Date: June 22nd, 2026 9:15 AM
Author: Ricky
i havent done anyhting in like 2-3 yrs psychedleic wise and filling it with judaism and not smoking weed, not pursuing holes, not surrogate looksmaxxing or not lifting isnt helping
i think i figured this place out best i can to my human capacity and its all pretty gay, no way i would choose to come here against my will again - these jews keep finessing me with some contract or deed i cant find i dont get it, some cringe red heifer clause i skipped over
the entire affair is sad more than anything, just unspeakable evil and despair under every surface i cant escape or wish i could unsee but cant now
you kind of have to just believe in infinite incomprehensible yet loving merciful god like in AA or its really over
getting tired of constatntly holding 'space' for people and having them cry on me and having to console them - im faking it just as much as the next person but hiding it better i guess, vapor et al
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5876390&forum_id=2,5#49955078)