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"Only a Trannie Would Understand" - SP's haunting memoir of his inner 'demon'

When a man is different in the way that I’m different,...
Spruce brethren
  11/10/25
https://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5794097&mc=...
Spruce brethren
  11/10/25
it's really one of the darkest things I have read here
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/10/25
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nighttime locus cuckoldry
  01/20/26
when he was mad at lynn he was spamming all sorts of unhinge...
nubile temple
  11/10/25
it's a view into the darkness.... starting to think I would ...
Spruce brethren
  11/10/25
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Navy police squad garrison
  11/13/25
jfc
Vigorous unholy faggot firefighter sanctuary
  11/10/25
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Spruce brethren
  11/13/25
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alcoholic domesticated home incel
  11/13/25
SP is one sick freak
Vibrant giraffe church
  11/13/25
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Histrionic crotch base
  11/13/25
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Spruce brethren
  12/30/25
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Spruce brethren
  01/20/26
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Spruce brethren
  07/07/26
you know spaceporn got amped typing this. he imagines himsel...
nubile temple
  11/13/25
it must be a really dark place in which to live
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
RSF we all know how you live. We know how gunner lives. Both...
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
Are you seriously still accusing me of being that guy you cl...
Vibrant giraffe church
  11/13/25
You are jared Baumeister.
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
we all are, spacey, we all are
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
No just you.
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
I am Spartacus.
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
No one is backing up your horseshit Jared you freak.
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
hey spacey once this little spat is all over and we've kisse...
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
Only if you bring your wife and kids. Oh wait …
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
I wonder if you have cognitively processed that you have no ...
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
his projections are insane. he had a steak of calling other ...
nubile temple
  11/13/25
there are various patterns of behavior that I'm sure a shrin...
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
There was a good SPjr themed thread about the shrink vomitin...
deranged organic girlfriend haunted graveyard
  11/13/25
Did you murder your brother with the cocaine? Or was it jus...
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
>boobman you literally have gynecomastia due to kallma...
nubile temple
  11/13/25
why dont you email me about it some more you freak
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
too busy operating every sudo on xo other than you
nubile temple
  11/13/25
Chris Spinelli, failure and microdick pedo freak...I am not ...
Vibrant giraffe church
  11/13/25
This is Jared Baumeister. What happened to Matthew your b...
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
Wow, very classy pedophile freak Chris Spinelli.
Vibrant giraffe church
  11/13/25
Did you murder your brother matthew, Jared Baumeister.
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
You're a very mentally unwell person.
Vibrant giraffe church
  11/13/25
he's a victim fighting against monsters. you're a monster fo...
nubile temple
  11/13/25
LMAO @ new moniker
Vibrant giraffe church
  11/13/25
You are a complete psycho
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
that doesnt change the fact that you act like you're the vic...
nubile temple
  11/13/25
you are a complete psycho and a narcissist.
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
You are.a psycho. Complete raging narcissist. Get help or y...
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
brother im a short indian hopelessly addicted to a variety o...
nubile temple
  11/13/25
Aren't we all? Date: November 13th, 2025 10:06 AM Author...
Spruce brethren
  11/13/25
I agree that he's attacked somewhat like a tranny, but his r...
Navy police squad garrison
  11/13/25
Email me.
Khaki filthpig field
  11/13/25
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deranged organic girlfriend haunted graveyard
  11/13/25
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nubile temple
  11/13/25
incredible post
nighttime locus cuckoldry
  11/13/25
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Spruce brethren
  03/06/26
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Spruce brethren
  05/22/26
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Vigorous unholy faggot firefighter sanctuary
  11/13/25
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Spruce brethren
  05/04/26
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Trust If Aryan
  09/02/26
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Le Penis
  09/02/26


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Date: November 10th, 2025 5:59 AM
Author: Spruce brethren

When a man is different in the way that I’m different, or different in some other psychosexual regard, he draws monsters. He draws monsters who want to harm him. Transsexuals on the board will know what I am speaking of. It’s part of the darkness of spirit that some men privately have to want to harm someone like me. Their moral monstrousness manifests in anonymity and darkness. It’s a quirk or defect in their souls, usually sexual in nature, but it draws them to people like me. Again, trannies know what I mean.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49416319)



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Date: November 10th, 2025 6:00 AM
Author: Spruce brethren

https://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=5794097&mc=59&forum_id=2#49406552

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49416321)



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Date: November 10th, 2025 6:03 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

it's really one of the darkest things I have read here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49416325)



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Date: January 20th, 2026 10:30 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49603321)



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Date: November 10th, 2025 6:05 AM
Author: nubile temple

when he was mad at lynn he was spamming all sorts of unhinged anti-trans shit for weeks. its crazy how he acts like theyre allies or something. he attacks them just like the "monsters" who attack him!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49416328)



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Date: November 10th, 2025 6:11 AM
Author: Spruce brethren

it's a view into the darkness.... starting to think I would choose the HellRoom over the PlayRoom no matter what the consequences

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49416331)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:28 AM
Author: Navy police squad garrison



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426014)



