but yeah, i'm out of touch from the egrifting scene

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5900606&forum_id=2).#50116038)

i wrote in my most recent post: "As I’ve discussed previously, my process has been to start on a lower level of observation - politics and culture, mainly - and I would analyze it obsessively until it hit up against irreconcilable contradictions in that layer. My whole Neoliberal Feudalism 130,000 word essay was about this exploration, with over 1,000 mostly establishment citations revealing, in a recursive process, the seams and incoherence of that level of analysis. Once the level hit up against irreconcilable contradictions, the psychosomatic pressure increased in my body until I found an outlet for it - which required me to try to resolve those contradictions at a higher level of abstraction, mainly psychology, until the process repeated and I tried to resolve it with spirituality/metaphysics (the Neofeudal Review project), until the psychosomatic pressure grew again and finally forced resolution on the highest level of the belief hierarchy, that of the God-image. Once I underwent a God-image transformation, I no longer felt nearly as much psychosomatic pressure and I experienced (and continue to experience) a process toward metabolic stabilization."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5900606&forum_id=2).#50116300)