't do well in law school exams when there is overwhelming evidence that personal injury lawyers success and their law school grades do not even correlate. There's absolutely no reason I had to go to a top law school to do that s*** and there's absolutely no reason that me not having done well at a top also means I can't do that s***. However the State of Florida bar examiners hates me. And their mind I am lacking in character and fitness. Where is I think that they are awful and destroyed our generation. And I just can't keep pretending to smile to those people. I can't do it. I can't keep selling out. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683269) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:04 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef So you got dinged by C&F but you still have a bunch of debt you can't discharge and you were on junk but you've been off for two years and now it feels you've no life of your own to live. Does that cover it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683287) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:11 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen That's fairly close. The chronic pain that I had to deal with for years is largely gone. I had a single-minded focus in my life before it healed: don't die. And in my efforts to not die, I had to sell out everything I believe in. And I just couldn't take it anymore. And I still can't. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683330) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:12 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen I'm allowed to discharge the debt. It's all bankruptable. I designed it that way. However the debt the bar said that if I use bankruptcy then that means that somehow I was lacking in character. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683332) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:13 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen They acted like the way I set it up to protect myself from having to pay it back in the event that my business venture didn't go well with somehow me being a bad guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683337) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:14 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen We're talking about some of the worst people in the post 2000 era. We're talking about people who bent over backwards Rick young people into spending money on education to subsidize other people they wanted to get into education by lying about the value of the education. Law school fraud stole Dentistry for me. They stole it. Stolen. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683343) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:21 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Got it. Well, look, I doubt this program will help all that much on its own merits, but it might be a nice change of pace.
I'd strongly recommend doing cbt or something to help you focus on actionable steps instead of the past. You may have already.
Your complaints are entirely legitimate, and the world unfair, but past is past. Anything you can do to let go and move forward, but without the junk.
I'd consider moving out of state. Also, trying to hire an ethics attorney to smooth things over for you. You need a sweeper.
Next, if you are still trying to do pi, I'd try to hook up with cslg and that crew.
Oh, and learn to meditate ofs
Again, best of luck. |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:10 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen Thx
I actually want to be a stand-up comedian and then transition into Jon Stewart type fake news. That's my "want". Is it realistic? I don't know. But I've got all-expenses-paid in La for the next 6 months. So if I'm ever going to chase a dream now might be the time. |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:19 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef That doesn't seem realistic, and in general (if I can be bold) it seems you've been interrupted a bit in the process of translating boyhood wants to grown desires ---- but trying anything is good if not actively harmful, if you're really trying. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683787) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:21 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen I acted like a responsible adult ever since I was a child and got f***** over for it. Maybe I should spend some time doing something I want to do (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683802) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:22 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Seems like you might have grown up too fast. Parentified child? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683811) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:23 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen Don't wanna talk about my upbringing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683820) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:25 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef UMC parents? Neglectful? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683832) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:27 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen They didn't raise us. They paid for our care, but we didn't see them much (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683842) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:34 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef I had a similar upbringing (vel non). I think it is fairly COMMON. You're a victim of boomer sociopathy on every level - but no reason to remain a victim or empty. You should check out the book ADULT CHILDREN OF EMOTIONALLY IMMATURE PARENTS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683920) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:36 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen That book actually exists? Sounds perfect for me lol. My parents are spoiled baby boomers. they claim to have know the struggle but their actions indicate otherwise (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683932) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:54 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Yes, it exists, and I highly recommend you read it. I'd also recommend cutting off contact with your parents until you can sort out who you are. This need not be some burnt bridge - but they've trapped you in something like perpetual adolescence, on account of they never grew up & can't feel. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35684094) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 3:14 PM Author: emerald galvanic dilemma You definitely need some kind of mental health intervention. This post is saturated with mental illness. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35684690) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:45 AM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Oh. Junkie.
Did you try naltrexone injections, etc.? |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:57 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen I haven't used opiates in 2 and 1/2 years.
I'm furious that I was forced to switch to nicotine instead of marijuana after college when I moved to Florida where marijuana used to be super illegal. I did that so I can become a lawyer. I sacrificed my health and my happiness. I love smoking pot. I don't want to be not able to do it anymore. If I move to California maybe things will be better for me |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:32 AM Author: razzle-dazzle den tattoo Give it a shot man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683117) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:54 AM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Not sure if pun intended (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683220) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:03 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683273) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 2:03 PM Author: razzle-dazzle den tattoo pun not intended, didn't see the part about OP shooting junk.
Its scary because a lot of the stuff in OP's post COULD HAVE BEEN MY LIFE except not regarding chronic pain but getting screwed in LS and lied to by boomers and law schools about Lib Arts |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 4:00 PM Author: Big dog poop roast beef We're all here because we've been screwed by boomers. Only difference is how hard, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35685044) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:33 AM Author: Big dog poop roast beef Best of luck. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683123) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:35 AM Author: 180 preventive strike Don't fuck with Chief Bromden (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683135) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 11:44 AM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683173) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:17 PM Author: Massive location foreskin The XO story since time immemorial (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683362) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 3:35 PM Author: hairless hyperventilating area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35684830) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 12:54 PM Author: Wonderful Bright Digit Ratio I recognize this guy after reading the subthreads. IIRC he's expecting to get a $10m+ inheritance. delusional fraud poasting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683616) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:15 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen Rich parents =/= rich me. They watched me live in my car after college and laughed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683760) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:32 PM Author: Wonderful Bright Digit Ratio Didn't you say they covered the entire cost of both your undegrad degree and law school? ljl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683887) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:16 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen If that were the case I'd just RSF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683769) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:11 PM Author: crystalline startled theater stage Grab a kazoo, let’s have a duel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683732) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:19 PM Author: Rambunctious canary old irish cottage multi-billionaire I'm going to the beer factory hosehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683785) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:20 PM Author: Razzmatazz snowy kitchen What's that (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683790) |
|
Date: March 25th, 2018 1:24 PM Author: Rambunctious canary old irish cottage multi-billionaire https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/45aa1e00-ec8d-4254-8f5f-6eafa3745430 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3928013&forum_id=2#35683825) |