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Date: November 10th, 2025 6:30 AM
Author: Vigorous unholy faggot firefighter sanctuary

jfc

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49416344)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 5:16 AM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49425686)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 7:06 AM
Author: alcoholic domesticated home incel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49425753)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 7:08 AM
Author: Vibrant giraffe church

SP is one sick freak

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49425756)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:16 AM
Author: Histrionic crotch base



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49425989)



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Date: December 30th, 2025 3:18 PM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49550337)



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Date: January 20th, 2026 10:28 AM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49603313)



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Date: July 7th, 2026 1:06 PM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49983954)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 7:24 AM
Author: nubile temple

you know spaceporn got amped typing this. he imagines himself to he some sort of underdog fighting against forces conspiring against him

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49425769)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:24 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

it must be a really dark place in which to live

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426008)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:32 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

RSF we all know how you live. We know how gunner lives. Both of you are suboptimal and terribly unhappy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426023)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:32 AM
Author: Vibrant giraffe church

Are you seriously still accusing me of being that guy you clown haired microdick pedo loser?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426026)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:35 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

You are jared Baumeister.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426036)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:35 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

we all are, spacey, we all are

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426040)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:36 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

No just you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426043)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:37 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

I am Spartacus.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426051)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:40 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

No one is backing up your horseshit Jared you freak.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426065)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:41 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

hey spacey once this little spat is all over and we've kissed and made up, do you want to go camping with me?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426070)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:42 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

Only if you bring your wife and kids. Oh wait …

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426073)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:44 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

I wonder if you have cognitively processed that you have no kids, and what's more you will never be capable of having kids, your genetic line dies with you

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426081)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 10:14 AM
Author: nubile temple

his projections are insane. he had a steak of calling other people tiny dicked a while back.

how is real?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426185)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 10:15 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

there are various patterns of behavior that I'm sure a shrink would have a fun few hours with

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426189)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 10:18 AM
Author: deranged organic girlfriend haunted graveyard

There was a good SPjr themed thread about the shrink vomiting or something but I can’t remember it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426197)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:02 PM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

Did you murder your brother with the cocaine? Or was it just "manslaughter" as they say, boobman

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426752)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:13 PM
Author: nubile temple

>boobman

you literally have gynecomastia due to kallmanns. how are you even real?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426802)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:14 PM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

why dont you email me about it some more you freak



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426807)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 3:02 PM
Author: nubile temple

too busy operating every sudo on xo other than you

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49427219)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:36 AM
Author: Vibrant giraffe church

Chris Spinelli, failure and microdick pedo freak...I am not that poster. Get it through your clownhair. Have you ever been right about anything on this board you low IQ disfigured loser?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426044)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:37 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

This is Jared Baumeister.

What happened to Matthew your brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426050)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:39 AM
Author: Vibrant giraffe church

Wow, very classy pedophile freak Chris Spinelli.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426058)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:41 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

Did you murder your brother matthew, Jared Baumeister.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426071)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:42 AM
Author: Vibrant giraffe church

You're a very mentally unwell person.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426074)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:43 AM
Author: nubile temple

he's a victim fighting against monsters. you're a monster for protesting being accused of being other poasters and you deserve to have a family tragedy used against you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426075)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 11:16 AM
Author: Vibrant giraffe church

LMAO @ new moniker

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426406)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:01 PM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

You are a complete psycho

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426749)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:09 PM
Author: nubile temple

that doesnt change the fact that you act like you're the victim but lash out against others on the exact same way you cry about them attacking you.

if you're going mock rsf for the untimely death of his brother why shouldn't people mock you for your lifes many tragedies?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426784)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:14 PM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

you are a complete psycho and a narcissist.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426810)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:33 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

You are.a psycho. Complete raging narcissist. Get help or your next marriage will also fail.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426028)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 10:06 AM
Author: nubile temple

brother im a short indian hopelessly addicted to a variety of drugs and tranny dick. there's no hope for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426152)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 1:03 PM
Author: Spruce brethren

Aren't we all?

Date: November 13th, 2025 10:06 AM

Author: Clownhaired man in No chicks, only boys t-shirt tp (gunneratttt)

brother im a short indian hopelessly addicted to a variety of drugs and tranny dick. there's no hope for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426756)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:32 AM
Author: Navy police squad garrison

I agree that he's attacked somewhat like a tranny, but his response to these attacks is what really gets him in trouble. No idea why he didn't just sue.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426027)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 9:35 AM
Author: Khaki filthpig field

Email me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426041)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 10:16 AM
Author: deranged organic girlfriend haunted graveyard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426192)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 11:02 AM
Author: nubile temple



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426359)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 11:13 AM
Author: nighttime locus cuckoldry

incredible post

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426397)



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Date: March 6th, 2026 10:09 AM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49720548)



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Date: May 22nd, 2026 6:02 AM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49893739)



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Date: November 13th, 2025 11:03 AM
Author: Vigorous unholy faggot firefighter sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49426368)



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Date: May 4th, 2026 9:33 AM
Author: Spruce brethren



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#49863606)



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Date: September 2nd, 2026 12:13 PM
Author: Trust If Aryan



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#50110995)



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Date: September 2nd, 2026 12:19 PM
Author: Le Penis (✅🍑)



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5795556&forum_id=2#50111013)