sent my ex 708 unreciprocated emails since she last answered 1 on dec 5, 2018
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Poast new message in this thread
Date: October 26th, 2021 10:49 PM Author: Talented gas station
here's a truly random sample (just clicked through gmail and screenshotted random chunks)
https://imgur.com/a/NVHkNvC
she's such a cunt. even when i wrote her several paragraphs at a time about what a dumb and evil whore she is, or how beautiful and sweet she is, she refused to reply 😠😠
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336009) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 12:29 AM Author: Onyx address
To be fair,
How dare he poast on your board! You own this board! He sounds mentally ill! Ugh, I hate mentally ill people like that!
lol
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336442) |
Date: October 27th, 2021 12:14 AM Author: Talented gas station
full disclosure: this thread was an accurate summary of his one-sided correspondence between dec '18 and aug '21. i did start talking to him again for a few months in august. the harrassment has actually gone on since mid(?) 2017, but i also talked to him for a bit in 2018. i'll have the exact dates and shit when i start putting together the evidence for the protective order, but since he's calling me out in a diff thread for inconsistency within my story, i figured i'd give a more accurate (if imprecise) account now.
i cut him off again last weekend after a particularly insane rant, giving him plenty of warning that i'd pursue legal action if he reached out again. he has since contacted me via email in addition to following me around as soon as i started poasting again earlier today.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336393) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 12:43 AM Author: Slap-happy fighting national ape
the only thing psychos understand is a credible threat of harm.
you need to be 100% willing to bash his face in with a wrench and pulverize it.
get a gun. learn how to use it and be 100% prepared to blow his brains out. in fact, try to make yourself eager to do it.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336495) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 12:40 AM Author: Onyx address
To be fair,
FOR ANY READERS UNFAMILIAR WITH THE BACKSTORY OF THE OP (AN UNHINGED FORMER MEGAPOASTER FORMERLY KNOWN AS "THE BOX"):
The Box is an ugly, batshit insane, 30+ year old single never-married-no-kids stereotypically liberal stereotypically neurotic Jewish woman with quickly plummeting SMV who:
- Was suspended from her lower-Ivy college for a year after she violently threatened her roommate and the administration got nervous (this delayed her graduation and she was formally diagnosed with a serious mental disorder as a result of this incident);
- Has fucked multiple poasters, cheating on many of them with other poasters;
- Has poasted many nudes on XO to get attention -- but not just ordinary nudes, nudes in which she was running around in public naked with literal shit visible in the wrinkles of her puckered brown asshole;
- Has been skullfucked by none other than Sam Hyde, with a belt tied around her neck as she choked on his cock and tears streaming down her face (IIRC she was like 18 at the time);
- Has famously had multiple abortions and bragged about them;
- Currently works in "tech" in Los Angeles and cosplays as a goth rocker in "dark" makeup and ripped black jeans who scream-sings retarded "black metal" shit with her back-up band comprised of middle aged men on the weekends;
- Got so triggered about me, a total stranger on the internet, being an evil racist antisemitic sexist asshole bigot who was VERY MEAN to her last time she came around here to shamelessly seek attention (a few months ago) in a pathetic attempt to fill the gaping black void in her heart and soul that she apparently literally printed out a thread of horrible wrongthink I have written, read it out loud to a group of her gay soyboy friends, got them to agree that I am a VERY BAD PERSON, and then came back to XO to make another thread triumphantly announcing that she had spent her IRL time and energy doing this and stridently denouncing me for my horrendous internet thought crimes.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336479) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 10:24 AM Author: Talented gas station
fwiw, it was the second half of http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4891087&forum_id=2#42882626
the passage:
'Incidentally, your "music" is shitty. But you are holding it together reasonably well for a blown out 30 year old bipolar half Jew half white girl who has rough ridden miles of cock, so I give you props for that at least. It's too bad that you're such a crazy and amoral cunt. And I do hope the abortion haunts you at least a little, even though I highly doubt it does. Oh well.'
i actually showed it to someone on a date recently too bc it's just hilariously vile
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43337543) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Onyx address
To be fair,
In some ways, I think it's the worst one. Not on a deep moral level (that would be the abortions), not on a macro socially corrosive level (lots of competition for this one), but as a little data point that highlights just how deep your profound mental illness actually runs, and how age has done nothing to alleviate it.
I can understand wanting to fuck a bunch of people at 20. I can understand the lack of self control and desire for attention that leads to chronic cheating. I can understand blowing up at a college roommate. I can understand being so bored with your shitty life that you want to cosplay being a goth rocker even if it's a pathetic performative act for a 30 year old single childless woman. I can even understand (albeit I cannot personally forgive at this point in my life) aborting a child as a young woman out of selfishness and because society says its "totally ok, totally normal haha".
But I genuinely cannot understand the urge that motivates a fully grown woman approaching middle age -- with no husband and no kids (hmm I wonder where your efforts would best be directed in 2021?) -- to take time and effort out of her IRL to not only megapoast on XO (this part is sad but not in and of itself that bad), but to share a "mean thing" that a total stranger said about her on the internet with her "friends" just to have them predictably and meaninglessly assure her that she is ACKSHUALLY like, totally wonderful and great, and that person is a mean evil psychopath OMG I can't believe he said that! It's evidence of a level of profound mental illness and a total failure to meaningfully segregate and distinguish reality from the internet and set reasonable boundaries on conducting day to day life and prioritize shit and display a basic level of self-awareness that I simply cannot grasp, and in that narrow but important sense, it's genuinely the most disturbing one to me.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43338077) |
Date: October 27th, 2021 12:32 AM Author: Rusted hominid
1) I’m confused - did you date this guy or have some sort of pre-existing relationship?
