online is dead, overrun by bots, AI slop, and censorship.

tv shows and media are all goyslop.

food is goyslop.

greater israel is unfolding.

the digital panopticon is unfolding with thousands of data centers being built, sinister AI, and digital coin ponzi garbage.

everyone irl is blown out.

you're 40+

you're grinding it out to varying degrees of success, from benzo to CSLG

what are you doing with your free time?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896365)

(2) stressing my nervous system daily in survival-mimicing scenarios

(3) https://youtu.be/3Wi_zQX--wE

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896374)

Oswald, M. (Director). (2014). Princes of the yen: The hidden power of central banks [Film]. QueuePolitely.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896533)

if it's so demoralizing go lift instead.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896377)

uh, how rich do you have to be to "escape the binding constraints of your financial situation"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896379)

used to be instant, fastest site on the internet

now its like im in 1995 and have some ghetto ass dial up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896401)

it could never get that bad

he has proven himself time and time again, id trust u over him any day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896413)

i asked exeunt to take over from rach, they talk, but exeunt has no interest

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896416)

Winning big rarities at auction.

Bonding two house rabbits & caring for one at end of life.

Time with friends, graduation party.

Gym & hitting the trails for weighted vest work.

Great music; currently digging newest Blood Incantation.

Picked up a 50yo mezzo relief, got it repaired & hung.

Life is good.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896440)

Happiness is an ephemeral feeling, like sadness

I think more in terms of fulfillment which is a longer term baser, more stable emotion

I am more fulfilled than ever as a result of my spiritual journey, which is also horrifying

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896502)

Finally writing my book proposal (acthckually this time for real)

Academia exit planning/preparation

Still love my fiancée, spend time with her

Waaaaaaay too much time into 40k

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896545)

What’s next after scamdemia

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896550)

Going to be cagey about it until it materializes, but an officecuck position. Something JD adjacent, no less. But if I never have to teach a freshman class again, it'll be more than worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896667)

I've switched from beer to chamomile tea and I no longer get drunk.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49896684)

what are you doing with the welding experience

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898038)

What you think of my concept for a Twitch stream I'm about to try? The premise is "Choose my position and debate me." The format I'm thinking of is, a chatter chooses a stance for me to defend, and then they make their case first, arguing against their chosen stance (because if I have them go first then there won't be any ambiguity as to the intended scope of the position). Then we go back and forth from there. I set it up so I have a scrolling disclaimer on screen saying "This is an intellectual exercise with a position assigned by a viewer and does not (necessarily) represent my opinion" so that people don't clip me saying Hitler was great or whatever. I'm a girl with a goth + gamer aesthetic and an analytic philosophy background btw.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49897384)

i don't know what would capture the twitch streamer audience but arguing for arguing's sake (more than xo) sounds tiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898043)

you'll make a killing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898225)

which of these is the "good" outcome

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49897933)

Learning guitar from scratch.

Being a somewhat lazy lawyer.

Listening to a ton of music.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898092)

not flame look into new genres like classical or some "high-iq" electronic stuff like aphex twin or whatever. just dont be a 45 year old hipster in a modest mouse shirt.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898268)

If you wanted you could just listen to the music without dismissing it out of hand.

People should listen to whatever music they like.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898288)

My feature going into production this summer.

Optioning a book and writer to pen script to shoot next year.

Closing something on another film to get a buddy / financier into production in a few weeks.

Setting up another partner's film with a studio in Eastern Euro to shoot in October.

etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898095)

you're a scrapper

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898233)

Taking my son to wrestling, BJJ and Muay Thai practice 10x per week total (twice each M-T, then once F and once Saturday).

Fretting that his mother, who is profoundly low functioning, has given him genes that will be very limiting.

Getting a new woman pregnant who has a sky-high IQ and is truly beautiful.

Just got a new business started in the mechanical trades, but now was offered a night-time position doing maintenance at a national landmark, and probably have to neglect the business.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898146)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49898151)

Stopping chasing Stats Handsome

Japanese, after a big hiatus

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5868424&forum_id=2Vannesa#49899781)