bad skin pix / no contacts: https://imgur.com/gallery/kCVmHQm

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i honestly barely care (and before anyone says "tHeN wHy DiD yOu MaKe A tHrEaD", please consider all of the trivial, retarded threads i [and others] poast on a daily basis.)

anyways, people irl think i'm attractive so i'm really not tripping about what u guys think, even after having seen many photos. lots of people like the way i present myself irl and my style and stuff. sure, not everyone, but there's no shortage of people (across demographics) who do.

i know the people on reddit who rated me below-average have no incentive to lie, so obviously *some* people think so. but it wasn't unanimous on reddit, whereas it virtually is on here. there are only about ~2 poasts in that huge thread that admitted to thinking i'm above average, and that seems... skewed.

[edit] the thread in question http://xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115416&forum_id=2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562741)

no sense in even thinking about it beyond that

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562762)

Candy Ride and arkan are always saying i'm hideous (Candy Ride gave me 0.1) but i discount those opinions as outliers

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562779)

i think you have kind of a unique psychological issue where you grew up on not only the internet, but an internet-site full of aspie lawyers. like it’s kind of weird how you are overly-invested in what anonymous lawfags think of you. this place was your world once and in some ways it still is, which isn’t good. At least you’ve had a relapse.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562792)

thanks

you’ll get over relationships a lot more easily as you get older

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562835)

to your edit: yeah, xo is and has been a huge problem in my life and done damage to my psyche that i've only recently (mostly) recovered from. but this place is addictive. i'll fade back into retirement soon. i retired for a couple weeks but came back cuz of cslg dinner thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562809)

one friend in college described me as "polarizing - some people think you're super hot and others just don't get it."

that could still be the case. but i'm not a kid anymore, not concerned with winning EVERYONE'S approval. lots of ppl think i'm highly attractive so 🤷‍♀️

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562852)

i’m not sure why you care though since you’re already running a successful shtick irl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562863)

re-read OP. i don't care *that* much bc irl people like how i look. i'm really just puzzled by the discrepancy, if anything.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562880)

honestly i wonder how much of the issue is how HORRIBLE i am at making natural faces in pix. i always look crazy, mad, space-y, or like i smelled something weird.

clearly i don't care though (lol)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562893)

At the same time it's underappreciated that she was effectively diagnosed BPD at two years old, and a lot of the environmental stuff people blame for her life/behavior really aren't that significant.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562823)

like it’s some elite club of artists/intellectuals who are doing profound things (and 5% of the time it is) when the vast majority of xo is just white collar people blowing off steam and goofing around.

i think your perception of xo is much different than most peoples’ and in a way is sort of a case study on how early exposure to social websites is damaging.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562831)

idk i guess we differ in what we like about this place. i like the creative, offbeat humor; that's why i come here. like you, i hate the drama shit, but it follows me around. and i'm so defensive that i can't help but engage sometimes. please keep in mind that i ignored arkan for SIX MONTHS and he didn't stop following me around.

yeah, glad i can be a cautionary tale... poasters with kids will hopefully know to monitor their internet use...

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562847)

i just come here for news and to joke around honestly

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562855)

idk if you’ve ever read twist but his writing is really fucking long-winded and we have completely different voices

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562895)

twist, askav, watchmen, whokebe, plenty of others value(d) xo in the way you describe. this place is garbo now but it used to be so much fun forcing memes and making parody threads all night lol. longer-form creative stuff, or multimedia content, is GOATUS when done well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562875)

like you were surprised tsinah was chill irl because i think that even though your rational brain understands tsinah and irl tsinah are two different entities, your conditioning caused you initially to just perceive “tsinah” as a singular thing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562882)

the much more concise explanation for why she appears to care so much is that this is a staging ground for future relationships. this has ALWAYS been her source for romance and validation, and she knows exactly what kind of dynamics mean what and how to exploit them. this back-and-forth 'am i really ugly?' thing in this thread itself is a trick she's used many times. i could go into more detail here but i think you're can fill in the rest. box comes off as an idiot but don't forget she's fucking smart and experienced too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562906)

tsinah is a weird case bc the way he comes across on the board is very extreme. but your point stands.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562901)

"i'm really not tripping about what u guys think"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562799)

don't say you weren't warned.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562834)

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nah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562822)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562825)

I would feel horrible for any guy who married her too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44563196)

older you get, the more boring people become. not because they are doing anything especially boring, but because you have experienced more, so less excites you. hell, even the hot supple 18 year old, unless she's doing some age or consent play, isn't interesting to the 40+ year old after fucking a couple times.

tl;dr: do the vampire thing, fuck what people think about your physical looks

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562902)

i interact with a lot of old people. one of my favorite clients, she's 73 years old, and i've gotten to know her well. and HOLY SHIT her sex life is on par with mine when i was in a frat in college, and way way more active than mine now that i've been married a while. she does one night stands, maintains multiple boyfriends. and she has no plastic surgery, no nothing. she's just herself. and that's awesome

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562914)

2) HATP has definitively answered this question in many, many, many ways, as far as subjective attractiveness. :) if you re-read the thread title, i think you'll understand that he can't answer it for other people, which is explicitly what i am asking.

3) please leave me alone

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5115480&forum_id=2#44562943)