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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: splenetic prole plaza Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: adventurous useless brakes box office Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: adventurous useless brakes box office When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: milky office what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: walnut theatre ape I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: stimulating violet faggot firefighter Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Henna floppy kitchen big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: buff location tattoo I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Provocative alcoholic stead Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Supple fanboi can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: lascivious liquid oxygen Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Free-loading Olive Property Trust Fund Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Honey-headed base no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: chrome unhinged locus jewess nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Multi-colored becky party of the first part Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: twinkling frisky rigor sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Shaky offensive heaven masturbator (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Fragrant crawly resort Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: laughsome indecent university who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Yapping Beady-eyed Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Hairless Stage Legend Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Shimmering magical lettuce Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Charismatic bearded set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: walnut theatre ape 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Multi-colored becky party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: twinkling frisky rigor sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Harsh awkward church building You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: excitant den depressive keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Charismatic bearded set Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: buff location tattoo Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: curious whorehouse I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Charismatic bearded set This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Fishy Racy Spot Volcanic Crater Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Fishy Racy Spot Volcanic Crater It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Sickened senate nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: crystalline exhilarant bawdyhouse sandwich exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: spectacular jade quadroon 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Lavender Glittery Haunted Graveyard School (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Dull temple happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: twinkling frisky rigor sweet tailpipe Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Shimmering magical lettuce Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: twinkling frisky rigor sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Charismatic bearded set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Charismatic bearded set YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Shaky offensive heaven masturbator Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: spectacular jade quadroon This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: buff location tattoo Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Plum soggy fortuitous meteor meetinghouse Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Greedy associate The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: rebellious partner crackhouse Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: concupiscible sepia legal warrant sneaky criminal 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Histrionic home trump supporter CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Vibrant abnormal garrison milk hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Sickened senate After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Pale mental disorder I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Narrow-minded people who are hurt jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: spectacular jade quadroon Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: crystalline exhilarant bawdyhouse sandwich (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Mind-boggling bull headed degenerate You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Useless filthpig puppy Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Histrionic home trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: splenetic prole plaza 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: black space toilet seat good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Histrionic home trump supporter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Narrow-minded people who are hurt jap 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: concupiscible sepia legal warrant sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Lemon site famous landscape painting stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Opaque appetizing athletic conference hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Fluffy hall keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Shimmering magical lettuce Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Haunting Turquoise Affirmative Action sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Haunting Turquoise Affirmative Action are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: concupiscible sepia legal warrant sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: boyish multi-billionaire I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Greedy associate Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Talented cuck persian (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Arousing hilarious range circlehead Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: electric area Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: crystalline exhilarant bawdyhouse sandwich that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Shaky offensive heaven masturbator Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Pale mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Zombie-like Parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Shimmering magical lettuce 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: walnut theatre ape Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: excitant den depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: excitant den depressive this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: blue rehab goal in life Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: excitant den depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: excitant den depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: trip nursing home Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: excitant den depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Charismatic bearded set Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Self-centered french chef don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Emerald vigorous station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Harsh awkward church building The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Provocative alcoholic stead Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: excitant den depressive well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Canary private investor Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Canary private investor I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Sickened senate this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Transparent diverse piazza tank 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: 180 corn cake https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: sable incel keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Multi-colored becky party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: excitant den depressive 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: laughsome indecent university 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: concupiscible sepia legal warrant sneaky criminal Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Glassy Factory Reset Button Half-breed By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: laughsome indecent university 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: laughsome indecent university Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: crimson institution national security agency 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: demanding abode genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: razzle-dazzle menage mexican Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: crystalline exhilarant bawdyhouse sandwich 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: laughsome indecent university Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: crystalline exhilarant bawdyhouse sandwich I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: laughsome indecent university then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: crystalline exhilarant bawdyhouse sandwich cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Drunken stain lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: 180 corn cake https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: vengeful buck-toothed main people library 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Comical national electric furnace 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: exciting deep dilemma yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: thirsty at-the-ready corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Drunken stain good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Autistic trailer park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Zombie-like Parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Crusty aphrodisiac psychic congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: crimson institution national security agency congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: thriller double fault I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Crusty aphrodisiac psychic Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Crusty aphrodisiac psychic 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: smoky impertinent coffee pot 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Ocher idiotic candlestick maker proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: twinkling frisky rigor sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Comical national electric furnace 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: twinkling frisky rigor sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: excitant den depressive 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Balding pearly gas station congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: excitant den depressive ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: bateful principal's office pistol Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: excitant den depressive I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Balding pearly gas station 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: excitant den depressive ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: bright orchestra pit Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Heady insane chapel marketing idea (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: excitant den depressive poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Federal beta dragon 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Cocky Pocket Flask Fat Ankles 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Sickened senate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: violent doobsian lay travel guidebook Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Topaz Shrine Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Topaz Shrine I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Pale mental disorder Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Pale mental disorder Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: aquamarine antidepressant drug really tough guy ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: titillating spruce market potus 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Plum soggy fortuitous meteor meetinghouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: excitant den depressive 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: titillating spruce market potus Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Vannesa#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: duck-like brass pisswyrm personal credit line Did you work the steps? 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