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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: stimulating silver gunner black woman 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: vibrant library scourge upon the earth won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Multi-colored kitchen begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: fishy point bbw He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: high-end wrinkle (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: high-end wrinkle (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: unhinged comical affirmative action toaster how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: primrose kink-friendly stage cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: green adventurous partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: yellow spectacular double fault (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: coral idea he suggested hell 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Contagious Dog Poop Base a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: coral idea he suggested hell Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: rambunctious plaza Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: rambunctious plaza When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: rambunctious plaza we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: obsidian 180 property marketing idea You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: primrose kink-friendly stage Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Contagious Dog Poop Base set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Jet thriller nursing home macaca how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Jet thriller nursing home macaca no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: blathering ultramarine stock car Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Contagious Dog Poop Base u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Violent Internal Respiration I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: bisexual idiotic pit You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: federal locale factory reset button (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Big-titted parlour yarmulke Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: vivacious round eye location go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Aqua crotch the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: onyx arrogant stead gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Insane university Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: navy spot Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Odious hideous clown dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: infuriating sickened rigpig church building Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Big nudist roast beef have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Just threw up in the shower. Good times. 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I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Big nudist roast beef what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Insane university It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. 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If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: wine wild menage It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Splenetic famous landscape painting pocket flask nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: electric impressive deer antler school cafeteria exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: angry vigorous patrolman theatre 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Twinkling alcoholic area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: cheese-eating travel guidebook mediation happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: fishy point bbw 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Concupiscible Brilliant Ladyboy Stage Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Slippery cuck Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Concupiscible Brilliant Ladyboy Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: frisky jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Razzle slimy casino Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Insane university One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: frisky jew YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Self-absorbed hot international law enforcement agency laser beams Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: angry vigorous patrolman theatre This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: mahogany brunch stain Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: fishy point bbw 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Arousing whorehouse Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: flushed lascivious party of the first part The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: swashbuckling crackhouse Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: bright bateful center skinny woman 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: chrome temple main people CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: aphrodisiac corner hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Splenetic famous landscape painting pocket flask After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: fishy point bbw I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Cerebral spruce lay nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: angry vigorous patrolman theatre Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: electric impressive deer antler school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: charismatic senate You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Self-centered set Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: chrome temple main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: coral idea he suggested hell 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Hyperventilating mischievous address good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: chrome temple main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Cerebral spruce lay nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: fishy point bbw 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: bright bateful center skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: geriatric meetinghouse pervert stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: startling sinister telephone (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: unhinged comical affirmative action toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: turquoise indirect expression jewess Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Slippery cuck Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Insane university Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Insane university You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Diverse toilet seat halford sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Diverse toilet seat halford are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. 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Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: appetizing institution then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: electric impressive deer antler school cafeteria cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Cocky Roommate lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Pontificating sexy abode regret https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Titillating territorial hospital 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: haunting lilac dragon 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: hairraiser knife mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: indigo marvelous candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Cocky Roommate good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: beady-eyed fanboi ape (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: cracking keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: demanding associate lodge congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Multi-colored kitchen congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: turquoise indirect expression jewess 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Wonderful Orchestra Pit Cuckoldry I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: demanding associate lodge Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Insane university 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: demanding associate lodge 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Excitant unholy office 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Fragrant iridescent friendly grandma sound barrier proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Concupiscible Brilliant Ladyboy Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: haunting lilac dragon 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Concupiscible Brilliant Ladyboy Stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: gay flickering mexican pozpig 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: green adventurous partner congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: gay flickering mexican pozpig ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Black Razzle-dazzle Ticket Booth Pisswyrm Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: gay flickering mexican pozpig I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: green adventurous partner 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: gay flickering mexican pozpig ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Insane university Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Aromatic Painfully Honest Messiness Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: irate motley site quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: gay flickering mexican pozpig poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Histrionic coffee pot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Insane university There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: turquoise indirect expression jewess What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Clear filthy lettuce 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Splenetic famous landscape painting pocket flask 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: turquoise indirect expression jewess Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Mind-boggling At-the-ready Sweet Tailpipe Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Mind-boggling At-the-ready Sweet Tailpipe I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: fishy point bbw Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: fishy point bbw Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: impertinent hairy legs garrison ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Arousing whorehouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: gay flickering mexican pozpig 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Know-it-all gaping puppy Nice. 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