Lack of motivation

Fatigue

Apathy

Procrastination

Inability to feel pleasure

Low libido

Inability to connect with others

Sleep problems

Mood swings

Hopelessness

Memory loss

Inability to concentrate

Inability to complete tasks

Engaging in self-destructive behaviors, especially addictions

Uh oh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4155973&forum_id=2#37408348)

This is the great lesson the depressive learns: Nothing in the world is inherently compelling. Whatever may be really “out there” cannot project itself as an affective experience. It is all a vacuous affair with only a chemical prestige. Nothing is either good or bad, desirable or undesirable, or anything else except that it is made so by laboratories inside us producing the emotions on which we live. And to live on our emotions is to live arbitrarily, inaccurately—imparting meaning to what has none of its own. Yet what other way is there to live? Without the ever-clanking machinery of emotion, everything would come to a standstill. There would be nothing to do, nowhere to go, nothing to be, and no one to know. The alternatives are clear: to live falsely as pawns of affect, or to live factually as depressives, or as individuals who know what is known to the depressive. How advantageous that we are not coerced into choosing one or the other, neither choice being excellent. One look at human existence is proof enough that our species will not be released from the stranglehold of emotionalism that anchors it to hallucinations. That may be no way to live, but to opt for depression would be to opt out of existence as we consciously know it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4155973&forum_id=2#37410105)

http://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=2428504&forum_id=2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4155973&forum_id=2#37410449)

http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=2428504&forum_id=2#31526980

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4155973&forum_id=2#37410458)

Feel no motivation anymore

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4155973&forum_id=2#37410361)

You can do everything that uncompromised, average folks can do, for the most part, yet you're always a bit weaker and lesser.

People used to have survival drives that would keep them hanging on into advanced age due to the most fleeting desires and instincts. You can't overestimate the advantage of being able to take sincere pleasure in the little things because you're not a weak, indulgent, novelty addict. People who can be happy without a 'rush' have a massive advantage due to being happier and more present parents. Society rightfully locks up and otherwise marginalizes my fellow shitbags who always need a little something more to get by.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4155973&forum_id=2#37410482)