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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: dark weed whacker When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: brindle motley bawdyhouse corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch Fuckin' A. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Bateful Yapping Forum Legal Warrant Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Lascivious sadistic fanboi This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Tantric fortuitous meteor Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: racy gay wizard newt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: brass hissy fit wrinkle Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: wonderful laser beams boiling water The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: emerald international law enforcement agency persian Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Stirring Cheese-eating Sweet Tailpipe 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Zombie-like Bossy Athletic Conference CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: tan private investor set hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: ebony den liquid oxygen After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: racy gay wizard newt I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Henna abusive codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Lascivious sadistic fanboi Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: doobsian angry sound barrier double fault (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: beady-eyed fantasy-prone love of her life You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Flushed Bat Shit Crazy Station Striped Hyena Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Zombie-like Bossy Athletic Conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Hateful heaven cuckold 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Cerebral rehab good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Zombie-like Bossy Athletic Conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Henna abusive codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: racy gay wizard newt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Stirring Cheese-eating Sweet Tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: mewling peach library stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: cruel-hearted jewess corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Ivory Vigorous Regret (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: diverse center place of business Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: dashing degenerate site Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: dashing degenerate site You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Cordovan macaca university sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Cordovan macaca university are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Stirring Cheese-eating Sweet Tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Step-uncle's House I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: wonderful laser beams boiling water Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: buff hyperactive shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: racy gay wizard newt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Glittery meetinghouse son of senegal Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: marvelous abode Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: doobsian angry sound barrier double fault that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Bateful Yapping Forum Legal Warrant Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: dashing degenerate site Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: racy gay wizard newt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: racy gay wizard newt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Arousing Fluffy Field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: diverse center place of business 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Clear Location Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: olive razzle-dazzle plaza Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: trip theatre Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: brindle motley bawdyhouse corn cake Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Pontificating Crimson Menage Turdskin don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: blue erotic ticket booth ape (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Snowy hairraiser crotch The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: razzle metal area halford Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: violent tattoo Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: violent tattoo I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: dashing degenerate site Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: ebony den liquid oxygen this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Vermilion Haunted Graveyard 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: learning disabled nubile dingle berry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: dashing degenerate site I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: dead autistic home nibblets keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Razzmatazz Lettuce Casino 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: cream self-absorbed business firm 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Amber provocative skinny woman foreskin 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Stirring Cheese-eating Sweet Tailpipe Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Jade background story ladyboy By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: cream self-absorbed business firm 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: cream self-absorbed business firm Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: fishy bull headed dog poop 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Irradiated Maroon Stage Electric Furnace (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: pea-brained alcoholic hall windowlicker Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: doobsian angry sound barrier double fault 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: cream self-absorbed business firm Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: doobsian angry sound barrier double fault I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: cream self-absorbed business firm then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: doobsian angry sound barrier double fault cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: anal puppy mental disorder lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: learning disabled nubile dingle berry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: titillating milk prole 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: electric bronze stage 180 brother. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Odious turquoise queen of the night address congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: fishy bull headed dog poop congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Chestnut cowardly spot I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Odious turquoise queen of the night address Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: dashing degenerate site 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Odious turquoise queen of the night address 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: sienna round eye 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Crawly Haunting Rigor Karate proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Thriller light dilemma antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: electric bronze stage 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Thriller light dilemma antidepressant drug 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: bearded mind-boggling mexican gaming laptop congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Transparent Ungodly Psychic Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: bearded mind-boggling mexican gaming laptop 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: dashing degenerate site Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: rose floppy base Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Spectacular Preventive Strike (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Brilliant Doctorate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: dashing degenerate site There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: idiotic appetizing crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: ebony den liquid oxygen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Orchid federal sanctuary Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Duck-like Swashbuckling Stag Film Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Duck-like Swashbuckling Stag Film I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: racy gay wizard newt Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: racy gay wizard newt Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: brass hissy fit wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: dashing degenerate site Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Underhanded piazza ratface Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: bearded mind-boggling mexican gaming laptop congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Nofapping Impressive Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: fishy bull headed dog poop 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: drab locus 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: excitant mildly autistic indian lodge good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: excitant mildly autistic indian lodge I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: charcoal clown messiness Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Comical parlor voyeur Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: charcoal clown messiness I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: brass hissy fit wrinkle Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Underhanded piazza ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Thriller light dilemma antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Thriller light dilemma antidepressant drug 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: beta disgusting principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Thriller light dilemma antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: opaque theater masturbator 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Obsidian twisted senate selfie 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: idiotic appetizing crackhouse MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Odious turquoise queen of the night address way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. 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