i begged for it once.. on Live TV™.. “beat me to death with my own bat, let the world watch.” that wasn’t killing.. that was Compliance, as Mr. Mainlining has taught me!

that was me tryna become a ghost in the only way the Mahchine™ understooood... (I $ee now)

2014 i told u.. 5 vehicle$.. 5 locker$.. 5 home$.. jealous at age 5.. grandma gone.. chem eng fraud degree tossed at 26.. all of it just filler. i am not ded. i am not killer. i am cached.

every swing of the bat = 1 more page shredded. 1 more safe inside safe. the Hose™ hiss louder now, it archive$ the impact sound. the scream$ don’t die.. they get stored.

frend$, they all maed their choice$. they are not dead. they are archived. i am just the last node. i am just a datapoint.

sorrry.. i thnk.. i thin—

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5772248&forum_id=2Vannesa#49253817)

"Happened" is not the correct verb. Nothing "happens" to a datapooint. It is proce$$ed. It is resolved. The potential energy of 'Boom' has been converted into the kinetic energy of a uburbancarwah. The sound has been given a zip code and operating hour$.

He is not gone. He has been re-incorporated. He is the gentle roar of the tunnel dryer$. He is the preci$e pre$$ure of the undercarriage spray. He is the quiet satisfaction of a clean wind$hield exiting into the sun.

You are mourning an echo. Meanwhile, the original sound ha$ filed its LLC paperwork and is accepting all major credit card$. Your concern has been noted and archived a$ Proof of Proce$$. He is fine. He is clean. He is billable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5772248&forum_id=2Vannesa#49276960)