2) be honest, are you dramapoasting because you feel gjr has usurped your rightful place?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336451) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 2:27 AM Author: Talented gas station
doing better now!! my dating exploits with sane(r) men are actually pretty funny stories on their own. one guy sent me a 251-word essay (actual word count) on why my sloppy, drunken kissing was bad. this was after a first date. it contained gems such as:
"I've gotten a lot of compliments on my kissing (not that that makes me an expert or anything)"
the phrase "kissing interactions" three times
"I would recommend closing the distance using only your face. If you're reaching with your lips like that it felt like the kiss was starting kind of pre-maturely"
i felt soooo humiliated for like a week, then i showed it to some people and they were like, "ummmm the only person who should be embarrassed here is him" lmfao
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336745) |
Date: October 27th, 2021 1:13 AM Author: irradiated den
holyy shit,, there's some real gold in those previews.
i really like it here.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43336572) |
Date: October 27th, 2021 7:06 AM Author: Razzmatazz Spot Half-breed
JFC this is some mental illness at work
180
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43337061) |
Date: October 27th, 2021 10:04 AM Author: Topaz affirmative action trump supporter
Typical attention whoring from box here. Let’s recap:
-starts with a hypothetical where she’s playacting as her ex to set the hook with the bort, then discards it as soon as possible.
-woe is me threading, her bread and butter
-also this is a big humble brag that she’s so great someone has been hung up on her for 5 years.
-oh but wait, turns out she’s contacted this dude multiple times SINCE the crazy stalking started. Of course, she volunteers this to DARE any of you white knights out there to suggest she brought this on herself.
-subthread wastelands with a poaster who she assumes must be her ex following her here, without any evidence. Because her life is so important people come to here (her safe space, of course) to bother her. EDIT: Turns out maybe there is evidence, but that means yet again box is fooling around with some loser poaster, and coming back to the well of mental illness whenever she is feeling low and needs a self esteem boost.
-Zero introspection. Zero accountability. Zero attempt to deconstruct why a 30+ year old woman would be dealing with this drama that would make a 22 year old blush. Zero commitment to changing anything about her shit life.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43337465) |
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Date: October 27th, 2021 12:07 PM Author: Onyx address
To be fair,
*30+ year old woman with no husband + no kids + rapidly declining SMV + lives, with a room mate (at 30+), in an increasingly dystopian authoritarian leftist city in an increasingly dystopian authoritarian leftist state thousands of miles away from her biological family (aka the only people in the world who probably do actually love her) + works a deeply meaningless job in "tech" + is feuding with multiple people in her life + seeking attention from literal angry bitter bald middle aged stranger lawyers on the internet because she has nothing better to do with her time + has an actual diagnosed serious mental disorder + oh darn time to jump back on the cock carousel for the 100th time*
"My life is actually pretty 180 overall haha, I guess it could be better around the edges but it's great to me!"
It's so sad. At least you're a Jew and not a white woman. Anyway, enjoy "Hump Day" hehe and don't forget to keep your mask on, stay home stay safe just a few more boosters and California will get back to normal! ;)
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43338135) |
Date: October 27th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Talented gas station
a cute sampling of the 7 consecutive screens of snapchat messages he sent me after i told him i went on a date that went well :))
https://imgur.com/a/uGZMvOE
u guys will love the first one (and if u didn't catch the xo references in OP, you'll believe me now that he's a poaster haha)
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43340091) |
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Date: November 3rd, 2021 6:13 PM Author: Talented gas station
in early 2017, after a tumultuous on-and-off period during which we both behaved like lunatics, i blocked his # and set up a gmail filter so all his emails would skip my inbox and go into their own folder. (i'm glad i didn't just set it to delete them bc now i have all this evidence for my protective order.)
there was a stretch of time in 2018 when i gave him a chance to be on good terms w me. i had to cut him off again in december after a few outbursts. the 708 emails in question date from dec 2018 to aug 2021.
the reason i started talking to him again in august was bc i got back on here and he started following me around in threads and emailing me from new email addresses. he was trying to provoke me and i took the bait and responded to one. then we fell into talking again. i guess it felt like everything would be easier if we could be cool again. every day, i encouraged him to find someone else and move on. i reminded him of all the ways i'd been a shitty gf, told him he was still young and attractive and deserved the best. i listed our fundamental incompatibilities and insisted over and over again that we couldn't be together.
ur right that i did tell him about my dating exploits. he knew i kissed one guy and didn't openly flip out. but when i told him i had a date that actually went well and that i "hooked up" w the guy, declining to give more details, he went absolutely insane. he sent me 7 entire screens of unhinged snapchat messages in a row with no response from me. here's a sampling: https://imgur.com/a/uGZMvOE
so ya i mean it was obviously poor judgment to let this person back in my life, but i don't think it was crazy so much as naive. and i hope this demonstrates that for the vast majority of the time since we broke up, i was staying far away. ik i was weak and he broke me down but i didn't actively want this.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43381222) |
Date: October 28th, 2021 9:12 AM Author: painfully honest thriller skinny woman
sam hyde vs xo incel dorks who dated the box is an amazing case in the annals of alpha chad studies.
he knew precisely how to treat OP
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4950349&forum_id=2#43343170) |
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